die by your hands

An Tianming's body cooled down little by little.All passion subsides.Then, it gets colder and colder until you feel a piercing chill.

Maybe the cold was good for him, allowing his drunken brain to finally sober a little.

In front of him, Bai Wei knelt on the ground and kept vomiting water.What made him sick so much was An Tianming's forced kiss just now.

"Sorry, Xiaowei, I'm too drunk..." If one day his intelligence declines and he forgets all the languages, "I'm sorry" will probably be the last sentence he forgets, and what he is best at in his life is is doing something wrong.

"This is my own problem. I drank too much before." Bai Wei vomited so faintly that he leaned against the wall, still struggling to explain to An Tianming.

An Tianming always wanted to pretend not to know, he thought it would make him feel better, but he always knew——

"Xiao Wei, are you afraid of me, right? You are afraid that I will get angry and you will vomit because I kissed you, right?"

Bai Wei curled up helplessly on the ground. "I'm in pain," he said.

An Tianming panicked.He thought Bai Wei was just nauseous and vomiting, but now it seems that it's not just that. "Xiao Wei, what's wrong with you?" Asking, An Tianming bent down to check.Various thoughts ran through his mind anxiously, and finally he felt that it would be safer to send Bai Wei to the hospital.

Bai Wei pressed his stomach to say something, An Tianming really couldn't wait, first of all, he hugged him and went downstairs.

"I am fine."

Bai Wei tried to stop An Tianming, he wanted to walk on the ground by himself.For An Tianming who was still under the influence of alcohol, that light struggle was enough to disturb his movements.An Tianming, who couldn't stand still and just wanted to hug Bai Wei tightly, lost control and fell forward. For a moment, the two of them fell into a ball.

The elevator just arrived at their floor at this time, and a man stepped out of the opened elevator door.

An Tianming, who was only worried about whether Bai Wei was crushed by himself, half-sat on the ground to check the situation of the person under him, the next thing he realized was that he was suddenly pulled away heavily by the messenger, and fell backwards.

The person who came out of the elevator was Li Lang.An Tianming realized later.

"Go away!" Seeing Li Lang approaching Bai Wei, An Tianming exploded, "What right do you have to appear in front of Xiao Wei!"

"If I'm not qualified, you're even less qualified." Li Lang pointed out calmly.

If the sound was useful, An Tianming would continue to yell, but no matter how confused his mind was, he could understand that yelling was useless.This made An Tianming's voice almost choked up when he spoke again. "Let's send Xiaowei to the hospital first. He hurts."

"He's been like this all these years, I know how to deal with it." Li Lang reached out to help Bai Wei who was sitting on the ground while pressing his stomach.

An Tianming wanted to separate the two of them.

He couldn't let Li Lang continue to hurt Bai Wei.Bai Wei vented for Li Lang's drinking, and Li Lang had no right to hurt Bai Wei like this.

In the corridor that seemed to be spinning, An Tianming, who was thinking in chaos, staggered towards Li Lang.He still has the strength to beat people, which is a power that has been stagnant for a long time.He raised his hand and waved his fist...

When An Tianming woke up again, he found himself lying on a sofa.This is a very familiar room.During the days when he was comatose and turned into a ghost, he spent most of the time here.

After using it for a while, my brain can still vaguely remember the general plot.An Tianming remembered that because he was worried about Bai Wei last night, he took Bai Wei to drink, and both of them drank a lot - An Tianming suddenly sat up from the sofa - he remembered that Bai Wei seemed to be in pain!

An Tianming got up and hurried to Bai Wei's bedroom.He remembered Li Lang's appearance, but that didn't mean he wouldn't be worried about Bai Wei's condition.

Bai Wei's bedroom door is rarely closed, but this morning, the door was closed tightly.Fortunately, An Tianming, who was familiar with this place, knew that the door could not be locked, so he easily turned the handle to open the bedroom door.

Behind the opened door, Bai Wei was sleeping peacefully on the bed.A person who is used to lying on his side buried half of his face in the quilt, with natural curly hair scattered in front of his forehead, covering the remaining half of his face, leaving only his closed eyes and curled up in the morning light. The shadow cast by the eyelashes on the face.

Whether it was the year after the reunion or the time when he turned into a ghost, the picture in front of him was the only existence that could make An Tianming feel a trace of warmth and tranquility in his heart.

An Tianming approached habitually, squatting and kneeling beside the bed.

"Xiao Wei……"

He has accepted that his call is not answered, and he deserves the end.However, I still couldn't help but say the name again and again.

"You come out."

