Gu Nianruochu

What do you do if the person you like doesn't like you?A thousand people may have a thousand different answers to this question.

For Yin Xu, if the person he likes doesn't like him, then he will find a way to make the other person like him, and he still has the confidence and ability to make the person he likes like him in the same way.

But for Wei Siyuan, if the person he likes doesn't like him, then he will live on his own. If there will be no more people he likes in the future, then he will not like anyone anymore, and he will not force himself To like someone you don't like.

But for Shen Yan, if the person he likes doesn't like him, then he can also accept other people's likes, but he will still put that person in his heart and put it on the shelf. If that person finally looks back at him, he can give up. Everything goes back to that person.

Although the conversation between him and Wei Siyuan outside the Cafe that day was not particularly pleasant, he felt that Wei Siyuan's foggy sense of distance in front of him had finally dissipated, and he seemed to have finally stood outside Wei Siyuan's last heart. You can touch the pain that he tried to hide.

During the two years when Wei Siyuan left, he had five or six boyfriends. Some of them were serious with each other with a long-term heart, and some of them broke up after getting tired of playing. The only thing in common was that he stayed with those people. When we are together, there is always a certain moment that can evoke Wei Siyuan's memories stored in his heart.

But when he stood in front of the real Wei Siyuan, the faces of those people were instantly blurred, only the real person was clear, and no one could replace him.

On that day, Shen Yan was almost able to wipe away Wei Siyuan's tears, and was almost able to hold him in his arms, but Yin Xu appeared at this time and smashed all the good things that were close at hand in front of him.

He really couldn't understand why Wei Siyuan, who had given and betrayed in his relationship, still felt very happy by his side, so happy that he didn't dare to admit it, so happy that he felt sad when he thought he might leave, and still wanted to be with him. He was so humble in front of him that he didn't even dare to lift his head.

Does Wei Siyuan plan to cling to these pains and shadows and live by the side of that person he can't trust?

Is love to the point of losing your possessiveness considered love?

If it was him, he would definitely be able to do better and never let Wei Siyuan show such a sad look, but why would someone like Yin Xu be liked by Wei Siyuan, but no matter how hard he tried, he would even stay by Wei Siyuan's side Are you qualified?

You like that person the most, but you can only know what he looks like when he really likes someone from others.For a crush, nothing could be crueler than this.

After parting with Wei Siyuan that day, Shen Yan clearly felt that Wei Siyuan's attitude towards him was alienated, and most of the messages he sent to him were never returned, and when he wanted to invite him out for dinner, he always said that he had something to do.

A few days later, Shen Yan saw the ticket sales news for Wei Siyuan's Saturday afternoon concert on the Internet, and immediately booked the tickets. The roommate who lived with him on this overseas study tour was interested in a girl who lived in the opposite room. He said Going to the concert, I also booked tickets with him with great interest, planning to go to the concert with that girl.

That girl seemed embarrassed to go out with two boys by herself, so she brought her roommate over to accompany her, so on the day of the concert, the four of them took the subway downstairs to the concert hall, and two of them had the aura It was a bit ambiguous, but the other two could only follow behind without embarrassment.

The girl's roommate seemed to feel uncomfortable in the cold, and occasionally brought up some topic and wanted to chat with Shen Yan, but Shen Yan was not interested in talking, and he just smiled and echoed the other party's words and had nothing to answer, and his emotions were not as high as expected.

When he called Wei Siyuan in the morning to say that he would go to the show in the afternoon, he heard Yin Xu’s voice on the phone, and he said to Wei Siyuan at a volume he could hear through the phone as if deliberately showing off, “Si Far, I bought you a pair of cufflinks."

Wei Siyuan was quiet for a while, maybe he said something to him silently, and then he heard Yin Xu urging impatiently, "Don't wait, try now, hurry up."

So Wei Siyuan hurriedly hung up the phone after thanking him, and after hanging up the phone, Shen Yan's depression surfaced.

