First love wants to get back together with me

It was early morning when we got home, and Tao Rui took advantage of his interest to toss and toss endlessly until nearly four o'clock. After tossing and toss, we went to take a bath together. Tao Rui hugged Xiao Yichen, who was sore and weak and weak, to bed, and then fell asleep with his arms in his arms contentedly.

After not sleeping for a long time, Xiao Yichen was awakened from a deep sleep by the soul-stirring ringtone. Tao Rui put his arm over Xiao Yichen and took the phone. After seeing the caller ID, he reminded in a low voice: "It's your mother."

Xiao Yichen stretched out his hand from under the quilt, without opening his eyes, Tao Rui clicked to answer, and handed the phone to Xiao Yichen.

Xiao Yichen said wearily and confusedly: "Hello, Mom."

Daimei's anxious and nervous voice came from the other end of the phone, "Chenchen, come to the hospital quickly, your grandma's condition suddenly worsened in the morning, come here quickly!"

Xiao Yichen opened his eyes in an instant, and his brain suddenly woke up. He saw the uneasy emotions in his mother's words, and his heart hung high in an instant.

Ten minutes later, Xiao Yichen drove to the hospital. Tao Rui had to take care of An An at home, so he didn't come with him.

Xiao Yichen rushed upstairs and found his mother outside the emergency room. She came here together in an ambulance. When Xiao Yichen arrived, Xiao Weilin and the others had just arrived by car not too long ago.

The door of the emergency room was closed, and the situation inside could not be seen clearly, but judging from the extremely dignified and depressed emotions of his mother and younger siblings, the situation was probably not optimistic.

Xiao Yichen waited in a daze for a while, then asked wearily, "What's going on? Didn't you feel fine last night?"

Daimei didn't say a word, and the originally strong festive atmosphere was suddenly shrouded in heavy and oppressive haze.

Xiao Weiyun's eyes were flushed, and she said in a low voice: "Grandma is enduring the pain, she just wants to go home to celebrate the New Year together, so she lied to us and said it's okay, when I woke up in the morning, I saw grandma lying on the bed feeling very uncomfortable, her arm... hurts It's going to bleed all over here."

Xiao Yichen didn't continue to ask, the chance of being cured of this disease is extremely low, especially the most difficult stage of liver cancer, they actually all had a premonition in their hearts, but no one mentioned it, and they didn't dare to mention it.

An hour later, Tao Rui rushed to the hospital holding An An who had packed up. An An rubbed her eyes in a daze, not knowing what happened.

The emergency room was so quiet that a needle could be heard falling, and death was so close at this moment, so close that the scythe swung high by the god of death was close at hand, and would be swung down suddenly in the next second.

Three hours passed, and everyone heard a sudden loud commotion in the emergency room.After a while, the door of the emergency room was opened, and the doctor came out with a face full of regret, and looked around everyone with sympathy.

Xiao Yichen's heart thumped suddenly, and he was instantly shrouded in a thick haze of fear.

The doctor sighed: "...I'm sorry, the patient's condition has deteriorated seriously. We have tried our best, but...you should go in and see the patient for the last time."

Xiao Yichen's heart shook violently, and he stared fixedly at the open door of the emergency room.

Dai Mei was relatively calm, probably because she had been prepared for this, so even if this moment really came, she didn't suddenly lose her composure.

Dai Mei entered the emergency room first, and when she passed by Xiao Yichen, she grabbed his hand and said seriously: "You have also seen how painful grandma's chemotherapy is, and you have done everything you should do. Grandma has no regrets, let's go in with mom. Go see your grandma for the last time."

Xiao Yichen said hoarsely: "Mom..."

Dai Mei sighed: "Don't be sad, this is grandma's life, let's let her go through this last journey happily."

Dai Mei led Xiao Yichen's three brothers and sisters in to see grandma, and the heart rate displayed on the ECG monitor placed on the operating table was almost straightened.

The doctors and nurses all withdrew, and the operating room was empty, filled with a deep and sad atmosphere.

Grandma was lying flat on the hospital bed, no longer the radiant spirit of last night, her whole body was covered with a powerless lifelessness, and her cloudy eyes looked at everyone dully.

"Okay, okay..."

Grandma suddenly raised her needle-pocketed hand, and she laughed hard, and the words she said were as light as the wind would blow away, "Live well, family...family can't be separated..."

The hand that was only slightly raised froze in mid-air, and suddenly fell on the operating table like a stone breaking free from its restraint.

On the ECG monitor, the originally extremely low heart rate and blood pressure instantly became a straight line, and the ECG monitor then issued a sharp alarm sound.

Xiao Yichen lowered his body, tightly clenched the light green surgical gown on grandma's body with his fingers, and shouted softly as if afraid of waking grandma, "Grandma..."

Grandma closed her eyes, her skinny, ravine-covered face was still peaceful, but she was no longer able to respond to Xiao Yichen's call.

"mom--"

"grandmother--"

"grandmother!"

"..."

Outside the emergency room, An An, who was dazed and tired before, suddenly turned her head and stared straight at the emergency room, and then burst into tears unexpectedly.

