pure fiction

I would like to use this document to give away six canteens, Jicheng Pavilion, Qianzun Pizza, Myeongdong Bibimbap, Chicken Soup Rice, Yunji, Chaoshan Porridge, Jimmy’s BBQ, Waiting for the First Class Fragrant Pot, Luohantang, and Ancestral Food around China Southern Airlines. Grandpa, Shaanxi Gourmet Collection, Ding Shangfeng, Aishang Fish, Magic Stone Bubble Fish, Roasted Meat on Paper, People's Commune, Zhou Hei Ya, Chongqing Roasted Chicken, South Noodles and North Noodles, Zheng Wenqi Lobster Rice, Lao Cao Liuxian Noodles, Jing Coffee . , Xiaoli Shengjian, Dongbei Dajie Dumplings, Classic Baking, Southern Fried Rice, Hainan Qingbuliang, Xuzhou Egg Fire, Vegetable Egg Cake (in no particular order)

one,

I got off the car at the intersection of the back street and looked around. The few open spaces between the buildings were full of cars parked.The scientific name of the back street is Xuefu Road. I only found out after looking at the Baidu map.Turning around, the window of the passenger car was just rolled down, I spread my hands at the person in the driver's seat, he nodded and honked the horn to continue driving on Shengtai Road to find a parking space.

After walking two steps inside, I heard loud music. The newly opened fruit shop occupied several shops on the first floor of the original Magic Stone Bubble Fish. There is only a small entrance left on the first floor of Magic Stone Bubble Fish. It turned out that the glass door was locked.

Qiaotou Spare Ribs returned to the back street to serve as a shop for Uncle’s silk stocking milk tea. I remember that the last time I came back, Qiaotou Spare Ribs moved to the first floor of the newly built Leshang Tiandi.Ran Bang Sushi is getting bigger and bigger, and there are a few seats for customers to rest. In the past, there was only a narrow table with two stools in front of it. Customers didn't have much patience to wait. The clerk said, "Come and get it later," and turned around and wandered into the Shengtai Road Market.Zhou Hei Ya used to buy them as snacks, and would pick up a 20 yuan duck neck along the way when he went to the Pyramid to watch a movie, but later he kept decorating, and gradually stopped patronizing. duck neck.The next few rooms are Guanqi Business Hotel, China Southern Airlines Family, Curry Rest, Red Soup Wonton, and Gao Pony.The hotels and Internet cafes around the colleges and universities are all profit-making businesses. At the intersection of the backstreet alone, there are Jinjiang Inns that are always in peak season. Needless to say, the names of Talang and Zhonglu are now called Internet cafes.Freshmen were not allowed to run to Internet cafes every three days during the freshman period. It was not like someone who was once addicted to online games and live broadcasts. The main reason was that the machine in the computer room on the seventh floor of the main building kept crashing. Bring your computer to school.It is rumored that late-night parties in Internet cafes can meet school beauties. The only few times I went there I didn’t meet them. I don’t know if it’s true or not. It must have become a legend in the school.The curry nap was one of the standard takeaways when it first opened, but according to the juniors, the taste is not as good as before.The undergraduate dormitories are all deep houses, and they rely on yellow stewed chicken and Shaxian every day to fill their stomachs. Occasionally, they go out and stand at the north gate, looking at the traffic lights and thinking about where to go for a meal. Seeing several green lights, the boss I slapped my head: "Shaxian Hotel!" I still want to thank the curry nap back then for enriching the types of takeaways and improving the quality of life.

two,

Make an appointment with Shitou in Yufeihong, and Shitou decides the restaurant.He said in the group that he had arrived. As soon as I crossed the road and looked up, I saw the stone standing at the door waving.We entered the restaurant and sat waiting for someone. Shitou didn't even need to look at the menu and opened his mouth to the waiter. After all, we had eaten together for so long and knew each other's tastes well.When Shi Shi got up and followed the waiter to pick live fish, I realized that he was wearing a windbreaker today.It was rare to go shopping together in the past, and he always disliked that the tailoring of the windbreaker imprisoned his strong muscles and free-spirited soul.When he came back to sit down, I teased him, how did a person who only wears a sports coat and refuses to bow his head to a shirt and windbreaker have such a style of painting, he grinned: "Of course you have to be a good example to be a teacher." Yes, now you have to Call the stone "stone guide".

