Heaven and earth return to one

Nangong Xin was startled by the sound of the porridge bowl being smashed, his small body bounced, and he looked at Li Yunke blankly, his mouth was about to cry, but he didn't dare.

"Xin'er, I'm sorry, did I burn you?" Li Yunke turned his head to face him, but his eyes couldn't fall on his face when he asked.

The little guy said nervously: "No..."

Li Yunke hummed, then looked at Xiang Duo again, "What did you just... say?"

Xiang Duo was very worried about him, "Master..."

"Impossible, this...how is it possible?" Li Yunke stood up, swayed his body, saw Xiang Duo reaching out to help, separated his hands, and walked out alone.

Nangong Xin held the little fox noodle cake with one ear bitten off, and said a little uneasy: "Father, don't go..."

"Father won't leave, but father will come when you rest." Li Yunke was dizzy, and his heartbeat seemed to rush out of his throat, causing his eyes to go dark, and his voice sounded a little floating.

"Master...Master!" Xiang Duo wanted to comfort him a few more words, but suddenly he saw his knees bent and knelt down.Xu Shi's body couldn't bear the momentum, and blood gushed out of his mouth.

Li Yunke felt a little pain from being bumped into his knees, and the pain in his chest and abdomen was even worse, but these were not as uncomfortable as his son's sudden burst of crying.

When Nangongxuan heard the bowl was broken, he got up and got out of bed, and moved out of it until now, and was shocked when he saw it, "What's going on?"

Supporting Li Yunke's body, Xiang Duo shouted to the outside, "Young Master, come in!"

Nangongxuan had no time to pay attention to his crying son, and walked quickly to Li Yunke's side. He wanted to squat but couldn't, his face turned pale with anxiety, "Help him to the bed quickly!"

Qin Shaojun had already come in, and together with Xiang Duo, Li Yunke was lifted up and sent to the inner room.

"Young Master, take Xin'er away, and read it for me for a while." Nangong Xuan supported his waist and took a few breaths, "Quick... quickly find Xiaoxi."

Qin Shaojun was also worried about Li Yunke, but he also knew that he couldn't help, so he obediently hugged Nangong Xin and left, coaxing him carefully all the way, and went to find Han Luo for some more delicious food.

Xiang Duo waited on Li Yunke to wipe his face and rinse his mouth, and gave him some internal energy until Li Yunke refused.

Seeing that Li Yunke's head was dripping with cold sweat, Nangong Xuan knew that he was still in pain, so he twisted another towel and said to Xiang Duo, "Let me do it."

Xiang Duo backed out silently.

Li Yunke wanted to open his eyes, but it took a few tries before he managed to open a gap, and saw Nangong Xuan pursing his pretty lips, wiping his sweat seriously with a worried expression on his face.It's been a long time since he showed such an expression to himself, and it made Li Yunke a little dazed for a while, and said in a hoarse voice: "Xuan'er, don't be busy, sit down and rest, don't get tired."

Nangongxuan couldn't help feeling distressed when he heard his voice tremble, "I'm not tired, shut up."

Li Yunke closed his mouth, and closed his eyes again after a while.

Nangong Xuan helped him wipe off the sweat that appeared on his forehead again, took away his hand that was lying on his abdomen and tried to rub it but couldn't do it, and gently rubbed and pressed it for him to relieve the pain.

Xu Mingxi rushed over quickly and gave Li Yunke an injection.

However, the poison has already penetrated deep into the blood of the meridians, and other methods are of no great use except antidote.Xu Mingxi was actually just cooperating with Li Yunke to make Nangongxuan, who was watching from the sidelines, feel better.

Guessing that the time for the poison to be released is almost over, Xu Mingxi withdrew the needle and said to Nangong Xuan: "Don't worry, the leader, let the prince lie down for a while and he will be fine."

As expected, Nangong Xuan heaved a sigh of relief.

"You can talk to the lord for a while, I'll go and read the letter." Xu Mingxi put away the silver needle and went out, before going out, she didn't forget to tell her, "The leader should also remember to take care of his own body."

Nangong Xuan said casually, "Understood."

After he left, the room was silent for a long time.

Nangongxuan looked at the face of Li Yunke who was resting with his eyes closed, and wanted to reach out and rub his hand to make his face look better, but after thinking for a long time, he still couldn't reach out.

"Xuan'er," it was Li Yunke who spoke first, and said wearily, "Xiaoxi asked you to talk to me."

Nangong Xuan froze, showing a bit of bewilderment - he hadn't talked to Li Yunke for some days, and he didn't know what to say.Fortunately, Li Yunke still closed his eyes and did not see the embarrassment on his face.

"Why did you suddenly become poisonous?" After thinking for a long time, Nangong Xuan finally chose the most direct one.

Li Yunke moved, turned to face him, opened his eyes and smiled, "Which time did I not suddenly get poisoned?"

Nangong Xuan frowned, and said, "Don't put me off, what did Xiang Duo tell you?"

Li Yunke's smile froze on his face, his eyes were full of pain and desolation, his long eyelashes trembled twice, and he said softly: "He said... said my mother... and left."

Nangong Xuan was stunned, as if he didn't understand what he meant.

