die by your hands

Bai Wei stared at the bicycle in front of him - this obviously women's bicycle.

An Tianming explained his gift: "You specially gave me a laptop and an environment where I can surf the Internet for free. To express my gratitude, I think I should return the gift."

"Actually, you just need to thank the person who invented WIFI." Bai Wei is not good at being thanked, which makes him a little shy.However, after recovering for a while, he felt that he should be unhappy——

"But why did you give me a lady's bicycle?"

"This car is convenient for you to get in and out of the car, and the seat can be adjusted to a low enough level so that you won't fall." An Tianming answered naturally without feeling that there was any problem with his present.

Bai Wei squinted at the other party in disbelief: "Do you think I can get out on a women's bicycle?"

An Tianming shook his head and clarified: "I didn't ask you to go out, I bought this car just so that you can learn to ride a bicycle."

Bai Wei finally realized that An Tianming's gift was not this car, but a course to teach him how to ride a bicycle.

He thought this gift was very sweet, and even forgot the reason why he was determined not to learn to ride a bicycle. "I am a slow learner and you must not scold me." First warn the other party about this important matter.

An Tianming solemnly nodded and promised: "And I will never let you fall."

Only then did Bai Wei recall his history of refusing to learn to ride a bicycle because he was afraid of falling.This matter is also very important: "So, you promise that after I get on the bike, you will hold on to the bike and not let go?"

"I promise."

Bai Wei believed An Tianming's guarantee.

At that time, Bai Wei believed every word An Tianming said, so he never expected that An Tianming would push his bicycle towards the edge of the cliff.

"Stop—"

Bai Wei cried out out of control.He was vaguely aware of what had happened, and it made him feel an unspeakable sting of horror.

Of course, An Tianming didn't stop.He won't stop.That's been his plan from the beginning.He pushed Bai Wei off the cliff.Bai Wei reached out and grabbed the edge of the cliff. He didn't want to fall, but An Tianming stepped on Bai Wei's fingers without mercy.Because of the pain, Bai Wei instinctively let go.

"Do not--"

Then, he began to fall...

"...Wake up, Xiaobai?"

Bai Wei was gently shaken awake.For a while, he didn't understand what happened, and a familiar voice told him in his ear: "It's okay, Xiaobai, you are just dreaming, this is just a nightmare."

— But, this is not a nightmare.This is not just a dream.Bai Wei's body still trembled uncontrollably due to the sense of fear.

He felt a warm embrace, but soon noticed that the two bodies that were fitted together were almost completely naked.

Yes, that person is Li Lang.

Bai Wei finally woke up.

He remembered what had happened.He and Li Lang, they were still making a "deal" before...he accidentally fell asleep?

Bai Wei couldn't remember clearly, usually he would leave after the end, but tonight, he seemed to be sleeping on Li Lang's bed.

"Sorry to wake you up." Bai Wei sat up from the bed, ready to leave.

Li Lang grabbed him.

"I can't let you leave alone in this situation. My bed is very big. If you don't like it, I can sleep on the side."

It's too hypocritical to say "don't like" or something, in fact, he's already used to it. "I'm just afraid that if I stay, you won't be able to sleep well."

Li Lang replied quickly, "I won't sleep well, because I can't sleep anymore." Then, after a pause, he said softly, "So, can you talk to me?"

Bai Weicai was the one who wanted to talk to someone, and he wasn't sure if Li Lang was offering help.However, he doesn't have to care.This is a good thing. The deal between him and Li Lang allows everything to be separated from the emotional factors between people.

"What do you want to talk about?" Bai Wei adjusted his sleeping position to let his breathing be a little smoother.

Li Lang lowered his head and watched Bai Wei quietly. "Shall we talk about your dreams?"

"Why are you talking about this? Do you know how to interpret dreams?"

"You can try me, maybe I will."

Later, when Bai Wei recalled, he had to find that his almost dependent trust in Li Lang was probably established unconsciously at that time.This sounds absurd, why would a man who trades money with no emotional basis make himself so at ease?But maybe it's because of this that Bai Wei, who doesn't have any hope in the other party, can't lose anything from the other party, so he can rest assured that he doesn't need to be on guard.

After all, he himself is just an extremely weak person who can't live on his own. If it wasn't for the fact that he didn't want his father to be sent by a white-haired man to a black-haired man, he wouldn't even want to live on.He who voluntarily accepted the deal did not have enough self-respect to resent Li Lang's disrespect for him.

Therefore, facing Li Lang, Bai Wei had no intention of hiding any of his negative emotions.To be honest, he was even glad that Li Lang was willing to listen to him talk about his dream.

"I dreamed that An Tianming taught me how to ride a bicycle." He said.

Li Lang was silent for a moment, and pointed out in a tone so calm that no emotion could be heard: "I thought you were afraid of falling and refused to learn."

Only then did Bai Wei remember that Li Lang had also proposed to teach him how to ride a bicycle.

Thinking about it now, he really couldn't tell who God was unfair to.Obviously he knew Li Lang first, and Li Lang first proposed to teach him how to ride a bicycle, but he fell in love with An Tianming who took revenge on the Bai family.