Stone made a gesture to hit me, but just as he raised his hand, he heard a voice from above: "Know? Know what?"

Shi Shi raised his hand and grabbed someone's shoulders, crying, "Your family knows how to bully me all day long!"

I bowed my head and coughed twice on purpose, someone took Shitou's hand calmly, put it back on Shishi's thigh, and patted it hard to show comfort: "Anyway, it's not a day or two since you have been bullied." Shitou I was so angry that I swear, I kindly reminded him to be a teacher in public, and he held back his breath again, his round face was big and red.

I mentioned this restaurant during my talk. It was formerly known as Luohantang. I love the beef noodles here the most. Big pieces of beef with unlimited noodles are my favourites. But after someone went abroad, Luohantang also It was transferred, and I have never been to the newly opened Yufeihong. It used to be a bald barbecue, and the only few nighttime activities in the dormitory were in this store, and I often rescued someone who seemed to be drinking too much here. come out.Thinking of this, I turned my head and glanced at the person next to me. He was concentrating on picking up the soybeans in the bowl with his chopsticks, and finally picked up one in a hurry and put it into his mouth, raising his eyes and smiling at me triumphantly.

three,

Shitou and I are roommates. We have shared joys and sorrows in Huiyuan, the oldest dormitory on the Jiangjun Road campus, for four years. We used to be black in the dormitory (every time we clamored to win a hand and went to review, but in the end we were abused until late at night and couldn’t open our eyes. Also shouted tomorrow is another day), unplugged the water heater (connected to the power strip so that it can still be on the battlefield after the power is cut off in the dormitory), have seen each other's drunkenness and drinking (one laughed wildly and the other cried), and In the activity room, when the werewolf is killed, there are routines and quilt routines (outside the big opening, no logic and friendship).The other two roommates, Fatty went to the distant Hainan, and complained about the high temperature in Hainan in the group every day (every time Shitou would reply "I'll wait for you in the demon wind in Nanjing") and the depression of having to wear work clothes, The eldest was admitted to the 985 in Nanjing after the postgraduate entrance examination. After receiving the admission notice of the 985 Master of Transportation, he organized his dormitory to have dinner in Jiangning Wanda, and got lost in Wanda.

Someone described that the four of us in one bedroom are all wonderful, compared to the boss who is a frequent visitor to the major chess and card rooms in Xinjiekou, the fat man who has failed every subject at least once in the car learning, and the stone who has been drying the quilt for the whole winter vacation , I think my attributes of the second grade are really insignificant.

A certain person also has indistinct connections with the others in our dormitory. The boss is a fellow from the same town (someone from high school came to Nanjing because of his parents’ job transfer), and Fatty is from a department of the student union of the college, and Shitou is from the same college. basketball team.Speaking of which, someone and I really knew each other at a dormitory night event held at a bald barbecue. A certain person and several of his friends also had a nightlife at the same place. A certain person greeted the boss and the three of them, and said to me politely The first sentence: "Are you also in their dormitory?"

The boss said it was a dormitory dinner, so why would he ask such a mentally retarded question.Mental activities cannot be shown on the surface, so I nodded without opening my mouth: "Yeah." Picking up the wine glass, I took a sip of Xuehua Bravely Traveling to the End of the World.