"My mother's mother is still in good health. After the emperor's brother passed away, someone has been helping me to keep an eye on her old man. Grief is unavoidable, but if she is alone, how can she say that she is gone?" Li Yunke drew something on the bed His fingers trembled a little, his eyes soon became wet, "Xuan'er, do you think Xiang Duo lied to me?"

Nangongxuan really didn't expect it to be such a big deal, and his heart sank for a moment. After hesitating, he held Li Yunke's hand, and said in a gentle tone that he hadn't seen for a long time, "I know you can't accept it, but you can't deceive yourself. Yunke, you You don't need to send your brother off, but the queen mother is gone, you..."

Li Yunke didn't let the tears fall, and closed his eyes slowly, "I can't change anything if I go, and my mother will never come back. And Xiaoxi told me that with your current situation, it may take another half a month or so. I'm about to give birth, so I can't leave at this time. I... I don't have much time, I still have a lot of things to do, I'll finish them all, and then I'll go over there and ask my mother for forgiveness."

"What nonsense!" Nangong Xuan clenched his hands tightly, "Forget it, you are not in good health, I won't advise you to make trouble, and you should stop thinking about it."

Li Yunke rubbed against him, showing a rare fragility between his brows, begging: "Xuan'er, even the queen mother doesn't want me anymore, don't ignore me anymore, can you forgive me?"

Nangongxuan paused for breath, his thin back straightened, and he didn't speak for a while.

Just when Li Yunke thought he was still unwilling, Nangong Xuan let out a long sigh, slumped his shoulders, and said with some pain: "It's true that I said I wasn't angry with you, so it doesn't matter whether you forgive or not."

Li Yunke half propped himself up, "Then..."

"It's never you that I can't forgive," Nangong Xuan let go of his hand and stood up, turning his back to him, "it's myself."

Li Yunke thought for a while before he understood what he meant, but he couldn't laugh or cry, "Xuan'er, you blame yourself and punish me instead, what's the point?"

Nangong Xuan walked away to pour water for him, but didn't look back.

He was a thoughtful person, but after pregnancy he became more sensitive than usual, these words probably hurt him even more.Li Yunke consciously made a slip of the tongue, got up with weak hands and feet, walked slowly behind Nangong Xuan, and wrapped him in his arms, "I was sad when I received the news and said the wrong thing, don't take it to heart. Xuan'er, we Don't blame anyone, everything will be fine in the future, huh?"

Nangongxuan covered his hand wrapped around her waist, and let herself lean into his arms, "But I hurt you, we can have a lifetime, all because of me..."

"Without you, what's the point of a lifetime?" Li Yunke kissed his hair on the temples, and stroked his abdomen with his hands, "You have paid more for me. Needless to say, you have suffered hardships on your hands, and you have even lost your dignity. How could it be me? Can one life be paid off?"

Nangong Xuan blurted out: "I am willing!"

Li Yunke lay on his neck and smiled, "I'm so happy to hear you say that."

Nangong Xuan snorted.

"It was just an accident, let it pass in the past." Li Yunke said, "My situation is indeed not very good, and you are also in danger. Since there are not many good days left, why don't we cherish the present? "

Nangongxuan hummed indiscriminately, and stood up straight with his back supported, "Go to bed and rest."

"Stop making trouble, okay?" Li Yunke insisted on asking.

Nangong Xuan blushed slightly, lowered her head, "Okay."

"You're tired too, lie down with me for a while." Li Yunke took his hand back to the bed and helped him press his waist and legs.

Nangong Xuan pulled him, "I'm fine."

Li Yunke lay down and hugged him into his arms, "I want to set up a simple altar at night, and kowtow a few times in the direction of Yingzhong. I think I'm sending my mother off."

Nangong Xuan turned his face slightly, "Do you want to drink later? If you want, I will accompany you."

"If accompany me means I drink and you see, then fine."

Nangong Xuan said: "Let's drink together, I..."

Li Yunke tapped the tip of his nose, "No, you are not allowed to feed my daughter."

Nangong Xuan rolled his eyes at him, "Speaking of which, we haven't had a good drink together, and I don't know if there will be another chance in the future."

"I will feel uncomfortable when you say that." Li Yunke wrapped his fingers around his long hair, "Yes, after you give birth to your daughter and take care of yourself, I will accompany you anytime you want to get drunk—I think I should be able to last At that time."

Nangong Xuan couldn't help but grabbed his hand, brought it to his mouth and bit it hard.

Li Yunke hissed and looked at him aggrievedly, "It hurts."

"Does it hurt?" Nangong Xuan touched his face, sat up a little higher, and brought his head to his chest, "Cry out if it hurts, I'm here."

Li Yunke's hand on his stomach trembled, and then completely relaxed.The pain that was deliberately suppressed flooded the whole heart in a blink of an eye, and the sour feeling rose to the bottom of the nose and eyes, and could no longer be controlled, it turned into tears and flowed down drop by drop.

Nangongxuan's hand patted Li Yunke's shoulders, feeling his tears soaking through his clothes quickly, and he couldn't help feeling a little regretful - it was too late for him to give him the embrace that allowed him to vent.