Old Gong is 12 years younger than me

In the movie "Sick", Shi Nian never called Qiao Yu'an a brother, but Xiao Ke would call Jiang and Bie Ge. Is Xiao Ke unable to distinguish between reality and acting, or is it because he can't help himself?

Jiang Yu don't dare to think about it.

After Xiao Ke came back from "Anti-drug Squad" at the beginning of the year, Jiang Yubie did realize that Xiao Ke was a little bit different from himself, but then the relationship between the two faded, and Jiang Yubie felt that it was his own thinking. Too much, plus the fact that the subsequent relationship was no different from the past, Jiang Yubie never thought about it again.

But this time, can Jiang Yubie persuade himself that he is thinking too much?

All the things that he didn't understand, didn't understand and didn't bother to think about before, seemed to be solved with the sound of "Brother".

Why did Xiao Ke accept this movie?Why was Tang Ye cheated?Why do I have to say sorry to myself every passionate scene?And why have I become so depressed these days?

Jiang and Bie lay quietly on the bed, silently reflecting on themselves.

He didn't seem to have done anything to misunderstand Xiao Ke, let alone seduce him, but why did he start to make Xiao Ke have such undeserved feelings for him?

Yes, it shouldn't.

Let a healthy child fall in love with an old man, Jiang Yu don't feel that he has committed a great crime!

He didn't have any other bad feelings, but he felt that if the current situation was really as he had guessed, it would be a bit troublesome to deal with.

Someone knocked on the door of the master bedroom, and Tang Ye's voice sounded outside:

"Mr. Jiang, are you okay?"

Although I never thought about Tang Ye when I was thinking about this matter, how could this matter have nothing to do with him?Hearing Tang Ye's voice at this time, Jiang Yubie felt an unknown fire. He picked up the bathrobe and put it on, then walked over to open the door.

Tang didn't hear Jiang Yubie's reply either. He was about to knock again, but the door opened at this moment. Jiang Yubie stood inside the door with an uneasy expression, staring at him.

"What, what's the matter?" Tang felt a twitch in his heart for no reason.

Jiang Yubie sneered, but walked away without saying a word.

There are too many people on the set, and he will not settle accounts with Tang Ye at this time.

Tang also felt that something was wrong, but he didn't follow up to ask. His intuition told him to follow up and ask. The last week of shooting would not be too pleasant.

Jiang Yubie didn't find Xiao Ke after walking around the shooting scene. He asked his assistant and found out that Xiao Ke had returned to the hotel. Jiang Yubie responded softly, but didn't say anything. It's normal for Xiao Ke to go back to rest after moving to the location.

Before returning to the hotel and entering the room, Jiang Yubie stopped and looked at the closed door opposite, and sighed slightly. Although there is a high probability that this matter cannot go wrong, Jiang Yubie still hopes that he is just thinking too much .

Once some things happen, we can't be friends anymore. Even if we both try our best to return to the original state, there will still be estrangement.

That night, Jiang Yubie lay tossing and turning in bed, unable to sleep. He never once hoped that a play would end quickly. He hoped that Xiao Ke's feelings for him now were just an illusion, because he was too deeply involved in the play. It may be good to wait until the relationship fades after the end.

-

Jiang Yubie originally thought that after the passion scene was filmed yesterday, Xiao Ke left first because he realized that he had said something he shouldn't have said, and he had discovered his thoughts. Before going to the set, Jiang Yubie did a lot of mental fitness , I feel how I should face Xiao Ke.

But after arriving on the set, Jiang Yubie knew that he was thinking too much.

Xiao Ke's state is better than the previous few days, although he still doesn't talk much, but at least he is no longer lifeless, and he no longer deliberately avoids himself, and he can nod and say hello when his eyes occasionally meet.

This made Jiang Yuyou couldn't help wondering, did Xiao Ke not realize that he called 'Brother' yesterday, or did he just think too much?Xiao Ke actually didn't mean that to himself at all.

Jiang Yubie can't describe how he feels. It's a bit like reading the weather forecast, checking the temperature, and changing into the most suitable clothes before going out, but God suddenly changes his face after going out for half an hour. Use practical actions Let me tell you, all preparations are in vain.

But no matter what, Jiang Yu didn't want to see the current situation. After all, he had already figured out what attitude to use to face Xiao Ke, but he hadn't figured out how to solve this matter.

There are not a few people in the circle who pursue Jiang and other people. He can handle such a relationship with ease, and he can easily complete a rejection without embarrassment. But for Xiao Ke, Jiang Yubie really didn't think about how to deal with it. .