He chuckled lightly (although the boss and the others said they didn't hear it), raised his full glass of beer in one gulp, and returned to their table.The bald barbecue place is small, and the tables are very close to each other. The barbecues on the two tables are mixed together. The wine bottles on the ground are rolled around and kicked into a pile in the corner. The big boy drank until he was a little tipsy, so he talked more.The specific content that was said that night has disappeared in the long river of time. I just remember that they competed one by one. In the end, those at the table of a certain person became drinking buddies with Fatty and Shitou miraculously. The boss couldn’t drink too much due to physical reasons , I only like to drink beer, but I especially dislike boldness. After being poured down by liquor once, I almost never drink outside.

four,

In fact, the bald barbecue was not the first time I met someone.I accidentally mentioned it in a video after someone went abroad, and he got excited when he heard it: "I knew you coveted me for a long time in Xiaosichuan." To tease me, this illiterate even used "covet" This advanced vocabulary.Little Sichuan is just opposite Yu Feihong. It is the designated place for departmental dinners, and it has been standing for so many years.Someone mentioned that the two departments we belonged to had a dinner party. They were both from the same hospital and they were all acquaintances. A certain person followed his Standing Committee and ministers to toast at each table very well.When Jing arrived at our table, he was standing directly opposite me, a diameter away from the round table.I got up with the crowd, and I couldn't touch his wine glass anyway. When the sound of clinking glasses stopped, I finished the wine at the bottom of the glass.I didn't like such occasions very much. I touched my stomach and felt that I was almost done eating. I greeted the deputy department and prepared to leave early. The senior sister saw that I was blushing and didn't stop me.Pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger, this sentence suddenly popped up in my mind, but looking at the shells and bones piled up in a small earthen slope on the plate, I don’t seem to need role-playing.

"You could really eat at that time, even better than those little girls who drank drinks." Isn't it normal that I can eat better than little girls? "I think your eyes are going to get into the dishes." Isn't the dinner party just for eating? "The central idea of ​​the dinner party is to connect with each other, and the main way to connect with each other is to drink. How can you connect with each other without drinking and eating food?" I stared at him and didn't want to type. "But we don't need alcohol to connect with each other. Alcohol is just a catalyst." With a snap, I shut down the computer.In the dormitory, I usually sit on the upper bunk and listen to him babbling about how desolate, boring and lonely the training base is with headphones on. I type out the last ten sentences he says.

Fives,

If someone hadn't been too self-satisfied and brazen at times, maybe I would have told him that I had noticed him as early as September in the military training.

Unlike our phalanx, which lazily plays military boxing every day, the entire phalanx was dragged to participate in the Blue Sky Singing Military Training Chorus Competition after the phalanx was confirmed. In the latter part of the military training, I practiced the phalanx against the sun every day accompanied by the howling singing of the chorus.Against the light, I can only vaguely describe a figure, a camouflage hat, a square turned-up collar, a slim and tight belt, cuffs rolled up to three quarters, slightly wrinkled trousers, and canvas shoes of a rather large size.While the phalanx was relaxing in situ, the chorus also sat on the ground to rehydrate.I watched him run to the instructor, and then he and a few classmates pushed and shoved to Building No. [-].I got up and made a report, and went to buy water at No. [-] building. When I walked out of the canteen, someone and the others ran past me. Special white insole for military training - aunt towel.His big feet should be used at night.As soon as this idea came to my mind, I took the mineral water bottle and smashed it on my head.

The next meeting is the official class after the National Day. Some big classes, such as introduction to civil aviation, thinking and repair, always happen to be taken with someone.A certain person is very conspicuous in the lecture theater, always joking with the classmates around him, listening to them laughing and laughing together; or sleeping neatly on the table in a row.But later on in class, it became less and less common to see each other. One is that the professional courses are different, and the other is that someone often skips classes.To say that we actually met each other in private, face to face, in the long October, there were only two barbecues in Xiaosichuan and Baldhead.

The opening ceremony of the school sports meeting was around mid-November, and all the officers of the student union of the college were forced to go to the scene. I sat in the fifth row of the stands, holding two mineral water bottles filled with stones.After the leader's speech, the first performance is the pilot's elastic belt.Pilots dressed in colorful clothes covered the entire football field. With the music, the pilots danced the golden elastic bands in their hands.In a daze, I saw someone twisting his body with an elastic band full of disgust at a glance, and couldn't help taking out his mobile phone to take a picture.

