I'll forgive you when you're crazy

I found out my private photo and showed it to him. This photo has been stored for a long time, and the phone has been changed one after another, but this photo has been kept.

I found the photo and showed it to Luan Sheng. It was when Wu Tian and I went on a trip by the sea. He was wearing a white shirt. The shirt was already wet by the sea and wrapped around his body. The muscle lines inside the shirt were very attractive. A man, Wu Tian was wearing a pair of shorts with one hand in his pocket and the other holding shoe slippers. The afterglow of the setting sun shone on the sea. Wu Tian’s feet were on the beach. He lowered his head and didn’t know what he was looking at. The sunlight reflected in the afterglow kissed his slender neck, and the waves of the sea washed over his feet wave after wave.

I captured the picture of that moment with my mobile phone. At that time, I only felt that I was lucky to be in love with such a person. At that time, Wu Tian was still a boy, and he felt as clear as the sea under the afterglow.

Luan Sheng glanced at it, returned the photo, and wrote in the memo: 【This man is very handsome. 】

I smiled and admitted: "Yes."

Luan Sheng: [How long have you been with him? 】

I raised my head and recalled while pinching my fingers to calculate: "From the time I met in the freshman year to the graduation and working for three years, almost seven years..."

Thinking of it this way, I was startled, the time I have been apart from him has been as long as the time I have been with him...

Luan Sheng looked at me and wrote enviously: 【So long?Then why separated? 】

I really wanted to make up a reason to beautify myself, or throw the blame on Wu Tian, ​​but after so long, I was relieved, so I said frankly: "My reason is because I cheated."

Luan Sheng looked at me in surprise, and wrote: [Why?Don't you love him? 】

I shook my head and smiled wryly: "No, the reason is very complicated and hard to explain."

Luan Sheng bit her lower lip, looked at me and wrote: 【Then do you regret it? 】

I laughed even harder, wondering if it would be less burdensome to tell a child, things that were originally difficult to talk to others were easy to say.

"Regret, of course regret, but unfortunately there is no regret medicine in this world, no matter how regretful it is, it can't change what has happened."

Luan Sheng's eyes became lonely, he didn't know what reminded him, he picked up his mobile phone and wrote to me: [You still seem to like him. 】

I laughed out loud: "Whether I still like it or not, I've let it go, and now I don't talk about feelings, I can't afford to be hurt."

Luan Sheng blinked and wrote: [Really put it down? 】

At this time, I looked a little impatient and said: "Oh, you baby, you are almost becoming a relationship consultant. You can't just talk about me, but also you. Why did you fall in love with that person? I heard that he is a famous person nearby. You bastard, boys like this don't dare to get close casually, you are so courageous, you dare to fall in love with him?"

Hearing what I said, Luan Sheng blushed immediately, lowered her head and wrote: [I was afraid when I heard his name at first, but then once I met other gangsters who robbed me of money on the road and was saved by him, So I don't think he's as bad as I thought. 】

I nodded, I never thought there would be such a thing as a hero saving the beauty, God likes to play this meme in this bloody plot, why not.

"What happened later? He saved me, so I got in touch right away?" I poked my two index fingers against each other a few times.

Luan Sheng pursed her lips, and after thinking for a while, wrote: [It's not that simple, I want to know him, but he just did it unintentionally that time, he didn't know me at all, and he wouldn't look down on people like me So I found out that Fa Xiao, who has a good relationship with him, happens to be the monitor of the same class as me. The monitor usually takes good care of me. After I found out, I got closer to the monitor. I wanted to take this opportunity to get to know Brother Gan. Because I was always clinging to the monitor, I got to know Brother Gan as soon as I came and went. 】

I nodded suddenly, unexpectedly, this Luan Sheng looked sluggish, he had a lot of eyes, and he knew "curve to save the country", creating connections without connections, amazing!

"Hearing what you said, the relationship between you and your squad leader is not so good, otherwise it wouldn't be so easy to match up."

Luan Sheng nodded, but didn't explain anything.

I was a little puzzled. Generally, if there is nothing, there must be an explanation. This does not explain that there is probably something wrong with it.

I touched my chin, pondered for a while and said, "Did you accept that you like a boy so easily? No self-struggle or anything?"

Luan Sheng thought for a while, and wrote: [There is no struggle, I have been called a freak since I was a child, and I have long been used to it. 】

I nodded helplessly.

Luan Sheng continued to write to me: 【And I don't think homosexuality is shameful. 】

I think so, this may be the influence of the original family, sometimes without the shackles of social morality imposed by the parents subtly, I can quickly accept this true self.

"How did you end up with him afterwards? Did you confess your love first or he did it first?" I asked gossipingly.

Luan Sheng's eyelids sank, she bit her lip, and finally wrote on the phone: [No one confessed. 】

I raised my eyelids and stuttered in surprise: "Who, no one confessed... just... you just...?"

I have a lot of experience with the degree of openness to the sexual concept of today's young people.

In the eyes of the old-fashioned people of my generation, this name is not justified. It would be understandable if the adults are playing with each other and making an appointment with each other. What?" I couldn't help but ask.

Luan Sheng thought for a while, then shook his head and replied: [I don't know what he thinks, I dare not ask... He suddenly made a very intimate move towards me, I couldn't refuse him, thinking maybe he was right too Am I interested? 】

I almost gasped, looked at Luan Sheng cautiously and asked, "Then how does he usually treat you?"

Luan Sheng thought for a while, with a gloomy expression, and replied: [I usually don't have the chance to be with him, only occasionally I can go for a walk with him when I go home from school with the class monitor. he. 】

The more I listened to it, the more I felt uncomfortable, so I couldn't help frowning and asked: "Then he... he just... when did he suddenly treat you like that?"

Luan Sheng pursed his lips and wrote: 【After the time he fought fiercely with others last year.He doesn't come to school anymore, but he will stop me not far from the campus to take me home when school is over at night. 】

Seeing that this guy is okay with Luan Sheng, he nodded: "That means that your relationship suddenly warmed up when you were with him and came home from school? What about your monitor? Didn't he talk to you before? Did you go home together?"

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