Old Gong is 12 years younger than me

On New Year's Eve, Jiang Yubie didn't get up until late in the afternoon. He had no concept of Chinese New Year at all. When he woke up, Xiao Ke had already prepared a table full of dishes. He greeted Xiao Ke with a smile, but Xiao Ke could see His smile was forced when he came out, and the low air pressure around him couldn't be ignored.

Xiao Ke is a sensitive character. Even if Jiang and Bie’s other emotions are not aimed at him, he is still more cautious. From Jiang and Bie waking up to before eating, the conversation between them is limited to Jiang and Bie just getting up. That sound 'early'.

The food was very rich, and Xiao Ke almost showed all his skills. He originally prepared some words to thank Jiang Yu. After all, Jiang Yubie really helped him a lot in the past six months, but all the words They all died in Jiang and other low pressures.

It is very lively outside the hotel. Although fireworks and firecrackers have been banned in recent years, some people still set them off secretly. From time to time, there is a sound of firecrackers outside the window. Every time there is a sound, Xiao Ke can see Jiang and others frowning slightly .

Is he afraid?

Xiao Ke is not sure, the only thing he is sure of is that maybe he shouldn't cook this meal at all, Jiang Yubie seems to be deliberately forgetting about the Chinese New Year, but whether it is the dishes on the table or the sound of firecrackers outside the window Reminding Jiang and Bie that today is New Year's Eve.

Jiang and Bie ate very little. After eating, they leaned on the back of their chairs and said to Xiao Ke with a smile:

"The craftsmanship is getting better and better, but I drank too much water just now, and I can't eat anymore. I will eat it at night."

Xiao Ke nodded, and wanted to say that you don't have to worry about my feelings, and you don't have to lie to me. Daokouzi, Jiang Yubie also told the truth, how should he persuade and comfort him.

He does not have this ability.

Since childhood, no one has comforted him, and he has never comforted others.

After staying for a while, Jiang Yubie said he was sleepy, got up and went back to his room to continue sleeping, but he had just woken up, such an obvious lie made Xiao Ke look up at him hesitant to speak, Jiang Yubie seemed to be aware of it, He smiled and raised his head and rubbed his hair:

"It's Chinese New Year, let's go out and play for a while, it should be quite lively outside."

After Jiang and Bie returned to the room, the living room became quiet again. The noise outside formed a sharp contrast with the desolation here. Xiao Ke didn't have any appetite to eat anymore. The dishes on the table were almost as if they hadn't been touched in the end. After a while of silence, I picked up my clothes and went out until there was another sound of firecrackers outside.

There are two apartments next to the hotel. At this time, a lot of children in the apartment are playing with firecrackers in the small square in front of the hotel. Leave those brats.

The square became quiet, and even the last bit of New Year's flavor disappeared completely.

Xiao Ke turned his head and glanced upstairs at the hotel, wondering if Jiang Yubie felt better.

When Xiao Ke returned to the hotel room, the doors of Jiang and the other bedrooms were still closed. Xiao Ke didn't bother, and just cleaned up the dishes on the dining table. Some that could be kept were put in the refrigerator, and those that could not be kept were directly packed into garbage bags. Although it is a pity, there is no way.

There are still reconciled noodles and mixed dumpling stuffing in the kitchen, but Xiao Ke also put them in the refrigerator and decided to wait until tomorrow to make pies.

He didn't want to use these to remind Jiang Yubie what kind of holiday it was today.

Although New Year's Eve is very important to most people, if this festival makes yourself or the people around you feel unhappy, that's fine, it's no big deal.

After tidying up the kitchen, Xiao Ke went back to his room. He wanted to read a book for a while, but found that he couldn't read it at all. He didn't know what to do when he picked up his mobile phone. The class group was very lively, and New Year's greetings popped out one by one. Xiao Ke didn't snatch it and didn't post it, and quit without even posting a happy new year.

He has no friends, and none of these blessings belong to him.

Maybe it was because he got up too early, and he fell asleep in a daze with something on his mind. When he woke up, it was because someone knocked on the door of the room. Xiao Ke immediately realized that the only people in this room who could knock on his door were Jiang and Alone, he practically jumped out of bed to open the door.

Standing outside the door, Jiang Yubie was a little taken aback looking at Xiao Ke's almost flustered appearance, but then smiled:

"Wanna watch a movie with me?"

Xiao Ke nodded eagerly without any hesitation: "Okay."

Watching movies requires snacks to pass the time, but Jiang and Bie don't even want to eat the food in the restaurant, let alone snacks with various additives. Xiao Ke has never eaten it since he was a child. I don't really want to eat, so watching a movie with two people is really just watching a movie.

