Revenge is worse than love [Rebirth]

"I will finish my studies in two to three years. At that time, we will open a studio and name it after you and me. I will be in charge of the operation, and you will be in charge of the design." Li Wenhan once said.

At that time, Lu Guangrun was shoulder to shoulder with him, and fell into a daydream with him: "I am responsible for all the decoration design in the studio. A huge LOGO should be hung at the position directly opposite the door, so that everyone We all know that this studio belongs to you and me. The two of us can use one office, and my workbench should face your desk, so that when I draw the design drawings, I only need to look at you, and there will be a steady stream of inspiration.

We also need to prepare a lounge with a double bed in it, with photos of the two of us on the head of the bed.A small tea table can be placed by the floor-to-ceiling windows, and we can drink tea and chat together when we are not busy at work.Um, but also..."

Li Wenhan interrupted his imagination, and said with a smile: "It's still a long time, when the time comes, you can imagine it slowly."

Five years later, Li Wenhan stood at the door of Lu Guangrun's office. At that moment, he suddenly hesitated. He didn't know what kind of office he wanted to see. He hoped that Lu Guangrun would remember their jokes back then. Or do you want him to forget completely?With his hand on the door, he still couldn't make up his mind to open it, so he didn't notice Lu Guangrun's nervousness at that moment.

The door of the office was finally pushed open slowly. Li Wenhan closed his eyes and opened them slowly again. A large workbench was placed directly opposite the door near the window, on which materials and documents were placed in a mess. Computers, as well as various brushes and paper.It can be seen that this is the place where the owner of the office usually works.

On the other side of the workbench, there was a desk with nothing on it except a computer. It was as neat as if no one had ever sat there.

Li Wenhan's hand gripped the doorknob, and then slowly let go.At this moment, he suddenly didn't dare to look back at Lu Guangrun's expression. He slowly let go of his hand, walked to the door of the lounge, and slowly pushed the door open.

The lounge was unexpectedly spacious, and it was the first time that Li Wenhan had actually put a double bed in the lounge.There is a blank photo frame next to the bed.There is a small tea table and two lazy sofas in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, as if two people really sat there and drank tea.

Li Wenhan felt that something that had been accumulating in his chest seemed to be overflowing. He opened the cabinet next to him, trying to divert his attention, but found that the cabinet was empty. He was surprised, but found that he was holding the cabinet. The touch of the door is a little different.

He froze for a moment, turned his head slowly, and looked at the inside of the cabinet door he was holding with his left hand, which was covered with photos.

He looked at the photos one by one. There were photos of him speaking under the national flag in elementary school, photos of him speaking on behalf of freshmen in junior high school, and photos of him and Lu Guangrun going on spring outings, participating in basketball games together, and even occasionally Take a group photo.

Li Wenhan felt that his throat was a little uncomfortable, he turned back and opened the cabinet on the other side. Compared with the previous photos full of youth and happiness, the ones in this cabinet seemed even darker.

He is eating in the school cafeteria alone, his back on the way to class alone, looking for books in the library alone, and alone in a daze by the river; a close-up of the locker door with his name on it, looking up at the apartment downstairs The dim light in the study room.

His fingers slid across the time frame in the lower right corner of the photo. In the time he thought he spent alone, there was once a person who quietly followed him with an unknown mood. Behind him, he took pictures one after another.

People who used to think that old and dead people have been secretly following him and observing his life, Li Wenhan felt that he should be angry, but he only felt that his eyes were sore, he opened his mouth, only to realize that he had actually Somewhat choked up, he pressed the cabinet door with his hand, then turned around slowly, and found that Lu Guangrun was standing behind him, looking at him silently, his eyes were red.

Li Wenhan looked at him for a long time, and after a long time, he sighed in a low voice: "What are you doing, why bother?"

Lu Guangrun walked up to him, looked at the photos pasted in the cabinet in front of him, and explained one by one: "This one is from the first time I went to see you, and we were separated for exactly three months. I finally settled the family affairs, and the new company has a little bit of signs. I feel exhausted. I don’t know what to do next. I don’t know what to do in the future. Then I thought, secretly watch Looking at you, even just looking at you from afar, I can probably be satisfied.