Everyone’s life will actually encounter many forks in the road. Often as long as the choice is wrong at the beginning, no matter how hard you go around, you will only leave your destination in the future derived from that wrong choice. further and further.

But some people are so lucky that no matter how they make mistakes, no matter how outrageous their mistakes, they will have the opportunity to regret and make up for it, because the end point is already where they started.

Shen Yan thought of this incident and unconsciously lost his mind. When he got out of the subway and walked towards the concert hall, he accidentally bumped into a boy walking in front of him, knocked the ice cream in his hand into the air, and fell limply on the ground. It looked like a big lump of bird droppings on the ground.

The boy turned to look at the culprit with the expression of suffering a tragedy in the world, and the two of them froze for a second.

Shen Yan first opened his mouth and apologized in English, "Sorry, I bumped into you, are you okay?"

The boy was of mixed race. At first glance, he felt that the outline and facial features had a tough three-dimensional sense of Europeans and Americans, but when he looked closely, he actually had the round lines of Asians. There was an inexplicable aura and beauty in the combination.

The boy seemed a little nervous, he smiled before speaking, "I'm fine, the ice cream just fell..."

"I'll pay you." Shen Yan immediately took out his wallet.

The boy was not polite to him either, "Okay."

The roommate saw that he was being accosted again, and didn't want to wait for him to waste his time, so he proposed to split up, "Shen Yan, do you have tickets with you? It's not time to enter the venue yet, I'll go buy some food with them , I will meet you later in the concert hall."

Shen Yan responded with a "yes" and walked to the back of the ice cream truck line. The boy followed him and looked at him curiously, "Are you Chinese?"

"Yes, how about you?"

"My father is American and my mother is Korean, but I learned a little Chinese when I was in school." He began to switch into broken Chinese as he spoke, "Howling mud, my feet are Jeremy."

Shen Yan smiled, Jeremy still looked at him curiously, his eyes were light brown and looked as clear as amber illuminated by the sun, and he returned to fluent English, "Am I not right? I just said I heard your friend call you 'Shen Yan', is that how you pronounce it, 'Shen Yan'?"

"Yes, it's Shen Yan." He handed over the ice cream in his hand.

Jeremy took it over, found a seat and sat down, and Shen Yan naturally sat beside him, "Are you an overseas student?"

"Not for the time being, but it will be in the future." Shen Yan asked, "Are you studying music?"

"Well, I'm a piano learner, but the main reason I came here to watch the performance today is because my childhood sweetheart is performing here." Jeremy opened the promotional brochure issued by the organizer to read, and showed Lin Feien's photo to Shen Yan. , "Isn't Emily pretty?"

Shen Yan nodded, "You are childhood sweethearts, you must have a good relationship, right?"

"No matter how good the relationship is, I can't be a lover. I like boys just like her, so I can only be a rival in love." Jeremy laughed haha, raised his eyes and looked at Shen Yan, with a sense of scrutiny, suddenly confirmed He lowered his eyes and smiled, then turned out Yin Xu's photo, "I like his type."

This expression with downcast eyes is very similar to Wei Siyuan, and even the person he likes is also very similar to Wei Siyuan. Shen Yan smiled helplessly, stretched out his hand and turned back a few pages, pointing to Wei Siyuan's photo and said, "I like him. And, I knew both of them from the same school before."

"Really? Really, really?" Jeremy said excitedly, "Emily told me that they are a couple. Last time I went out to eat with her, I saw them both. They are really couple?"

"Not exactly, Wei Siyuan told me that he and Yin Xu are not together." Shen Yan said.

"Oh...then we all have a chance." Jeremy nodded thoughtfully, still looking at Shen Yan with a naive look in his eyes that doesn't know the sufferings of the world, "Don't you like him? What are you doing with me?"

