I'll forgive you when you're crazy

Hey, I lay back on the accompanying bed, with a lot of thoughts in my heart, and a dream made me realize that it was more painful for me not to see Wu Tian than to be able to see Wu Tian.

Maybe I still love him deep in my heart, but when I think of those things that happened when we separated, my heart feels like a bone spur grows out, which hurts my heart so much.

People always have to pay for their youth and ignorance. I don't blame anyone, but I can't forgive myself.

The current life is not what I want, but I asked for it.

The sky outside turned from black to light little by little, and just after a quarter past four, it became the color of a fish maw whitish.

After dawn, time seemed to speed up a lot. At about six o'clock, a little girl in her 20s came to the intensive care unit.

The little girl opened the door softly, leaned in and looked around, as if she was a thief.

Wu Tian spotted her at the door first, and couldn't help frowning.

"How did you come?"

The little girl walked behind the screen and I saw her. After seeing me, she smiled brightly, with a baby-fat face, and her long black hair looked quaint and ladylike.

"I'm not here to reward you guys, Nong, here are soy milk and fried dough sticks finger cakes, grilled sausage, egg burger and egg cake, take whatever you want." The little girl put the hearty breakfast bag on the table, and then looked at me Ask: "Little brother over there, what do you want to eat?"

I clearly felt that this little girl came here for "other plans", and sure enough, the little girl walked over with a sausage and said with a smile: "Here."

I quickly thought that this voice seemed to be the girl who reported to Wu Tian on the phone yesterday.

I took the sausage and said "thank you."

"Hey, you're welcome." The little girl didn't know why she was so excited, which made me a little embarrassed, wondering if I would be hit when I broke her "beautiful fantasy".

It stands to reason that you should be disappointed to see me in person, right?After all, I'm not a handsome guy, so I don't fit their fantasy of being the best CP for a couple with Wu Tian, ​​right?

By the way, why do I care so much about what this rotten little girl thinks?What does it matter to me whether I am disappointed or not, whether I am hit or not?I really just eat radish salty and worry about nothing, looking for trouble.

"Is it delicious? You're welcome, there are so many!" The little girl yelled at me again.

"Keep down! I didn't see the patient still resting!" Wu Tian scolded in a low voice, the little girl shrank her neck and stuck out her tongue.

I finished eating the sausage in a few mouthfuls, walked over to get a fried dough stick and soy milk, and sat back down.

Wu Tian glanced at the little girl and said in a very impatient tone: "Can a certain light bulb be more conscious? Why do you still want to charge it here?"

The little girl turned her head and glared at Wu Tian: "Why, I'm just a charging lamp, look at your discoloration!"

I raised my eyebrows, this little girl has a very close relationship with Wu Tian, ​​dare to talk to him like that.

Wu Tian pointed at me with his chin: "See? Everyone looks at you! Every little girl looks like a little girl. If you can't imitate anyone, you can still imitate Song Xiaobao. Do you want to be a coffee concubine?"

With a sound of "噗嗤", I was so amused by Wu Tian's words that I couldn't help laughing out. I think Wu Tian was very cold before coming here. It's only been a few years, and he is good at stalking people.

Seeing me smile, the little girl poked Wu Tian with her elbow: "Boss, let me introduce you. What's your name?"

"Zhang Pengtao, you can just call him Brother Tao, don't be too big or small with him, otherwise I won't be able to cover you."

"Hmph, Brother Tao seems to be an honest person, so you don't know as much as a little girl like me, right Brother Tao?" The little girl smiled at me, and naturally I could only smile back , or the little girl can talk.

"Okay, I've seen it, and the breakfast has been delivered, so what should I do~" Wu Tian shook his hands and started to switch to the "Pushing People" mode.

Seeing this, the little girl immediately sat next to me, put my arm on my arm and said to Wu Tian: "Don't come here! I'm welcome to come again~" She moved her butt towards me while talking.

I widened my eyes and looked at this little girl in a daze, what do you mean?The fritters in my mouth almost fell off.

Seeing this, Wu Tian stared, pointed at the little girl and said, "Don't talk to me! I'll count to three, hurry up and get out of here."

Seeing this, the little girl immediately looked at me and "asked for help": "Brother Tao, look~ our boss is so unreasonable! He will kick him out the moment he comes! Don't even mention him~"

The sweetness of this little girl's coquettishness is at least three plus signs. Fortunately, I have already predicted that this little girl will probably take pleasure in it, so I don't take it seriously.

Seeing that I didn't respond, the little girl looked at me strangely: "Brother Tao, why didn't you help me?"

I smiled helplessly when I heard the words: "I don't even know what you need me to help you with, how can I help you?"

"Help me teach him a lesson!" The little girl pointed at Wu Tian in a pretentious manner.

I shook my head: "Why should I teach him a lesson for no reason? When the time comes, you pat your ass and leave. I'm not the one he cleans up?"

When the little girl heard this, Puchi also laughed, and Wu Tian looked at the little girl with an even more reassuring look, but the threat was more serious.

"Brother Tao, you are different from me. He doesn't dare to clean you up even if he wants to clean you up ~ just help me ~" The little girl grabbed my arm and shook it, like a little girl acting like a spoiled child.

"It's not that you can't help, so tell me first, has anyone taught him a lesson for you before?" I smiled and looked at the little girl, but the little girl instantly understood the sensitivity of this question, and her eyes fixed on Wu Tian. Sometimes I feel bad all over.

Immediately, the little girl stopped holding my arm, and smiled: "I don't know, I have only just worked for a long time, and I can't recognize all my colleagues in the bureau!"

The little girl knew that she had stepped on the thunder innocently, so she got up and walked to Wu Tian's side, with a dry smile: "Then I'll go back first, I have to clock in later, I'm almost late~Brother Tao~bye~!"

"Goodbye~" I smiled and waved my hand.

When the little girl closed the door, my smile gradually disappeared.

"Don't listen to him working in vain, this girl likes to sow discord." Wu Tian explained for some reason.

I looked up at him slightly, and smiled coldly: "You don't need to explain to me, it seems that the provocation is not just once or twice."

When Wu Tian heard this, his face became even more ugly: "It's not what you think."

I quickly waved my hands and smiled: "There is no need to explain, and there is no need to explain to me, really."

Seeing this, Wu Tian walked over to me and sat down. I rolled my eyes impatiently. Before he could speak, I turned my head and said to him: "It really doesn't matter what I think, you don't have to tell me so much." it's useless."

"I think it's important, what you think is very important to me."

Wu Tian stared at me, even a little affectionate.

Me: "What do you want to say?"

Wu Tian: "I haven't found anyone else since I separated from you."

I didn't believe it at first, but it's not impossible for Wu Tian to happen. He has a higher heart than the sky. He was hurt by a "scumbag" like me. It's understandable that he didn't want to look for him for a while.

But I haven't looked for it for so many years, I still can't believe it.

I almost forgot, can he still not let go?

Or is it because he feels that he is the one who was betrayed, so he can't let go?

In the temple of Wudi, when I think about it this way, I am really a scumbag.

Not only did it hurt people, but it gradually became irrelevant.

"I believe it." I looked at Wu Tian's eyes and believed what he said.

Wu Tian seemed to be relieved, but I smiled heartlessly: "A noble soul is naturally invisible to ordinary people, unlike me, who wants to find someone when I'm lonely. .”

After I finished speaking, I stood up, Wu Tian looked at me in surprise, I had a false smile on my face, how I wish I could be colder, at least not like now, looking like a clown, even smiling like that cheap.