Kneeling and begging to live past the age of 18

"Well……"

A slight sound sounded, like humming, with a soft feeling, Miki Nozomi's consciousness gradually returned to the cage and rose.

The slender eyelashes trembled slightly, as if struggling, and finally opened slowly after a few long and swift seconds.

What caught Miki Nozomi's eyes was the familiar ceiling, the familiar bed, and even the familiar Lin...

etc!Lin Taro?

In an instant, all the confusion in her eyes dissipated, and the eyes that were only half-opened opened completely, and she looked straight at Mori Ogai at the bedside.

"Xi-chan is awake?"

The man sitting by the bed chuckled and stretched out his hand to pinch Miki Nozomi's cheek, then lowered his head and moved closer.

Before Miki Nozomi could react, the two of them had already touched their foreheads.

Sensing the heat coming from the other side of his forehead, Mori Ogai skillfully made a judgment.

"It has receded a little, but it is still a little hot, it should be about 38 degrees now."

Slightly propping up his body, letting his upper body float above the little girl, Mori Ogai, who was away from the other party's forehead, only raised the distance less than ten centimeters, and asked with a natural expression.

"Is Xi-chan still feeling uncomfortable?"

"I feel... I don't feel anything, and I'm a little dizzy?"

Miki Nozomi raised his hand, pressed Mori Ogai's forehead without hesitation, and pushed it hard.

"Also, Lin Taro, you are too close, be careful that I infect you, and you will get sick too."

Due to her illness, the little girl's strength felt softer than usual, as if she could release all her strength with a gentle grip.

Well, it seems that there is another physical weakness.

Thinking of this in his heart, Mori Ogai raised his hand to grab Miki Nozomi's hand, and spoke with a smile.

"It would be nice if it could be infected by Xi-chan."

"Wake up Rintaro."

Tentatively trying to withdraw his hand but failed, Miki Nozomi took a deep breath and smiled meaninglessly, what he said was like a devil's moan.

"You still have a lot of work, even if you are sick, you can't take much rest."

The matter of the former leader has not been completely resolved. Even if this matter is solved by the tool man you found, there are still many other things to be busy :)

"Work hard, Rintaro."

Mori Ogai: "..."

This is... very real... no, it's too real! ! !

Looking at the frozen Mori Ogai with a smile on his face, Nozomi Miki asked lightly.

"So why don't you let me go?"

"……Oh."

Honestly letting go, even the body straightened up again.Mori Ogai got up and picked up a thermos cup from the side cabinet, unscrewed it and handed it to Nozomi Miki.

"Xi-chan, drink some water."

After all, after sleeping for such a long time and still having a cold, water still needs to be replenished.

Sitting up and taking the cup, Miki Nozomi took a small sip of the warm water inside, and looked around the room.

In my own room, there are documents on the table, yes, it seems that Lin Taro didn't do nothing, just...

Holding the cup, his gaze involuntarily came to his hand, and he followed his arm to look at his clothes.

It was completely changed, from the previous little skirt to the current... nightdress.

This is a little wrong.

"I said... Lin Taro."

Squinting his eyes slightly, Nozomi Miki stared at Mori Ogai sharply, and questioned his soul.

"Who changed my clothes?"

It is known that there are only the other party and myself, and the proportion of women in the entire port mafia is pitifully small. Except for the medical department and logistics clerical work, there are a little bit of rare women, and even the cooks in the cafeteria are uncles. Not auntie.

Thinking of how Ogai Mori would like to change into hundreds of sets of clothes a day, Miki Nozomi seriously doubts that the other party can really take the opportunity to change clothes himself.

Absolutely! ! !

"Noki-chan, don't get me wrong! This dress was changed by Ozaki-kun!"

As if completely forgetting that he wanted to do it himself in the first place, Mori Ogai's expression was extremely sincere.

"I met Ozaki-kun on the way back, so I asked her to change your clothes for you."

Although the truth is that I was interrupted by Ozaki-kun when I wanted to change Nozomi's clothes, but the result is the same!So it’s okay to omit or exaggerate the process a little bit!

"Really?"

Miki Nozomi was a little shocked.

It's not that she suspects that the other party has lied. After all, there is no need to lie about such a question that can get the result from the other party just by asking. What shocked her was another matter.

Lin Taro actually has morals? ! !

"Xi-chan, what's your reaction!"

Mori Ogai felt aggrieved immediately.

"I said that Xi-chan can trust me, so how could I do something that takes advantage of others' danger?"

As long as you didn't do it, you really didn't do it!nothing wrong w

"No, no, I'm just a little... Well, I didn't expect Lin Taro that you could resist the urge to change clothes."

Looking at Mori Ogai with relief, Miki Nozomi's voice was full of encouragement.

"Great, keep it up!"

Mori Ogai: Smile.jpg

For several days, Miki Nozomi bounced back and forth between high fever and low fever, and after the visiting people came once, they were all rejected by Mori Owai for a second visit because they needed to be quiet.