"You probably have no chance. Yin Xu has never liked other men except Wei Siyuan, and he is not very serious about Wei Siyuan." Shen Yan also asked him very bluntly, "How do you know that I am looking at you if you don't look at me?"

"Okay, okay, it's the same reason you see me." Jeremy finished eating the ice cream in his hand and asked vaguely, "Where are you sitting? Do you want to play with me after the concert?"

Shen Yan agreed, without thinking too much, suddenly a person who has feelings for each other appeared, it is impossible to become lovers anyway, but they can have a night or a few nights of happiness by playing together, why not, anyway, at dawn, Put on your own clothes, what should life be like or what should it be, it will never be as painful as love.

Wei Siyuan is indeed his favorite person, but Wei Siyuan has never accepted his feelings, he will not and does not need to guard his body like jade for this unclear unrequited love, there will always be times when he needs to solve his physical needs.

Shen Yan and Jeremy made an appointment at the time and place, and entered the arena from different entrances. In the first half, he didn’t want to see Yin Xu, so he sneaked out to drink coffee. During the intermission, he saw someone coming out to the bathroom or buying drinks. Then he returned to the arena and sat down to wait for Wei Siyuan to appear on the stage.

Wei Siyuan's performance today can be described as stunning the audience. It is even more fascinating than the first time he saw him playing the violin two years ago, and even more fascinating than his conducting demonstration performance in his school auditorium. attention.

He was wearing a well-fitting tuxedo and a solemn white bow tie. His hair on his forehead was also neatly brushed up. When he held the baton in his hand, he was full of vigor and vigor, shining like a nebula. people fell again.

Shen Yan involuntarily set his eyes on Wei Siyuan's cufflinks. The elegant black diamonds vaguely reflected the light, noble and low-key, stable and restrained yet attractive. He had to admit that the cufflinks Yin Xu gave him were indeed It fits his temperament very well.

Thinking of this, he inexplicably began to feel lost again, thinking of Wei Siyuan shaking his head and saying that he didn't understand anything at all, how could he not understand, no one can understand better than him that he likes someone who can't be obtained and can't be forgotten , the more you can't get it, the more obsessed you are, the more brooding.

The last note fell heavily, and the audience erupted into applause and cheers amidst the silence. Shen Yan stood up and applauded along with the audience, and did not leave until Wei Siyuan returned to the stage for the curtain call.

He and Jeremy met at the agreed place, and said that some friends went to the bar to drink together to celebrate Lin Feien's success.

Lin Feien is very famous in South Korea and is known as the "National Piano Princess", so she signed a brokerage company to participate in commercial performances. In order to maintain her public image, she is afraid of being followed by paparazzi and spread rumors. She has no private space and comes out to play with friends Opportunities are few and far between, and going to a bar to drink would be very rare if it wasn't for this performance in New York.

Jeremy and other friends set off from the concert hall separately, and took a taxi to the bar with Shen Yan, whom they had just met. On the way, they kept holding Shen Yan's arm and yelled excitedly, "Your conductor friend is so handsome, I don't like Yin Xu, I will also like the same person as you in the future! How to pronounce his name, teach me."

"Wei Siyuan." Shen Yan couldn't help laughing, "Then you still like Yin Xu."

"I don't like anyone tonight." Jeremy turned to look at him, his eyes were very touching in the night. When he smiled, Shen Yan always reminded Shen Yan of Wei Siyuan, the kind of person who had seen the darkness and despair but still felt like a stranger. The innocence that still remains in the eyes has a subtle overlap with this ignorant simplicity, "You don't like anyone, you forget Wei Siyuan, there is only me tonight."

Shen Yan smiled, "Okay."

Lin Feien was the last one to arrive, because she went back to the hotel to change her clothes before she came, and she came out only after informing her manager who was going to America together.

The other friends present are not all Koreans. Lin Feien studied piano in the United States after high school. It was because she won an international award and became famous that she was recruited back to her country to start a tour. So I will come to see her tonight. All of my friends speak English, and occasionally when I am joking, I deliberately include a few Korean words that everyone understands.