After the various competitions started, I followed the department to the base camp to provide logistics support for the athletes, and was responsible for the men's 400-meter inspection.When I was about to ask the athlete's contact information in the group, someone dragged another boy and stood in front of me, smiling and reaching out to me for a number bib.I took the two of them to the starting point, and several classmates around them kept telling me something.Someone moved his wrists and ankles, and as soon as he took off his clothes, he threw them into my arms.I caught it subconsciously, and looked up to see that he had already walked to the starting position.

As soon as the starting gun rang, I walked slowly to the finish line with someone's clothes in my arms and waited.With clothes under his arms, his hands were not idle with his mobile phone to take pictures.I set the continuous shooting mode, and before someone crossed the line, before I had time to watch it, he hooked my neck and snatched the phone and flipped through them one by one, panting and roaring: "This is too ugly! "But he didn't delete it. He swipe his finger to open WeChat and enter the number: "My WeChat ID, remember to send me the photo. I want the original picture." I handed the clothes back to him with one hand, and took back my phone with the other.

After I went back, I looked at the photos carefully, and it was indeed horrible, with messy hair, distorted movements, and hideous expressions.When I posted the photos, I checked the ones with the elastic bands, but after thinking about it, I clicked again.

six,

Once you come and go, you will become familiar.

After getting acquainted, someone urged us to go out to dinner in the dormitory every three days. Due to various reasons, we became regular meal friends while we were eating.

Tuolejia has five bases, Yunji, Jimmy's Barbecue, 1918 Hot Pot, Xiaopangge Xiangguo, and Chicken Soup Rice. Based on this base, it has developed a first-class incense pot, soup bag shop, Malatang, Maimaiti BBQ, A series of restaurants such as Chongqing Chicken Pot, Chaoshan Porridge, Shisongyuan, Northeast Big Sister Dumplings, etc.The backstreet is centered on the Shengtai Road market and spreads around, such as Little Sichuan, Sichuan people, China Southern Airlines people, Sichuanese Sichuan cuisine, Youyichuan hot pot and so on.

Someone’s taste is light and sweet, and he was once addicted to Wang Ji’s small dishes and couldn’t extricate himself. As a star who has a heavy taste and no spicy taste, I finally stood up and resisted after enduring a table of beets a week, euphemistically explaining that not all people in the free shipping area are Sweetness is the point of view.Later, even the lunch at noon was abducted by someone to eat at the pilot restaurant, and when I realized this situation, I got used to it.

At that time, I thought he had endless meal tickets. Besides our lunch, he often went to the small supermarket to exchange for some snacks. After a meal, he took two steps and stuffed it into my hand, waving his hand and leaving behind him .Every time I refused, I was attacked by surprise before I could say it, and I felt helpless for my long nerves.

Seven,

Now that school has just started, Shitou has never stopped fiddling with the phone.I heard from Shitou that the inspections in the courtyard are very strict nowadays. In addition to checking the attendance rate, they also need to check the bed every night.Staying out at night, fighting and cheating in exams, the three high-voltage lines of the year are still crackling and flashing, hanging above the heads of the students. "You think our counselors want to control the elementary school students like this. It's not that a boy in the first year of research was tricked into an MLM organization and lost contact for a week. This happened, and now the students hire him for more than three days All leave must be approved by parents, counselors, and tutors, and then reported to the dean."

Someone clinked glasses with Shitou and took a sip of wine: "Although the flight side is usually a bit stricter, it's quite relaxed on weekends."

Although nominally belonging to the same academy, flight is essentially taught and managed independently of civil aviation.On weekdays, pilots have to get up early to do exercises, and they are required to line up to go to class (I think that when pilots wore uniforms and carried briefcases, they neatly lined up in two lines to go to the teaching building, I don’t know how many people have been confused), and check at [-] o’clock every night. Sleeping, from the perspective of discipline, it is quite strict.

Pilots also have routine medical examinations every year, and the instructors often warn them not to eat outside, and if they fail the physical examination, they can only quit flying and change to a professional.