Xiao Ke is someone he has always regarded as his younger brother, and Xiao Ke also regards himself as a family member. If he handles it improperly, he may never be able to contact him again.

Let it go.

At least until the movie is finished.

But even if he really had such a plan, after having some doubts, Jiang Yubie couldn't help but start observing Xiao Ke. He found that most of the time when he remembered to take a look at Xiao Ke, Xiao Ke's eyes were mostly They are also looking at themselves.

Jiang Yubie had to admit that every time his gaze collided, his heart sank a little.

However, in the process of observing Xiao Ke, Jiang Yubie also found that several young girls in the crew were also looking at Xiao Ke from time to time, with admiring and fascinated eyes.

Children are very welcome.

With so many choices, shouldn't he fall in love with an old man like himself?

-

One day three days later, there were no scenes between Xiao Ke and Jiang Yu in the afternoon and evening. do not eat.

Xiao Ke hasn't cooked for a long time, and he could find time to cook once at first, but this time it was a long time.

Jiang Yubie looked at the chat page with Xiao Ke, hesitated for almost a minute before replying:

【it is good. 】

Jiang Yubie tidied up a bit and went out. When he wanted to knock on the door, he realized that Xiao Ke's door was ajar. It should be a door reserved for himself. go in.

The knock on the door made Xiao Ke come out of the kitchen, and when he saw Jiang Yubie coming in, he smiled faintly:

"Brother, sit down first, I'll be fine soon."

"No rush." ​​Jiang Yubie smiled.

Xiao Ke's room has been restored to his original standard, clean and tidy, like a model room. Does this mean that he has come out of his previous state?What about your feelings for yourself?Did it also fade away with the play?

Jiang Yubie used to like to watch Xiao Ke cook. He was a handsome guy, his movements were smooth and unhurried, and it was a kind of enjoyment just to watch, but this time Jiang Yubie didn't watch, he sat on the sofa in front of the French window , Looking at the slightly gloomy weather outside the window, he began to hesitate.

Hesitating about whether or not he should test Xiao Ke a little, after all it was hard to get along with only two of them today.

Xiao Ke had already told him to eat before a result was determined. Jiang Yubie got up and walked over to see the dishes on the table, and smiled:

"Is there something to be celebrated for being so rich?"

Xiao Ke shook his head: "There is nothing to celebrate."

Jiang Yubie clicked his tongue: "Why didn't you? It's almost finished, isn't it worth celebrating? Your first movie was successfully completed and you earned a one-time profit."

That much money is worth celebrating. "

Xiao Ke didn't say a word, and served Jiang Yubie a meal.

Most of them didn't talk much when they ate at home, Xiao Ke talked less, and Jiang Yubie was used to eating alone, so they didn't have the habit of chatting at the dinner table, and only occasionally teased Xiao Ke.

Before, I didn't feel uncomfortable if I didn't speak, let alone embarrassed, but this time, Jiang Yubie felt extremely tormented.

Although I don't want to admit it, after knowing that Xiao Ke may have some thoughts about him, some things are different after all, even though they are all trying their best to whitewash the peace.

But an illusion is an illusion.

Jiang Yubie opened his mouth anyway, it was too simple for him to make the atmosphere lively:

"It's going to be finished soon, and school will start soon, right?"

"Yeah." Xiao Ke raised his eyes and glanced at him: "School will start in one week after wrapping up."

"Is the school letting you live?" Jiang Yubie asked, "If you can't enter the dormitory, you can come and live at home."

"It should be possible." Xiao Ke said.

Jiang Yubie smiled slightly: "We'll talk about it then."

Xiao Ke nodded, still not saying much.

Jiang Yubie glanced at him quietly, and decided to try it after all, so he had a good idea.

"Xiao Ke, you're already 19, and you're going to be 20 soon. Have you ever thought about having a girlfriend?" Jiang Yubie said in a seemingly relaxed manner.

"You said you didn't like Su Rou in school before, and you became friends in the end. But love is an experience that everyone has to try. If you don't fall in love in college, you may feel regretful when you enter the society in the future. You will find that The purest emotion is still on campus."

Xiao Ke's action of picking up vegetables stopped following Jiang Yubing's words.

Jiang Yubie saw it and smiled:

"Of course, you don't have to talk about feelings with your classmates. I see that there are several girls in the crew who like you very much. Why don't you think about it?"

Xiao Ke looked up at Jiang Yubie, his eyes were straightforward, without any emotion.

Jiang Yubie was inexplicably guilty, but he obviously did nothing wrong. Just as he was about to say something, Xiao Ke stopped him. He heard Xiao Ke ask:

"Do you have to fall in love? Can't you not fall in love?"