A dozen or so people had already warmed up the place while waiting for her. Lin Feien, who was late, was fined a large glass of beer, and quickly blended into the noisy atmosphere.

In private, Lin Feien looks very different from the long-haired shawl beside the piano. Her long curly hair is tied high into a ponytail, and she is wearing knee-high boots, shorts, and a long coat. The gentle and elegant temperament is weakened, but it reflects her age. Lively and fresh as it should be.

Friends clinked glasses with her one after another, and asked jokingly, "Why is our little piano princess alone, where is your Prince Yin Xu?"

"That's right, you and 'Brother Yin Xu' have been facing each other day and night for so many days, why haven't you taken him down yet?"

"I see that your performance today is really very tacit, there must be some sparks?"

Lin Feien curled her lips, "What nonsense, I told you that he has a boyfriend, and he is the conductor of the show after us. You have all seen how well-matched he is."

"It's not as good as you. That conductor has only performed in public for the first time. In terms of qualifications and reputation, he can't compare to you."

"Why does Yin Xu like men? Why are all handsome men gay? You see, Jeremy, a bitch, even brought his boyfriend here, and said he only met today. Is it true that handsome men are on the street now? Can you find a boyfriend casually?"

Only then did Lin Feien notice that the person sitting next to Jeremy was someone she had never seen before, and she took the initiative to shake hands with him, "Hi, I'm Emily, nice to meet you."

"Hi, I'm Shen Yan, nice to meet you."

Jeremy leaned over and winked mischievously with Lin Feien, "He also knows Yin Xu and Wei Siyuan."

Lin Feien's expression was instantly surprised, and he quickly smoothed over the joke that his friend had just gone too far, "Oh, really? I'm sorry, they are very casual when they joke, please don't take it seriously if you offend your friend. "

Shen Yan smiled and waved his hands, "It's okay, good friends are like this, talk about gossip without scruples, to be honest, I don't think they are a good match, but I think Yin Xu is not good enough for Wei Siyuan."

Jeremy came over and added, "Shen Yan told me that Yin Xu and Wei Siyuan were not together."

"Really? No wonder." Lin Feien said thoughtfully.

"No wonder what?" Everyone began to prick up their gossip ears.

Lin Feien hesitated and said: "I think they are inseparable on the surface, but they always look a bit inseparable, especially... Wei Siyuan's attitude towards Yin Xu is actually very cold, Wei Siyuan came to see me and Yin Xu rehearsing a few times before. , They didn't exchange a word, and Wei Siyuan didn't respond to Yin Xu's initiative to say something."

Shen Yan heard Lin Feien's tone of pity for Yin Xu, and couldn't help but feel funny in his heart, and when he was about to say something, he met Jeremy's eyes, "If Wei Siyuan and Yin Xu are together, it's not happy, We can help him out, dating is for two people to be happy together, when you are in love, you are already unhappy, how far can you go if you have life pressure and conflicts in the future?"

As soon as the words fell, I heard someone next to me start to yell at Lin Feien with joy, "What?

Shen Yan lowered his head and took a sip of the wine. The hot feeling burned down his throat all the way to his stomach, and he vaguely saw Wei Siyuan's crying eyes in Jeremy's pupils.

Yes, how can Wei Siyuan and Yin Xu be happy together? He is the one who deceived Wei Siyuan, and he will probably leave him for others in the future. Now that Wei Siyuan has found the meaning of his existence alone in this world, it is so wronged to stay. What's the point of being by Yin Xu's side?

Why give a chance to someone who betrayed you, no matter how much he likes you, it can't compare to your love for him.