Then I followed the address you gave me and looked for it.I recognized your apartment based on the photos you sent, and I watched downstairs all night, and finally waited until you got up to go to class.I followed you all the way, went to your classroom, went to your cafeteria, went to your library, and found that your life is still so three points and one line.I watched you go back to your apartment that night, watched your study window light up all night, just downstairs, and took this photo. "

Li Wenhan closed his eyes forcefully, and Lu Guangrun had already pointed to the photo below: "This is when we broke up for half a year. When I went there that time, you seemed to be sick. You were sick, but you were still sick. Go to class on time and go to the library to review."

"The next one..."

Lu Guangrun pointed at each of them one by one, and began to talk about them one by one.Li Wenhan closed his eyes, and heard Lu Guangrun's deep voice. He seemed to have returned to those times, and from a third-person perspective, he watched how Lu Guangrun followed him carefully, and tried his best not to disturb him. Life.

He raised his hand to cover his eyes, and suddenly felt something wet on his fingers. He lowered his head and looked at his hand in a daze, only to find that it was covered with transparent teardrops.

He couldn't remember the last time he shed tears. He couldn't even remember whether he had cried when he broke up with Lu Guangrun. He raised his head and found Lu Guangrun in front of him. He didn't know when his face was full of tears.

Lu Guangrun stretched out his hand to cover his eyes, as if he wanted to hide his embarrassment, but the tears kept flowing down as if they couldn't stop. He simply let go of his hand and looked at Li Wenhan with tears all over his face. : "I never dared to imagine that one day I would have the opportunity to say a word to you face to face like this. I followed you secretly for five years with guilt and regret that I couldn't let go of. But I dare not go out and say a word to you. Later, I started to record more and more pictures of you, because I thought, one day, you will meet another person and fall in love again, then at that time, I will also You shouldn’t do such a thing anymore. Anyway, these photos are enough.”

Li Wenhan looked at him with tears in his eyes, and he asked in a low voice, "What about you?"

"Me? Me what?" Lu Guangrun was stunned.

"If I meet another person and start a relationship again, what about you?"

Lu Guangrun hooked the corners of his lips, showing a bit of a wry smile: "When I was the youngest, I missed the person I loved the most in my life, and I will be trapped in the memory of you all my life, and I will never be worthy of redemption. "

Li Wenhan sighed softly and shook his head: "Who hasn't done a few things in his life that he regrets? Why don't you let yourself go?" He stretched out his hand and wiped away the tears on Lu Guangrun's face , "Those are all things of the past after all, why bother to struggle hard and not be able to let go?"

"Then, are you relieved?" Lu Guangrun held Li Wenhan's hand in his hand and asked in a hoarse voice, "You said back then that I would never have a chance to regret it, and that you would rather not have anything to do with me in this life. , Now, five years have passed, will you, will there be such a slight change?"

Li Wenhan looked at the intertwined fingers of the two people, took a long time to pull his hand out, and said in a low voice: "I don't know, I..." He opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say.In fact, he knew from the beginning that when he returned to China and informed Lin Yan, Lin Yan would definitely tell Lu Guangrun that he even imagined the scene of bumping into Lu Guangrun with his new love. After all, in five years, things have changed, and no one will stand In place, there is nothing that cannot be let go.

But I never expected that everything turned out to be like this in the end.It never occurred to him that Lu Guangrun was as stubborn as him, and they both trapped themselves in the old days of those years and refused to let go.

However, is there really a future between him and Lu Guangrun?

He put his hand into the pocket of his coat and cleared his throat: "I'm sorry to trouble you today, I'll go back first."

Lu Guangrun stood where he was, with a sad face. He closed his eyes tiredly, and couldn't help but sigh for the first time.After all, this is the result, isn’t it? After all, some things are like a knot in his heart. He, the chief culprit, can’t let go of it, so how can he hope that Li Wenhan, who is a victim, can let go so soon.