As we talked, we talked about the matter of Fei Reincarnation.Stone shook the wine bottle, bent down and put it on the ground, took a bottle and opened the bottle cap. "They all have psychological and physical problems." Shitou sighed, "I don't know what's wrong with some of them. I'm a little more familiar. One of them has never had a physical examination in China. He asked him to have some kind of operation, but the operation He recovered after finishing the work, and people don’t want him anymore. The reason is that pilots can’t have scars on their bodies. The other one, well, it’s our class, and it’s still in school. He asked him to come back, and asked him why , He himself said that he was mentally ill."

Someone nodded: "It's actually quite chaotic outside."

I have heard before that the environment for training pilots abroad is not necessarily very good. The bases in the United States and Australia are relatively better, and in South Africa they are raised in fully enclosed captivity.

"It is difficult to get along well with the coach, and there are many messy things abroad, which is a test of mental endurance." Getting along with people is a learning no matter where you are. "You can't have a bad relationship with the coach, and you can't have a good relationship. The circle itself is chaotic, and there are some things, alas..." A certain person didn't continue, shaking his head and hugging his arms, and fell back slightly.

Shitou was stunned, and after a while he turned around and rubbed his face: "This is a child, his father had an accident two months out, it's hard to say if he can't get out now."

I retracted my chopsticks, slowly chewed the fish in my mouth, and stopped moving after swallowing it.There was a very low mood for a while, and we all thought of the same person.

When I heard about the accident at the base, I immediately used various contact methods to find someone. After receiving the video, someone first comforted me.After I calmed down, he said without waiting for me to ask, "Qi Ge was the one who had the accident." After speaking, he leaned his face on his elbow and remained motionless.

Brother Qi is a senior of the basketball team of the college, and someone is not the closest to him, but he is also a teammate who has fought together.I don't know how to comfort, want to talk to him.

"You must be safe."

"Ah."

"If the weather is bad and you can't practice, don't be brave, don't rush this moment."

"Ah."

"Don't keep thinking about showing off skills and exciting things."

"Ah."

……

His voice was getting lower and lower, I was touching the screen, and when he lowered his head, a few hairs on the back of his head were raised.

"Remember to ask your roommate to shave your head.

"I'm worried about you."

After the crash of the trainer plane, the pilots of that year more or less had some psychological problems, and the school also sent psychological experts to the base.

A certain person was in a good mood when he first turned on the video, but he became more and more silent as he chatted.Some problems require the help of a psychological expert, and some problems can only rely on time.

Eight,

After someone returned to China, I finally ended my life of taking out food and picked up the habit of going out for food again.

As soon as I went out, I realized that the surroundings of the school had changed slightly.Qianzun Pizza was replaced by Weilai Space; a new Leshang Tiandi was built at the intersection of Tuolejia Road. On the first floor, there are Gemeisi Chinese fast food, bakery, Yang Guofu Malatang, Igarashi, Zushiye, and you can see it on the second floor Musang King; go up the stairs to the first floor, and there are small stalls in a row, such as a little bit, bridge ribs, scones, etc.; the Peking duck on the first floor on the right hand side covers the entire second floor; There are hidden lemon fish, lamb scorpion hot pot, shrimp display and Mei Manji; there are many mobile stalls in Yuanpan, Xuzhou egg fire is the top brand, as well as donkey meat fire, potatoes and squid and other special snacks from all over Jiangsu; Yuanpan [-] There are Japanese ingredients, beef stewed beef soup and many small shops specializing in takeaway; all kinds of barber shops are still standing tall, and there are at least five of them; I don’t remember much about the appearance, but there are a few more restaurants in it, which can be seen at a glance; there are several more fruit shops, Qinglu Mantou is still there, across a small road, most of the entrances of the community are shops of rental agencies A couple of cakes were found in the middle, and finally there was a place that could replace Qianzun's pizza afternoon tea.