"As far as I know, Wei Siyuan doesn't want to associate with Yin Xu because Yin Xu is not purely gay. He also betrayed him because he liked other girls before. He always thought that Yin Xu would leave him again." Shen Yan looked in Lin Feien's direction with deep eyes, "So if you really like Yin Xu, it's okay to try to fight for it. If you like it, go after it. It's better than missing the opportunity when you have the opportunity."

At this moment, the legendary Wei Siyuan who "didn't talk to Yin Xu during the rehearsal" took over the wine that his classmates came to clink glasses with Yin Xu, "I'll come, I'll come, he still has to drive, he can't drink tonight .”

The classmate looked at them jokingly, and said, "Wei Siyuan, I really didn't expect you to be like this. I confessed to you before, and you told me that you should concentrate on your studies and don't want to fall in love."

Another classmate next to him answered, "That's right, what else did he say to me, falling in love is a waste of time."

"Hahahahaha, falling in love with you is indeed a waste of time, and I would rather learn."

"No, falling in love still affects study." Wei Siyuan drank up the champagne in his glass and smiled sheepishly, "It's just that being with this person doesn't affect study."

"Ah, it's so sweet, I can't watch it anymore. But your performance today is really great, congratulations! Also, I wish you a happy birthday!"

Wei Siyuan said, "Thank you."

Yin Xu also clinked glasses with Wei Siyuan's classmates with soda, "I also thank you for taking care of Wei Siyuan during this time."

"Wei Siyuan, I am really happy to be able to join the orchestra you directed, and I hope to have the opportunity to share the stage with you in the future."

Wei Siyuan said, "Okay, thank you."

The celebration banquet was held in the form of a buffet. All the drinks and food were placed on the far right side of the hall for people to pick up, and there were small round tables in the rest of the place, so they could gather in groups of twos and threes and just walk around to join in the fun. very convenient.

Yin Xu stayed by Wei Siyuan's side all night, listening to these college students who are about to graduate chatting about the past and the future. He obviously didn't know anyone present, but his social ability to answer whatever he said put him in a It is also very harmonious in an unfamiliar environment.

Wei Siyuan didn't speak most of the time, but the topic always came around him, and then he would say a few words at the right time, and then let others continue to play freely, as if he had begun to get used to being the focus.

Wei Siyuan's personality is extremely slow, and Yin Xu has always liked to be lively and playful. When he took him out to meet friends, he always put him on the right hand side, because Wei Siyuan was tense every time he attended such an occasion. , It can be said that it is very laborious to talk to unfamiliar people. He can't utter a word for a long time, and when others make jokes, he can't even understand the jokes. He couldn't blend in either, if it wasn't for Yin Xu pulling him all day, others would treat him as if he didn't exist.

Unexpectedly, although Wei Siyuan is still not very talkative, he can handle this kind of social situation with ease, and knows to keep him from drinking. Yin Xu can clearly feel this change, and he can't help but feel relieved.

Wei Siyuan drank a lot by himself, and blocked two or three glasses of wine for him. Yin Xu hurriedly replaced the sparkling wine in his hand with hot tea, "Don't drink too much."

Wei Siyuan's face turned red after a few glasses of wine, he was not dizzy from drunk, but he was a little drunk, Yin Xu dragged him to a round table in the corner and sat down, took a plate and picked up some different food When he came back to feed him, he suddenly put his hand on the side of Yin Xu's face with a smile, and said in a low voice, "Mine."

"What's yours?" Yin Xu also smiled, sat closer to him, looked into his eyes and asked.

"You." Wei Siyuan's palms warmed up, caressing his face felt warm like a spring breeze, and he smirked again after speaking, showing his white teeth, "Mine."

Yin Xu's heart was beating wildly like a convulsion. Wei Siyuan became even cuter after drinking and dazed. It hurts to see his smile even if he didn't speak. Now that his mouth is still so sweet, Yin Xu almost wants to hide him. Others saw it, "I belong to you, so whose are you?"

"Your." Wei Siyuan stretched out his hand to hug him, and Yin Xu hurried forward to catch this firm hug.

