Gu Nianruochu

However, there was still a dull embarrassment at the dinner table that could not be diluted. Wei Siyuan ate with his head down, and replied to the WeChat messages casually. Looking at Wei Siyuan intently, he took a bite after Wei Siyuan took a bite of rice, and even the speed of eating slowed down unknowingly.

Wei Siyuan poked a large piece of meat with few spines on the back of the fish with chopsticks, removed the fish meat without oil under the crispy skin, checked that there were no small fish bones, and put it in the bowl of egg rolls. Yin Xu looked at him After a while, he pushed his own bowl in front of him, expressing that he wanted it too.

Wei Siyuan looked at him for a few seconds, held back his smile, then threw the remaining part of the fish in the egg roll into his bowl, and the person and the cat on the opposite side bowed their heads and started eating the fish at the same time.

The phone screen lit up, and Zheng Heng sent a voice message. Wei Siyuan poked the screen and replied him with a few words, [I'm eating, don't listen. 】【…】 Zheng Heng sent him an emoji pinching Shiba Inu's chubby face, and then said, 【Your Highness, Commander, did Yin Xu really find you? 】 Wei Siyuan asked, 【Who did you hear that from? 】

Zheng Heng sent him a photo of his back that was secretly taken by Yin Xu when he was cooking just now, [This was posted in Yin Xu's circle of friends, someone posted it in the group, this is you, I can recognize it without a face come out! ] Then before Wei Siyuan could reply, he sent another sentence, 【I woke up this morning, and the group felt like it exploded. 】 Wei Siyuan asked again, 【What group? 】

[Student Union's group, the biggest gossip center on campus with the original intention of exchanging students' campus activities.All past or new graduates who are a bit famous will receive heated discussions, such as a junior who recently joined an idol group, and a senior who went to LA to study vocal music after graduation and recently signed a contract with a brokerage company to prepare for her debut. 】【oh. ] Wei Siyuan frowned slightly, 【But I'm not famous. 】【Why are you not famous anymore? When you transferred to another school, the principal called you out to praise you by name at the opening ceremony of the new school year. He said that Yin Xu was so stupid that I couldn’t look directly at him. He actually didn’t come to the opening ceremony and went on a tour and missed one in vain. Inquire about your whereabouts, but I don't bother to remind him, I enjoy seeing him come out of the closet all over the world to confess to you in a high-profile way. ] "Siyuan, who are you chatting with?" Yin Xu watched Wei Siyuan's face change and change, and finally he seemed to blush a little, so he couldn't help asking him curiously.

"It's none of your business." Wei Siyuan put a small mouthful of rice into his mouth, and seeing Yin Xu's choked expression on his face, he asked him in a calm tone, "You used to chat with others all day long. Am I in charge of you?"

Yin Xu shut up in embarrassment and indignation, and put some food into Wei Siyuan's bowl after a while, "Then don't just talk, the food is cold."

[So you have reconciled? 】When Zheng Heng asked this question, Wei Siyuan couldn't help imagining that he was interviewing him and writing gossip at the same time, just like "Wei Siyuan's official Chinese spokesperson".

【No. 】Wei Siyuan replied concisely, and put the food in the bowl into his mouth.

Zheng Heng added cautiously, 【Is it 'not yet' or 'not yet'? ] Wei Siyuan suddenly became impatient, 【No.Ask Lahei again. 】

It was a very ordinary dinner, the two of them lingered for an hour to finish the meal, and it was already 08:30 in the evening after Wei Siyuan washed the dishes, Yin Xu didn't want to leave, anyway, he had to meet tomorrow morning, why did he have to separate a few hours.

But Wei Siyuan still had no room for negotiation to send him to the door and say goodbye to him, so he had no choice but to hold Wei Siyuan's hand and talk to him a few more words, blocking the doorknob with his back to prevent Wei Siyuan from opening the door, "You When are you going to call your classmates?"

"Hit it later." Wei Siyuan's fingers were gently pinched in his hand, and the warm touch on the fingertips produced a feeling of being cherished in a trance, so he didn't dodge when he pulled.

"Why don't you call now, I'm afraid you will forget later."

Wei Siyuan glanced at him expressionlessly, "Just say that you're afraid of my regrets?" Then he took the phone out of his trouser pocket, made the call in front of him, and explained to his classmates that they couldn't entertain them due to temporary business tomorrow. , I apologize for my missed appointment, but the classmate said that it doesn't matter very generously.

After Wei Siyuan hung up the phone, he started to see off the guests again, "You go, I'm going to take a shower and go to bed."

"Then what time will I come to see you tomorrow morning?" Yin Xu suddenly remembered, "I almost forgot that this is not China, you have no holiday tomorrow and you have to go to class, then I will pick you up at noon?"

"Aren't you going to rehearse tomorrow?" Wei Siyuan asked.

"Tomorrow's rehearsal has been changed to morning, shall we go shopping together in the afternoon?"

Wei Siyuan shook his head, "No need, I've already bought a lot of vegetables, and the refrigerator can't fit them." He raised his eyes and saw Yin Xu's hesitant expression, and asked, "Is there anything special you want to eat?"