The back streets have not changed much.Two shops selling gadgets have been transferred, and another second-hand bookstore is missing; a Yiming Real Fresh Milk Bar has opened next to Pioneer Drugstore; Baijiahu Supermarket seems to have been renovated; The store that combines , buns, sushi, and duck blood vermicelli soup now sells milk tea; Lianjia also occupies a shop next to Tianshang Star.There are not many newly opened restaurants, Yu Feihong is one of them, there is also Sashimi from the past, and Xiao Jinpang Korean hot pot.The pyramid was renamed to Blue Ocean of Happiness, but the happiness index of movie-watching experience did not improve.The popular fruit and milk cafes in the past have been reduced to the level of "I want a cup of Dragon Ball milk tea" and "I'm sorry that there is no milk tea and no Dragon Ball today".Human beings are all creatures who like the new and dislike the old. I stood in front of the big fruit milk cafe and waved my hand to the store manager. I sighed, "Only the classics are alive." I turned and crossed the road into the classic bakery.

Next to Classic Bakery is the entrance to Shengtai Road Market.Entrance comes with big drumsticks and BBQ, smoky.Facing the entrance are two fruit shops, which are quite up-to-date and humane. I often forgot to bring money when I went out before Alipay was opened. The boss was very quick to let me pay on credit, and I will pay it back next time. When it came to money, the boss completely forgot about it. It might be that I bought one or two bananas or one or two apples every time. Such a value was too small in his mind.At the beginning, someone always disliked my behavior of buying one or two, and then gradually "buy too much and leave it to rot", "Just because I want to eat bananas today doesn't mean I want to eat bananas tomorrow" "Just taste the taste, I was convinced by the theory that eating too much will make you tired, and I started holding a Shatang orange and said to the boss, "Boss, I want an orange."

I have to say that the back street is one of the most smoky places, and if you walk around in it, your clothes will definitely smell of oily smoke.Fried, boiled, grilled, deep-fried, whatever you want: Sichuan stir-fry, Zhejiang scones, Xinjiang barbecue, Fujian Shaxian, Chongqing hot pot, Hainan Qingbuliang, Harbin dumplings, Thai curry, Japanese cuisine, Korean hot pot... summed up in four words - broad and profound.

The first meal after the end of the long distance was eaten at the shrimp stall, which happened to be the season for eating lobster.I ordered a pot of thirteen incense, and I ate with chopsticks in my left hand and my right hand, while someone kept adding water.I signaled him to eat quickly with my eyes: "This is not spicy."

He peeled off the shrimp shells, dipped them in the soup and threw them into my bowl: "Eat more."

I watched his movement of peeling the shrimp. The chopstick in my right hand unconsciously poked the shrimp in the bowl. I lowered my head and wanted to rub my eyes with my empty hand. I was about to touch it before I remembered that I was still wearing disposable gloves. I changed my right hand and rubbed it. rub.

How long has it been since you sat down and had a good meal together?I can't remember the exact year and month, but it must have been longer than when someone went abroad.

nine,

"So how did you figure it out?" Not long after returning to China, someone made a meal and called all of us from the dormitory.When it came to the graduation season, everyone was more emotional, and the words that they couldn't open their mouths on weekdays jumped out one by one while drinking.Just now Shi Shi came close to my ear and asked me in what he thought was a whisper, which attracted the attention of the entire box.I reached out to pick up the beer and drank it, but I didn't react for a while.

Shitou pointed to himself, then to the fat man and the boss: "The three of us already knew." I raised my head suddenly, and Shitou looked at me with a smile, while the fat man and the boss kept nodding.I am most afraid of the sudden silence of the air.Still the boss opened his mouth: "That time in Maimaiti, that is, the time you were drunk, do you have any memory?"

I thought about it, it was the New Year’s Eve of the freshman year, after the bonfire party in the National Flag Square, I was immersed in the bunny dance around the bonfire, and I was dragged by someone to Maimaiti BBQ for supper.That day Stone, Fatty, and Boss were all busy with their own affairs. I leaned on someone and sat in a group of unfamiliar pilots eating barbecue, and I was poured some white wine from time to time.

