It takes seven days for a person to die completely

For some reason, I was terrified as I watched the scorched pieces vanish forever from this world.Whether it is human soul or body, between nature and fantasy, they are too weak.I started to hesitate, should I go back and have a look too?Even if this trip will bring out a side of me that I don't want to touch, it promises to take away my unhappiness.

But before that I have to do a boring thing.

Before entering the coffin, I noticed the huge graffiti wall.It is on the side of the spiritual shed, and the wall is full of scratches, words, graffiti and colorful colors.

Normally I wouldn't stop for something like this, but the row of three-dimensional pink characters that were about to burst off the wall was too eye-catching.

--what is love?

The wall on this side is filled with all kinds of answers. There are "hold your hand and grow old with you" engraved in beautiful fonts, "Love is responsibility" written in scrawled handwriting, and there are even some that look like elementary school students. Distorted font, painted lover's name.

Mo once asked me this question. After hearing the three words I shouted from the bottom of his heart, he frowned and asked me—"Len, do you know what love is?"

He saw that I was stunned for a while, and answered softly: "There are many kinds of love, not only between lovers, but also between friends, between relatives, and even between strangers. You know you What kind of love is it? I don't want you to confuse your feelings, that will only end in tragedy between us."

"I know, I know. What you call love, that's not my love"

My voice is mixed with sadness and resentment, and it sounds like the scream of an animal when it is dying. "You won't understand my love——when I love you, I am more desperate than a branch between rocks. You give me a little sunshine from time to time, but you always remind me that I am just a person born on a cliff. Cutting dead branches will eventually be broken by falling stones..."

I think there should be a hole in my heart, and it began to ache, and the hot red blood overflowed from the hole, rushing to my cheek, making it extremely crimson and hot.

I tried my best to restrain my emotions from bursting out, smiled wryly, and said, "I understand, you are so outstanding, so much attention is paid to you, I shouldn't be by your side, I'm not even worthy of being your green leaf. But I'm so unwilling, sometimes I think, it would be better if I died, so that I don't have to suffer any more, and you don't have to be confused anymore..."

Before I finished my angry words, the warmth between my lips and teeth choked the syllables in my throat, so I stopped thinking about those messy things, put my arms around his neck, and tried my best to respond to him.I pressed against his chest firmly until I could feel his steady heartbeat.I thought, he was so unruffled up to this moment, and I, who was at a loss when I teased him casually, really stood out in front of him.

This kiss of his is different from the past. In the past, when he kissed me, he was either casual or superficial. He has never put the weight of the balance in his heart on me like today.

I am not happy because of this, on the contrary, the pain is like a vortex dizzying and expanding.Is there only physical copulation left between us?

I shouldn't be so useless, I was originally a wild horse, prancing on the dams of thousands of flowers and grasslands.But why did I jump to his Garden of Eden?I am bound here by the shackles of love, and I admire it from the bottom of my heart, it is narrow, it is remote, and there is no grass here, but this is the best place in the world.

The air in my lungs is thinning, and I push him away.Looking at his beautiful face, the tear glands almost collapsed.

"I'm so useless." Even though thousands of words were clamoring, I could only hold back these words.

"...go home."

He turned his head away from my sight, and said so.