If at that time... Bai Wei didn't think about it, but he didn't allow himself to think about it.Now the relationship between him and Li Lang is the best. They only have deals and no feelings that will hurt people's hearts. This is the best situation.

"Facts have proved that I really shouldn't learn to ride a bicycle." Bai Wei said with a self-mockery.

Li Lang's voice became cautious again: "Let's talk about your dream."

Bai Wei doesn't want to think about this nightmare, but those images are in his mind.

"...He pushed me on the bicycle all the way to the edge of the cliff. I begged him to stop, but he didn't listen, and continued to push me down the cliff with the car. I stretched out my hand to grab the stones on the edge of the cliff, but he Step on my hand hard, my hand hurts, I fell down..."

"Your hand will be fine." Li Lang blurted out subconsciously.

Bai Wei's injury in the car accident has healed except for the memory loss caused by the concussion, but the injured right hand has not been able to recover well.He is still receiving treatment.Li Lang assured Bai Wei more than once that his hand would recover, but the latter could hear that the other party's comfort was just because he was afraid that he would not be able to bear the blow.Bai Wei understood his own body, and it was impossible for his right hand, which was unable to exert any strength, to recover. He knew it very well, and he didn't care.He had told Li Lang that he didn't care, but Li Lang didn't believe it, so he could only let Li Lang think that he believed that his hand would recover.

"I know." He continued to talk about his dream, "The scariest thing about this dream is what happened later - I fell off the cliff, but I couldn't fall to the ground. I would rather die by myself, but, I just It is constantly falling, endless, endless, and even wants to die."

"Do you know, Xiaobai, you are really a very simple person, even your dreams are so simple. Even if I don't know how to interpret dreams, I still know what it means."

"Don't despise simple people. When you have a particularly complicated teacher who gives you test papers, you will know how valuable I am."

Li Lang didn't take up Bai Wei's bullying, he returned to the topic softly after a short silence: "I believe you know the meaning of this dream, right?"

Bai Wei subconsciously bit her lower lip. "I know." He admitted, "My current life is a bottomless pit. I don't know when I will be thrown to my death."

"That's not the case." Li Lang retorted seriously and earnestly, "Didn't you realize that this dream shows that you still have hope in yourself?"

Bai Wei couldn't believe it: "Do I look like such a blindly optimistic person?"

"I think you are much stronger than you look."

Bai Weiyi is not strong at all.He is the most vulnerable underdog.Even though he told himself [-] times that he shouldn't be defeated by An Tianming, he just couldn't stand up again.

Li Lang continued: "You said that the part that continues to fall is what you are most afraid of - the reason why a person is afraid is because he still has hope. A desperate person has nothing to be afraid of. Regardless of Do you really want to die, at least your subconscious mind is sure that you have not been thrown to death. No matter how much you feel you have been injured, your subconscious mind is stubbornly insisting that you have not been thrown to death. "

a long time.

Bai Wei was stunned and speechless.

For a moment he felt his own heartbeat, the kind that wanted to remind him that he was still alive.

——No matter how weak he is, why can't he set himself a slightly higher demand to fight for?

—if he was still alive, why couldn't he try to live on?

"You said you can interpret dreams, so you're really not bragging."

Bai Wei smiled lightly.He didn't know how long it had been since he smiled so naturally like at this moment without deliberately exerting himself.

Li Lang followed suit with a smile. "Of course I can interpret dreams. I'm a man who knows everything, so I can't boast."

After that night, in order to "survive", Bai Wei began to learn various life skills with heart.

At first, Li Lang had a headache and Bai Wei insisted on cooking the food by himself, but after vomiting and diarrhea a few times, he got used to it.Li Lang couldn't stand Bai Wei's part-time translation work, because Bai Wei would always ask Li Lang to "hurry up" so that he could hurry up and finish the draft.

Of course, Bai Wei also felt that the work was really hard.Fortunately, he was lucky. The song he wrote for fun when he was bored was picked up by his friend Liu Liang to fill in the lyrics and sold to an up-and-coming actor to make a single. The movie star became popular, and Bai Wei, the composer, was also noticed by the industry.In fact, Bai Wei, who studied classical music, does not particularly appreciate pop music. However, writing some mainstream music can make money, so why not do it?Soon, Bai Wei shifted the focus of his work to being a "composer" who sells songs.

If Bai Wei wants to sum up his life, maybe that time is the day when he gets the most happiness and satisfaction.

In those days, he didn't even loathe himself because of his deal with Li Lang - it was mainly because of Li Lang's attitude.The relationship between Bai Wei and Li Lang may be more like an equal and mutually beneficial relationship between lovers in bed. Li Lang never ignores Bai Wei's feelings, and always agrees with Bai Wei's every rejection. They are more like friends in their daily relationship... Sometimes Bai Wei would really have the illusion that the two are good friends.

Later, Bai Wei couldn't help thinking more than once, if there was no such deal, maybe they would be best friends.In fact, Li Lang will be the character closest to his family besides his father.

——But no matter what, at that time he never imagined that one day he would seriously plan to date the other party...