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Cen Hang's warning was more effective than fists. The dean suppressed the raging rumors in the second week. He didn't expect that Cen Xun's father actually appeared in the news as a candidate for the mayoral election. Some sighed, as expected, people should not be judged by their appearance, Cen Xun was not at all similar to his father.

Cen Xun was also very happy when someone came forward to solve the problem, but recently he had less time to see Yan Huaiqing. Since that night, Uncle Ping would check out the point where he left the school every day to pick him up. He is Cen's family after all. For an old man who has been there for more than ten years, Cen Hang has helped him a lot before. It is really difficult to be a man with Uncle Ping in the middle, so Cen Xun had to discuss with Yan Huaiqing whether he could go to the high school to find him after school.

As the college entrance examination was approaching, he didn't want to affect Yan Huaiqing's study, but he really couldn't bear to spend the little time alone. After hearing this, Yan Huaiqing said that he would find a quiet place to read books and brush up questions after school. If he didn't feel bored, he could Together with him, Cen Xun's little dependence on him made Yan Huaiqing's heart soften. This child is indeed very likable.

Busy days are always passing by invisibly and quickly, Yan Huaiqing came back to his senses at the eve of the college entrance examination, he was usually doing his homework and the sky was dark, but he was not in a hurry as the day was approaching, and he was packing the things he needed for the examination room tomorrow. After carefully confirming that it was put away properly, the mobile phone on the table rang a WeChat notification tone, Yan Huaiqing unlocked it with a smile, and sure enough, Cen Xun's message jumped to the front, "Brother's college entrance examination went well!"

The two of them added WeChat, and every night after parting ways at school, they would chat a few words before going to bed. Yan Huaiqing was only thinking about loving his younger brother, but he didn't realize that he had never been so attached to anyone before. Yan Xiangyu saw that he was holding The phone smiled happily and teased curiously, "Girlfriend?"

Yan Huaiqing frowned, amused by his father's words, and shook his mobile phone to confess, "A child in the third grade of junior high school, cheer me up, let you down, although this child is really beautiful, he is a boy."

After losing his wife and children overnight, Yan Xiangyu has been depressed for two years, and his health has not been very good since then. Yan Huaiqing was not very big at that time, but he was very sensible. Except for going to school, he spent the rest of his time with him, even friends No, after being admitted to No. [-] Middle School, and after moving to City A, he put family and studies first, and the little time for making friends was squeezed out.

Hearing Yan Huaiqing's words, Yan Xiangyu was very happy for his son. He has always been open-minded. Although he loves to laugh and make fun of Yan Huaiqing on the surface, he is really a competent and interesting father. Dad cooks for you by himself." He never worried about Yan Huaiqing's studies, but he cared about Yan Huaiqing's making friends.

Yan Huaiqing answered the message tick-tocking with his mobile phone, and replied in a good mood, "Thank you, Dad." He looked up and saw Yan Xiangyu frowned and pressed his ribs, got up and sat next to him, "What's the matter, are you uncomfortable?"

Tomorrow is the college entrance examination, and Yan Xiangyu didn't want to interfere with his son's exam at this time, so he waved his hand to indicate that it's okay, "It's okay, it's just a little sore, it doesn't happen often."

Seeing Yan Huaiqing raised his hand to rub his shoulders with a worried expression, Yan Huaiqing was ticklish, and was always easily distracted every time he was played like this, "Would you like me to take you there tomorrow, and cheer you up by the way!"

Yan Huaiqing shrank his shoulders and avoided with a smile, "No, you'd better rest at home, I'm a grown man, after I finish the exam, I'll accompany you to the hospital on weekends."

Yan waved to Yu to signal that you can step back, and still joked, "Got it, butler, go to sleep!"

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The preparation period before the college entrance examination was intense and exhausting, but when he actually entered the examination room, Yan Huaiqing felt extremely relaxed. For him, the early polishing was enough. Except for the impact on the results, this examination was actually no different from the previous examinations, because he He was equally serious about every exam, and when it was officially over, he only thought that he could finally live a comfortable life.

