Canary reborn as Paranoid Actor

"You deserve someone better than a psycho like me."

Ye Li stared at Qi Ye seriously, his eyes gradually turned red, "Can you bear me being with someone else?"

Qi Ye just smiled, his eyes were full of despair, he would know nothing when he died.

But Ye Li doesn't need to know these things, Ye Li can choose to continue acting or go on a trip or go to study, but no matter what Ye Li does, Qi Ye has made up his mind that he will not have himself by his side.

"Qi Ye, throw away these messy thoughts for me." Ye Li said with red eyes, frowning seriously: "I am telling you very seriously that I will not agree to divorce. I will recognize you in this life. "

Ye Li looked at the man lying on the hospital bed, turned his head away and quickly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.They used to be affectionate and sweet, but now they suddenly came to the point of getting a divorce. The things Qi Ye promised and what he said don't count.

"Heal your wounds first." Ye Li lowered his eyes to hide the pain in his eyes, lowered his head and lifted the quilt for Qi Ye, pretending to be relaxed, and said in a slow tone: "It's normal for you to have ups and downs when you just woke up. It's about...divorce..." Ye Li paused, these two words were like a knife piercing his heart fiercely, "I won't take it seriously, Nor would I agree."

Qi Ye was lying on the hospital bed, looking at Ye Li quietly with his dark eyes, as if he could only see Ye Li alone.

Ye Li smiled gently at Qi Ye, touched Qi Ye's hard and thick black hair, "It doesn't matter, we are one body after we get married, there is no difficulty in this world, I will always be with you."

Qi Ye suddenly grabbed Ye Li's slender wrist, with great strength, it hurt Ye Li, but Ye Li didn't make a sound, Qi Ye was like a drowning man grabbing the last straw but Suddenly gave up.

Qi Ye shook his head and said, "Ye Li, you don't know how scary my illness is when it strikes."

Qi Ye took a knife and cut open his chest, and took out the cruel, dark, dark flesh and blood for Ye Li to see clearly. These were things he tried his best to hide, but now Qi Ye Ye was more thinking about breaking the jar, and Ye Li already knew it, so let Ye Li see it more clearly.

"I know." Ye Li took Qi Ye's hand with his backhand and interlocked his fingers, "But that time, you didn't hurt me."

Ye Li refers to the time when Qi Ye put him under house arrest. Although Qi Ye restricted Ye Li's freedom, Qi Ye didn't hurt him from the beginning to the end, and even tried every means to treat Ye Li better.

Qi Ye looked at Ye Li as if looking at an ignorant child, "No, you don't understand."

"That's just for you." Qi Ye chuckled lightly, but there was no trace of a smile in his starry eyes, "I am paranoid, cold-blooded and gloomy, and you have never seen these dark sides of me."

"Qi Chen should have told you about my mother." Qi Ye suddenly mentioned Qi's mother, and Ye Li nodded hesitantly.

Ye Li's feelings for Qi's mother are very complicated. She is Qi Ye's mother, but she has not fulfilled her responsibility as a mother, but getting sick is not what she wants. Qi Ye.

The root of the crime lies in Qi Ye's father, who was unfaithful to the marriage and did not fulfill his father's responsibilities, but if he paid more attention to Qi Ye, he didn't have to wait until Qi Ye returned to the country to find out that something was wrong with him.

"Perhaps you have heard the rumors outside." Qi Ye said, "Many people from these famous families think I am a lunatic. They say that I killed my mother."

"Okay, Qi Ye." Ye Li didn't want to listen any more, Shen Ze told him these words before, Ye Li didn't believe it, and he wouldn't believe it now, but for some reason Ye Li's hands trembled a little, " You should rest."

Qi Ye's eyes stared straight at Ye Li, his dark eyes looked like a pool of dark pool water, which was about to set off a huge wave in the next second.

"In a sense, they're right. Her death has nothing to do with me."

Qi Ye seemed to be masochistic, he dragged his broken heart in the sun, and told Ye Li the stinky past events one by one, letting him know that he was dead.

"I knew she was going to commit suicide that night. I had a chance to save her, but I didn't. I watched her die."

Qi Ye's tears fell from the end of his eyes, slid down his cheeks and dripped onto the tip of Ye Li's heart.

"They're not wrong when they say I killed my mother." Qi Ye laughed, but the laugh was uglier than crying.

Qi Ye knew how long she had been struggling. The torture during the illness and the guilt after waking up tortured this poor woman day and night.

Qi Ye clearly remembered that when she died, she saw her for the last time. Mother Qi didn't ask her son for help, but just smiled softly. That smile reminded Qi Ye of when the four of them went to the amusement park when they were young. Also smiling so happy and gentle.

"No." Ye Li's eyes were red, he held Qi Ye's hand tightly, "That's not the case, you are also a victim."

Mother Qi's death is a relief, but the living still have to suffer, sometimes living is more difficult than dying.

Qi Ye gently wiped away Ye Li's tears, as if the person involved was not him.

"Don't cry, Ye Li." Qi Ye said, "I'm not a good person, and I don't deserve your tears for me."

"I'm sick. When I'm sick, you'll be scared by me. Rather than letting you see me in such a miserable state, it's better to separate early. At least my impression in your heart won't be too bad." Qi Ye laughed at himself.

"Ye Li, you haven't really seen my illness, you don't know how terrifying it is." Qi Ye seemed to be telling other people's stories, "Didn't you always want to know what happened in the previous life?"

In the previous life, Qi Ye fell in love with Ye Li at first sight, but before he could take any action, he fell ill. Qi Chen forcibly sent Qi Ye to a private treatment hospital abroad, cutting off all contact with the outside world, until Qi Ye could really Control your emotions and enter a smooth transition period.

Qi Ye didn't tell anyone about his admiration for Ye Li, not even his closest brother Qi Chen, who would have thought that Ye Li would suffer cyber violence and be killed by extreme fans in just a few months, he would be like It was an inconspicuous grain of sand in the long river, Ye Li's death did not cause much trouble, only Qi Ye, he was crazy.

After the disease was under control, it deteriorated rapidly. Qi Ye bought the house that Ye Li rented, and died in this room without telling everyone. This is the closest place to Ye Li. Qi Ye chose the same way of death as Mother Qi , Tragic and pitiful.

"Ye Li, no one is not afraid of me. I'm like a bomb that will explode at any time. Give me up, I'm not worth it."

The author has something to say: In his previous life, Qi Ye immediately fell ill after knowing Ye Li was dead, and then committed suicide.

The little angels who commented on this chapter all have red envelopes~ woo woo woo, forget the word "fat stamp" after accepting the red envelopes, (The author is too useless, I thought I could, but in fact I can't, wipe away my tears.