"It's not impossible." Jiang Yubie said with a smile: "It's just that falling in love is a rare experience in life. I hope you will try it. There are three emotions in this world: family, friendship and love. You can understand the first two. Now, don’t you feel sorry for the lack of the third type?”

Xiao Ke stopped talking again, but his eyes stayed on Jiang Yudong.

Jiang Yubie didn't like Xiao Ke's gaze, which made him a little bit speechless, but he couldn't stop when he had reached this point, so he bit the bullet and opened his mouth:

"If you have a little girl you like, you can tell me, I'll go..."

"No need." Xiao Ke interrupted Jiang Yu's words, looked away from him, and said, "I like boys."

Jiang and Bie's hearts sank to the bottom of the valley in an instant.

He looked at Xiao Ke for a while and didn't speak, but Xiao Ke lowered his head and started to eat. Jiang Yubie couldn't eat anymore. He looked at Xiao Ke, and every word he said was on his heart:

"confirmed?"

"En." Xiao Ke nodded: "I'm sure."

"This movie made you discover it?"

Jiang Yubie clearly noticed that Xiao Ke's hand holding the chopsticks shook slightly because of his question, but he did not refuse the question, saying:

"Not at all."

That is, he was determined before he came to make this movie, but this movie made him more determined.

when?

When is it in Yundian?Or did Xiao Ke discover it when he took the initiative to cool down the relationship with each other last time, and it's just that he doesn't know how to deal with his feelings when he cools down?

Jiang Yubing was in a mess. He had been liked by many people, but no one could make him feel so helpless.

"Xiao Ke." Jiang Yubie said, "The road of liking men is not easy. Worldly vision, health and safety, there are many things we have discovered or not discovered, you..."

"Brother." Xiao Ke interrupted him again, looking up at him: "You also like men, you know better than me that sexual orientation is not a multiple-choice question, right? If there is a choice, I don't want to go this way either, but By the time I realized that, I was gay."

Jiang Yubie didn't know how to describe how he felt towards Xiao Ke at this moment.

He obviously looked lifeless before, and didn't even dare to meet his own eyes, but when it comes to asking him to fall in love, it's like a wolf cub putting up his whole body defense.

Is he resisting so much because he doesn't want to fall in love, or is it that he shouldn't be the one who made him fall in love?

Jiang Yubie looked at Xiao Ke and said nothing, but Xiao Ke lowered his head to avoid Jiang Yu's gaze:

"Brother, I like men, but I haven't thought about falling in love, and I don't plan to. Just leave me alone, okay?"

The child who was begging himself to take care of him more than a month ago now tells himself to leave him alone, what else can Jiang Yubie say?

Don't say that Xiao Ke didn't make everything clear now, even if he really made it clear, he stood in front of himself and said, "I like you," what could he say?Like is a person's business, he can't stop it.

"Okay." Jiang Yubie smiled: "I don't care about you, let's eat."

Xiao Ke raised his head and glanced at Jiang Yubie cautiously: "It's not that you are not allowed to control me, only this matter, you leave me alone, and you still have to control other things."

Jiang Yu smiled and said nothing.

-

After having this meal with Xiao Ke, Jiang Yubie almost never laughed when they were alone.

This incident weighed on his heart like a heavy stone, making him unable to sleep or eat.

Jiang Yubie has been in the entertainment industry since he was a child, he has met all kinds of people, and he has dealt with everything. He thinks that he is well-rounded, but this is the only thing that makes him feel that no matter how he handles it, it will be wrong.

It would hurt Xiao Ke to make things clear and straightforward to refuse, and it feels awkward to go on so unclearly, and there is always a layer of separation between each other.

What about accepting it?Impossible, this option is simply not within the scope of Jiang Yu's consideration.

To him, Xiao Ke is a younger brother, a child, an excellent junior who lives a hard life. Although there are too many gods and couples in the entertainment industry who are in their teens and 20s, Jiang and Bie have never been together. I never thought about falling in love with someone 12 years younger.

It's ridiculous, he will feel like a seducer, a wretched man.

His old cow never thought of eating young grass.

He didn't want to eat any grass, and even planned to die alone.

This incident made Jiang Yubie more and more irritated, and then he naturally thought of the culprit who caused this situation, Tang Ye.

There were many things that he couldn't understand before, but what else did Jiang Yubie not understand now?

Without Tang Ye, he and Xiao Ke wouldn't have come to this point.