After turning on the machine, he first sent a message to Yan Xiangyu to report, and then went to the direction of No. [-] Middle School. He was obviously the one taking the exam, but Cen Xun was more nervous than him. Er Cen Xun should still be waiting for him to pass by at school. When he was in junior high school, he saw Cen Xun waiting for him reading a book at the old place. Yan Huaiqing beckoned him over and dragged him to the direction of the playground, where the wind was stronger. Just to wake up.

"How is it?" Yan Huaiqing looked at Cen Xun's anxious expression, and gently rubbed the top of his hair to comfort him, "I feel good, there should be no problem, so I can rest assured?"

Cen Xun has been waiting for him to finish the exam. In addition to keeping an eye on Yan Huaiqing's exam situation, what is more important is that he has something to confess to Yan Huaiqing. Once the college entrance examination is over, Yan Huaiqing will leave City A to study elsewhere. He is reluctant, but thinking of What he was going to say next, he was so nervous that his palms were sweating.

Today Yan Huaiqing came here earlier than usual, and it was almost time for Uncle Ping to pick him up from school. It was not as boiling as it was at this moment. Clenching his hands into fists, his knuckles pinched in pain, forcing himself to find some courage, clearing his throat, Cen Xun heard his own voice, "Brother, I have something to tell you……"

Seeing Cen Xun's state, Yan Huaiqing felt that something was wrong, and smiled softly, "Say it."

Cen Xun pursed his lips and bit it, and continued amidst the fluttering heartbeat, "I may really be gay."

Yan Huaiqing didn't expect this to happen, so he softened his tone, as if he was afraid of frightening the honest rabbit, "Didn't I tell you that I don't care about these things? It's okay, I..."

Cen Xun didn't wait for him to finish, he felt like his heart was about to break amidst the pounding noise, "I like you!"

After he finally said it, he seemed to relax, and he quickly looked around to confirm that the people around him had finished walking.

He likes Yan Huaiqing, this person is his source of warmth in the desolate years, and also his greenness in the lonely wasteland, he is so nervous that his fingernails are deep in the palm of his hand, but he is not willing to expose it, even if he is rejected or pushed away , he also wanted to tell Yan Huaiqing, brother, I like you.

Yan Huaiqing was stunned for a moment, Cen Xun approached slowly, as if to give him time to push away, but Cen Xun's gesture of approaching was as devout as if he was kissing a god, which made Yan Huaiqing so moved that he forgot to move, He even used his eyes to describe Cen Xun's appearance at this moment.

The breeze blew away the broken hair on Cen Xun's forehead, his eyes that were usually covered with fog now seeped Yan Huaiqing's favorite clear shimmer, and the long and dense eyelashes fluttered like butterfly wings. His fair and clean cheeks were slightly stained with blush, his eyes even lost the panic, and only contained the appearance of Yan Huaiqing, innocent and pure, the touch from his lips was soft and trembling, Yan Huaiqing couldn't even figure it out Why didn't I reach out and push it away in time.

It wasn't until Cen Xun closed his eyes with wet eyes and pursed his lips that Yan Huaiqing finally found Qingming. He wanted to frown, but he was afraid of hurting Cen Xun, so he could only force himself to calm down, and said in blank helplessness, "Cen Xun, I...I have always regarded you as my younger brother."

He scratched the back of his head in distress, and couldn't figure out what to say, but it was too embarrassing not to say anything now, so he chose an appropriate way to say, "I don't mind if you like the same sex, but my brother likes it." It's a girl."

He tried to use the name of his brother to eliminate the possibility of the development of this relationship, but also euphemistically stated that if you want, I will always be your brother.

Both of them were struggling in panic, and no one noticed that Uncle Ping, who came to pick him up, froze in place with a complicated expression.