Kneeling and begging to live past the age of 18

The old leader "likes" Miki Nozomi very much.

The reason is that since the first time I met Mori Ogai just to test him, he has been summoned one after another.

Fortunately, the other party's summons were not frequent, instead it was more like the kind of casually remembering and then forgetting about it, which made Mori Ogai heave a sigh of relief when he was nervous.

"It's not so much that he likes me, it's better to say that what he likes is life."

Compared to other people who were worried, Nozomi himself was quite calm.

"He likes the 'life force' I show in front of him, and this 'like' will gradually turn into 'hate' as he weakens."

The weaker you are, the more you hate.He hated his terminal illness, hated his poor life, and even began to hate other lives.

Why is it only you who have to bear this?Why did I become like this?Why can other people be so wanton while I can only endure the passing of life day after day.

"Is this what you think, Ash?"

With one hand on his cheek, Osamu Dazai seemed to be sighing.

"Very experienced."

This kind of sobriety and perspective is not something that ordinary people would have.

"After all, I have encountered similar things."

It's like using soldiers who were repeatedly treated by Akiko in the war, the truth is actually the same if you insist.

It's just the joy and joy of a certain thing from the beginning to the pain and hatred later.

Thinking of this, Miki Nozomi sighed involuntarily.

"Similar... things?"

Keenly aware that a short sentence contained important information about the past, Osamu Dazai narrowed his eyes slightly and asked calmly.

"Is it someone similar to the leader?"

It's been almost two years since I said it, and I still don't know what Mori Ogai did before.

It can only be said that it is an old fox.

"Is that the only thing that can be said about it?"

Mori Ogai, who wrote "I don't know" on the table, raised his head and interrupted with a smile.

"Sure enough, Xi-chan always remembers that at that time, Xi-chan and I had very different opinions."

"It's more than a big difference."

Miki Nozomi complained silently.

"It's the complete opposite."

Objecting to [Undead Alliance] and [Immortal Alliance] proposers is simply an opposing opinion.

"But Xi-chan, don't you still understand me very well?"

"It's just my understanding in righteousness, and I don't agree with it at all emotionally."

Mori Ogai chuckled, his dark purple eyes filled with joy.

"But understanding in the righteousness is also understanding."

Otherwise, I wouldn't be able to really adopt Xi-chan. After all, if Xi-chan hated me very much, then Major Miki would have known about it.

There will be no entrustment before death, and even if you do something by yourself, it will be very difficult to cultivate.

"Yes, I understand, but there is no contradiction if I disagree."

Followed the other party's words and replied perfunctorily, Nozomi Miki turned his head and looked at Osamu Dazai, who was more and more like Mori Ogai, and advised him earnestly.

"Dazai, don't learn too badly from Dr. Mori, he's an emotional idiot when he does things, it's not suitable for you."

After all, he and the other party are not of the same type to some extent (well, there are some subtle similarities), but the age difference is too large, Mori Ogai's mentality is not suitable for Dazai, a teenager.

"ai... fine?"

Unable to bear it, Mori Ogai interrupted Miki Nozomi.

"Spirit?"

"Oh, just like I said."

Miki Nozomi also leaned on her cheek and explained.

"Once it works, it's like an artificial intelligence with no emotions."

"That's true!"

He straightened up exaggeratedly, and even clapped his hands to show his "sudden realization", Dazai nodded uncontrollably.

"As the name suggests, Dr. Sen, you really live up to the nickname "Ai Jing". You can use this nickname to spread in the future. How can it sound better than the most "loyal" dog under the leader?"

Reluctantly putting down the pen in his hand, Mori Ogai sighed.

"...In fact, I don't think any of them are suitable."

"Huh? My ambition is revealed~"

Dazai gave a snoring, and the long sound was extremely bad.

"The most 'loyal' doctor under the leader actually said that it is not suitable to be his dog——"

"Speaking of which, why did the topic go to this place? We obviously didn't discuss the things that the leader seems to have summoned Xi-chan more and more frequently at the beginning?"

Why do you get crooked on the nickname while talking?

"Because he can't even get out of bed."

The hand leaning on his face changed sides, Miki Nozomi recalled what he saw a while ago, the leader looked haggard, his eyes drooping and sighing,

"I've started hating life a long time ago."

"Speaking of which, he simply forgot about me, the person who wanted to commit suicide, right?"

Osamu Dazai, who was lying on the table, began to speak wearily.

"He forgot about me, but what he said casually that Dr. Jean Sen would not let me commit suicide is still there!"

Let him not be free for the past two years. That old fox Mori Ogai always hangs himself with this. There is really no one who wants to commit suicide worse than himself...

"Speaking of this..."

Stretching out his hand and poking the opponent's hairy head, Miki Nozomi teased him amusedly.

"Maybe Dazai, your sense of existence is really weak."

"certainly not……"

Osamu Dazai showed resentment.

