when question marks become people

Lying on the bed, Feng Xudong couldn't help sighing, feeling that life is so comfortable.

After Gu Xu took a shower, seeing him enter the room, Feng Xudong patted the bed and called him, "Come on."

The person who was urged had his pajamas buttoned up neatly, walked over and sat on the bed unhurriedly, Feng Xudong not only did not move away, but even moved closer, their arms stuck together through the clothes.

Feng Xudong hasn't slept with Gu Xu for many years, and he feels excited like elementary school students going on a spring outing and sleeping out together.

When they were young, they lived in each other's house, but Feng Xudong was a little afraid of the serious Uncle Ying, and Gu Xu's house was too big and too far away, so it was inconvenient for them to go out and play at any time, so Feng Xudong stopped going after two visits, all for Gu Xudong. Xu went to his house, and Gu Xu also followed him.Thinking that Gu Xu is now living in the house he proposed to buy, Feng Xudong feels inexplicably proud.

Reluctant to sleep, Feng Xudong dragged Gu Xu to watch a movie together.In the bedroom, there is a wall-mounted TV specially installed for him by Gu Xu, and he has selected all the movies.

But after all, he had been tired for a while, and as he watched, his head dropped to Gu Xu's shoulder, and he let out a steady breathing sound.

The light from the TV hit the head of the bed, enveloping a silent stare and a kiss on the forehead.

When Feng Xudong woke up, Gu Xu had already gone to school, and there was a note left by him on the bedside, reminding Feng Xudong to eat breakfast.

Gu Xu started working in the lab when he was a freshman. When he was sure that he would stay in University A for graduate studies, the teacher in the lab gave him more authority and called him up more frequently.With the addition of homework and extra study, he is no more relaxed than Feng Xudong who is busy with both work and study.

Feng Xudong was fortunate that Gu Xu made a "request" to him at the beginning. If he still chased after Gu Xu, he would definitely fall into an embarrassing situation because he couldn't keep up with the other party's footsteps.Now they are working hard on their own paths, but the distance has not become far away.

Thinking of this in his mind, Feng Xudong rolled lazily on the bed, and with the bright light of the day, he realized that there was a strange glass box beside Gu Xu's bed.

The transparent glass box is less than the height of his palm, and the contents inside are even smaller, a bit like a bottle, but the shape is distorted, concave in the east and convex in the west, and several dull colors blend together irregularly, lacking in aesthetics ——This is a euphemism, it is actually ugly, but it may be something important, Feng Xudong just thought about it, and carefully turned the box to examine it carefully.

The more I look at him, the more familiar I feel.correct!Like the unearthed cultural relics in the museum, they are still from the Paleolithic age.

Feng Xudong picked up his phone to ask Gu Xu, but when he saw the time was off, Gu Xu was probably busy.Then he forgot about it, and went to Gu Xu for dinner at noon, but he didn't think about it.

In the evening, one of Gu Xu's roommates had a birthday dinner. Everyone got along well and the place was quiet, so Gu Xu called Feng Xudong over.

Gu Xu's roommates knew Feng Xudong before he was officially filming, and they were not unfamiliar with him. When they saw him, they greeted him warmly: "Feng Xu, long time no see."

Because Gu Xu called Feng Xudong "Feng Xu", the roommates also called him that. They didn't know Feng Xudong's dark history, and even asked if "Feng Xu" had a double surname.Thinking about it now, I think this is a daily security title for people in the entertainment industry.

The boys were also gossiping, there was someone from the entertainment circle at the table, and everyone asked about the news in the circle, especially whether XX and XX actress were really as beautiful as they appeared on the screen.

Feng Xudong picked what he could say, and everyone didn't have to know something. The topic quickly changed from the distant actress to the history of chasing girls around him.

Gu Xu makes people grit his teeth. He has no history of chasing girls, only being chased.

"I don't understand. In terms of appearance, I'm not much worse than Gu Xu. Why don't girls chase after me?" Roommate A said.

Roommate B made up the knife: "The important thing is temperament! You won't have it in 100 years of practice."

"Of course not. I will be buried in the ground in another 100 years. Who can tell the temperament from a pile of ashes?"

Roommate C interrupted the two to discuss the quality of the ashes from the degree of incineration and the storage environment, and strongly pulled back to the original topic: "Last time a girl walked towards me with a shy face. I thought my spring was here. I will send a love letter to Gu Xu! Love letter! There are still girls writing love letters in this era! What a rare quality! What about Gu Xu? This person is so mad that he doesn’t even look at it! It has severely damaged the image of our handsome men!"

Roommate B habitually took out a new knife: "Huh? When did you join the world of handsome men? I told you that those who recruit people as models in the pedestrian street are all liars. They say you are a handsome man, even' People's words can't be believed."

Feng Xudong trembled when he heard their bickering and laughing, put all the dishes in his mouth and put them in the bowl again, laughing for a while before talking.He was in a good mood, and he didn't think there was anything wrong, as if Gu Xu didn't care about anyone's pursuit and Gu Xu's popularity was a matter of course, as if they were still middle school students, and everything was focused on personal pursuits.

Gu Xu calmly replaced the cold tea in Feng Xudong's cup, and accepted the jokes from his roommates: "I'm doing it for the good of other handsome guys."

Roommate A didn't appreciate it: "You don't come here, you have been single all the time, and the girls feel that there is still hope. If you have the Lord, more girls will turn their attention to other handsome guys, such as me."

"Soon, I'm sure the day you've been waiting for is coming soon." Roommate B said.

A and C leaned over, and Feng Xudong subconsciously raised his ears.

"I once saw Gu Xu smiling at his mobile phone... it's hard to describe. I thought he was looking at a girl's photo, but it turned out to be a dark, bottle-like thing. I can't mistake that expression, there is absolutely Question! Ask him, he just said it was a gift."

Feng Xudong immediately thought of the glass box beside Gu Xu's bed.

B is the only guy who has a girlfriend among them, and he is very credible in terms of experience. A and C winked at Gu Xu, and asked cheaply: "Which special person gave it to you?"

Gu Xu glanced at Feng Xudong with a half-smile, and replied calmly: "It was given by a special person."

Gu Xu didn't tell the truth, and the roommates didn't force them to ask, they guessed the people they wanted one by one, observed Gu Xu's expression, and wanted to see him show his flaws.

Feng Xudong was supposed to play with them, but he suddenly felt uncomfortable. The chair seemed too hard, the food looked greasy when it was cold, and the air in the box was not ventilated, which made his chest tight, and he really wanted to get out of the seat and go out to breathe.

Leaving aside the sentence to go to the bathroom, he walked towards the bathroom, subconsciously thinking in his mind: put the things on the bedside, and take pictures with him, that "gift" Gu Xu must have taken it very seriously, it was given by a certain female classmate ?I heard that people who study science and engineering like to give away things made in the laboratory. Are they easy to chat with?Will it go further?Will they get married and live together?

The bathroom mirror reflected a young face, the way the director of the first play wanted him to act.

The family went from being rich to going bankrupt, and the children who grew up in good clothes and well-fed food had not figured out how everything happened, but they suddenly faced an unimaginable embarrassing situation, flustered, resisted, and more at a loss.

Only now did Feng Xudong realize that he had made a mistake.

Since childhood, Gu Xu has been almost responsive to him, and he also regards Gu Xu's affairs as his own. They are the closest brothers. He is used to occupying the nearest position to Gu Xu, and tacitly agrees that this state will continue.

However, it is not.

Before the crisis came, he didn't know that he would have more desires.