My male coach breaks the void

"The world I'm in isn't real, is it?"

Fang Rongdao looked at Qu Liushang who was eating noodles in surprise. His skin was very fair, he was wearing brightly colored short sleeves, and there were two black spots on his trousers. He said that ink had spilled on him.

"You actually..."

"No, rather than saying that my world is not the real world, it is better to say that my world was born for you."

"How did you figure it out?"

Fang Rongdao got up suddenly and took two steps back, the Nine Heavens Sword was unsheathed, and the light filled the whole room.

"Hey, hey, I said why are you so nervous?" Qu Liushang ate half a bowl of noodles with a hiss, "You don't think I have any special identity besides a high school student on winter vacation, do you? Alliance members? People with supernatural powers? Cultivators? How is it possible! Look at my small body, it’s not enough for you to chop with a sword.”

"How did you guess it?" Fang Rongdao still frowned, maintaining the posture of drawing his sword.

"Brother, not everything in this world has a reason." Qu Liushang stretched his arm and took out a piece of paper from the paper box in the middle of the coffee table, "If I insist on giving you a reason, it's probably you who came here That day, there was an extra file called "The World of Swords" on my computer."

"There is a novel there, an unfinished novel. It roughly means that a certain writer traveled to a broken world, and this broken world happened to be a novel he wrote. The protagonist and I have the same name—that is, the writer who traveled through time. Besides me, there have been four more important people so far, one is Liu Shuhan, one is a peach tree demon, one is the cannon fodder in the original text, and one."

"It's me." Fang Rongdao clenched the hilt of his sword tightly.

There was still a noisy sound from the TV, and the sunlight passed through the window and fell on the floor.

"You are not the protagonist of this novel." Qu Liushang said softly.

"I am not the protagonist of this novel."

Fang Rongdao suddenly felt a great fear rising from the depths of his heart, like the smoke on a hot pan, they usually hide in the air and around him, but when they meet the heat, they will become A white monster, grabbing itself into a cage.

He is not the protagonist of the novel.

So who is he?

There is nothing wrong with thinking about it this way, after all, the collapsed world is no longer under his control, or it has never been under his control.The routines that he has always been familiar with have become very strange. The origin of Lu Yangu is too mysterious for him to delve into it. The power of the gods is too powerful for him to match at all.The experience of Liu Shuhan and Taoyao is like an absurd drama. Fang Rongdao, who has been reincarnated countless times, never knew that his subordinates had so many pasts.The reshuffle of the internal forces of the major families, as well as the various hardships to be faced in the future...

If he was the chosen one in that world, where did these utterly unsolvable problems spring from?

Or is he really just a supporting role?

An inept supporting character?

Fang Rongdao once doubted the meaning of his existence.Although Qu Liushang kept telling him, "You are my Fang Fang, so you have to work hard with me", "You are a very, very good person, so there must be a happy ending", but Fang Rongdao really doubted The meaning of his own existence, and he is still doubting.

If the gray group's statement of "Supreme God" and "Tiandao" is true, which side should I stand on?Could it be possible to usher in another brand new world after breaking the void, or will he fall into the void?

To that gray dumpling, I was actually just doing harm instead of benefit.

"Strictly speaking, I am at a loss in that novel. If the inference of 'I' at this stage is true, then I just recorded that world inadvertently, and nothing that happened in it has anything to do with me. Any relationship. In other words, even if you stay in that reincarnation forever, I have nothing to lose. As long as you don’t call me into that novel, I will always be a writer who earns a lot of money. After a few years, I may Become a famous writer or even an author, maybe get married and even have a happy family, but your selfishness ruins it all, and you bring a completely irrelevant person into this.”

"Completely...irrelevant..."

Now Fang Rongdao has completely ruled out the possibility that he would unintentionally travel to the past of Qu Liushang. He clearly knows that this is just an illusion. Foggy pots, a row of plastic ducks next to the table, and a peel tray full of Band-Aids.

Fang Rongdao felt that he was really doubting the meaning of his own existence.He knew it was wrong, the gray blob was always trying to guide him in a better direction, but maybe he was the kind of gloomy pervert in his bones—his doubts about himself and the world never stopped.