Taking advantage of Mori Ogai's absence, Osamu Dazai came to Miki Nozomi's room and took out two apples as if by magic. One was placed on the bedside table as a gift for visiting the patient, and the other was unceremoniously bitten by himself. Take a sip.

"Axi, your illness has been a bit long."

Osamu Dazai's voice was still a little muffled because he was biting an apple in his mouth.

"Sure enough, Mr. Sen can't do it."

"Sickness is something that Rintaro can't control, right?"

Putting down the book in his hand, Nozomi Miki stared at Dazai Osamu who was biting an apple, who didn't even look like he was visiting a patient, and didn't care at all.

"Speaking of which, I wanted to ask before."

His eyes fell on Dazai Osamu's bandaged arm, and Miki Nozomi sighed.

"Compared to me, Dazai, you are obviously a sick number, right?"

"You mean this?"

Dazai Osamu explained while shaking his right hand with plaster cast indifferently.

"After all, it is inevitable. Speaking of which, I have to blame Mr. Mori for becoming like this."

Having said that, Osamu Dazai's expression became serious.

"I seriously suspect that Mr. Sen cheated on me."

"Huh? What's going on?"

Miki Nozomi opened his mouth in doubt.

"How did he fool you again?"

Dazai Osamu: "..."

This "again"...why does it sound so subtle?

Twitching in his heart for this unusually real "again", Osamu Dazai pursed his lips and spoke honestly.

"Before, Mr. Mori promised me to prepare the euthanasia medicine for me to solve the matter of the former leader."

Miki nodded.

"He didn't give it to you?"

"No, he did. But..."

Frowning abnormally, Osamu Dazai put down the half-eaten apple, and took out a bottle from his pocket that had run out of packaging liquid and only a small part remained at the bottom of the bottle, his face full of grief and indignation.

"Because it was so bitter, I couldn't help but vomited it out as soon as I drank it. He didn't tell me beforehand! Mr. Sen definitely did it on purpose!"

"This……"

Well, drinking euthanasia is indeed very, very bitter, and it is not impossible to not be prepared to be so bitter that you spit it out.

Although he knew that at this moment, we should mourn together or unite the front together to complain about Mori Ogai, but seeing Dazai Osamu's grief and anger, Miki Nozomi felt that he couldn't help but want to...laugh (cough).

"Dazai, think about your identity as a tool person. If you want a second bottle, you probably don't have it."

Saying that, Miki Nozomi patted Osamu Dazai on the shoulder, shook his head and spoke.

"It seems that we can only use other methods."

But Dazai, don't you really think that you need to reflect on yourself?About your suicide for so long without success...

"Speaking of which, I joined the Port Mafia."

Picking up the apple that was on his lap and taking a bite, Osamu Dazai's vague voice was filled with resentment.

"As expected of Mr. Sen, that old fox."

"He finally tricked you in?"

You obviously didn't want to join before, why did you suddenly join?

The whole person became energetic in an instant, Miki Nozomi narrowed his eyes slightly and carefully looked at Dazai Osamu from top to bottom, not letting go of a single cent.

"you……"

She frowned, and quickly relaxed it.

"Did you find something interesting?"

Because the other party's eyes were filled with light.Although the light was so hazy that it seemed to be just a layer of mist, even compared to the others, it was like that little glimmer of low light hidden in the vast night.But in the end, she still saw it.

"If you want to say that you care about it, it actually does give birth to that little bit."

The apple core in his hand was accurately thrown into the trash can by Osamu Dazai. He touched his chin with one hand and opened his mouth slowly.

"You know, many things can only be seen more clearly when you get closer. There is nothing like the mafia where death is the norm, and you can get close to death."

"and then?"

Miki asked softly.

"Contact death, then what?"

Osamu Dazai didn't explain any more, but instead looked at Nozomi Miki with a strange smile on his face.

"Do you think death is the opposite of life?"

"If it's defined by the world, it's really the opposite."

Miki Nozomi stared at Osamu Dazai's kite-colored eyes with a calm voice.

"If it were me, it would probably be the end and the new life."

For her, it is the end of life and the beginning of another world.

It goes back and forth, again and again.

"The end point and... the new life?"

Thinking about Miki Nozomi's words, Osamu Dazai could clearly perceive that what the other party said was indeed her sincere thoughts.

So it's kind of weird.

If it is the end point, it is really easy to understand, but the new students...

Could it be that Axi is the type of person who believes in reincarnation in the world?What kind of people are reincarnated after death and start a new life.

"It's an odd statement."

"Although it's sudden, I still want to ask Dazai."

The brown eyes were transparent and clear. She was obviously a child who was not as old as her, but she seemed to be the older one, full of tenderness and tolerance.

"Dazai, have you started to be a little interested in being alive?"

Contrary to the self who wants to live but can't really live, this child who can live without hindrance but has been chasing death has finally ignited a little interest in life.

But no matter what, it's definitely not the work of Lin Taro, a person who is not suitable for teaching!

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