My male coach breaks the void

For a moment, Liu Shuhan felt that he was about to collapse. It was either the "falling of the Jade Mountain" in the ancient book, or in a small corner of the world, a small mound of dirt collapsed, perhaps splashing a little dust, but it was too Small—the ground after the collapse is no different from flat ground.

It just isn't there anymore.

It is still a secret realm covered by ancient trees, and its future is still uncertain.Liu Shuhan used to always feel that it was because he still had a strong desire for life that he was able to move forward bravely and be full of spirit of exploration in the unknown world of power.Actually not.He is because someone is with him.

Because humans cannot survive alone.

Liu Shuhan felt that he should have received someone's memory, just like flowers and soil, swimming fish and flying birds, they are obviously so different, but they are generally the same.He felt these things happen to him, so he closed his eyes in the thickening fog—like recalling his own memory.

Liu Shuhan felt that he had returned to the past, the not-too-distant past.He was in a room full of denden—the window sill was on his left, the coffee table was behind him, there were tables, chairs and benches beside him, and behind him was the balcony. Sunlight spilled into the room through the window. It was very hot, but he felt at ease.

Because there is a big cage in front of him, and there are two little ducks in it.

Liu Shuhan vaguely "remembered" that "I" brought them back on the way home from "going to school". At that time, both of them were very small, and the fluffy one was very warm, and the fur was golden yellow.So he started brainstorming.That was a long, long time later, when he became a super super famous writer—he called that a writer.He held a lot of signings, sold a lot of books, and a lot of people knew his name, so it was finally time for him to retire.He bought a flat in the noisy city center by himself, it was only about [-] square meters, it was small, but there was a small garden.He bought a lot of gadgets to decorate his little house, such as ethnic dolls, wind chimes, pendants, bathtubs, ducklings that can squawk when pinched, and so on.By the way, his ducks have grown and produced many ducklings, and he has moved them from the cage to the yard.They are all good, the big duck is a bit ugly, but they are all good.

So "Liu Shuhan" returned home, and he started raising ducklings.He put the ducklings on the balcony, but it is summer and the balcony is really hot.So he bought a cage, put the duck in the cage, and put it in the living room.

By the way, he also made the manger and sink with his dad.

"That's convenient," he said.

The duckling eats a lot, so it grows up very quickly. A month is very short, but "Liu Shuhan" feels that he is more like a living person than ever in this month. The scorching air from the balcony overflows into the room, and the sun is scorching. The scorching tore the skin on his hands.The cage was repeatedly turned indoors and outdoors, and water and food were filled again and again.His little duck grew up so fast that he couldn't catch it.Although one grew slowly due to illness, he believed it would be fine.

It becomes a very, very large duck, with flippers strong enough for swimming and smooth fur that reflects the warm light.

However, they have not shed their hair yet, so they are still round like a ball, and their hair is golden yellow, the color of sunlight.They called "chirp chirp", "Liu Shuhan" told others about it, and they laughed and joked: ducks quack like chickens. "Liu Shuhan" also laughed, because he really felt very happy.

But one day we have to part, let alone this kind of young, unworthy little life.

He woke up very late that day, and heard the quarrel in the living room in a daze. He realized that his family was going to give his duckling to someone else's house, but he was relieved because he really liked ducklings. Someone will send the duckling away.

"I have to send the duck away!" Someone pushed the door and came in: "It's too dirty! It's also sick, who knows if it will be contagious!"

Will not.He buried his head in the bed.I checked, people don't get that kind of disease.I told you so.

However, with a loud closing sound, there was no more "chirping" sound in the living room.

"Liu Shuhan" suddenly remembered that the big duck had recently suffered from the same disease that the little duck had, but he had only taken the medicine twice, and he was still not fully recovered.One of the little duck's feet was swollen, "Liu Shuhan" didn't know what to do, he could only guard by the cage, if the little duck lay down in an unclean place, he would try to drive the little duck up until it reached a clean place place.

Will it hurt?sure.Because it hurts a lot when he breaks his leg.

"Liu Shuhan" suddenly cried.

"I'm sorry." He sobbed softly: "I'm sorry."

"I obviously promised to grow up with you, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry."

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"Are you still angry?"

Taoyao raised her eyes and looked at the lord Shenming who was leaning against her. This man in white would rather let him keep the appearance of a peach tree than let him go to Liu Shuhan.

"When I look at you like this, I always feel like the legendary patriarch of the feudal family..." The god put the jug beside him: "If Liu Shuhan comes to your door in the future, do I have to write him a check... .”

"You are not allowed to be with my children! Get the check and get out!" He pretended to be arrogant and said this sentence fiercely, and then laughed out loud.

The sparrows flew up from the branches, leaving only the swaying branches and the slight wind.

"You're a big brother who reads too many scripts, and your IQ is too depleted..." Taoyao complained weakly in her heart, but didn't say anything.

"Well, I know you're upset..."

"But I don't blame you. It wasn't your fault in the first place." Tao Yao suddenly refuted what the god was about to say.It's not that he is still taking care of him wholeheartedly at this time, but that he is already a big monster - he knows that this guy with great strength may be clumsy, but he will definitely not harm himself.

It turned out to be none of his business, he was a high god, and there was no shortage of monsters like him in his life.

It's from the heart, a love for the world.

"...Thank you." Lord Shenming narrowed his eyes with a smile, and Taoyao keenly noticed that he had lost weight, as thin as an anorexic child, fragile and vulnerable.