In that crumbling world, why hasn't he escaped countless reincarnations?Since this illusion was created for him by the gods, why did Qu Liushang stay here alone for so long?

Gray Tuanzi was originally a person "outside the book", but he also treats himself "in the book" as a person, so how can a child who has lived in this illusion for so long say "this world was created for you" What about?

Obviously no one lives for others.

"Give up, it's written clearly in the novel that this world is just an illusion, you can't take me out." Qu Liushang lowered his head, fiddling with two chopsticks, "Although I've lived here for more than ten years, But truth and falsehood are always relative...Maybe because I know too much, my settings are being damaged, and my relatives and friends are also disappearing. I know, the Qu Liushang in "The World of Swords" It's really good, even if you force him to do a lot of things, he still feels it's his responsibility..."

"However, it's the same with me."

"As a human being, sometimes it's better to be selfish. I'm just a phantom to you. It's impossible to change things. It's better not to try to change."

With the long sword back in its sheath, Fang Rongdao's hand holding the sword hangs down feebly.

Qu Liushang's life should indeed have nothing to do with him.

If it's true, great.

"But the other you..." Fang Rongdao said in a low voice, "The other you and I are doing is to 'change the things that cannot be changed'."

"Forget it, forget it, I'm in trouble." Qu Liushang slapped his chopsticks on the table, and collapsed on the sofa, "If I don't expect, I still have about a month. The so-called illusion can only Interfering with people's hearts, if you can stay awake for a month, until I become a completely different person from that Qu Liushang, you will probably be able to get out of the illusion."

"If you are too addicted to this world, I can't say what will happen to you." The child put the chopsticks into the pot, stood up slowly holding the pot, and walked to the kitchen sink, "After all, In the novels I read, you don't have the aura of the protagonist."

"Then, what form will you exist in after becoming that 'completely different from' Qu Liushang'?"

"No, I will disappear." The sound of running water came from the kitchen, and the smoke disappeared. "I probably went to the bridge to find the captain and first officer."

【night】

Fang Rongdao actually knew the answer to that question during the day.

The kid would disappear after he left the illusion, he knew it a long time ago.

Fang Rongdao felt that something was wrong with him, he didn't know if it was the influence of the illusion or something else, he suddenly began to worry about the life and death of others.There is a blue cage on the balcony of the child’s house, and a shallow trough is wrapped with wire beside the cage. The child has never explained to him the origin of this out-of-date cage, but Fang Rongdao can always see the child when he wakes up in the middle of the night A man squatted in front of a cage, holding a plastic duck in his hand.

The weather here is very good, you can see the stars every day.

Fang Rongdao felt that the children were very lonely.

In fact, the two black marks on the pants were not ink at all, but traces of dried blood.Fang Rongdao didn't know how to mention this matter to the child - in fact, the child was no longer alive.On the first day, Fang Rongdao used his spiritual sense to look around the entire courtyard, and finally found the child's body in a small corner full of flowers.

There is a saying in the world of comprehension that a person does not realize his own death immediately after death, and only when he sees his dead body will he react "Oh! So I am already dead!", which means It means that there are indeed some lonely ghosts who are not accepted by any place and just wander in a certain area.They don't necessarily have any grievances, and they won't seduce people with blood to suck their energy. They just forget their past and future.

Fang Rongdao lay back on the sofa, repeatedly recalling every bit of getting along with the children.Countless reincarnations even caused him to lose the most basic senses, and now it is difficult for him to realize the passing of people around him.But the child's body remained in his mind.

It wasn't a hideous scene, the child's body didn't even rot, it just maintained a child's posture.It's just that there are many flowers, and there are even small flowers that Fang Rongdao can't name, and the children are lying in it.Fang Rongdao suddenly remembered a rainy day, he and the gray dumpling were sitting on the roof watching Liu Shuhan and Taoyao.

"Hey, let me tell you something, don't dislike me." Qu Liushang took a handful of melon seeds and crackled, his face puffed up like some kind of small animal hiding food.

"What do you want to say?" Fang Rongdao didn't turn his head, just holding his sword as always, looking towards the room ahead.

Taoyao's body hangs a branch beside Qu Liushang, and peach blossoms bloom on it.Qu Liushang carefully moved the branch aside, two sparrows soared into the air, and then flew back.