"At first, I blocked you from drinking, but you always refused to refuse." Someone looked at me jokingly, clinked glasses with the boss, "Continue."

The boss had a rare drink, and continued: "When we got the call, we ran downstairs to pick you up. You hugged someone and cried while calling his name. No matter how much you tried to persuade him, you refused to let go. It was hard to get you out of him. When you stripped off your body, you turned around and hugged the tree again and started crying. Even coaxed and tricked you to the dormitory, you curled up and continued to cry, cried and fell on the bed, and then fell asleep."

My heart was stirred up by the journal-like narration of the boss, a science student. I met someone's eyes in embarrassment, and covered my face in the next second: "I don't know anything."

Someone thought it was funny, broke my hand away, and lightly touched my smoldering face with the back of his hand.I secretly asked him, "Why didn't you tell me before?"

He smiled, his brows and eyes were gentle: "I'll wait for you to pass my own test."

My heart skipped a beat.

"I originally left in January. The original plan was to chat first after going abroad and give you time to accept it slowly." Recalling the previous confession, he frowned: "It turned out that the departure was delayed until the end of March, but I really don't want to leave." I couldn't help it. I saw you every day, and every time I saw you, I became more impulsive." I touched his hand, and he pulled it over and rubbed it on his thigh gently, and repeated: "I really can't bear it." Living."

The moon was very round that night, and each of us sat in the stands with a glass of beer, without talking, touching each other from time to time, and looking up to take a sip.I was joking, "It's time to turn into a werewolf again." Someone sitting next to me turned into a wolf and kissed me.I didn't hear what he said, so I jumped up and kicked him when I recovered, and ran to the dormitory after kicking him.It's just that there are too many seats in the stands, and the night is dark, so I tripped several times while running.Don't choose the way in panic, really don't choose the way in panic.

He went abroad a week later.We didn't communicate that week, and we didn't have any contact for quite some time afterwards.

ten,

When did you figure it out?After a week of trembling, after learning the news that he had gone abroad, I could see him in my dreams every night.He hooked my shoulders, or inhaled after eating chili, or pretended to pass by before the big class and gave me a bag of buns, or lay on the table and watched my self-study, or tilted his head up to drink, and finally , It was all fixed at that night, I turned my head and saw the last one, he was standing still.

Roommates sometimes carefully ask: "Did you have a nightmare yesterday? I seem to hear you crying." I don't know how to answer, so I can only evade and say that I don't remember what dream I had.

Then I started to suffer from insomnia, and it was always him when I closed my eyes, so I had to keep them open until dawn.

I ran to the counseling room, and my words were illogical.The psychology teacher was very gentle, she told me to relax, and when I was relaxing training, I had a headache and clamored to explode.Every week I go to talk to my teacher, she said that I have a little anxiety, and we will find out the cause of anxiety together.

With the deepening of the consultation, I gradually learned to face myself, and also learned to raise doubts: "Teacher, do you like this feeling?"

The teacher seemed to be amused by my question, and she said, "Tossing and turning, I am thinking about it. What do you think?"

It suddenly became clear, and the narrow place survived.I finally moved out a ray of sky, and I can stretch myself wantonly on the flat ground.

I opened WeChat and clicked on someone's profile picture after several months: "Can we chat?" The other party directly sent a video request.After clicking agree, I looked at the person on the screen but couldn't speak for a while.He didn't move, didn't blink.I thought it was a problem with the network, and shook my hand in front of the camera.

"Are you always eating takeaways and eating yourself thin?" The voice in the earphones was distorted.

I nodded: "I have indeed lost weight recently." After a pause, I took a deep breath, feeling the breath being exhaled tremblingly: "I miss you." The four words were said into four tones.I coughed lightly, turned my face away from the screen slightly: "I miss you."

The face of the man on the screen was pinched into a ball by himself, and he rubbed his index finger under the nose, rubbing and rubbing again and again.I looked at his reddened eye sockets, poked with my index finger, and a tear fell on the screen as soon as I moved.