Tao Rui's heart shrank suddenly, as if being clenched by someone's fist.

In an instant, the air inside and outside the emergency room seemed to be evacuated suddenly, and then injected with a high concentration of sadness and pain that made people unable to breathe. Then freeze up.

With the death of grandma, the joyful atmosphere of the New Year also came to an end.Afterwards, Xiao Yichen brought his father over to see his grandma again. Xiao Jing lay on top of his grandma and talked for a long time. When he came out, the tears were still on his face, but he seemed more silent than before, bowing his head and not saying a word.

An An has a very good relationship with grandma. In the past, grandma often took him to sleep with him, so the death of grandma also had a great impact on An An.

From grandma's death to grandma's burial, An An's mood was always very unstable. She was either silent or noisy, and sometimes she fell asleep and burst into tears. This made Xiao Yichen have no choice but to go and sleep with An An. It was an empty room at night, and he didn't even dare to make a complaint at this time.

Tao Rui helped to deal with grandma's funeral. On the day of her death, she was sent directly to the funeral parlor. The cemetery was chosen in the newly built cemetery here. The environment is quiet, comfortable and comfortable, which is very suitable for long-term residence.

On the day of grandma's cremation, all the relatives rushed over, and everyone wore sackcloth and filial piety to witness the cremation process through the external window of the cremation room. Xiao Jing and his sisters from grandma's natal family almost fainted from crying, and Xiao Yichen and other relatives were also in tears. His face was full of grief.An An's mood has been unstable recently, Xiao Yichen didn't dare to let him come to the ceremony, and only asked Tao Rui to take care of An An, so as not to let An An's mood deteriorate again.

Soon, a fire broke out in the crematorium, and the corpse was quickly incinerated under the intense heat, and the ashes were collected by the staff and put into the urn.

When grandma was buried, it was a special day to invite candidates.On the brand-new tombstone, there are photos of grandma when she was alive, and the scene when she smiled is as vivid as yesterday.

Tao Rui came here with An An. Before that, he had seriously explained to An An over and over again, saying that grandma just went to heaven, where there would be no disasters or pains in the world, and grandma would live better in heaven.

An An lowered her head and listened, there were still crystal teardrops hanging on her long eyelashes, which were about to fall.

After the funeral was settled, the relatives who came over also left one after another, and life returned to calm again, but it was impossible to really return to the past.

After grandma left, the house suddenly became empty. Grandma's figure was no longer seen, grandma's voice could no longer be heard, and even seeing things that grandma had used before she was alive could make the atmosphere instantly full of grief.

This kind of habit cannot be forcibly reversed. The grief in my heart must be repaired with time, which will be a long process.

After grandma was buried, Xiao Jing locked himself in the room for two whole days. Dai Mei was in a bad mood and didn't have the mood to talk to Xiao Jing for the time being. As long as the other party didn't make trouble for her, she would be lucky.

On the third day, when Xiao Jing stepped out of the room, he was full of energy as if he had changed his face, and he changed from the weak and weak before.

Grandma's death was a great blow to Xiao Jing. He has been at home since his legs were disabled, and his mother took care of him in most cases.Xiao Jing was disheartened after being hit hard, so he simply broke the can and broke his fighting spirit. During this period, his grandmother did a lot of ideological work for him, advising him not to give up on himself. Even if his legs are disabled, he still has wisdom and hands. Difficulties cannot stop those who want to work hard.

Xiao Jing was upset at the time, he couldn't listen to these words at all, instead he misinterpreted it as meaning that his mother detested him, and suddenly felt that the whole family despised him, that he was useless and a drag on his family, and often committed suicide Thoughts have been moved, thinking of simply dying.

The most ironic thing is that things that he couldn't figure out before no matter what, suddenly seem to be enlightened after his mother's death.

Xiao Jing knew that he had no backing. His previous strongest and most reliable backing had fallen, so he had to stand up and face a new life.

And... You must listen to your mother.

"mom……"

Xiao Jing pushed the wheelchair and walked to the window, letting the bright and dazzling sunlight outside the window envelope him.He could feel the warm sunlight burning the branches and leaves called decadence on his body, which were set on fire, burned over and over again, and then disappeared into ashes.

After that, Xiao Weilin pushed his father to visit the Disabled Persons' Federation. After a detailed registration, the Disabled Persons' Federation told him that if there was a suitable job, it would notify him in time.

Xiao Jing didn't wait for the notification from the Disabled Persons' Federation, but actively called every day to consult, and asked so that even the Disabled Persons' Federation recognized him.It was very beneficial to do so. About a week later, the Disabled Persons' Federation called Xiao Jing, saying that there was a book and newsstand nearby, and asked him if he would like to go there.

Xiao Jing was naturally happy. After all, newsstands can also make money, and because the Disabled Persons' Federation is in charge, they only need to pay a monthly management fee of a few hundred yuan.

Xiao Jing's change was unexpected, but when he was sitting in the newsstand, he knew very well that the people who most wanted to see him change at the beginning were already separated, and they would never see each other again.