Kneeling and begging to live past the age of 18

"dusk"

A butterfly with a faint light flies here from a distant and nearby place. Unlike the bright outside world, the entire floor-to-ceiling windows are completely covered, and the dim light in the house makes this butterfly with only a faint light very conspicuous.

Obviously, the flapping wings of the butterfly did not make any sound, but the moment it appeared in the room, Mori Ogai, who seemed obsessed with documents on the desk, suddenly raised his head, as if he had been waiting for a long time, looked at I missed the butterfly flying straight towards me.

Is it... time?

The clear thoughts flashed in my mind, and I didn't even need to think about it again, the result of countless times of thinking had already rushed out.

Time is up.

The kid left.

She left forever.

Obviously it should be heart-wrenching news, but at this moment, Mori Ogai actually felt a strange sense of relief, during the torment that lasted for more than two months, during the time of expecting and fearing this butterfly.

After this emotion appeared for a short moment, it turned into some kind of great pain, and then developed numbness.

Mori Ogai watched the butterfly, and slowly stretched out his hand after the butterfly flew around him as if attached to him.

The butterfly turned into an envelope, on which was written his name in familiar handwriting.

——Received by Mori Rintaro

It is extremely rare that Mori Ogai did not unwrap it as eagerly as he originally imagined, but instead rubbed the letter paper, drooping his eyes and saying nothing.

It's obviously an established result, and I personally facilitated it, didn't I?

So why hesitate at this time?

There was an unrecognizable obscurity in the dark purple eyes, he hooked the corners of his lips mockingly, and opened the envelope.

【Dear Mori Rintaro

See Principal.

Presumably Lin Taro already knew what happened when he read this letter, and I won't repeat the rest.

Just like I once said [Untitled Love Letter] I will never leave Rintaro, this is my last gift, presumably Rintaro already guessed it when I said this sentence, after all you are— clever.

Here I want to mention in particular that I am not going to write out the inheritance method of [Unnamed Love Letter]. I hope you can forgive my selfishness here, because I don't want it to appear on the fourth person.

It was originally given to me by my mother, and now I gave it to Lin Taro. One of the conditions is that the favorability of the heir must be high enough. I always feel that it is difficult for you, Lin Taro, to meet the standard.

But even if Rintaro wants to care about it, there is nothing he can do, so let's use it as we go~

Now, this is Rintaro's [Untitled Love Letter].

In the future, please continue to work hard.

(Attachment, detailed description of abilities.)

】

This is a short letter with only a few sentences except for the ability description below.

Just like Miki Nozomi, she didn't complain, didn't feel sad, or even uttered the heart-wrenching desires hidden in her heart. Some were just full of vitality, and there was even a playful, playful expression that caught people off guard. "Apology" and "selfishness".

Can this be considered selfish?Obviously this ability is not his, isn't it?

Isn't the [Unnamed Love Letter] that he can have now because of the other party's selfishness?

The moment the entire letter was read, it turned into a shimmer and dissipated in the air.In the next second, Mori Ogai clearly felt the feeling of having a supernatural power.

Almost subconsciously, he activated his ability, and two things appeared in front of him instantly, with the same faint light, suspended in the air.

Stationery and pen.

It's 【Untitled Love Letter】.

It's from Miki Nozomi [Untitled Love Letter].

It will replace the other party and accompany itself forever.

……

"Shimmer"

The first new year after Miki Nozomi left.

Except for some established people, most people have stepped into the atmosphere of the New Year's Eve, even the mafia is no exception.

But only on this day, Mori Ogai felt aggrieved for the first time after Miki Nozomi left.

The reason is that in addition to Yumeno Kusaku's monthly fixed letter, many people have received the New Year's letter written by Miki Nozomi in advance.

Except, Le, Sen, Ou, and others!

Osamu Dazai drove away someone with a smile on his face and even said that he had received it. Although he could not see the content but he did receive it, Ogai Mori, who returned to his clinic for the Chinese New Year, felt depressed.