"Hey, my lord, since when did you become a god?"

"Wow, that was a long, long time ago." Lord Shenming stroked a few hairs hanging down in front of his eyes, and he suddenly felt like a dog in the water, for no reason, he just thought the metaphor was very appropriate. "I said Taoyao, do you think it is possible for that child to come out alive? Escaping all shackles, breaking free from all traps, leaving worries behind, and finally understanding the nature of the world...no longer controlled by anyone."

"Then he came running to meet you."

"You just did something, didn't you?" Tao Yao suddenly became vigilant, in the erratic words of the man in white, he keenly sensed something wrong - that feeling was like walking into a completely strange place. place, yet your subconscious whispers that you have been here before.Or you are talking to someone, and you are discussing a brand new thing, but suddenly for a moment, you feel that the same thing happened in a certain time and space.

Everyone tells you that this is just your illusion, and even you yourself think it is because you are too neurotic.But that feeling of being pulled away from the soul in an instant - that almost terrifying sense of disobedience.

Memories are indeed a process of creation, and perhaps some monsters that people can't even imagine will be produced in this process.But the subconscious is different. Jung said that the subconscious is the pursuit of a person's life.

"I'm really sorry...my dear Taoyao." Lord Shenming stood up slowly from the ground: "I can't explain all this to you. Now, I have to go see someone."

"It's not so much about meeting someone, it's more about meeting the old me. By then, everything will come to an end."

"One day you'll know everything, and if hating me makes you feel better then, hate me as much as you want."

"Hey..." Taoyao looked at the god who was about to go away, he could even feel that his voice was trembling: "Liu Shuhan won't really die inside..."

"That's not sure...Anyway, I'm alive." Lord Shenming replied indifferently.

The so-called illusion is actually a kind of domain.This kind of domain is generally one-way, from the person in the illusion to the owner of the illusion, so the owner of the illusion knows the inside of the illusion, and people trapped in the illusion often lose their normal senses—— The senses have been taken away by the Lord of Illusions.To put it simply, ordinary illusions can be called "emotional income" for the Lord of illusions.But Lord Shenming is different - his illusion belongs to "emotional expenditure".

Other people's visions use the memory of the trapped person, his visions use his own memory.

Everything that Liu Shuhan "sees" is the experience of Lord Shenming himself.

So, can the so-called human memory crush the person who owns it, or save the person who owns it?

Lord Shenming pondered the jade token in his sleeve, carefully considering the relationship between the trapped person and the criminal.

In the time and space belonging to the "past self", Liu Shuhan bought all the jade tokens. He thought that the map he spelled out was the truth, so he came to this mountain, thinking that he could find his own life.But he forgot that apart from the big bag he bought, there was only one jade token left in this world.

"The self who has become a god" left the "Liu Shuhan of the past" in the illusion, and brought Taoyao back to the mountain, so there was Liu Shuhan who had lost memory that the "previous self" was looking for. The clues left by themselves go back up, back to the original starting point, and when the tip of the iceberg emerges, they will continue to walk until they encounter the next tragedy designed by me.

But sooner or later, the "past self" will become the "present self that has become a god".Lord Shenming looked at the clouds and mist at the foot of the mountain, and suddenly realized that before Taoyao hated him, he had already started to hate himself.

Liu Shuhan's tragedy and Taoyao's tragedy were all caused by him.He was once as confident as that gray blob, he thought he was Crow or Lachesis, but he didn't realize that he was just Atropos until he tried his best to do everything he could.

He can only cut the thread of life.

"What a huge gamble..." He felt the cold and tiny drops of water in the air, thinking silently.

"Will the owner of the game be swallowed up by the game itself? Or will it create a whole new world?"

"This ring world from which there is little escape..."

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Liu Shuhan has never felt such a huge sadness, just like suddenly in the century-old lake in Tianshan Mountain, the ensuing cold penetrated into his bone marrow and pierced his heart.

"It's like a cold wind passing through."

Liu Shuhan struggled to wake up from the "memories", he knew that this memory did not belong to him - it would not be his memory for any period of time, because he also knew that two ducks were nothing to him, he Determined not to pay such strong feelings—perhaps because he had seen too many partings.But his heart said otherwise.

This does not come from my own loneliness, nor is it a problem that can be solved with a correct attitude. These self-blame and pain all come from love for the whole world.

"Is this a memory belonging to the owner of the secret realm... Then is there a sad monster hidden in my heart, or does he want me to see these?" Liu Shuhan subconsciously wanted to grab Taoyao's hand.

No, Taoyao hasn't come back yet.

Liu Shuhan looked at the unchanged forest around him, and his fingertips began to tremble a little.

He didn't break through this mystery.He just saw a memory, and he didn't break through this secret realm.

His Tao Yao has not yet returned to his side.

And these are just the beginning of six months.

#####The duck thing is true...but it didn’t die qwqqqq, now it’s grown up in someone else’s house, and the disease is almost cured qwqqq! In fact, I only got up the courage to ask today, yesterday I cried like a sb when I coded... I didn't expect it to be a happy ending qwqqqq!

In the future, if you have any problems, you have to figure it out before giving your feelings, otherwise it will be really painful qwqqqq

PS Crab and Crab, the little angels who commented on me qaqqqq Oh my god, you are really angels, I burst into tears when I saw it qwqqqq, really crabs and crabs are so cute qwqqqq