Li Wenhan saw his expression in his eyes, lowered his eyes, and said softly: "I never thought that after so many years, you... I haven't thought about this, and I don't know how to face it. I hope there will be a Time, go back and think about these things, and then I will tell you the answer."

Lu Guangrun nodded, he breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "I, I'm going to wash my face, wait for me for a while, and I'll take you back."

Li Wenhan stood where he was and nodded.

After returning to the hotel, Li Wenhan took a shower and poured hot water on his body to slowly dispel the chill in his body.A mist of water rose from the bathroom, and Li Wenhan stared at the water curtain in front of him in a daze.

After an unknown amount of time, he reached out and turned off the switch, wiped off the water on his body casually, put on some clothes, touched the phone, and called Lin Yan. The phone rang for a long time before he was connected. There was a hint of laziness in Yan's voice: "What's the matter?"

"...Chairman Lin, today is not a working day, shouldn't you point out Fang Qiu in the company?" Li Wenhan couldn't help but said, "Did I disturb you during the day to proclaim Yin or something?"

Lin Yan replied calmly: "Single dogs like you may not be very clear about it. A proper combination of work and rest will help improve work efficiency. Always busy with work, unable to express emotions, long time If it doesn’t work out, it will change.”

Li Wenhan, who felt that he might have become perverted, was silent for a while, but he mustered up his courage and asked, "Do you have time tonight?"

"what's up?"

Li Wenhan sighed: "Drink some wine with me, let's chat."

"Ok?"

"I met Lu Guangrun last night." Li Wenhan said lightly.

Lin Yan on the other end of the phone was silent for a moment, and said, "Okay, at seven o'clock in the evening, there is a nostalgic tavern near your hotel. I'll go pick you up."

The reason why he asked Lin Yan to drink was probably because he was one of the few friends he had in G City, and he was also the only one who knew who had watched the two of them go all the way to where they are today.

If anyone could really solve him, it would probably only be Lin Yan.

The sky was getting dark little by little, and when the phone rang, Li Wenhan realized that he had just been on the sofa in a daze all afternoon.He told Lu Guangrun that he had to think about it, but in fact, his mind went blank throughout the afternoon.

Probably because he wanted to drink, Lin Yan specially asked the driver to take him to the hotel. After picking up Li Wenhan, the driver sent the two of them directly to the entrance of the tavern before turning around and leaving.

The location of this tavern is not very conspicuous, but standing at the door, you can see the low-key style that the owner wants to show.Lin Yan smiled at him: "Do you still remember the private kitchen of the Qin family back then? This tavern is also a small investment of Chairman Qin."

Li Wenhan laughed and followed Lin Yan into the tavern.

As expected, there was something hidden in the tavern. Lin Yan greeted the waiter at the bar, and led Li Wenhan into a private room with ease.Li Wenhan sat down on the comfortable sofa chair, looked around, and asked, "Did Qin Dong reserve a private room for you in every store?"

Lin Yan dug out a bottle of red wine and two glasses from the wine cabinet next to the wall, put it in front of Li Wenhan, and said, "Actually, this store is half of mine."

Li Wenhan shook his head with a smile: "You have covered a wide range of fields."

Lin Yan opened the red wine, filled Li Wenhan's glass, and poured half a glass for herself before sitting down opposite Li Wenhan: "Drink to your heart's content, there is a folding bed in this private room, and you can drink it on the spot when you are drunk. Sleep, anyway, no one cares about you as a single dog."

Li Wenhan laughed, took a sip from his wine glass, and said to Lin Yan, "You told Lu Guangrun yesterday that I was returning to China, right?"

Lin Yan pouted, stretched out the cup to touch him, and replied calmly, "It's me."

Li Wenhan sighed: "Do you think there is still a possibility for the two of us?"

"Do I think it is possible to make sense? Isn't it important what you think?" Lin Yan said, "Everyone's ideas are different, and the things that can be tolerated are also different. In my eyes, things other than life and death Things are small things. Life is only a few decades, and it is not easy to meet someone you really like. So if it is me, I can forgive you. But you are not me, and I cannot persuade you according to my standards. "

Li Wenhan drank the wine in the glass in one gulp, and then said slowly: "I don't know, that's what I said when Lu Guangrun asked me today."