"My sense of existence can't be said to be weak, can it?"

Not to mention good looks, but also messy things like temperament, if you don't deliberately hide it, let alone ordinary people, you will definitely be the type that will be noticed by various people on the street.

"Then... maybe Dazai, you are dressed too plainly."

Miki Nozomi tried to give advice to the other party.

"Otherwise, if you change into something more conspicuous, or a brighter color, every time you see you in addition to pajamas and shirts, you may feel fresh if you change something different, and then you will be spotted at a glance."

"I was spotted at a glance..."

The corner of his mouth twitched, and Osamu Dazai shook his head decisively.

"Forget it, the shirt is fine."

What do you want to stand out?Is it because he is ignored?

"Can we get back to business..."

Going off topic almost going overseas, Mori Ogai once again tried to bring back the original topic, with an extremely helpless expression.

"It's obviously such a tense thing, why don't you feel no tension at all?"

"Because it's useless to be nervous."

His eyes shifted from Osamu Dazai to Mori Ogai, Nozomi Miki's voice was calm.

"After all, the leader is really 'crazy'. A while ago, he asked Dr. Mori to lead people to kill all the red-haired children in Yokohama."

It was really a massacre, whether it was in the ghetto or anywhere, and very little slipped through the cracks.

Of course, it was only almost, after all, she sent some letters on the day of the incident, causing some people or the government of Yokohama to make some slight adjustments.

Those who could be evacuated were evacuated, and those who could not be evacuated were killed by the port mafia.

There is no way, this is an unforeseen and unstoppable force majeure.

Thinking of what happened a while ago, Mori Ogai couldn't help but become serious.

"After all, it was the subordinates and men who were trained mainly who defected. According to the current state of the leader, it can be said that it is too normal to vent his anger."

Although he didn't move the girl named Ozaki Koyo too much, he just executed the man.But obviously, the leader took his anger out on the whole of Yokohama.

Hair color is not important, what matters is whether his orders will be carried out.He is almost exhausted and is trying every means to establish his "prestige" as before.

So even if he is crazy, he needs someone to accompany him to be crazy.

What's ridiculous is that he was clearly determined to protect Yokohama, but he had to become an executioner.

"In this case, can the young lady make friends?"

Although he didn't face it directly, he still understood what happened after all, and Miki Nozomi, who had indeed met Koyo Ozaki, had a very good impression of the other party.

Although he is only 19 years old, his every move is really elegant, as if a lady in a family can draw a sword to kill at any time, unambiguously.

Beautiful and sassy, ​​really great!

"Development and development, maybe we can have another beautiful lady here."

In the past few years, Mori Owai used the name of the most trusted person of his leader in the port mafia to win over many people in private.

Most of the people at the bottom follow the upper class, so there is no need to deliberately win over, most of them just need to obey orders, so Mori Ogai's main targets are placed on the middle class and above.

Only a small part was put on the bright side, but in private, he relied on the [Unnamed Love Letter] to win over many middle-level and upper-middle-level people without anyone noticing. As for the high-level cadres...

That is not something that he can easily impress now. He needs to wait and see the existence after a certain variable happens.

However, because of [Unnamed Love Letter] sending the letter on the first day and the other party's response on the second day, it also caused a certain strange phenomenon.

That is the rumor of the mafia in the port, and Mori Ogai is very "popular".

There are always some people who will greet him, or give him something, or have a good attitude or pay attention without trace.

In fact, it was not obvious at first, but the rumors became more and more intense, so inexplicably became "Dr. Sen is very friendly", "Dr. rumor.

God knows that when he first heard about it, Osamu Dazai almost died laughing on the table.

"Speaking of Ozaki-kun... she probably won't be easy to win over for the time being."

Mori Ogai shook his head as he recalled the other party who was still in confinement and seemed to be extremely disappointed even though it had been a while.

There are always people who will do irrational and impulsive things because of emotions, and Koyo Ozaki happens to be one of them.

"That can only be seen later..."

Like Osamu Dazai lying on the table, Nozomi Miki let out a long sigh.

"I think it's time for the leader to act."

Her brown eyes narrowed slightly, she recalled the eyes that looked at her with a bit of murderous intent, her voice was firm.

"Not only want to kill me, but also want to kill more lives."

The "vital force" she showed at the beginning allowed her to walk out intact, but now she will be hated because of this "vital force".

Not for her, but for life.

After the voice fell, like a certain prophecy, Mori Ogai's cell phone rang suddenly.

He connected, and what fell into his ears was the matter of the leader who was still talking about just now.

Or order.

Immediately appeared by his side, because he had a new order and needed the most loyal doctor to do it.

The author has something to say:

Ah... I feel that I have written Wenye for a long time, and the time Dafa is open, Dr. Mori, please usurp the throne _(:з」∠)_

The long comment of Zhongye's fan girl is added!