My male coach breaks the void

【Seven days ago】

Tao Yao knew from the very beginning that her memory was incomplete.In other words, Taoyao knew early on that she was not a complete monster.He can recall all the cool breeze on the mountains, the bright moon on the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, the fragrance of flowers all over the mountains every summer, and the fireworks on the Ghost Festival.He could also recall all the things about God-the guy's smiles, the smell of alcohol that he always smelt of, and every word he ever said.

But his memory can never be connected together.Every piece of his memory is like a painting, so beautiful that it cannot be described in words, but it can never be moved.

He felt something was missing.There must be something missing.

"Protect that helpless scholar", after all, this is a thought in his heart, he does remember some fragments - those fragments are not even clear like memories.But whenever he recalled the whole past, it was always those things that were full of flowers, fresh clothes and angry horses—all of them were very beautiful in his opinion, and there was nothing else.Naturally, he could also vaguely remember some faceless people, some of whom were kind to him, and some of whom were just glimpsed and met by chance.Every time he thinks of these things, he always feels an indescribable sense of satisfaction in his heart, like a shriveled quilt covered with fluffy cotton, which is dried by someone on a bamboo pole in the yard. The taste of sunshine.But no matter what it is, as long as he is in this world, he still has a little feeling for himself-he can't deceive himself.Because there is such an obscure thought, there must have been something in the past.

It must have been etched into his bones.

"I finally figured it out." Tao Yao held the piece of jade with a mysterious luster in her hand, and looked at the sky with a smile.

"you liar."

Taoyao, the great monster from the mountain, finally retrieved his true memory on this day that no one knew about.

Gods seldom lie. In Taoyao’s long memory spanning a hundred years, Gods have only misbehaved twice. Taoyao was not interested in that kind of thing, and besides, he was just a tree at that time, even if there was any meaning similar to "greedy mouth", it just lingered in his mind twice.However, Lord Shenming came to him with a flushed face after drinking alcohol, hiccupped a little, and then said openly: "Taoyao, I have distributed the sweet-scented osmanthus cakes to those little monsters... yes That's right, just those few pheasant essences... If you want to eat, just ask the red fox to bring some."

"I didn't eat it!" He said so, licked the pastry crumbs left on his mouth, turned around and left gracefully.

Tao Yao didn't say anything, she just felt that if she had a human form, her smile would reveal exhaustion at this moment.

The second time was also a similar situation. It was Zhao Qiaofu who brought rare wine from the mountain. For the first time, God was so happy that he couldn't help himself. He hung on the man surnamed Zhao, as if his bones had been pulled out.There was an intoxicating aroma in the air, and Taoyao felt vaguely uncomfortable.

"Xiao Taoyao, Xiao Taoyao, my lord, I want to go out for a while." The man in white said this while stroking the petals he had just grown: "You have to be good."

"What are you going out for?" Tao Yao asked sullenly.

"Go out and play," the man smiled brighter, brighter than his flowers: "Whether it's the snow lotus in Tianshan or the rain and dew in the south, I can bring you as a gift, Xiao Taoyao."

nonsense.You are talking nonsense.Tao Yao swayed her branch, staring at the demon knife that never came out of the sheath on the man's waist.

He will never forget that day when a man surnamed Zhao in brocade clothes came back in a carriage, and in the carriage was a god covered in bruises and smelling of blood.Taoyao has never seen God so fragile, just like the ice floes on the river at the turn of winter and spring, like a flower that is about to die in midsummer.The sky was very blue that day, and the sky was so clear that there was no cloud at all. That was the weather that God didn't like the most.

Tao Yao suddenly wanted to cry.

So Tao Yao deeply realized one thing, the gods seldom lie, in his world there are only delicious food and the people he loves.Of course, this is only one of the reasons, the most important thing is that the gods will not lie at all.Every time he did those indecent things, he was like a child who did something wrong, his fingers twisted his clothes, his slightly thin face turned pale, so every time he told a lie, Taoyao could always see it.

Such naive reasons, such clumsy techniques.

Tao Yao never thought that she would be deceived by a child-like person for so long, almost overshadowing her entire life.

Tao Yao once thought deeply about this issue, and why the idea of ​​"protecting Liu Shuhan" was so strong that it overwhelmed his own survival consciousness.The answers obtained after that are all things that are not answers, they are all traps, guiding Taoyao to continue to use this idea until she knows the reason for it.

Or never want him to know the reason.

"It's really a long road." Tao Yao, who was still taking "The Legend of the Mountain and River Monster", stood on the rugged mountain road and sighed slightly.The sun shone quietly on the ground, like the calm before the storm, which made him very uncomfortable.He only felt that Lord Shenming had always been a lazy person, and he didn't feel anything when he went down the mountain. He didn't expect that the way up the mountain was so...difficult.