He stared straight at the empty wine glass in his hand, with a blank look in his eyes.He reached out to refill his glass with wine, drank half of it in one gulp, and then continued: "When we broke up, I really felt that I would never forgive Lu Guangrun in my life. At that time, I, I probably hate him. I hate him for giving up our relationship so easily, and for taking me as the part of giving up so easily.

I have carried this kind of resentment for a long time, my life abroad is not very smooth, and I can't help thinking about any difficulties, if Lu Guangrun didn't give up on me, if we didn't break up, if... just After such a day after day, when my life was finally on the right track and I finally had the energy to deal with things other than study, I suddenly realized that I didn't know that there was something else I could do What?

The life I planned before, the future I imagined, every part of it has a place for Lu Guangrun.And when he withdrew from my life, I couldn't find my direction anymore.

I study day in and day out, I do my best in my field of expertise, but, other than that, my life is lacking, I don't have very close friends, and I can't fall in love anymore who.Sometimes I can't believe it myself, my early twenties life has been so monotonous and boring. "

Li Wenhan smiled self-deprecatingly, drank the red wine in the glass, and reached out to fill it up for himself.Lin Yan frowned and looked at him, but after all, she couldn't bear to reach out to grab his wine glass.

Li Wenhan took another sip of wine and continued: "Actually, I don't have to go back to China this time, I just can't help but want to come back and see, see you, and see Lu Guangrun. I don't know what I want to see, Do I want to see that he has let go of me long ago and his new life is going smoothly, or do I want to see that he is actually not living well.

But until today, when I looked at his studio and his whole closet filled with photos, I realized that in the past five years, I have never forgotten Lu Guangrun one day.I have a bitter heart for him, and I am full of resentment towards him, all because I still like him.

Because I still care about it, I never forget it. "

Lin Yan sighed: "You are like this, and so is Lu Guangrun. Sometimes I really feel that the two of you are actually a match made in heaven."

Li Wenhan's eyes wandered, and the corners of his lips were hooked, indicating that he heard Lin Yan's words. He whispered: "Yeah, I didn't realize until today that I was not alone in trapping myself in the past. Lu Guangrun also Same."

"So, now, have you thought about the answer about Lu Guangrun?" Lin Yan took a sip of red wine slowly, and then continued, "Let me say this first, if you choose to forgive, you want to be with me. If he tries to relive his old dream, then you must truly forgive him from the bottom of your heart, let the past pass completely, never mention Lu Guangrun’s abandonment of you again, and never let the past affect your future life. If you can’t , then from now on, you will still be the same, bridges return to bridges, roads return to roads, and you will never see each other again.”

Li Wenhan lowered his eyes, moved his wrist slightly, and gently shook the red wine glass in his hand. Watching the liquid in the glass change back and forth, he said for a long time: "The longer the separation, the easier it may be to think of the sweetness when we were together. That person once tolerated you in every possible way, but the resentment towards him has become weaker and weaker. What is left should actually be regarded as missing.

Today, from the moment I stepped into his studio, I couldn't help but think, if, if we hadn't been separated at the beginning, wouldn't it be that now we run this studio together, go to work together, go to work together, and spend our free time together? Invite you to dinner, go to the supermarket and watch movies together on weekends, or even do nothing, stay at home, I read books, and he plays games.Maybe we will keep a dog, or a cat, and we will fight, but we will make up soon.We obviously have so many things we can do together, and our future can be full of hope, why did it become like this, separated from the two places, each sad. "

Lin Yan clinked glasses with him lightly, and smiled slightly: "I think, in fact, you probably have already made up your mind."

Li Wenhan said in a low voice: "I really can't guarantee that I can really let go of his giving up that time, and I may occasionally worry that one day in the future, after something happens, he will leave me again. However, after all kinds of weighing, maybe for me, being with him, being able to see him every day, so that my life is no longer so gloomy, is more tempting."