Yin Xu replied hesitantly, "I want to make bitter gourd stewed crab for you."

Wei Siyuan's eyes clearly didn't believe it. A person who broke half of the bowls in his house said that he wanted to cook for him, it was as unbelievable as a person who played the violin like sawing the legs of a bed said he wanted to perform a violin solo.

Yin Xu anxiously clenched his hand to defend, "I learned it from my mother. I learned it many times. She said you like to eat this."

Wei Siyuan felt that if Yin Xu got bored with him at the door like this, it might be dawn, so he issued an expulsion order for the last time, "If you don't leave, I will knock you out and throw you out."

"Okay, okay, then I'm leaving." Yin Xu, as if wanting to die, took advantage of Wei Siyuan's relaxed guard and quickly leaned over to kiss him on the face, then turned around and opened the door and walked out, leaving Wei Siyuan stunned. There was no response for 3 minutes.

He felt that he had to start rethinking his relationship with Yin Xu now. Love is an emotion that can be judged emotionally based on intuition, and it is useless to avoid it intentionally.

Even if you tell yourself "don't care", "don't like" and "do not get along" countless times, when that person walks out of your sight and you start to miss him, you have to admit that he has walked into your heart.

And leaving aside the relationship, it has nothing to do with whether you like it or not, it is purely out of appreciation for an artistic preference, and he can't resist Yin Xu's light, since the first time he saw him at the age of 15, he couldn't resist.

It's as if he is always alone in the darkness that no one understands, and has never seen the real world, but he will also construct a world in his imagination, until he meets this person and finds that the world he presents is similar to yours. Just like the one in your imagination, his eyes also have the way you look at the world, so no matter how many times you see him, you are destined to yearn for him.

But he managed to get his heart back, repaired the broken place, and began to heal slowly. He no longer had the courage to give. Even if he passively accepted it, it was difficult to eliminate the past. Influence.

People grow by memory and experience. Fear of repeating the same mistakes, fear of vicious circle, tending to stability, and avoiding harm are all natural survival instincts.

But you can't let a dead knot be tied in your heart for a lifetime, and you will close yourself up and never accept anyone. If Yin Xu can untie the knot he tied with his own hands, then it will be a relief for him and himself.

The next day, Wei Siyuan came to Yin Xu before school was over. He sat in the last row with his violin in his hand, quietly looked at the back of his head in class, and secretly took a few photos. Unexpectedly, Wei Siyuan suddenly looked back as if he had a feeling. After seeing him, he silently turned his head back, as if he was so frightened that he wanted to run away from home.

Then after class, the two met outside the classroom in silence, Yin Xu put Wei Siyuan's gloves on, and took him to the bus to buy bitter melon and crab.

On the bus, Wei Siyuan casually talked to him about the New York Philharmonic’s Saturday afternoon concert, “I want to try Beethoven’s Eighth Symphony, it’s not a big deal if I can conduct my own pieces, I have a good understanding of my own works.” There will definitely be no deviation in understanding, but it is not easy to express classic works accurately and with a personal style, and I am going to start score analysis."

"That's good too." Yin Xu turned his face to look at him, smiled with his lips curled up, and reached a consensus with him without much communication, "Wait until you put Beethoven, Mahler, Tchaikovus After you have conducted both Ge and Brahms, you will definitely improve your own creation.”

"Well, in fact, I also want to know more about the soundtrack of dramas. I want to see a Swan Lake. There is no way to break through if you are only limited to directing instruments according to the score. The music of dramas is integrated into the plot. It is also a symphony, but it is different. Level things..." Wei Siyuan paused for a few seconds, his expression a little blank, "Why are you looking at me like this?"

Yin Xu still didn't look away, "I saw a cute kid glowing."

Wei Siyuan stopped talking, and avoided his fiery gaze as if being burned, subconsciously licked his lips shyly, Yin Xu leaned over and continued wagging his tail, "Go on."

"It's over."

"Don't tell me, then I kissed you?" Yin Xu looked around, but no one looked at the two whisperers.

"Try to see if I will still talk to you today." Wei Siyuan's face was a little hot, and he stood up from his seat, his fingers were still hooked from behind.

The two went to buy bitter gourd first. The pool in the seafood supermarket was full of Chinese people, all of whom came out to buy ingredients for the New Year’s Eve dinner. Neither of them wanted to be crowded with people in such a smelly place, so they quickly Just picked two crabs, paid and left.

The crabs were quite ferocious, and kept kicking back and forth inside the three-layer plastic bag. Yin Xu couldn't help but increase the strength of Wei Siyuan's hand, and asked worriedly, "Siyuan, will they pierce the bag and crawl out?" Clamp me?"

"Haven't you learned it many times?"

Yin Xu could only admit without confidence, "...my mother used to handle all the ingredients and I put them in the pot. I have never touched a crab that can crawl."

Wei Siyuan nodded, "Then you go home and play a lullaby to them, and you can start after they're all asleep."

Because Wei Siyuan's earnest teaching tone was very serious, Yin Xu was stunned for a few seconds after listening to it before realizing that Wei Siyuan was laughing at him.