Jiang and Bie are choosing a movie, Xiao Ke is observing Jiang and Bie, his mood looks good, is he in a good mood, or is he just pretending?

"Want to watch horror movies?" Jiang Yubie asked him.

Xiao Ke didn't hear it, so he couldn't answer immediately. When Jiang Yubie raised his eyes to look at him, he just bumped into his sight, and smiled slightly: "You look at me like that, I'm going to misunderstand."

Xiao Ke came back to his senses, turned his head and stopped looking at him, but he looked away for a few seconds and then looked back, asking Jiang Yubie:

"Are you all right?"

With a tentative tone in his tone, Jiang Yubie paused for a moment when he was selecting a movie on his phone, then turned to look at him with a smile on his face: "It's all right."

He didn't pretend that he didn't understand Xiao Ke's question, and answered it. Although he didn't know if it was true or not, Xiao Ke didn't ask any more.

Jiang Yubie asked Xiao Ke again whether he would watch horror movies, Xiao Ke said yes, he was not afraid of them, Jiang Yubie nodded and finally chose a Korean horror movie that was very popular last year.

Xiao Ke is really not afraid, because he doesn't believe it. He thought that since Jiang Yubie could choose this kind of movie, it must be because he is not afraid, but he guessed wrong. Holding two pillows, only a pair of eyes are exposed to look at the screen.

Xiao Ke: "..."

Why self-torture if you are afraid?

Xiao Ke didn't ask, Jiang Yubie was not normal all day today, maybe watching horror movies is also in the abnormal category, it is a way for him to relieve his emotions, Xiao Ke has no reason to stop him, just seeing him so scared , I couldn't help but shifted my position, getting a little closer to Jiang Yubie.

Maybe it's not so scary?

Jiang Yubie sensed Xiao Ke's movement and pulled his sleeve to bring him closer. Xiao Ke didn't refuse, and shortened the only space between the two to zero.

Xiao Ke rarely had time to watch movies, and he did watch them seriously at first, but as the scary scenes appeared one after another, Jiang and Bie next to him buried their heads in the pillows from time to time, and Xiao Ke's attention was all over the place. After being broken up, watching it, I felt that the movie was not as interesting as Jiang Yu's other reactions.

A person who looked so calm and composed on weekdays miraculously turned into a child in front of the horror movie.

It was unexpected, but it was also very distressing. If he hadn't been caught in a certain emotion and couldn't get out of it, maybe Jiang and Bie wouldn't have chosen such a painful way to resolve it.

When the movie was over, Jiang Yubie returned to his indifferent self. Xiao Ke looked as if nothing had happened, but he wanted to turn on the light but didn't dare, so he finally ordered himself to turn on the light. It's a bit ridiculous, but I still asked him:

"feelling better?"

Jiang Yubie looked at Xiao Ke and clicked his tongue: "Little friend, do you study psychology?"

Xiao Ke shook his head, got up and turned on the light.

It was already eight o'clock, and the Spring Festival Gala started, but no one said that they wanted to watch it. Jiang and other mobile phones kept ringing, presumably it was a New Year's greeting message. Xiao Ke didn't go back to the living room, but went directly to

After leaving the kitchen, he didn't plan to eat any more lunch, and he didn't make any dumplings. He just prepared to make two bowls of simple stewed noodles.

But as soon as he took the meat out of the refrigerator, Jiang Yubie appeared at the door of the kitchen. Xiao Ke looked at him, but he smiled and said nothing. Xiao Ke didn't care, thinking he was looking for food in the refrigerator, but he didn't want When he finished cutting the meat and turned around to wash the vegetables, he found that Jiang Yubie was still standing there without moving.

Seeing himself looking at him, he just smiled again.

Xiao Ke couldn't hold back, and asked, "What's the matter?"

Jiang Yubie shook his head: "No, I'm busy with you."

Xiao Ke looked at him suspiciously for a few seconds, and indeed he ignored him as if he was fine, but it was awkward to have a pair of eyes staring at him from behind. Xiao Ke didn't intend to care, but when he was cutting vegetables, Suddenly realized something, turned around and looked at Jiang Yubie:

"Are...are you afraid?"

Jiang Yubie didn't deny it, and admitted frankly: "If I'm not afraid, I won't be standing here, kid."

Xiao Ke: "..."

That being the case, Xiao Ke didn't say anything else, and let him stand there, the two of them moved quietly until Xiao Ke brought two bowls of simple stewed noodles to the table.

Jiang Yubie didn't ask him what to do with the lunch, let alone why he didn't make dumplings. This was Xiao Ke's thoughtfulness, and he accepted it.

The two sat down on both sides of the table and ate quietly.