"Then take this glass of wine as my blessing in advance." Lin Yan drank the red wine in the glass, then took the empty glass and looked at Li Wenhan, Li Wenhan smiled at him and drank it up down the glass of wine.

That night, the two of them drank several bottles of red wine collected by Lin Yan in a row. Li Wenhan only remembered that someone came to drag Lin Yan away, and he collapsed on the sofa and fell asleep just like that.

That night, Li Wenhan inevitably dreamed of Lu Guangrun. In fact, he had rarely dreamed of Lu Guangrun over the years. This dream was almost precious to him.He dreamed that Lu Guangrun held him in his arms, dreamed that he carefully kissed his face, and the other party's breath rushed towards his face, he couldn't bear it anymore, rushed forward, and kissed Lu Guangrun's lips.

Lu Guangrun's face seemed to be wet, and he stretched out his hand, stained with tears.Li Wenhan couldn't help thinking in his dream: Lu Guangrun is really worthless, and even cried after kissing him.

Li Wenhan was woken up by his own headache. He has always lived a regular life and rarely had the experience of drinking recklessly like last night. Therefore, he experienced the hangover feeling for the first time.He opened his eyes in a daze, only to realize that he was lying on a double bed. He scanned the room before realizing that he knew this double bed, and this was Lu Guangrun's studio.

Li Wenhan looked down at himself, and found that he had already changed into a comfortable pajamas, and the white shirt that was stained with wine last night was hanging by the window at this moment.Rubbing his aching head, Li Wenhan got out of bed. He remembered that Lin Yan was also completely drunk the night before, and Mu Hang probably couldn't figure out the experience to take care of another drunk, someone who could bring him to the studio, Probably only Lu Guangrun.

Li Wenhan sighed softly, it was just right, so let's talk about it.

Lu Guangrun was sitting in front of the workbench in a daze. The notebook in front of him was spread out, and the drawing software was running on the desktop, but obviously, Lu Guangrun had no idea what to do with it.He held a cigarette in his right hand, and the ashtray was already full of cigarette butts.Such Lu Guangrun looked extremely decadent.

That was Lu Guangrun, who Li Wenhan had never seen before. He suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, and he closed his eyes to suppress the unbearable sourness that surged up. "Morning." He said softly.

Lu Guangrun frantically put out half of the cigarette in his hand, then stood up and smiled at Li Wenhan: "Wake up so early."

"Well, I have a headache." Li Wenhan said calmly, "Thank you for picking me up last night." He paused, his eyes lingering on Lu Guangrun's bloodshot eyes and thick dark circles, and couldn't help it Asked: "You didn't rest last night?"

There was no trace of someone else sleeping on the double bed in the lounge, and the person in front of him probably just sat here for a whole night.

Li Wenhan subconsciously refused: "No, I'm asleep. It's just that the biological clock is used to it and wakes up early."

Li Wenhan didn't poke it, he just looked at Lu Guangrun quietly, and said softly, "I've thought about the question you asked me yesterday."

Lu Guangrun squeezed his fingers subconsciously, and asked as calmly as possible: "You, what do you think?"

"If I say, I can't guarantee that I will be able to let go of all the knots in my heart, I can't guarantee that I will have a sudden attack one day after starting again with you, and I can't guarantee that I can still be like I was back then. I love you, do you dare to relive my old dreams like this?" Li Wenhan looked at Lu Guangrun and asked seriously.

The circles of Lu Guangrun's eyes slowly turned red: "For a person who once thought that he would spend the rest of his life guarding those photos for the rest of his life, just like this, spending a night in the same room with you is already a waste of money." A luxury never imagined."

Li Wenhan raised his lips slightly, and the curve of his lips that Lu Guangrun was most familiar with, then he stretched out his hand towards Lu Guangrun, and said softly: "Then I will summon up my courage again before I grow old." Right. Lu Guangrun, my life doesn't have so many five years, this time, I hope you won't let go."

Lu Guangrun stared at the slender and fair hand, tears could no longer be restrained, he held Li Wenhan's hand, pulled him into his arms forcefully, gritted his teeth, and whispered in his ear He said word by word: "This time, I won't let him go even if I die."

