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The mobile phone on the table turned on several times, and a WeChat message reminder was displayed on the screen. Yan Huai glanced at it, but before he could decide whether to reply, Shen Shiyi stretched his neck and poked his head over, his eyes sharp and shining, "Captain , a new suitor?"

In the past half month, Yan Huaiqing checked his mobile phone frequently. They had just finished solving a big case, and the superiors originally granted leave to let people go back to rest. According to the past practice, Yan Huaiqing should have submitted a leave application, but this time there was no response for half a month. .

As one of the few women in this police station, Shen Shiyi has a keen sense of smell in all aspects. Besides, she has a car to pick up Yan Huaiqing after get off work recently. She has bumped into him several times. Occasionally, she saw him roll down the car window Talking to Yan Huaiqing, Shen Shiyi has been with the captain for several years, and it was a pity when he knew Yan Huaiqing's sexual orientation. Why didn't such a good man give the majority of female compatriots a chance, until he glanced at the people in the car, She just became interested.

The colleagues here, apart from two or three old fried dough sticks who have been there for seven or eight years, are mostly college students who came in with Shen Shiyi, and they are all fledgling rookies. As the captain, he took good care of his subordinates no matter how big or small they were when they went out to perform tasks. In the police station, it can be said that men and women kill each other. Friends, I have to give up.

Who knew that there would be a reversal afterwards. It was already late at night after work, and Yan Huaiqing was working overtime to finish the matter at hand. They worked overtime for several days at that time, and he saw that Xiao Nizi couldn't bear it , waving his hands to urge people to go back to rest after work, when Shen Shiyi walked out of the police station, he happened to pass by Yan Huaiqing's girlfriend, the captain's girlfriend is the type of Xiaoniaoyiren, who would come over from time to time to give supper to her boyfriend who was working overtime, Very sweet and considerate.

I wanted to take out my phone and send a message to Yan Huaiqing to tease me, but I found out that I forgot my phone. Shen Shiyi sighed and dragged his tired body back, thinking about taking a taxi back later, near the gate of the police station , Seeing the two figures snuggling up, she immediately stopped with a wink, God, she didn't mean to peek.

I saw the two of them in the dark corridor not far from the door, the girl shyly moved forward to ask for a kiss, Shen Shiyi raised her hand to cover her eyes but couldn't help peeking between her fingers, this is the Captain's Gossip, no time to wait, but seeing Yan Huaiqing staring at the girl who was approaching on tiptoe and hesitating, she felt that something was wrong. Sure enough, the next moment, the captain lowered his head slightly, and kissed the girl on the forehead, um... Shen Shiyi put his hand down, always I feel that the feeling of flashing through my heart is very subtle, but as for how subtle it is, I can't say it well.

A week later, during a chat with colleagues, I learned that the captain had actually broken up. Somehow, the news spread quickly, and many female colleagues from other departments began to scramble to inquire, trying to take advantage of the empty window to take her down. Yan Huaiqing really Scared of being troubled, it didn't take long to express that he probably had the wrong sexual orientation, and he was already talking about a boyfriend, and the turbulent pursuit finally stopped tremblingly amidst sighs.

It is true that this incident was indeed shocking, but the colleagues who handled the case in the police station had been exposed to too many cases of all kinds, and they had indeed seen the world, so their attitude towards this was very calm. There are many cases of same-sex or bisexual concealment and fraudulent marriage. Yan Huaiqing's frankness regardless of possible rumors is more convincing. Moreover, they are all colleagues who have been in contact for several years. Compared with their sexual orientation, they care more about Yan Huaiqing himself .

It's just... Shen Shiyi remembered that the captain had been vacant for a year, and the other two boyfriends whom he had met a few times before seemed to be the more annoying younger brother types. Based on her understanding of the captain, Yan Huaiqing liked the style It's not the same tune as the one who was sitting in the car not long ago.

The screen of the mobile phone had turned dark, Yan Huai glanced at the little gossip who was waiting for an answer with bright eyes, and said, "It counts... right?"

Since he disclosed his sexual orientation, he has never shy away from these things. In the past, his suitors or boyfriends would occasionally come over to wait for him to eat after get off work. His colleagues in the police station have long been familiar with it, but today's ambiguous answers are first time.

"I saw him the other day. He is so attractive, the kind of good-looking that can be remembered at a glance." Shen Shiyi sighed enviously, and took the opportunity to inquire, "Captain, what do you think?"

It stands to reason that Yan Huaiqing dealt with this kind of situation in the past very simply. This time, not only was the answer not clear, but she could also see that the captain has not taken a vacation so far, which seemed to be a little hesitant.

Now it's time to get off work, and the entire police station is almost idle after finishing the case. Cen Xun has been busy for the past few days, so he sent a message at this moment, specifying that he is coming to pick up the person, Yan Huaiqing He didn't answer, touched the phone to unlock it, waved his hand to signal that you can get off work, laughed and teased, "Little gossip, go back and rest."

Shen Shiyi pouted, his watery eyes rolled around, and he let out a long, ethereal voice in a tactful tone. While turning around to pack his things, he secretly laughed in his heart, it seemed that there was something going on.

It’s hard to say whether there is any play on Yan Huaiqing. After bumping into him at the gate of the police station half a month ago, Cen Xun has kept in touch with him, not intensively, basically once every two days. When contacting, his attitude is obedient and intimate. Time is so close.

He told Shen Shiyi that he was probably the suitor, and he was not lying, he was not sure, and since he hadn't seen him for seven years, Cen Xun had changed too much. , Yan Huaiqing wanted to still love him like a younger brother, but he also knew that it was impossible, because Cen Xun was really different to him.

During the seven years of separation, it was not easy for Yan Huaiqing in the first year. At that time, Yan Xiangyu was seriously ill, and he was already at the advanced stage of liver cancer. After the illness, he didn't care too much. He just felt sorry for his son running around the school and hospital. He was in pain at night and was careful not to disturb the patients.

The illness dragged on for a year, and Yan Xiangyu couldn't hold on to it. For more than a year, he had unconsciously infiltrated his daily conversations about what happened behind him. He wanted to help the child ease the pain of losing his father as much as possible. Yan Huaiqing In the end, he sent his father away with a smile. After dealing with the matter, he cried alone in the middle of the night. Since then, he has devoted himself to his studies, and he wants to continue his father's regretful thoughts.

When he came back to his senses, he realized that he could no longer contact Cen Xun. The four years in college were exhausting but fulfilling, and he did not allow himself time to stop and rest. He worked in the police station, and the stability of accomplishing his goals made him relax. His girlfriend also met and dated that year.

It’s strange to say that everything was normal during the relationship. When sending someone back on the first date, the other person tiptoed forward with blushing cheeks, his eyes were tightly closed due to panic, and his eyelashes fluttered. He looked especially special under the streetlights. moving.

Yan Huaiqing didn't move, because Cen Xun's face flashed strangely in his mind. He remembered the image of Cen Xun approaching him with his clear eyes all the time. When he touched it, he thought it would be a turning point, but it happened a few times later.

Later... Later, Yan Huaiqing probably became a little dazed. He began to wonder if he hadn't figured it out at all. Maybe it was a matter of sexual orientation. After breaking up with his girlfriend, he tried to have two boyfriends during that year. There is no obstacle to hugging or even making love, except that when the other party wants to ask for a kiss, the image in his mind is always lingering. Yan Huaiqing simply gave up struggling and lost himself in the silence of the moonlight entering the room in the middle of the night. He finally understood come over.

He can't kiss.