Heaven and earth return to one

Zhang Lixin stood outside Yin Zhan's room door, listening to the sound of broken dishes coming from inside.

After a while, the little girl Yao'er came out with a pile of fragments, and shook her head at him with a bitter face, "I still don't want to."

Zhang Lixin said in a low voice: "Ask the next person to cook another medicine and wait. He is making such a fuss, and he will fall asleep in about two hours. I will feed him then."

Yao'er was about to agree, but the person inside threw something on the door, there was a bang, and the little girl ran away in fright.

Zhang Lixin sighed, opened the door and walked in.

Yin Zhan stood a few steps away from the door, and when he saw him coming in, he glared at him, his delicate and beautiful face was so pale that there was no trace of blood.

"Why are you angry again?" Zhang Lixin walked in front of him, "You were obedient when Xiao Xi treated your poison two years ago, why is that now?"

Yin Zhan said in his heart that two years ago I was sleepy all day, so naturally I was at your mercy, but now I can't think about it.He looked at the tall and straight body and handsome face of the person in front of him, and the more he looked at it, the more angry he became, and he couldn't understand why he fell in love with this person blindly in the first place.

Zhang Li novice supported Yin Zhan's thin shoulder, "Are you still unwilling to talk to me? Ah Zhan, you..."

Yin Zhan didn't hear him finish, raised his hand and slapped him across the face.

Zhang Lixin didn't hide, so he just suffered. Anyway, Yin Zhan didn't have the strength, and it didn't hurt to hit him. As long as he was happy, it didn't matter if he hit him a few more times?

Unexpectedly, the one who was beaten was not good, the one who beat someone turned red first.

Zhang Lixin took his hand and rubbed it, "Do you hurt yourself? Next time you want to hit me, you just have to ask, and I will hit for you. I promise to beat you harder, and it will relieve you more."

Yin Zhan wanted to withdraw his hand, but failed several times, so he could only stare at Zhang Lixin angrily.

Zhang Lixin said: "Shall I go out with you?"

Yin Zhan was startled, thinking he had heard wrong.

Zhang Lixin had a bit of bitterness in his eyes, didn't say any more, put on a cloak for him, and took his hand out the door.

Yin Zhan was half a step behind him, looked at the hands they were holding, and rarely lost his temper.

Since Cangxun's 36 prefectures surrendered to Chengning, the trade has become much smoother, and because of the excellent scenery in Cangxun, many people come to see it, which makes the place more and more lively.

There are people coming and going on the street, rubbing shoulders, hawking and yelling on both sides, sometimes smelling the fragrance of tea, sometimes smelling the fragrance of wine, with laughter and laughter, the place is full of prosperity.

Yin Zhan followed Zhang Lixin for half a street, and suddenly stood in the middle of the road and stopped moving.

"Are you tired?" Zhang Lixin was afraid that he would bump into him, so he kept half hugging him, protecting him under his arms, seeing that he was not moving at this moment, he hastily pulled him into his arms again .

Yin Zhan looked around in a daze, and all he saw was peace, which was completely opposite to the dilapidation he guessed after the country was subjugated.

Zhang Lixin patted him on the back, "Don't be angry, I refused to let you go out because it was too dangerous outside, not because I wanted to imprison you. Now everything is fine, and there is no longer Yin Baizhu's remnant party making trouble. Just come out to play with you? As long as you like it and your body can hold it, I can go out with you every day."

Yin Zhan seldom heard Zhang Lixin talk so much at once, half raised his head to look at him, after a while, his eyes became wet, and then two lines of tears flowed down.

Zhang Lixin was frightened by him, and it took him a long time to wipe away his tears in a hurry, "Don't cry, this...is there something uncomfortable? Ah Zhan, don't scare me, we..."

"Zhang Lixin, do you know," Yin Zhan said suddenly, because he hadn't spoken for a long time, his voice was dry and hoarse, and it was difficult for him to speak a sentence without his tone, but he insisted on finishing, "What is it to be a king of subjugation?" How do you feel?"

Zhang Lixin felt a pain in his heart, and took off the water bag hanging from his waist to feed him, without answering his question, he just said: "You are finally willing to speak again, I am very happy."

Yin Zhan took two sips of water and coughed for a long time before regaining the feeling of speaking.He couldn't stand anymore, leaned on Zhang Lixin's shoulder, closed his eyes and said, "Zhang Lixin, I hate you."

Zhang Lixin was not surprised that he would say that, and hummed: "I'm sorry."

"But you have taken care of this place very well, even better than I did back then. You treated my people kindly and brought them to live and work in peace and contentment. I... I have no reason to hate you." Yin Zhan said with a trembling voice. slow.

Zhang Lixin couldn't bear to listen to his self-abuse-like words, and helped him to walk back, "You are tired, let's go back and drink the medicine, and have a good rest."

Yin Zhan touched his left abdomen, "When you persuaded me to surrender, I lost my temper with you and stabbed you. Are you okay now?"

"The injury wasn't serious at all, but you were so angry that you fainted and almost couldn't wake up." Feeling that his footsteps were weak and his body slipped, Zhang Lixin directly picked him up.

