I'll forgive you when you're crazy

Seeing this, Wu Tian no longer hesitated to shoot Qian Jiaxiang in the forehead. This was the first time I saw a person being headshot at such a close distance. At that time, my head was stunned and my body let out uncontrollably.

At this time, Qian Jiaxiang fell backwards following inertia and gravity, and I, who was fighting with him, was also taken down by him.

At the moment of falling from the building, I couldn't help thinking in my mind, I hope that I will lose consciousness within a few seconds after landing, and it will be fine if it doesn't hurt too much.

But when I was shot by the inflatable cushion downstairs, I remembered that Wu Tian had arranged for the firefighters to put cushions downstairs. I almost thought I was a hero just now. I don’t know if I was more disappointed or more fortunate at this time. .

After sliding down from the inflatable cushion, I was lifted onto a stretcher by the medical 120 first aid. Although I felt that I was fine, they still pressed me on it.

I watched Qian Jiaxiang's unrepentant face being carried away from my eyes, put into a body bag and carried into another ambulance.

At this time, Wu Tian ran over from the door of the teaching building in a hurry. I saw his face flushed when he ran, and I couldn't help but feel distressed: "What a hurry, run a ball? If I die, you will run down early and I won't be able to live. If I You can’t die even if you run down for a second before you die.”

Wu Tian took a few breaths, walked over and touched my face up and down, and said with a cold face, "Next time I try to be a hero, I'll go back to work in the back office! I won't have to worry about you!"

I curled my lips, but my heart was flattered.

"Go to the hospital first and obediently check up, and I'll see you when I'm done here." Seeing that I didn't reply, Wu Tian's face softened a lot.

I didn't think I had any injuries at first, but should I still go for a checkup?But after seeing Luan Sheng being carried into the ambulance, I thought it would be fine to follow along, so I nodded.

As for how Wu Tian and the others ended up, I don't know. I sat in the ambulance and went all the way to the hospital. When I got there, I jumped off the stretcher and walked in with Luan Sheng's stretcher.

When I saw the hemostatic bandage on Luan Sheng's neck, I couldn't help but feel tighter. I didn't pay much attention when I rescued him just now. Could it be that it was scratched?

I don't know if the injury is serious or not. It must be no problem to be sent to the hospital so quickly, right?

While comforting myself, I watched Luan Sheng being pushed into the emergency room. After a while, Liu Xin also came to the hospital. He asked me how I was doing, and I said it was fine.

He said to let me go home and have a good rest, and he can just come and watch here.

I originally wanted to wait for Luan Sheng to come out with the results, but Liu Xinhe pushed me back. He said that I would not be able to rest well if I stayed here, and would only be more worried.

But if I can't wait for the result to go back, I will be even more worried, so I didn't feel relieved until the lights in the emergency room went out and Luan Sheng was pushed out.

The doctor at the hospital took off his mask and said to Liu Xin: "Because the patient's old illness has not healed, and now he is frightened again, the wound on the neck is not very serious, but the patient's pulse is very weak, and all indicators are very bad. If the family members are concerned, the family members can be notified.”

Liu Xin and I couldn't believe it, so I quickly grabbed the doctor: "Doctor, are you sure? You are still alive and well this morning? Why did you become like this after being frightened? What do you mean by calling your family over?"

The doctor sighed and said: "The patient had shock before, and he was just transferred from the ICU to the general ward this morning. Now he is mentally traumatized for the second time, and he has also caught a cold. He has already started to have a fever. The trauma is not fatal. But the patient's current condition is not optimistic, so the family members are notified, and if the situation worsens again, we will issue a critical illness notice."

I still couldn't accept it, so I grabbed the doctor's hand and said excitedly, "Doctor, he's just a child! He...he can't die! You must save him..."

The doctor sighed: "Of course I also hope to save him. No one wants to save the patient more than a doctor. Please believe this, but the worst possibility cannot be ignored. This is the responsibility of the family."

Looking at the doctor's back, Liu Xin patted me on the back and comforted me: "Don't worry too much, I believe Luan Sheng will survive."

But I slumped on the seat powerlessly. I couldn't be as optimistic as Liu Xin, or I couldn't be as optimistic as staying out of the way. I covered my face with my hands, and the sadness in my heart was indescribable.

Not just the sadness of a fresh, underage life that is about to die, but the sadness of the sense of powerlessness and guilt.

I can't let it go, if I don't sleep this afternoon, will everything in the future not happen?

At the same time, because of this incident, I remembered the things I had done and missed before, and I couldn't forgive myself. I suddenly felt that it would be better if I fell to my death when I jumped off the stairs.

"Go home and have a good rest. Your complexion is too bad. Let me tell you something from Luan Sheng. Don't take it too seriously." Liu Xin comforted me beside me like a big brother.

I nodded, I just want to find a place where no one is there to stay for a while.

As if a walking corpse left the hospital, I suddenly felt that I was a failure, I failed in everything I did, no matter how hard I tried, I was destined to fail.

I thought I could finally get through the trough and start again, but it turned out to be another failure.

This time the sense of frustration is stronger than before. Apart from life, everything else is external to me, but this time, I didn't even guard my life.

At this moment, I want to cry very much, but I can't cry. I really want to find a target to hate, but I find that there is no one at all. The most unforgivable person who hates to the end is myself.

I wandered aimlessly on the road, I didn't even know where I wanted to go, I just wanted to keep walking.

Finally, I walked to a place I didn't know where it was, and I saw a seat on a bus stop and sat down.

The buses came in one by one, and there were not many people waiting for the bus, so they left one by one.

I suddenly feel that life may be like taking a bus. Some people may only accompany you for a few stops, and some people are destined to be lonely until the end.

If Luan Sheng is also dead, what will be the story of him meeting Ouyang Xin and Qian Jiaxiang in the underworld?

My mind is in a mess now, and I can't figure out who is right and who is wrong in this case, who is more pitiful and who is more innocent, but if Luan Sheng survives, what kind of psychological shadow he will face in the rest of his life, I can't even imagine .

So is it better to live in pain, or to die easily?

Just as I was leaning on the platform seat in a daze, a piercing sound of a motorcycle blasting the street flew past my eyes, and I couldn't help being interrupted by the sudden noise.