Maybe it's due to my lack of exercise, it's not as good as when I was a child... Tao Yao pinched her sore legs, and blamed the reason on her pampering for too long.Afterwards, he simply used the Gale Technique, and even gave up on walking.

In fact, I still want to be sensational... just like the gods used to look at the wild flowers and weeds on the side of the road carefully, occasionally laughing, saying something like "the flowers are blooming", or soaking the milky way with those pair of eyes His eyes looked at the sky, his white hair swayed gently with the breeze, and the sun shone wantonly on his face, making his already pale face almost transparent.

As if to disappear.

But now I really can't take it anymore with my old body... Taoyao used her mana to walk against the wind, and at the same time hammered her sore waist.

"Someone seems to be following me..." He murmured to himself, and then he was relieved: "It must be some kind of low-class monster... Maybe I heard my little brother's reputation back then, and wanted to see my little brother. Brother, my generation is elegant?"

Since he turned into a human and went down the mountain to play, there have been fewer and fewer monsters on this mountain.Taoyao didn't know the specific reason, but felt that the mountain became quiet day after day, like a lake that blocked the exit, the calm lake surface reflected the whole world, but the inside was stagnant water.

"Forget it, nothing will happen."

Then he crossed the flowing creek, turned over the fallen ancient trees, and skimmed over the still treetops, running towards the place where he took root many years ago.The entire Xuyu Mountain is only as big as it is, and he arrived at that place before noon.

It's still a dilapidated house, but half of the roof is missing, it's still a short fence, it's just that the overgrown weeds can no longer be stopped, it's still a rocking chair with no mystery, it's just that cobwebs have grown, and even the smooth bamboo joints It's gray and can't see its true colors.

And his little mound of earth has already been taken over by dandelion doves floating in from nowhere.

The sun shone on his body just as he thought, obviously it wasn't that hot, but he felt that he was so anxious that he was about to die.He lightly stopped his spell and stepped on the ground, wanting to call out a certain name, or certain words of certain names, but he couldn't utter any syllables.

It was then that he realized that he had been away for too long.

"Really... Isn't it just a few months... A few years? Even the little monsters haven't been cleaned up." Tao Yao shook her arms a little helplessly: "That's right, these rags should have been thrown away a long time ago. ..I am raised by someone, and these are of no use..."

"These crap..."

He stopped suddenly, and it took a long time before he said the next sentence.

"Let's keep these rags... At worst, I'll clean them up, little brother. It's not like I haven't done this kind of work before."

So Taoyao, who had promised to "go home early for dinner after picking up her things early", tidied up the courtyard awkwardly.Problems like weeding, house repairing, etc., could be solved with a flick of the sleeve. He insisted on doing everything by himself, and it was natural to waste time.So after he was busy with everything with that "extraordinary mobility", a bright moon could already be seen on the mountain in a short while.

...It's not a waste of time, it's good, that's it.Tao Yao untied the sleeves tied to her upper arms, and sat on her little soil bag full of dandelions, feeling unexpectedly good.

Yes, it is the kind of satisfaction that "is like a shriveled quilt covered with fluffy cotton, which is dried by someone on a bamboo pole in the yard.Tao Yao savored this feeling carefully, the starlight shining on him made him always have the illusion that the Lord God was not missing, and he was still watching him from a certain corner of the mountain—— Those galactic eyes.

"Xiao Taoyao, you have to remember, no matter when you feel lonely, because loneliness is the most terrible devil in this world, you can't beat it, but as long as you pretend you can't see it, it won't come hurt you."

"But sometimes it's really hard. It's so hard that you have to die. Don't you say that you should pay attention to 'exchange' and 'chips' when doing things? I don't have those things."

"How could it be?" Lord Shenming's unique voice echoed in his mind: "No way, Xiao Taoyao."

"Someone will always be behind you. No matter where you are, whether on earth, in heaven, or on the bridge of Naihe, he is waiting for you and following your steps where you can't see. He may Drinking on the boat you passed by, maybe sleeping in another guest room, maybe staying under the mulberry tree, maybe laughing under the stage. Anyway, he is there, he is your chip, the chip to escape from loneliness, this chip you will always be Yes, it’s just a matter of whether you think it’s a bargaining chip.”

Tao Yao looked down the mountain, there was a place full of karma and brightly lit, it was a noisy world.And his chips are in a small courtyard, maybe reading a book, maybe cooking, maybe looking at him through the space like this.He was there and he knew it.

I hope this story not only has a good process, but also a good beginning and end.Tao Yao caressed the land beside her where the mysterious jade was buried, praying silently. ##### Please leave a comment if you are watching, even one is fine, this kind of scumbag author really feels that he is in a single machine qaqqq