Even that kid Dazai has it, why don't I have it! ! !

"Maybe it's because you are so annoying, Rintaro."

With a lollipop in her mouth, Alice hit Mori Ogai bluntly.

"Otherwise how do you explain what everyone has but you don't?"

"It must have not arrived yet!"

Mori Ogai, who had regained his white coat, almost bent forward in frustration, and opened his mouth with resentment.

"Mingming Xi-chan's favorite is me, absolutely impossible to miss mine!!!"

"Then you haven't thought about a possibility?"

In the end, she and Mori Ogai still have a soul-to-heart connection, Alice curled her lips, and directly said what the other party was thinking.

"Because I think you are more rational, I hope you are more rational, so I don't write at all."

Mori Ogai: "..."

It's so heartbreaking! ! !

"No! There must be!"

Mori Ogai made a struggling sound.

"Xi-chan will never forget me!"

Otherwise, he would perform a bushi on the spot!

"Yes, I will never forget you."

Regarding Nozomi Miki, even Alice stopped being venomous, but came to Mori Ogai's side, raised her hand and touched his head.

"There will definitely be. How could Xi-chan forget her favorite Lin Taro?"

Mori Ogai muttered softly.

"It's just a little late..."

"Yes, it's just a little late."

So it must be coming, right?The letter that belongs to me.

The time was spent in this anxious and expectant night, almost when Mori Ogai was extremely lost, with the sound of the midnight bell, the butterflies with shimmering lights finally flew, coming to his side.

"I just said there will be!"

Alice shook Mori Ogai's arm, urging him on.

"Hurry up! Quickly open!"

If you didn't want to open it yourself, I would have reached out a long time ago!

Almost instantly, Mori Ogai straightened his back and raised his hand to catch the butterfly. The butterfly turned into a letter again and landed quietly in his hand.

【Dear Mori Rintaro

See Principal.

I'm sorry that I set the letter so late, because I hesitated for a long time whether to write to Rintaro in the next few days.

As for the reason... probably some kind of inexplicable idea that I don't want myself to affect you anymore. It may seem ridiculous to Rintaro, but this is indeed my worry.

Of course, in the end, I still feel that it is not good to leave you alone, so Rintarou, please be prepared for such letters in the future.

Speaking of which, it's Chinese New Year now, do you have delicious soba noodles for the New Year?Work……

……

】

The following are some miscellaneous daily words, as if to say whatever comes to mind, casually and with intimacy.

"Is it because of... such a reason?"

Rubbing his forehead with one hand in frustration, Mori Ogai sighed softly, with a hint of whether to laugh or cry.

"Obviously the more the better, Xi-chan's worries are too far away."

"We should be thankful that Xi-chan didn't really decide to downplay herself after all."

Seeing the letter paper in Mori Ogai's hand turned into light and dissipated into the air, Alice turned her head to look at Mori Ogai, talking about the thoughts in Mori Ogai's heart.

"It's really lucky."

"Yes."

The dark purple eyes looked at Alice's blue ones. They seemed to be two people, but they were actually just a man and his supernatural power.

At this moment, there was the same deepness in the eyes, the man's low voice and the little girl's crisp voice resounded together, the fit was so strange that people felt it.

"It's really lucky, isn't it?"

"It's really lucky, isn't it?"

Whether at the beginning or now.

If you are not lucky, how could such an angel fall into your arms?

……

"Dark Sun"

Mori Ogai decided to write a letter.

He felt that he must have a fever and be confused.

However, once this idea appeared in his mind, it seemed like he couldn't get rid of it. Even if he suppressed it for a while, it would resurface again.

After persisting for less than 10 minutes, he lost to this idea.

So he decided to write a letter.

【Dear Miki Nozomi

I'm sorry to think of replying to you now that I've received so many letters from you, which makes me start to suspect myself that I was really too rude. 】

At this point, Mori Ogai stopped writing, and he stared at the opened French windows.