We just looked at each other like this, looking at each other without saying a word, for so long that I was bored and Lai had a sudden inspiration to take a screenshot.The moment I took the screenshot, I heard him say "I miss you very much", and the screen lit up because of the screenshot, as if the whole world lit up.

eleven,

When checking out and leaving the table, Shitou asked when we would get together again in the dormitory. Although a few of us who left school would go back to Nanjing every year, we always couldn’t get together.The last time the four of us had dinner together was when we graduated. "You have no problem, Shanghai is close; the boss is easy to date, it's just a distance between the city and the countryside; it's hard to get together with the fat man who is stationed in Haijiao Tianya."

I patted Shitou on the shoulder: "Fatty and I both work shifts, and the vacation time is different from normal people, and he has less annual leave, so it's not easy to come to Nanjing."

"I also know, oh, it's really difficult." Shitou unlocked the bicycle, "What do you two say? Go back to school?"

"Okay, let's go to the school for a while and we'll go back."

We followed Shitou, who was pushing the bicycle, to the north gate. Shitou said a few words to the guard uncle, who stuck his head out to look at us, and swiped his card to let us go.

A certain person looked behind reluctantly after passing through the access control: "It's amazing, now there is an access control at the north gate. If you don't swipe your card, you won't be allowed in? Sure enough, it's still Daoshi who has a big face."

Shitou clicked his tongue: "It's okay, you guys. You don't need a campus card to go out later, just go out next to it. If you don't want to be stopped to check your campus card, you can go through the other doors."

"Well, we'll figure it out later. Thanks, Director Shi."

Shitou glared at me and stepped on his bicycle: "You know you are poor. Then I will go to the meeting first, and we will meet again next time."

I waved my hands in disgust: "Hurry up and go, you."

twelve,

North Gate, Love Newsstand (he waited for me under the street lamp at the entrance), Boyuan (the young couple who witnessed the journey), Huiyuan (he took me to the bottom of the building), a canteen (his big event on the third floor) Sitting on a stool and singing), Illuminated Stadium (he played the intercollegiate cup with the team all the way to the championship), Bridge Hole (laughing and looking at the graffiti on the pillars), East End (you can always smell the fragrance of international friends), stadium (played a game with him in the badminton hall), D123 (he accompanied me to class but fell asleep in 5 minutes), basketball court (newly built), library (he accompanied me to borrow books and check literature) , Bachelor's Bridge (walking side by side from the library to Building 1 and walking to the library from Building 1), Dongcao (he accompanied me to check in for sports), Heyuan Restaurant (newly built), South District (newly built), underground Passage (newly built), Yanhu Lake (walking around and sitting and being attacked by mosquitoes), Building 1234567 (classes together), music fountain (rarely able to spray), National Flag Square (looking at the top of Building 5 and 6) Fireworks New Year's Eve), Xicao (watching him run from the stands), swimming pool (he dragged him to swim), art and sports center (the psychological counseling room I used to go to periodically, and now moved to the third floor of Jiaochao ), Bachelor Square (stupidly looked at every piece of KT), Cherry Blossom Square (sitting on a bench to bask in the sun), Education Supermarket (buying food), San Canteen (playing table tennis on the third floor), Yi Park (his dormitory), the school hospital (he got hot water for me to cover my hands when I had a fever), and the north gate.

Walking slowly all the way, the phone suddenly vibrated.

The deputy class in the class posted a small video of the fire in the Shengtai Road market, which shocked the diving party.Everyone chatted about which store caught fire, and preliminarily judged that the location was close to the China Southern Airlines porridge shop.In the video, thick smoke was billowing, and black smoke spewed out in groups.

"Ah! My porridge shop!"

"Looks like it wasn't my barbecue that went wrong."

"Fortunately, my Sha County is fine."

"Fortunately, my courier was not affected."

"Now Yuantong has moved next to Yu Feihong."

"..."

Why did the painting style suddenly change?

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