Li Wenhan smiled, feeling the other party's tears slide down his cheeks, and fell on his shoulder drop by drop. He leaned his face on Lu Guangrun's shoulder, sticking it on the wet cloth, gently Said: "Lu Guangrun, you are crying more now than when you were young."

Lu Guangrun couldn't help laughing, his chest vibrated with the laughter, this real touch made Li Wenhan feel extra at ease.

The two stood in the middle of the room and hugged for a long time before Li Wenhan slowly let go of his arms and wiped Lu Guangrun's face with his hand: "I drank too much wine yesterday, and my stomach feels a little uncomfortable now, let's go first Let's eat something."

Lu Guangrun just woke up like a dream, and let go of the arms tightly wrapped around Li Wenhan's back: "Go and wash your face. There is a porridge shop downstairs. I'll go pack it and bring it back."

Li Wenhan bent his eyes at him and nodded.Lu Guangrun grabbed his wallet indiscriminately and rushed out eagerly.

Li Wenhan stood where he was, watching his back disappear.Sometimes it seems really not that difficult to start again, as long as you are reluctant enough, as long as you love deeply enough.

It can be seen that Lu Guangrun spends a lot of nights in the studio, and the bathroom has all the toiletries. Li Wenhan took a shower to wash off the smell of alcohol from the previous night, and when he turned off the shower switch, he heard footsteps When he entered the lounge, Lu Guangrun had already bought some porridge.

When Li Wenhan came out of the bathroom, water was still dripping from his head.Probably because he couldn't find any other clothes to change. He was still wearing Lu Guangrun's pajamas. Because of their different statures, the wide collars easily revealed the pink skin and delicate skin that had just taken a hot shower. clavicle.

Lu Guangrun was still holding the porridge in his hand, stared at him blankly for a while, then woke up suddenly, put the porridge bowl on the small coffee table by the window, cleared his throat: "It's just finished washing, come and have breakfast."

Li Wenhan walked to a lazy sofa and sat down, smelling the aroma of the food vigorously, then took the spoon that Lu Guangrun handed over, and buried himself in eating.

After taking a few sips of porridge, Lu Guangrun couldn't help staring at Li Wenhan.Li Wenhan could feel that even if he talked about starting over, even if he could really avoid repeating the past, Lu Guangrun still treated him with extra care unavoidably.

He knew in his heart that the gap caused by the five years of separation between the two of them would always need to be resolved a little bit.But it doesn't matter, the time is still long, since he can muster up the courage to take the first step again, then the other problems are not difficult for him.

Li Wenhan finished his breakfast peacefully, only to realize that he didn't know whether it was the hot bath or the food. The headache caused by the hangover had long since disappeared without a trace. He glanced at the man who was buried in the porridge Lu Guangrun suddenly felt refreshed.

He stretched his arms, stood up, and spun around the office.

He looked at the blank wall next to the bed for a while, and said, "Let's deal with that pile of photos of yours. Let's make a photo wall here?"

Lu Guangrun turned his head and looked at Li Wenhan in disbelief.Those photos of him, his indelible feelings for Li Wenhan, are all secrets that he dared not reveal in front of others, because he knew he was not worthy.But now, Li Wenhan came back, he stretched out his hand and dragged him out of the endless abyss, waved his hand and began to plan a new future for the two of them.

"I want to treat him better." Lu Guangrun couldn't help thinking.He put down the spoon in his hand, walked to Li Wenhan, faced the wall, looked at it for a while, and nodded: "Okay, I can finish it this afternoon."

Li Wenhan raised his eyebrows, then pointed to Lu Guangrun's messy workbench outside: "Then, can you tidy it up?"

Lu Guangrun nodded hastily: "I'll clean it up right away, right away, right away."

Li Wenhan turned his gaze to the ashtray again, "That cigarette, can I quit?"

Lu Guangrun thought, in this world, except for Li Wenhan, there is probably nothing he can't quit.He nodded again and agreed, and followed Li Wenhan, watching him turn around, looking for trouble and asking for advice, but he didn't feel the slightest bit of impatience, only that he felt at ease in his heart. The feeling is getting heavier and heavier.

