"Crazy! Crazy!" Jiang Dan's mother stood up angrily, and said to her silent father, "Did you hear that! Listen to what your son is saying! He wants to piss us off!"

Jiang Dan's father seemed to be conflicted and struggling. He didn't take care of one of them. Jiang Dan's mother was dizzy with anger. She grabbed Jiang Dan and hysterically dragged him into the storage room.

But Jiang Dan is no longer the little boy who can be dragged away easily. He didn't resist because he was afraid of hurting his mother. He staggered two steps after him. Khan said anxiously: "Calm down! Let go of your son first!"

"I don't care! He's disobedient! It was you, the father, who persuaded me to let go. Look at what it's like to let go! Xiao Dan can't do this anymore, I have to discipline him! Don't stop me!"

She yelled while pulling Jiang Dan, her voice was terrifying.

"My mother is not quite right..." Jiang Dan's face was already blushing, and he grabbed his mother's clenched hand. After realizing that something was wrong, he stopped struggling. He was thrown into the storage room, and the door slammed Close the lock with a snap.

And the mother's crying and his father's comfort came from outside the door one after another.

Jiang Dan was panting, looking around the storage room that was still full and almost without a foothold, he just sat on the ground, buried his head in his knees to adjust his breathing.

The heat on his face gradually subsided, and the side of his neck was itchy. Jiang Dan stretched out his hand to touch it, and there was a sharp pain. There was some blood on his fingertips. The two raised wounds should be scratched by his nails.

Jiang Dan looked at the bright red spot and took a deep breath.

For the first half of his life, he had been fighting and playing games with his mother.

Jiang Dan's mother, Wang Lan, is a woman with a strong desire for control. She once changed Jiang Dan's college entrance examination application without authorization, hid his camera and photo processing equipment, tracked his weekend activities, and sought out girls who were close to Jiang Dan alone. To be reasonable, the girl was so scared that she asked for a three-day leave... There are countless things like this.

But it all started from that unspeakable turning point.

Wang Lan used to be an art teacher, beautiful and unrestrained, probably inherited Jiang's sensitivity to beauty since then.After she got married, she gave birth to a son named Jiang Chengyuan, which means great future, but the child's life stopped at the age of six.

——Because of Wang Lan's momentary negligence, the child was crushed to death by an out-of-control car while playing in the community.

This incident caused Wang Lan to almost collapse. She committed suicide twice, took a lot of medicine, and quit her job. Later, her emotions stabilized temporarily, but she left behind an indelible psychological shadow. When the child was born, she began to control the child in all aspects.

She named the child Jiang Dan, and hoped that he would live a simple life.

So simple that she can completely protect or control it with one hand.

When Jiang Dan was young, he didn’t know that he had an older brother. When he became more sensible, he began to feel that his mother was annoying and the things he often said were strange. Later, his father explained the past to him. He was still young at that time, and he was a little scared after hearing it. When he grew up, he gradually began to understand his mother.

Although excessive control and protection made him uncomfortable, he tried his best to be considerate in everything and never resisted violently.

Until the college entrance examination was changed to volunteer.

This is a major event related to Jiang Dan's life.

Jiang Dan couldn't bear it any longer, a huge dispute broke out, and his mother went into shock due to excessive mood swings, but fortunately, he was rescued in time and saved her life.The hospital advised them to see a psychiatrist, but Wang Lan refused. In the end, they had to prescribe some calming medicine to keep at home.

But Jiang Dan still does not intend to compromise.So they quarreled again and again, and finally Jiang Dan cut open the artery on his forearm with a knife and threatened to die.

Wang Lan was terrified by the way Jiang Dan scratched herself. She was really afraid that Jiang Dan would be injured, die, and disappear completely like her eldest son.From then on, she let go, although only superficially.

And the emotions accumulated over the years fermented in his heart, and after many years, finally broke out again through his affair with Shi Yuan.

In the storage room, Jiang Dan closed his eyes and listened to the voices of the couple changing from noisy to quiet. He knew that his father was persuading his mother that their relationship was actually very good, and this kind of persuasion was always effective.

He couldn't feel the passage of time, but he knew it must have been a long time. He changed two sitting positions, and his legs became numb several times.

It was getting dark.When there was no sound outside, the door of the storage room opened with a "squeak" and Jiang Dan's father walked in and said, "It's all right, son, come out."

Wang Lan had already taken medicine and fell asleep.

"Don't you need to go to the hospital?" Jiang Dan walked out, looked at the closed door of the bedroom and asked in a low voice.

"Fortunately, it's stable," Jiang Dan's father brought out some dishes, and said, "Are you hungry? Have something to eat first?"

Jiang Dan felt blocked, and only ate a few mouthfuls. It was his father's handicraft, and it was bland.

Lao Jiang went to smoke on the balcony by himself, Jiang Dan cleaned up the dishes, and stood side by side with his father in front of the window overlooking the window.

"Break up with that child?" Old Jiang asked in a breathless voice.

"Ah."

"It's not for fun, is it?"

"No, I really like it, it's just not suitable."

"Well, how can someone be suitable from the beginning?" He paused, frowned and said, "Jiang Dan, last night, Dad checked a lot of information and saw that this...group...many people are It's just because of the influence of the day after tomorrow, for example, the lack of fatherly love in the process of growing up... Son, is there something wrong with Dad?"

Jiang Dan felt sore, and said, "No, Dad, this has nothing to do with you. My childhood was quite happy, except for being tightly controlled. It's my own problem. I have always liked boys."

"Then why didn't you say anything?" Lao Jiang took a deep breath on his cigarette, "I never found out."