The meal was simple and fast. Xiao Ke thought that after eating, Jiang and Bie would go back to the room just like noon, just find an excuse that was too bad, but he guessed wrong, Jiang and Bie would be honest after eating. Sitting really still, when Xiao Ke got up and went to the kitchen to wash the dishes, he also went in.

Xiao Ke understood that it wasn't that he didn't want to go back to the room, but that he was afraid.

Xiao Ke didn't expose him, but he still felt quite miraculous in his heart. He would be 31 after today, so why would he still be afraid of those things?But there's nothing wrong with that. Everyone has something to fear in their hearts. Jiang Yu has something to fear, and Xiao Ke naturally has it too.

Because of a movie in the afternoon, Jiang and Bie became a little clingy, he almost followed Xiao Ke wherever he went, this kind of Jiang and Bie would not be annoying, but rather cute, Xiao Ke I had nothing to do, so I just sat down in the living room.

Jiang and Bie sat on the wicker chairs in front of the French windows and swayed gently. Xiao Ke just kept looking at him, feeling that their life was really weird this year.

Jiang and other mobile phones were muted, and they were buckled on the low table. They vibrated from time to time. Xiao Ke didn't care when he heard them. It's obvious that you don't want to see it.

Not long after, Xiao Ke's cell phone rang, and he took it out of his pocket to see that it was Song Yi calling, and glanced at Jiang and other directions, thinking that he might not want to hear anything now, He was about to get up and go to the room to answer the call, but just as he stood up, Jiang Yubie stopped him:

"Don't go."

Forgot, he was afraid.

So Xiao Ke did not leave obediently, and answered in the living room:

"Uncle Song, Happy New Year."

"Happy and happy." Song Yi smiled and said New Year's greetings, and then became very quiet: "Well, is Lao Jiang by your side?"

"En." Xiao Ke responded.

Song Yi obviously breathed a sigh of relief: "You guys haven't gone out, are you staying in the hotel?"

"Yes."

"How is he feeling?" Song Yi asked cautiously, as if he was afraid that Jiang Yubie would hear it, but Xiao Ke was also in a dilemma. Jiang Yubie was sitting a few steps away from him, and he would even fart in a quiet space. He could hear it, let alone the phone call, what would he say?

Besides, do Jiang and Bie really want others to know about their current situation?Even if that person is Song Yi?

Xiao Ke didn't know how to answer, but Jiang Yubie seemed to sense his embarrassment, and slowly stretched out a hand, without looking back, he said flatly, "Give me the phone."

Xiao Ke said "wait a moment" to Song Yi with a sigh of relief, then walked over and handed the phone to Jiang Yubie. He thought that Jiang Yubie answered the phone because he was going to talk to Song Yi, but he didn't expect to answer the phone. The first time they got on the phone, Jiang Yubie hung up the phone and turned off the phone.

But then he realized that something was wrong with his behavior, and looked back at Xiao Ke:

"Sorry, turn it on again, so that no one will look for you."

Xiao Ke walked over and took back his mobile phone and put it in his pocket: "It's okay, no one will look for it."

Jiang Yubie looked up at Xiao Ke and smiled slightly.

Xiao Ke didn't go back to sit in the living room, he just stood behind Jiang and others, looking at the lights of Wanjia outside the window.

Every lit window is full of happy reunion scenes, but Xiao Ke has no envy at all. He never thinks about those unrealistic things, because he knows very well that even if he tries his best, he will have to What you get will not have any other effect except to bring pain to yourself.

But he still feels regretful, regretful that Jiang Yubie is here with him, Xiao Ke feels that Jiang Yubie should belong to the lively group, and should not be the same as himself.

"What are you thinking?" Jiang Yubie suddenly interrupted Xiao Ke's thoughts. He glanced down at Jiang Yubie, realizing that he didn't like looking up at others and talking, then knelt down and shook his head: "I didn't think about anything."

For some reason, looking at Xiao Ke squatting in front of him, Jiang Yubie suddenly had the feeling that he was his pet, so obedient and obedient.

He was amused by his own thoughts, which provoked Xiao Ke to look up at him, but it was not a look of dissatisfaction, but a look of surprise.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Jiang Yubie asked.

Xiao Ke shook his head and didn't speak, but he didn't get up either. He just squatted next to Jiang Yubie. Jiang Yubie didn't think he was bothering him. Ke's legs might be a little numb from squatting, and he sat cross-legged on the ground, beside Jiang and others' feet.

Seeing this, Jiang and Bie chuckled: "What's wrong with you? You just like to sit on the ground instead of sitting on a stool next to you?"

Xiao Ke glanced sideways at Jiang Yubie, with some hesitation in his eyes, Jiang Yubie looked down and saw his eyes, and asked, "What do you want to ask?"

