First love wants to get back together with me

Xiao Yichen suddenly felt a lump in his throat, he opened his mouth and couldn't speak.He didn't dare to say it, for he was afraid that if he said it, he would piss his mother off.

Xiao Yichen shook his head, "Mom, why are you still mentioning her?"

Daimei was furious, "The child is in the current situation, she should pay the child support, why should all the responsibility be shifted to you, she just sees you as a bully, and I will never end it!"

"Mom," Xiao Yichen held his forehead and said with a headache, "I know it well, don't worry about An'an, I can take good care of him."

"My own son, I know what kind of character you are. You can take care of An An, but you can still take care of him for the rest of your life? What if you get sick or old? Who will take care of you then? Silly son, you are such an adult Now, these things should also be considered, don't let mom worry about you all the time."

"Can we not talk about this? Let's talk about it later. I will live a good life. Don't worry."

"Can I rest assured that An'an's matter has not been handled well, and I feel like a stone is placed in my heart. I'm afraid that I will die in the future, what can you do! Your brother and sister will also get married in the future, and it's over When you get married, you live your own life, how much they can help you."

Xiao Yichen heard his mother beating around the bush, and couldn't help interrupting: "Mom, what exactly do you want to say?"

Dai Mei paused, and said earnestly: "You are already 26, and it will be even more difficult to find in a few years. You don't think about yourself, but also plan for An'an's future. Find someone to marry and have a child with. The relationship, the child will not ignore the younger brother in the future, you can have a hot meal when you come home from work, this is a family."

"I know, mom, don't worry, I just didn't find the right one."

"You said you were looking for it yourself, and your mother asked you to look for it yourself, but have you been looking for it for so many years, what is suitable? How do you know if it is suitable when you have nowhere? You are just perfunctory and annoying, and treat your mother like a fool. cheat."

"I do not have."

"Then why can't you find it? Xiaofei is such a nice girl, and she is also interested in you. After all, you have no feelings. What is feeling? Feelings will develop slowly. Did your grandparents have feelings before they got married? Isn't it true?" It’s still the same for the rest of my life. Your dad and I also met each other on a blind date. It’s not been a good relationship for so many years. What’s going on with the children now, they have to pursue feelings. .”

"Mom, I can't make do with someone I don't like for the rest of my life."

"You...I really can't figure out what you are thinking!" Daimei was so angry that she began to wipe her tears again, her voice mixed with tears, "Chenchen, mom, don't blame mom for speaking badly, like your current situation , with a child with autism, can those beautiful and excellent women like you, beautiful and good-looking are false, you have to look at a person's quality, she has to treat you well, treat An'an well, With your conditions here, you can’t be too picky, you can just make do with it, you know?”

Xiao Yichen's temples were throbbing, he knew his mother was doing it for his own good, but he couldn't accept his mother's theory, let alone follow his mother's wishes, but just because his mother's intentions were good, he couldn't find it. When he found an excuse to refute, he just kept silent, silently rejecting the ideas his mother wanted to instill in him.

The summer night is quiet and silent, the yellowed street lamps stand alone on the street, and the cicadas are louder and louder in the quiet environment, shaking the eardrums like a drum.

Xiao Yichen looked away, and he could feel that his mother's eyes were fixed on him all the time. It was a soft knife, and the sharp blade gently scratched his flesh. Not only could he not cry out the pain, but he had to bear it Shame and guilt.

This depressing silence lasted for several minutes. Dai Mei finally sighed in disappointment, and said angrily with a bit of hatred for iron and steel: "No one in your family can make me worry! When you were young, your family was poor. I also give you good food and drink, thinking that no matter how poor you are, you can’t suffer children. I will also pay for you to go to college one by one. I hope you can be successful. Your mother has been like this all her life, and your father is useless now. , I just hope that you can win me over and make our Xiao family look good, you are good! Everyone is like this, self-willed and depraved, not self-motivated, you just want to piss me off, right? If it weren't for my support With this home..."

The more Daimei talked, the more excited she became. At this time, there was a loud and noisy TV sound in the living room. The majestic battle scene in the anti-Japanese drama was mixed with harsh and hoarse roars and gunshots. The tense atmosphere that would directly collapse is dissipated.

Xiao Yichen seemed to be pushed into the deep sea, and he finally got a moment's breath before he was suffocated.

Dai Mei rushed into the living room aggressively, threw all the clothes in her hands on Xiao Jing, and then grabbed the remote control to turn down the volume.

Xiao Jing didn't seem to notice Dai Mei's anger, he still smiled with a good temper, and shouted loudly: "Turn up the volume, I can't hear you."

Dai Mei vented all her anger on Xiao Jing, she slammed the remote control on the ground, "Watch TV, watch TV! You watch TV all day long! Do you still care about this house? You are a leg You are disabled, but your head is not disabled. Your elder son is like this, and your younger son is also like this. Your daughter is also away from home all day. I don’t know how to fool around outside. Are you still a man? Leave these things to me! Yours? Why did I marry a man like you? "

Xiao Jing was stunned for a moment, but did not speak. He rowed the wheelchair and bent down to pick up the remote control with difficulty, and then began to put the smashed remote control back together again.

Daimei really couldn't stay any longer, her punch was like hitting cotton, the person who was hit was neither hurt nor itchy, and she didn't even give her any reaction.

Dai Mei's tears rolled down, she held back the bitter cry that was about to cry, turned around and ran into the room, and then slammed the door hard.