Yin Zhan didn't feel embarrassed with him, and rested his head on his shoulder, "But I'm still awake, I have to tell you, I am willing to surrender."

Zhang Lixin couldn't bear it, "Stop talking."

Yin Zhan blinked, and rubbed his chin with his slender fingers, "When I was unconscious, you fed me medicine mouth to mouth, I actually knew it."

Zhang Lixin said expressionlessly: "Whoever wakes you up and refuses to drink, I can't watch you begging to die."

"Why did you do that?" Yin Zhan asked, "Actually, there's no need at all..."

"Hey, isn't this the marshal!" Before he could finish speaking, a middle-aged man with a mustache rushed out from the right side of the road, took Zhang Lixin's arm and said, "It's rare to see the marshal go out, hurry to our restaurant Sit down, order whatever you want, I'll treat you!"

When someone heard his voice, they hurriedly surrounded him, and soon surrounded Zhang Lixin and Yin Zhan.

Everyone chattered and wanted to invite Zhang Lixin to sit at their home, and they were extremely enthusiastic.

Yin Zhan felt a little uncomfortable now, and buried his face in Zhang Lixin's neck, hoping that no one would notice him.

"Marshal, thanks to you we are here today, why didn't you come a few years earlier?"

I don't know who said this sentence, Zhang Lixin felt the body of the person he was holding in his arms paused, and then he hummed softly in his ears.

Zhang Lixin was having a headache, thinking to himself how he could coax them well after returning home, and just as he was about to politely decline their invitation, he heard another person ask: "Who is the Marshal holding? The little brother is not feeling well, do you want to sit down first?" Come down and have a rest? This is so handsome, is he the Marshal's younger brother? Looks like he hasn't married yet, my daughter..."

Yin Zhan has been in the palace for many years, these people naturally have never seen him, but they have always been keen on marrying people from the Marshal's Mansion.

Not wanting that person to bring up the matter, Zhang Lixin's face darkened, even uglier than when the group of people said they were kissing him.He squeezed Yin Zhan out of the crowd and said, "Don't bother, she is my wife."

On the noisy street, there was a moment of silence here alone.

Yin Zhan's body also froze.

"In this way, no one will propose a kiss to you in the future." After walking a little further, Zhang Lixin whispered in Yin Zhan's ear.

Yin Zhan hid away, never expecting that Zhang Lixin said this to please him, but sadly thought that he was being used as a shield by that person, and his mood was even worse.

Zhang Lixin felt that his back was extremely tense, and he was a little worried: "Ah Zhan, tell me if you feel uncomfortable? Hold on, let's go back soon."

Yin Zhan grabbed his neck bitterly, with despair in his eyes, "Zhang Lixin, in fact, you and Li Yunke have already planned to swallow Cang Xun, right? You approached me for this purpose, right? "

His hands were weak and weak, Zhang Lixin was not threatened at all, but looked at him with pity and helplessness.

Yin Zhan's face became hot when he saw him, "What?"

Zhang Lixin pursed his lips and said, "You are the one who approached me."

Yin Zhan: "..."

Zhang Lixin swept his depressed face, and slightly curled the corners of his lips.

Yin Zhan was stunned.

Zhang Lixin seldom smiles, but every time he sees his smile, Yin Zhan feels that the darkest corner of his heart is also lit up.I have always known that I love this person deeply, even if the country and society are destroyed in his hands, I still have a deep-rooted love for him, which is hopeless.

Yin Zhan stared longingly at his smiling face, and then suddenly recalled, it seemed that since he persuaded himself to surrender, he had never seen him smile again.

why doesn't he smileDidn't he already get what he wanted?Could it be that when he was in pain, would he also be in pain?

Yin Zhan unconsciously stroked the half of his face that was slapped by him, and said, "You haven't answered my question yet, I'm obviously useless, why do you bother to save me?"

Zhang Lixin didn't look at him, his footsteps were very steady, just like his voice, he said: "Because I care about you, I love you, and I can't live without you."

Be caught off guard.

"I know you hate me, but I don't know what to do to get your forgiveness." Zhang Lixin said softly, "I can give you my life if you want it, as long as you can be happier."

Yin Zhan's lips trembled uncontrollably, he could only bite them hard.

Zhang Lixin continued: "I hope you can forget about all this, stop thinking about your family, country and world, and just be with me well, let me love you and spoil you forever. But I understand that is impossible, the killing I gave you will never be able to Make up, so I never dare to express my heart to you, because everyone knows that I don't have the qualifications."

Yin Zhan straightened his upper body, tightly wrapped his arms around Zhang Lixin's neck, and burst into tears for the second time today.

He was crying so hard that Zhang Lixin was very distressed.

But this time he didn't persuade him, because Zhang Lixin knew that he really had too many things to vent.

However, Yin Zhan's body was very weak, and he felt exhausted after crying for a long time, and buried his face in Zhang Lixin's neck, feeling drowsy.

Zhang Lixin coaxed: "Go to sleep."

Yin Zhan rubbed his tears and snot on his clothes, groaned twice, and said vaguely: "In the future I will... drink medicine..."

Zhang Lixin smiled again, and kissed him lightly on the hair.