Wei Siyuan's appearance is so cute that it's almost out of control, and he has already talked about this, and he doesn't want to say anything anymore, he just wants to quickly end the party here and go home to do business with Wei Siyuan.

But at this moment, Yin Xu's cell phone rang. It was Lin Feien's call, saying that she and her friend had a celebration party in a bar and asked if he could come. Yin Xu politely declined the invitation, and the other party spoke in a very sincere tone Begging him, "Come and sit for a while, I'm going back to Korea tomorrow, this cooperation is so rare, I don't have time to have a meal with you."

Yin Xu planned to discuss it with Wei Siyuan, and if Wei Siyuan refused to let him go, he would not go, so he said to the other party: "I will call you back later."

Wei Siyuan was still touching his face, if there were not so many people here and they all looked over from time to time, he might have kissed Yin Xu's face, "What's the matter, where are you going?"

"Lin Feien asked me to sit at her celebration party, but I don't want to leave you here." Yin Xu said, with a distressed tone, "But she did pay a lot for this performance during this time, Moreover, the girl sent out the invitation on her own initiative, and it seems disrespectful not to go, why don't you go with me."

"I can't get away from here, it's okay, you guys have been rehearsing for this performance for so long, it's normal to have a meal to celebrate, you go, I won't be jealous." Wei Siyuan held his hand and paused After a while, "But they said they bought me a cake, you remember to come back to eat the cake before twelve o'clock, and don't drink."

"You don't have to wait until twelve o'clock, I'll be back in an hour." Yin Xu flexed his fingers and scratched his nose, "If you call me and say 'I miss you, Dad', I'll be back in 10 minutes Can."

Wei Siyuan frowned, and forked the roast beef, which he thought was delicious after taking a bite, into his mouth, "You have to show some face, I won't be like this."

After Yin Xu called Lin Feien back and said that he could sit there for a while, Wei Siyuan sent him to the outdoor parking lot outside the hotel. There was a bit of wind at night, and Wei Siyuan's waxed hair was messed up. Yin Xu turned Came over and patted his head, pressed down and smoothed his hair, "Go in, it's windy here, don't catch a cold."

"Yeah." Wei Siyuan hugged him warmly and didn't let go, "Come back soon."

Yin Xu lowered his head and put a stick on his lips, "I don't want to leave, or I'd better call and say I'm not going, or we can sneak home now, okay baby."

"You are crazy."

"Drink more hot tea to hangover. Don't get drunk. Let me tell you that you look ugly when you're drunk. You'll cry and kiss at others' hands."

"Haha." Not only was Wei Siyuan not angry, but he even kissed him, "Really."

The two got tired of the cold wind in March for a while, Yin Xu still got into the car, watched through the car window Wei Siyuan, who was stepping back and forth three times, returned to the hotel, waved to him for the last time, and then started the car and left.

After 15 minutes, he came to the bar at the address that Lin Feien had sent him, and saw Shen Yan who had never thought that he would meet at her celebration party. He couldn't figure out how this unknown person could Intersect with world-class pianists of different nationalities.

But Shen Yan didn't seem surprised to see him at all, and just said to him with a sneer, "I thought you would stay with Wei Siyuan now."

Yin Xu was a little baffled, and glanced at him unkindly, "Wei Siyuan and I were together, come and sit for a while and then leave."

Shen Yan whispered vaguely, "Let's talk when we can go."

Lin Feien's friends, especially female friends, were particularly enthusiastic about Yin Xu. A group of half-drunk and drunken people kept pushing Lin Feien towards Yin Xu, and offered to give Yin Xu some Drinks, Yin Xu apologized and sat a little further away, "I can't drink while driving today, just give me some Coke."

Two girls smiled at each other and stood up together, "Let's go to the bar for you to order."