"Can I ask?" Xiao Ke said.

"As long as you don't ask me if I like you, I think everything else is fine."

This obvious ridicule made Xiao Ke relax a lot, so he asked him: "After today, will your mood be better?"

Jiang Yubie looked at Xiao Ke in surprise. He originally thought that Xiao Ke would ask himself, 'Why are you in a bad mood? ''what's going on? ' and so on, but he didn't ask the reason, maybe he didn't think it was appropriate, or maybe he didn't know how to say it if he asked it, so he asked this relatively easy-to-answer question.

"Obviously?" Jiang Yubie laughed a little self-deprecatingly: "I don't think I should have affected you."

"It didn't affect me." Xiao Ke said: "But you don't tease me anymore. You used to make fun of me whenever you were free. These days are the most leisure time when you are on vacation, but you haven't said a few words to me. .”

"It turns out I'm lonely." Jiang Yubie left the back of the chair with a smile, and raised his hand to rub Xiao Ke's hair: "Then why didn't you take the initiative to talk to me? Two people can't get along entirely on the initiative of one side." , This kind of relationship won't last long, if I don't take the initiative, you will have nothing to say? Then one day I forget to take the initiative to pay you, will you not take the initiative to ask me for it?"

Xiao Ke glanced at Jiang Yubie, then turned his head away, and said in a low voice, "Let's just pay off the debt."

Jiang and Bie Xiaoxiao didn't say anything more, just when Xiao Ke was ready to accompany him to continue the silence, he suddenly said: "It will be fine."

Xiao Ke was slightly stunned, but then realized that he was answering his question just now, so he nodded reassuringly, looked up out of the window, and smiled: "That's good."

On a happy family day, two lonely people sitting here are suitable for heart-to-heart talks, but Jiang Yubie is not in a good mood, and Xiao Ke is not a very good confidant. Pain, so silent company has become the best choice.

I didn’t watch the Spring Festival Gala, and there was no sound of firecrackers going off outside the window. After Jiang Yubie calmed down, he glanced at the watch on his wrist. It was already one o’clock in the morning, and he and Xiao Ke just sat here for a few minutes without making a sound. Hours passed a year without any surprises.

But Jiang Yubie is used to having no surprises and no joys, not a kid, his life has just begun.

The kid seemed to have fallen asleep, and his head rested on his knee at some point, and he slept soundly. Jiang Yubie had been thinking about things just now and didn't feel anything, but now he felt a little belated.

"Xiao Ke." Jiang Yubie called softly, but Xiao Ke didn't respond. Jiang Yubie called out again after a few seconds of silence, but there was still no movement. Jiang Yubie originally thought to let him sleep like this, the posture was wrong It's nothing to be comfortable, anyway, there are still a few days to rest in the next few days, but then he thought that this was the first day of the new year, and his surprise hadn't played yet.

"Xiao Ke." Jiang Yubie got up and patted Xiao Ke's head. He woke up in a daze, and looked at Jiang Yubie with confused eyes: "What's wrong?"

This is the first time Jiang Yubie has seen such a soft side of Xiao Ke, not aggressive at all, and even his brows and eyes are soft, making people want to pinch his face, but Jiang Yubie couldn't bear it. Live, not very suitable.

"It's late, I have to go back to my room and go to sleep."

Xiao Ke nodded but still didn't get up. He was probably waking up. Jiang Yubie didn't want to move, so he sat quietly with him. After a while, Xiao Ke regained consciousness and looked up at Jiang Yubie. His gaze was too intense. Jiang and don't ignore it, they can only look at it:

"what happened?"

"Are you in a good mood?" Xiao Ke asked seriously.

Jiang Yubie smiled slightly, realizing that his mood problem had probably been remembered by Xiao Ke for several days, that's why he confirmed it repeatedly. His heart was so warm that the remaining coldness in his heart was melted away.

"Okay." Jiang Yubie said.

Xiao Ke obviously felt that he was relieved. Jiang Yu's tone didn't seem to be lying. Although he may not be able to return to the state of mind before the holiday, it is a good thing that his state has improved.

New Year's Eve seems to be a hurdle for Jiang Yubie, as long as he passes it, Xiao Ke is a little proud, because he is the one who accompanied him through this hurdle.

It was getting late, and Xiao Ke didn't want to disturb Jiang Yubie anymore, so he got up from the ground, said good night, and was about to go back to his bedroom, but just as he turned around, he was stopped by Jiang Yubie:

"Xiao Ke."

"Huh?" Xiao Ke turned to look at him.

Jiang Yubie looked at him and smiled, and said, "Sleep in my room today."

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