From there, you can easily overlook the entire Yokohama, so that those who watch all this can easily feel that they are in the center of power.

The... center of rights?

Slightly hooking the corners of his lips, Mori Ogai withdrew his gaze and continued writing.

[It's spring now, but this year's spring came later than usual, and it even seems to still have the coldness of winter, so it's easy to catch her in an ambush if people are caught off guard.

Yes, ambush.Because unfortunately, I was also one of the recruits.Although it sounds surprising, as an ordinary person, it is quite normal for me to catch a cold, right?

Xi-chan, please don't laugh at me too much when you see this, even if I am teased, "Rin Taro can't take care of himself when he is so old." I would feel a little embarrassed. 】

Is this a bit deliberate?

The nib of the pen paused again, and Mori Ogai watched what he wrote, thought for a while, and added another paragraph.

[Of course, if I really want to say it, I will still accept Xi-chan's criticism, after all, this is my fault.

If you can’t even take care of yourself, how can you take good care of yourself…]

No, Xi-chan doesn't need to take care of herself now.

After erasing the unfinished sentence "If you can't even take care of yourself, how can you take good care of yourself...", Mori Ogai re-wrote the paragraph that has become blank again.

[Speaking of which, writing a letter is indeed a strange way of communication. If you can’t say it normally, you can write it smoothly in the letter for no reason. The function of deleting the content of the anonymous love letter is really helpful.

Of course, what I'm talking about is only in the letter like this family letter. I have always been very reliable in my daily work. Presumably Xi-chan can also imagine it?

Alice was always avoiding me a few days ago, obviously I just couldn't help changing her into a few more sets of skirts, but Alice looks very good when she wears the skirts.

Of course, I have kept Xi-chan’s little skirts well all the time. If Xi-chan comes back to take a look sometime, I can see many newly-added popular styles. It will definitely be more cute when I wear them.

But thanks to the wind and cold, Alice, who was avoiding me before, stopped avoiding me when I was sick, and even took care of me, but she still inevitably scolded me afterwards.

That serious look looks really fierce, almost making me cry, but cute is also cute w

At this point I can't help but confess to you that I found out about your anorexia.

I have never been able to figure out whether Xi-chan, you know that I know about this matter, but considering Xi-chan's cleverness, I will not be surprised to see it someday.

But now you should not suffer from such distress.

You are an angel who accidentally fell into the world, the purest existence in the world, and now you just returned to your original heaven, right?

I often wonder how such a beautiful child like you can take away such a disease, but after thinking about it carefully, I feel that there are other explanations.

Probably God wants you to get out of the world and return to heaven as soon as possible, right? 】

If that's the case... Could it be that the terminal illness in the back is the punishment for dragging the angel from the world into the abyss again?

With a bit of bitterness in his smile, Mori Ogai shook his head and continued writing.

[In short, I'm living a good life now, but the only thing I care about is that I haven't seen you in my dream so far. 】

Really just care?

Sighing helplessly, Mori Ogai wrote down his feelings truthfully in the next sentence.

[Well, actually, I really care about it.

But I think missing is not something difficult to say, I do miss you.

If you receive my letter, would you like to come to see me as I thought?

If it's Xi-chan, I don't think the answer needs to be guessed, right?

——I sincerely look forward to it. 】

A letter was finally ready to be written, except that the name of the sender could not be left due to the compulsion of [Unnamed Love Letter], everything was considered perfect.

After browsing through it again at last, Mori Ogai put the letter paper into the envelope, and wrote [Received by Nozomi Miki] neatly.

After staring at the name for a long time, he activated the skill.

The originally flat envelope turned into a butterfly in an instant, and it fluttered lightly in the void. Its posture was still graceful, but it seemed that it couldn't find a good direction, and its flight trajectory was chaotic and difficult to understand.

In the end, after it flew around Mori Ogai, in the dark purple eyes that reflected it clearly, it turned into dots of fluorescence, and collapsed.

[Unnamed Love Letter], failed to send the letter.

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