The lights in the bar were unusually ambiguous and dim, and the music was a bit deafening. When Yin Xu first came in, he just felt that the place smelled a bit heavy of alcohol and tobacco, but he started to feel dry lips after sitting down. He took a big sip of iced cola to relieve the heat , but it seemed to be pouring gasoline into the flames, and it became hotter.

Everyone present looked at him intentionally or unintentionally, looking at him with curious and expectant eyes, as if he was going to perform a fire-breathing performance in the circus in a second, and what they said echoed in his ears , the vision also began to blur, as if someone turned off half of the lights in the bar that were not very bright.

His heartbeat began to speed up like a nerve, and he felt flustered. It didn't take long before he began to lose his sense of direction, and he couldn't control his body swaying from side to side. A distant voice seemed to come from the valley, "...Is there any problem with this? Nothing will happen, right?"

The answering voice was even more ethereal, as if floating from the other side of the ocean, "...No, this is just for high, there is no side effect, only high, I have tried many times."

"...Come on, take brother down!"

"... Haha, he looks so good like this."

Wei Siyuan waited for an hour, and couldn't wait to go out to pick Yin Xu back, but after standing outside for half an hour, his hands, which were rarely warm after drinking, were freezing cold, and Yin Xu's car still hadn't arrived.

He called Yin Xu, but Yin Xu didn't answer, he stood outside until his classmates came out and urged him to go back to cut the birthday cake, he cut the cake and kept two pieces, and then ran back outside in his coat to wait for the wind Yin Xu.

The night was getting dark, the wind was filled with the smell of rain and dampness, and Wei Siyuan's breath condensed into a white mist in the air. He wandered back and forth outside the hotel door, and his mood gradually began to become anxious. At one o'clock, when the students started to leave and go home, Yin Xu still didn't call him back.

"Wei Siyuan, do you need us to take you home?"

"No, I'll wait for Yin Xu to come back before leaving, you guys go back first, thank you for today."

Wei Siyuan stood on the street where the night wind was raging, dialing Yin Xu's number over and over again, his heart sank little by little, he couldn't help but began to worry, and gradually sobered up from the wine.

He remembered that day in the kitchen, when Yin Xu asked him for his phone number, he said to him, "Also, if you need to find me in the future, you can tell me, and then no matter where I am, I will find a way to reach you .”

But where is he?

But at this time, Yin Xu opened his eyes blurredly, and saw the snow-white ceiling, which was illuminated by the warm yellow wall lamps of the hotel, giving off a dark honey color.

The phone kept vibrating in his trouser pocket, and when he was about to take it out, a warm, soft and fragrant body came close to him, not the faint milky scent on Wei Siyuan's neck.

He was weak all over, gritted his teeth and pushed the body that was close to him away with all his strength, and squeezed out three words from his jaw, "Get out. (Getoffme.)"

He couldn't see the person in front of him clearly, he only knew that the blurry figure helped him take out the phone, pressed the lock button, the phone stopped vibrating, and was thrown beside the pillow.

Yin Xu vaguely heard the voice of a girl he was very familiar with recently saying to him in English: "I don't mind if you have a boyfriend, I just want your one night, anyway, he doesn't love you that much, if it turns out that I am Wouldn't a better choice be a good thing for you?"

Yin Xu bit his lower lip to barely stay awake, the hot feeling in his body was about to burn his internal organs, and when he felt the sweetness of biting his lips and bleeding, he tried his best to shake the people close to him again. Push away, "Go away."

The cell phone thrown by the pillow started to vibrate again, Yin Xu held the phone with trembling hands, and finally saw Wei Siyuan clearly on the caller ID, but his fingers seemed to be out of his control, until the screen went dark and still did not Can pick up the phone.

Yin Xu's eyes were red with anxiety, and he really wanted to tell Wei Siyuan, don't be afraid, no matter where I am, I will find a way to get to you, and I will definitely come back to pick you up, but he can't move, and can't say anything.