Xiao Jing held up the reassembled remote control, pointed it at the TV and pressed it for a try, and found that it was still working, so he turned up the volume again. After that, he kept staring at the TV without changing his posture.

Xiao Yichen sat alone on the balcony, his head was messed up with countless threads, but he couldn't sort them out completely.His family was not like this before, but since his father's accident, everything has changed. His father has become passive and silent, taciturn all day long and no longer cares about family affairs. He either sleeps or watches TV. She thought his father couldn't make money, and after his father's accident, his mother felt that his father was useless, so she stopped talking to him, and didn't take his father seriously.

There is always a low air pressure in the house, like the dark and humid rainy season that lasts all year round, it is so stuffy that people can't breathe, it's no wonder Xiao Weiyun doesn't like to stay at home.

He has to go to work tomorrow, even though Xiao Yichen thinks that he will 100% suffer from insomnia, he still has to lie on the bed to refresh himself.His mother locked the door again, and his father couldn't enter the room, so he habitually moved himself to the sofa. He often slept on the sofa, and Daimei liked to close the door to prevent him from entering the room when he got angry.

Xiao Yichen also made a temporary bed in Xiao Weilin's room, not much more comfortable than a sofa. Seeing that his father seemed to be asleep, he went over to cover his father with a quilt.

Wearing pajamas, Xiao Weilin poked his head out of the room and said, "Brother, are you still asleep?"

Xiao Yichen lowered his voice, "Is An An still awake?"

"No, I'm wearing earphones, you go to sleep, you have to go to work tomorrow."

Xiao Yichen nodded, "Go to bed first, I'll take a shower."

Xiao Weilin closed the door again, Xiao Yichen rubbed his face, took his pajamas into the bathroom to take a shower, he turned on the shower head, and was standing by the side waiting for the water to heat up, when he heard the mobile phone outside rang suddenly.

The ringtone of the mobile phone was particularly sharp and abrupt in the quiet night. Xiao Yichen was afraid of waking everyone up, so he quickly turned off the water and went out to answer the call. However, when he saw the caller displayed on the screen was Yang Ying, Xiao Yichen couldn't help being stunned.

He exchanged phone numbers with Yang Ying when he accompanied An An to the west of the city some time ago, but Yang Ying never contacted Xiao Yichen after that, and Xiao Yichen had an intuition that Yang Ying's contact with him this time might be related to Tao Rui.

Xiao Yichen picked up the phone and walked out of the balcony, "Hello, Yang Ying?"

Yang Ying's end sounded quite noisy, mixed with loud and deafening rock music, he said anxiously: "Have you seen Brother Rui?"

Xiao Yichen didn't know why, "I'm at home."

"No, let me tell you, Brother Rui has been sullen and unhappy for a while since he found out about you, and we didn't come out when we asked him out. We were afraid that he would get moldy at home, so we tried every means to call Brother Rui out. Come out, but Brother Rui kept drinking when he came over. I think he wanted to play the trick of using alcohol to drown his sorrows. We couldn't stop him. Brother Rui can't stand drinking like this. Anyway, I think he seems drunk , and he left the bar suddenly just now, I suspect he is probably going to find you..."

Xiao Yichen took off the phone, stared at another call coming in from the phone, and remained silent.

Yang Ying was still chattering: "Let me remind you, brother Rui is very angry about this, you said you have seen it so many times, he doesn't know as much as me..."

Xiao Yichen interrupted suddenly: "Don't doubt it."

"Huh? What?"

"I'm sure Tao Rui is looking for me."

After Xiao Yichen finished speaking, he hung up the phone and picked up another call from Tao Rui.

After answering the call, there was a dead silence in the handset of the mobile phone, and the wind blowing from the balcony revealed the dark, damp and cold feeling of the cemetery.

Xiao Yichen broke the silence first, "Where are you?"

Tao Rui didn't speak, Xiao Yichen could only hear the complicated and dull panting sound, like the sky thunder exploding above his head on a hot summer day.

After a while, Tao Rui's slightly hoarse and deep voice sounded, "Outside your house."

"you……"

"I originally planned to come directly to knock on the door, but then I stood by the door for fear of waking up your family."

Xiao Yichen didn't know what to say, he was already in a bad mood today, and he didn't want to have any more disputes with Tao Rui.

"Sorry, but I didn't lie to you."

Tao Rui found it extremely ridiculous, and said sarcastically in a cold tone: "Yes, you just don't even think it's necessary to tell me."

"Tao Rui, Yang Ying said you were drunk."

"I'm not drunk."

"It's too late, you go back, we can talk another day."

"What Yang Ying said is true?"

Xiao Yichen supported the already cold edge of the balcony with his fingers, "We broke up a long time ago."

"Let me ask you, do you really have a biological son, not someone else's, nor adopted, but a biological son who is related to you by blood?!"

Tao Rui bit every word very hard, mixed with his anger and disappointment, and it came to Xiao Yichen's ears heavily.

Xiao Yichen was upset, his whole body seemed to be bound by dense ropes, and he felt a little out of breath.

He said calmly without any emotion: "Yes, it's my own son, Tao Rui, we've already broken up, don't you think you're a little meddling?"

"Meddling your own business?" Tao Rui repeated inexplicably, and then suddenly threatened in a cold voice, "Xiao Yichen, I'll make dozens of noises. If you don't come out, I'll just smash the door in. You know I can do it."

Yes, Tao Rui can do it, Xiao Yichen has no doubts about this.