Jiang Dan said: "Because I intend to hide it for the rest of my life. I will take care of my own problems. Who knew there would be so many accidents."

The mobile phone is considered an accident, and Shi Yuan itself is also the biggest accident.

But Jiang Dan's father said sternly: "You can't do this, how can you hide it for a lifetime? I don't think the same way as your mother. I asked you to come back, just to ask you in person. Now dad knows, dad I want to tell you that no matter who you are with, male or female, it is your own choice. Since you have chosen it, you have approved it from the bottom of your heart. Since you have approved it, what are you hiding? No need, son , you have thought more than your peers since you were a child, there are good and bad, Dad still hopes that you can live a little easier, just like the original meaning of your name, simple."

"Dad, you... agree?" Jiang Dan was stunned.

"What do you agree with or not? I'm just on my son's side." Old Jiang smiled and extinguished the butt of his cigarette. He patted Jiang Dan's thin shoulder and said, "I'll be in charge of persuading your mother. Look now. Come on, it doesn't matter if you get married or not, but there must be someone living by your side, right? You and that child...won't it be because you don't want to take him home that you broke up? "

"no……"

Jiang Dan touched his nose, and he was indeed responsible for the breakup, it was because he was not transparent enough at the time.

"If there is a misunderstanding, just find it and make it clear. As long as there is no mistake in principle, it can be forgiven." Lao Jiang finished speaking in one breath, but he was a little embarrassed. He has always been a person who is not good at words, but now Teaching my son to love.

"Don't blow the wind, go to boil water and take a shower, my son looks like he just came back from a war."

Jiang Dan laughed, he breathed a sigh of relief, he felt that something heavy in his heart that was about to be pressed down was propped up by his father.

"Drink two glasses after taking a shower?" Jiang Dan said.

"Okay, no problem! Just in time for your mother to sleep...haha."

When Jiang Dan entered the room, Bingtanghau poked out a head from his room. When he saw him, he stretched out his tongue and gasped. Jiang Dan went over and rubbed it, and said, "You are still the same, you hide when we quarrel, and you are afraid that it will affect you." ah?"

Candied haws licked his hand innocently, even pretending to be stupid was just right.

Jiang Dan's mother made a fuss for a few more days, then she calmed down and ignored Jiang Dan, pretending that he was not at home.

Jiang Dan made some calculations and decided not to return to Shaocheng for the time being. He stayed at home with his parents for more than ten days, and waited for the Antarctic journey to start before going back to pack his things and set off.

Until the day before his departure, I don't know whether he wanted to open it or was persuaded by Jiang Dan's father. Jiang Dan's mother agreed to see a psychiatrist and receive treatment.

It's just years of heart disease and trauma, and I can only try my best to repair it.

At Shaocheng Airport, Jiang Dan saw a magazine with his cover picture and bought it.

This is his film released a month ago, called "Out of Focus", with a dark and gloomy tone.It is really unlucky to use this work as his final work in the field of fashion photography, but there is no way to catch up.

The itinerary arranged by Jiang Dan is to board the ship directly after arriving in Argentina. It is a small ferry with less than 200 people on board. The advantage is that it can call at the port at any time.

The ship passed through the Ross Sea, and it was extremely cold beyond the Antarctic Circle. He occasionally went to the deck to let the wind out, and his eyelashes would be covered with frost after a few seconds.

Jiang Danwan didn't expect that he also met an old acquaintance on the deck. It was the girl who was also a photographer that Kang Fanxin had arranged for a blind date. She was with the boy who blocked the toilet door at that time. Jiang Dan almost didn't recognize the whole rice dumpling.

During the thirteen-day voyage, there were few people on board. Jiang Dan often met them. When they met, they would study shooting techniques together or simply drink whiskey and chat.

The sky in Antarctica is extraordinarily clear, as if through the vast sky, you can see the boundless universe beyond the world.

During the voyage, there were three young girls traveling together who approached Jiang Dan. One of them shyly spoke, while the eyes of the other two sparkled.

Jiang Dan could tell at a glance that this was just what he used to do when he urged little sisters to chase boys.

So they didn't give them a chance, and before they could say a few words, they abruptly told them that they were married—anyway, everyone was wearing gloves, and they didn't even need to round their wedding rings.

It was the first time for the three girls to touch such a sharp nail, and they walked away in embarrassment.

Later, when they met Jiang Dan and Yan Yan again, the three girls all rolled their eyes at them.

Yan Yan was confused, she listened softly to Jiang Dan's story, and then held up her thumb and sighed: "You are really there. You refused so bluntly. Whoever falls in love with you must have a special sense of security."

Jiang Dan was stunned after hearing this, and then remembered the day when he went to Wuling Mountain, someone was about to explode because of a girl who was eating at the same table as him.

Now Jiang Dan, on the contrary, doesn't understand himself at that time—indeed, since he has no thoughts, don't acquiesce in allowing the girl to talk too much.

Jiang Dan also finally met the penguins of his dreams. When he landed for the first time, he met a group of Adélie penguins. Big eyes and neck stretched to approach the crowd.

At this time, people will retreat to avoid them, because they have signed an animal protection agreement before boarding the boat, and the distance from these local residents must not be less than five meters, otherwise they may be sued.

Penguins can't do it on their own initiative.

Later, when we hiked deep into the mainland, penguins and seals always popped out from time to time. The glaciers were majestic and majestic, the snow was vast, it was cold and quiet, and the wonderful sounds of nature could be heard.

It is said to be the loneliest place in the world, but when I actually arrived here, I found that it has a vitality of its own.

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