This person really wants to return to his side, and will completely return to his life.

After Li Wenhan made a big circle, he put forward all his opinions on this office, and then he felt satisfied. He picked up Lu Guangrun's cup from the workbench and took a big gulp of water.

Lu Guangrun felt that his heart was about to melt at this moment, and he couldn't help calling his name softly: "Wenhan?"

Li Wenhan turned his head in surprise: "What's wrong?" Then, Lu Guangrun kissed his lips.

They had been intimate for so many years, had done all kinds of intimate things, and could no longer be familiar with each other's bodies.At the first moment, Lu Guangrun still only dared to touch Li Wenhan's lips lightly. Then, he gradually became dissatisfied, and couldn't help probing the other's teeth with his nimble tongue, and then he felt Li Wenhan's hands It seemed to wrap his arms around his back. At this moment, he seemed to be encouraged, and finally couldn't help it, and began to attack the city in the opponent's mouth.

Five years of parting, longing, regret, remorse, love... Various emotions were intertwined in this kiss. Lu Guangrun held Li Wenhan's waist with both hands. At this moment, he couldn't help thinking, it's so good, he finally, came back.

When the kiss was finally over, Li Wenhan regained his consciousness little by little. He turned around and sat down on the sofa, patted the place beside him, and said to Lu Guangrun, "Come and talk."

Lu Guangrun glanced at his red lips, his eyes flickered, and sat down beside Li Wen obediently.Li Wenhan lay down, put a pillow on his legs, and then said: "I'm going back to China this time, you know it's temporary, so I have to go back no matter what."

Lu Guangrun nodded: "I know, after all, your studies are still there, and there are uncles and aunts... I, can I visit you twice a month? Actually, if you have more time, I still hope , I can see you once a week."

Li Wenhan raised his head, with a smile that Lu Guangrun couldn't understand in his eyes: "So you plan to just run back and forth with my foreign love?"

"No, no, no," Lu Guangrun said hastily, "After the studio finds a suitable person to take over, I will start looking for you."

"Then this studio just changed hands, are you willing?"

Lu Guangrun stretched out his finger and carefully touched Li Wenhan's face: "I built it because of you. As long as you are here, we can rebuild a studio together."

"The first one will always be the one with the deepest memory." Li Wenhan said softly, "Actually, I'm going back to China."

"Then your studies... and your uncle and aunt..."

"In fact, the development of foreign countries is far from easy. My parents probably don't want to leave home and go to a foreign country if it's not for me. But it's time for me to return to my roots. It's time to go home." Li Wen Han rolled his eyes, "I am a person who has been studying for many years without any work experience. If I suddenly return to China, I will probably depend on you."

Lu Guangrun followed him and laughed: "Then, are you willing to come back and be another boss of this studio?"

Li Wenhan blinked: "Then, let's see how you behave."

In the next few days, the two of them seemed to have returned to the time when Li Wenhan was inseparable before he went abroad. They tidied up the studio according to Li Wenhan's request. The whole studio knew that this handsome young returnee was about to Become their other boss, and it seems that their big boss has plans to step back and become a designer.

They formally had a meal with Lin Yan and Mu Hang, and went to see Lu Guangrun's parents together.With more time left, they leaned against the floor-to-ceiling windows of the studio, chatting without saying a word, talking about the past years, those times that were difficult to bear alone, and the not-too-distant future.

A week later, it was finally time for Li Wenhan to return. Early in the morning, Lu Guangrun sent the suitcase full of gifts for Li Wenhan's parents to the airport with the yawning Li Wenhan.

After picking up the ticket and storing the luggage, Li Wenhan finally woke up.Holding the ticket in his hand, he waved to Lu Guangrun at the security checkpoint: "It's only half a month at most, remember to quit smoking during this time."

Lu Guangrun nodded with a smile, watching Li Wenhan walking farther and farther with his backpack on his back, and slowly reunited with the figure of the boy who went overseas to study alone five years ago.And this time, he will never let that boy down again.

(End of Lu Li's episode)