There are still 3 days before the finale, a sudden strong wind disrupted the shooting rhythm, and the crew was forced to

It doesn't matter if the lockout is suspended, anyway, there are not many scenes left, and the progress is much faster than expected, so Tang has no pressure at all.

This is Tang Ye's first movie in his life, and now that it is about to be completed, let alone how excited he is.

But in the environment of the film crew, there were not many people who could understand his mood. After all, it was Jiang Yu's farewell, so he took two bottles of wine and went to Jiang Yu's other room.

When Jiang and Bie opened the door, Tang also raised the wine in his hand:

"It was specially sent by someone, let's have a drink together?"

Jiang Yubie actually didn't want to see Tang Ye, but there were some things he had to say sooner or later. There was probably a finale banquet on the day of the finale, and this guy didn't know how drunk he was going to be, so Jiang Yu simply came in without thinking about it. So he turned to let him in.

But Jiang and other hesitation did not escape Tang Ye's eyes:

"What's your expression? Do you want to reject me?"

Without saying a word, Jiang Yu went straight to the bar and took down two goblets.

Tang Ye and Jiang Yubie had known each other for so many years, so they naturally knew what kind of temperament he was, so he didn't care about his hot and cold at all, so he walked over and sat on the other side of the bar, directing Jiang Yubie Get a decanter here:

"You can't drink this wine directly, you have to wake up, otherwise it will be wasted."

Regardless of his excited look, Jiang Yu didn't refuse, turned around and took a decanter, walked over to Tang Ye and placed it in front of Tang Ye, then sat opposite him and looked at him.

It may be that the shooting is almost over, but Tang Ye's eyes are full of excitement.

It takes half an hour to sober up, and Tang also strictly abides by it, saying that only by drinking this way can he taste its most mellow taste.

Jiang Yubie didn't really like drinking, so he didn't mind waiting. He asked Tang to come in, but he didn't really want to drink with him.

Tang Ye himself is not a chatterbox, but it may be that the excitement of the film's imminent conclusion made him talk a lot. He dragged Jiang Yubie to talk a lot about the difficulties in the beginning of the film's creation, and thanked Jiang Yubie for being a friend. So support him.

"That's right." Tang Ye said, "I asked Lin Zhou to compose the music for this movie. He was also very interested in the story, so he accepted it and gave me a friendly price. It's so interesting. But I know that Lin Zhou is looking at your face, and I have no friendship with Lin Zhou."

"Not necessarily." Jiang Yubie looked at Tang Ye indifferently: "Xiao Ke is Lin Zhou's apprentice. Compared with my friend, I think he will look at Xiao Ke's face more."

"Damn it!" Tang Ye exclaimed in surprise, "Is it true? Xiao Ke is Lin Zhou's apprentice? If I had known earlier that I would go to Xiao Ke directly, it would save me a lot of money."

Jiang Yubie didn't speak, but looked at Tang Ye, Tang Ye was a little terrified by his eyes, and just about to say something, the alarm on his mobile phone rang, reminding him that it was time to sober up, so Tang Ye also Without asking, he directly poured a glass of wine for Jiang Yubie and himself:

"You try it."

Jiang Yubie picked up the wine glass, shook it slightly, and watched the wine-red liquid leave a faint trace on the inner wall of the glass.

But Jiang Yubie never drank this glass of wine.

Tang also found out, and asked with concern: "Does your stomach feel uncomfortable?"

"No." Jiang Yubie put down the wine glass slowly, looked up at Tang Ye, and asked, "Is there something you are hiding from me?"

"Huh?" Tang Ye looked at Jiang Yubie suspiciously: "I have kept so many things from you, which one did you say?"

Jiang Yubie slightly hooked the corners of his lips, and his eyes fell lightly on the wine glass in front of him. He didn't look at Tang Ye, but what he said was enough for Tang Ye to change his face. He heard Jiang Yubie say:

"Xiao Ke."

Don didn't speak either.

It seemed that Jiang and Bie didn't need Tang Ye to speak. Some questions had already been answered, and it was only more accurate to ask them now.

"I never asked you, what method did Xiao Ke use to get Xiao Ke to take on this drama, but it doesn't seem too late to ask now?" Jiang Yubie slowly raised his head, smiled with his arms crossed, and waited for Tang Also give yourself an answer.

But Don didn't speak either.

"Don't tell me? Then let me guess." Jiang Yubie chuckled: "You will definitely not get Xiao Ke's contact information, I won't give it to you, and Song Yi is the same, so you can only find it yourself, but You know very little about Xiao Ke, except for his name, you know almost nothing, but you have seen him downstairs in my house and heard our conversation, and you can roughly guess that he is free. In and out of my home, what role does it play in my home."