"Although it's a bit naive to say so, I don't think the two of us are good friends."

"It's true, I never regarded you as a friend." Fang Rongdao's tone remained unchanged.

"Such a disappointment! Do you want to build a harmonious socialist society together!" Gray Tuanzi was hit as expected, he swallowed the melon seeds in his mouth hard, looked at Fang Rong with a serious face and said, "At any rate, we also need to know The other party's preference! What is this now, enemy!"

"You do know all my preferences."

"Ah ah ah..."

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"I'm just a recorder qaqq!"

Liu Shuhan went out to buy groceries again, and Taoyao clung to him as always, and didn't go back to the house obediently until she was made happy.The gray dumpling around me rolled around in various ways, just like a real dumpling.

Fang Rongdao suddenly laughed.

"Hey... hey hey!" Tuanzi immediately stopped rolling, and looked at Fang Fang with a surprised face, "You laughed!"

"You read it wrong." Fang Rongdao changed the subject with a smile, "Then, what did you want to say just now?"

"Ah..." Qu Liushang suddenly blushed, unable to say a word for a long time, "Well, I said it, you really don't want to dislike me..."

"That depends on your performance." Fang Rongdao buckled the hilt of his sword.

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"Well, actually, I want to say that although I know you better, you don't know me yet. I, I, I feel quite guilty when I talk about this...Although I am just a recorder, the world It is indeed my responsibility. I promised you that I would accompany you to escape from this world, but the prerequisite is that we are a team."

"I'm really afraid that you and Lu Yangu will treat me as someone from another world. So I'm going to make a self-introduction, a... more comprehensive self-introduction?"

"My name is Qu Liushang, I'm male, I can't tell how old I am, I come from another world, I'm a writer by profession, I don't have any masterpieces. What I hate the most are double standards and Keyboard Man, and my favorites are Osamu Dazai and Plastic Duck And all animations with clear logic. The goal at this stage is to run towards a bright future with Fang Fang's cannon fodder, and the goal of life is to become a good person."

"Emmm, if possible, I hope my funeral will be full of flowers."

The sound of heavy rain overshadowed everything, but Fang Rongdao could still see the smile on Qu Liushang's face.

Just like the sun.

Hope my funeral is full of flowers...

Fang Rongdao raised his hand to cover his eyes.

The so-called illusion is the realm created by monks through spiritual power. Due to the subtle differences between people, the illusion is ever-changing.But just like "art comes from life", illusions are also ever-changing - no matter how powerful illusions are, they must have their prototypes.Things that do not exist in reality cannot appear in illusions, and no one can create so many strange and chaotic things, so basically all illusions will contain a small formula. When people relax their vigilance, this formula will It steals the weakest places in people's hearts and uses them to create fear, sadness and anger.In other words, this illusion is the emotional input of the illusion itself to the people in the illusion.

But this illusion is different.In Fang Rongdao's countless reincarnations, there has never been such a strange world.In other words, these scenes did not come from Fang Rongdao's heart, but from the illusion itself.

It comes from the heart of the person who created the illusion.

Who is creating the illusion?It's my lord.Who is Lord Shenming?

It's a meander.

If I leave this place, the winding cup will disappear.But if I don't leave this place, I won't be able to save Qu Liushang either.

"I want you to be very strong. There are many people like you. You are open-minded and open-minded, and you can overcome all hardships. You will help others. When loyalty and righteousness cannot be balanced, you always persuade them to choose a side that does not belong to you. , you love to help others, and their suffering will be wiped out in your choice..."

"You love the world, and the world loves you. You saved everyone, so when you finally fell into an illusion, everyone came to save you."

"That's because you're alone."

"You shouldn't be Fang Rongdao like that. I have the opportunity to rewrite this world, so you should be that high-spirited young man who flies around. Even if you don't have the strong luck of heaven and the halo of the protagonist, you can still rely on your blood. World by sword."

Qu Liushang in his memory stood in front of him, and the Ye Mingzhu emitted a soft light.

Qu Liushang, was your past so lonely?That's why I was "recorded" and everyone was "recorded".

Sorry, there is no way to fill your funeral with flowers, and I forbid you to go where I can't find it, even if it's just a shadow of you.

I want to bring the children out of this illusion.