A voice came from behind An Tianming.An Tianming turned his head and saw Li Lang standing by the door.

Li Lang still had breakfast in his hand.I don't know if he came here specially to deliver breakfast this morning, or if he also stayed here last night and went downstairs to buy breakfast after getting up early, but no matter what the situation, An Tianming couldn't accept it.

In order not to wake Bai Wei up, An Tianming walked out of the bedroom patiently.He closed the door behind him, then turned to Li Lang.

"You are going to get married soon, why do you still appear here?"

"Because I'm Xiaobai's friend." Li Lang replied without changing his expression.

This answer caused An Tianming to once again arouse the rare desire for violence.

Yesterday, to be honest, An Tianming didn't trouble Li Lang because he was out of control.In fact, he was worried that he subconsciously liked this situation, and because of fear, he overreacted.It was as if if he questioned Li Lang, he could prove that he was not secretly happy because he suddenly saw hope.

"In the past year, I was just Xiaobai's friend. Because a year ago, not long after we dated, he proposed to break up."

Li Lang said again.This time, the facts he threw made An Tianming stunned for a while because he couldn't react.

"——And do you know why Xiaobai proposed to break up?" Li Langfei's question came out of nowhere.

An Tianming frowned unconsciously, noticing the cold anger that suddenly broke out of Li Lang's calm and composed attitude.He has never been a person who is willing to endure the negative emotions of others, but Li Lang mentioned Bai Wei in his questioning words, which made him swallow his anger instinctively.

"why?"

"Because of you." Li Lang replied.

An Tianming's heartbeat accelerated uncontrollably, but he soon realized that this matter was definitely different from what he thought—to be precise, what he wished.

A trace of hatred flashed in Li Lang's eyes, and he explained word by word: "It's not because he likes you, but because he is afraid of you."

"what are you saying?"

After a brief pause, Li Lang regained his composure. He took a deep breath and began to elaborate: "I once invited a psychiatrist friend to meet Xiaobai secretly, and that friend found that Xiaobai had a sick Persecution delusion - Given the fatal mental blow that Xiaobai once suffered, it is natural to have this symptom. Xiaobai actually knows his problem, but he is unwilling to see a doctor. He is afraid that if his illness is cured, He's going to go back to being the 'idiot' who put his own father in jail, and then again the people around him he cares about..."

"—Enough!" An Tianming couldn't help interrupting, he didn't dare to listen any more.

However, Li Lang ignored his resistance and continued to advance the topic: "Fortunately, Xiaobai's persecution paranoia is mainly aimed at you. He is braver than you and I imagined. Under such circumstances, first boldly define that person as a good person. Although at the beginning, he would feel that there were invisible enemies around him, but he adjusted himself and learned to live with a positive attitude. Fear only made him cherish it more—— Until he meets you again."

"I've said enough..."

Li Lang ignored him.

"Did you really want to match Xiaobai and me at that time? But no matter what you thought, when you made Xiaobai think that you wanted me to be with him, the only possibility he could think of was that this is you again Speaking of it, in fact, if it only concerns himself, he will do whatever you ask him to do, but what he fears most is that it will hurt others, so when you let him be with me At the time, his only choice was to keep me out of it."

"...I'm sincere..." An Tianming heard himself declaring this in the weakest tone.

Li Lang replied affirmatively without thinking: "Xiaobai will never believe it."

"...he will never believe me."

"It's fine if he just doesn't believe it. The problem is, he fears you. Do you know how much pressure you bring to him every time you appear?"

"This is not what I want..."

Li Lang interrupted: "The question now is - what do you want? Do you want revenge? But you should know that Xiaobai has never done anything wrong."

"I'm not……"

Li Lang interrupted again: "Or do you really want to make up for Xiaobai?"

He just wants Bai Wei to live well.If there is anything An Tianming wants in this world, it is to see Bai Wei have a happy life.

"If you really want to do something for Xiaobai," Li Lang stared into An Tianming's eyes and paused every word, "—then stay away from him."

An Tianming, who had never been defeated in any confrontation, staggered back a step.This was a heavy punch, hitting An Tianming directly in the middle.

"I think there's no need for you to stay for breakfast, right?" Li Lang changed the subject lightly, "It just so happens that I didn't buy your share either. I guess you can leave now."

An Tianming didn't know how he left Bai Wei's residence.He guessed that he must be like a bereaved dog in this process.However, he knew that he was not defeated by Li Lang, it was himself who made him crumble.From the moment he chose to let hatred overcome the goodness in his heart, he was already a defeated general.

He lost Bai Wei.

Lost the best thing that happened to him in his life.