"But you don't know which day he will appear, so you just squatted at the gate of my community, and then your hard work paid off, and you squatted down, right?"

"Farewell..."

Tang also wanted to explain something out loud, but Jiang Yubie slightly raised his hand and interrupted him:

"Let me guess how you persuaded Xiao Ke to take this movie. I talked to Xiao Ke about the entertainment industry and asked him if he was interested in entering the industry. He said he was not interested and he didn't want to make a movie. Xiao Ke never Liar, I believe what he said, take a step back, even if Xiao Ke really wants to get in, he shouldn't let my brother not ask, and ask you for help at a distance, it doesn't make sense."

"So you used a reason that Xiao Ke cared about most and couldn't refuse to keep him. As for the reason, it was me, right?"

Jiang Yubie looked at Tang Ye with a red face, smiled slightly, picked up the glass of red wine, and shook it lightly.

"What did you tell Xiao Ke? Did you say that filming opportunities are rare, that the script is good and you can make a lot of money, or that you can't find an actor and only he can help?" Jiang Yubie smiled: "You should have said all of these , but Xiao Ke is definitely not interested, so what can you say to get him to agree? Can you fall in love with me in the play? Complete the things he only dares to think but dare not say or do? Or is there a passionate scene? Can you shoot with me?"

Tang was also speechless, and his face was too embarrassed to look at.

Jiang Yubie stopped talking and stared at Tang Ye. Just when Tang Ye couldn't stand the stare and was about to explain something, Jiang Yubie suddenly smashed the wine glass in his hand to the ground.

Tang Ye was also taken aback by this behavior. He knew that Jiang Yubie only looked amiable, and he was not without temper, but no matter how big his temper was, he was not as angry as he is now. But what was more frightening than this move was that Jiang Yubie didn't have a trace of warmth. the sound of.

"Tang Ye!" Jiang Yubie said, "You violated my bottom line!"

"Farewell." Tang also got up and explained: "Listen to me, you're thinking too much about this matter, I don't mean it, I just thought Xiao Ke was suitable for this movie at first, so I wanted to invite him, but like you said Yes, he didn't agree at all. I had no choice but to move you out. I didn't expect this kid to take such a trick, but he agreed. I can't say that I am teasing him, can I? Besides, I really need him. "

"For your movie, you really can do anything!" Jiang Yubie looked at him and sneered.

"It is said that the entertainment industry is complicated, powerful, and has no real friends. Although I have never regarded you as a real friend, you still count as a friend, so I accept your occasional small schemes that are not hurtful, but this time I can't accept it, and I can't agree with it, it's just that the movie has been filmed now, and I won't say anything irresponsible like breaking the contract, but this is the last time, this time the movie is over, we don't want to contact each other."

After Jiang Yubie finished speaking, he got up and prepared to go back to the bedroom. Tang also seemed to be annoyed by the ending, so he also got up and chased after him:

"Jiang and Bie, can I be the only one to blame for this matter? I admit that I did see through Xiao Ke's little affection for you, and that's why I blame you for this.

This is persuasive, but if that child is really so pure to you, without any desire, how can he accept it?Now that you accept it, this is a matter between two people, I lied to you, and that child lied to you too, why do you..."

Jiang Yubie turned his head and stared at him fiercely, almost shouting:

"You fucking know he's just a kid!"

Tang also froze. It was the first time he heard Jiang Yubie swearing, and it was the first time he saw Jiang Yubie who was almost crazy.

"Xiao Ke is only 19 years old." Jiang Yubie said with red eyes: "I don't like to talk, I don't have a family, and I don't even have time to figure out my own sexual orientation. Standing in Beicheng, have you ever thought about a child who is out of tune with this place, he actually doesn't have the courage to accept a relationship at all?"

"Maybe he had thoughts about me before, but what is this kind of thought? Is it family affection? Is it friendship? Or love? I can't tell the difference, but you use your movies, you use your selfishness and calculations to wipe out all his confusion. It came down to love and pushed him to a dead end with no turning back, he couldn’t move forward, and he couldn’t retreat.”

Jiang Yubie sneered:

"Actually, you know the reason why Xiao Ke was so abnormal a while ago, right? Because he couldn't tell the difference between Shi Nian and himself, because he used the identity of Shi Nian to do that kind of thing to me, which made him feel guilty and self-loathing. , What about you? What did you do? You know all this but don’t try to comfort him, and Xiao Ke, who is probably still complacent, matches the time in your movie, right? You even saved time in the movie, right? "

"But do you know what I think?" Jiang Yubie said, "I feel sorry for that child."

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