[Main Wenye] I met Dazai after jumping off the building
Chapter 14 The Child Named Dun
Now that Kitano Ryo has said that, Dazai Osamu will naturally not say anything more.These days, he has seen Kitanoliang's attitude towards Akutagawa brothers and sisters, especially Akutagawa Yin.Obviously, Bei Naoliang has a natural care for children who are younger than her.It's only been a few days since we met, not to mention the kid who was eating tea and rice in the courtyard, his position in Bei Nailiang's heart will only be more important.
But Bei Nailiang's expression didn't change at the moment.
Osamu Dazai thought of the police officer who was at the police station that day.Because her sister died of illness, the sadness in Miss Police Officer's words and eyes can fill the whole room, it is a kind of strong emotional outburst, because she loves her sister, she cares about her sister, and she feels the eternal separation from her sister heartache.
Bei Nailiang didn't.
Her expression is not hiding sadness, but there is really no sadness.If there is a little emotion to be deducted from her eyes, it is probably a little sigh, like the occasional ripples in the black sea.
Osamu Dazai lowered his eyes, his eyelashes covered half of the shadows.
The two walked through this street intersection, and at the corner was a large black rusty iron gate.The vines climbed windingly on the gray-white lime wall next to the iron gate, with a few purple and white morning glory growing on it, which looked lifeless in the gloomy weather, and it looked even more lonely when paired with the old orphanage.
The big iron gate was open, and a red-haired boy also wearing a black suit came from the opposite street and happened to meet Osamu Dazai in front of the gate.
Both of them were wearing pure black suits, and the red-haired boy was holding a small bouquet of yellow and white chrysanthemums in his hands. They looked at each other, knowing that the other was coming to the funeral.
"This is a classmate from our middle school, Akashi Seijuro." Kitano Ryo said next to Osamu Dazai, "I didn't expect him to come too."
Kitano Ryo and Akashi Seijuro have an average relationship.The life philosophy of the two is very different. Kitano Ryo thinks that Akashi Seijuro's way of life is too tiring, and Akashi Seijuro thinks that Kitano Ryo's life has no pursuit. No agreement was reached during the discussion, but both of them are very polite people. They respect each other's ideas, but they don't mean to have a deep friendship.
Today is school day, and Akashi is going to school in Kyoto again, Kitano Ryo didn't expect Akashi to ask for leave and rush to Kanagawa to attend her funeral, feeling a little flattered.
Of course Osamu Dazai couldn't talk to Kitano Ryo in front of Akashi. He didn't respond to Kitano Ryo, and he nodded to Akashi Prime Minister, then staggered a step away, entered the orphanage one after another, and walked towards the church on the right.
There are already some people in the church at the moment, all of them are young faces, except for the children in the orphanage who are students who are about the same age as Bei Nailiang, which shows that Bei Nailiang's social circle was monotonous and boring.
Dean Hayashi Luichiro, also wearing a black suit, welcomed Osamu Dazai in, "Mr. Dazai, you are here."
Osamu Dazai seems to have switched to the mode of a Hong Kong gangster cadre, and he has lost the usual relaxed look of Kitano Ryo.He took out the cuffs from the black windbreaker, and lightly shook hands with Lin Luichiro, "Dean Lin."
Lin Luichiro smiled slightly, "Xiaoliang will be happy to see you coming."
Dazai also smiled back.Then, while the dean was talking with others, he looked at Bei Nailiang with a smile in his eyes, as if asking, are you happy?
Bei Nailiang: "...Happy."
When the funeral started, Osamu Dazai sat in the corner of the last row of the church. There was no one around that seat, and Osamu Dazai could secretly talk to Kitanoliang.He looked around, and saw that red-haired boy was sitting in the second row from the left, and beside him sat several heads of different colors, blue, purple, pink, and yellow, which looked particularly eye-catching in the dark church.
He said with a trace of exclamation: "Miss Bei Nai, the hair color of your friends is really foreign. Why didn't you choose another color? How about red? Just to neutralize Miss Bei Nai's cold personality."
"Their hair color is natural, and I am naturally black."
"It's really fun." Dazai Osamu praised again, but Kitanoliang always felt that this was not a compliment.
She raised her gaze to that side again, and several brightly colored heads sat together in a row. This is a scene that has never appeared again after graduating from junior high school.After graduating from junior high school, the basketball team fell apart, and everyone was admitted to different cities. Bei Nailiang felt a little sorry for the ending of the basketball team, but she always respected other people's choices.
Bei Nailiang thought that he would have no chance to see them get together again, but he didn't expect to see this scene again at his funeral.
When Kitano Ryo looked at them, Osamu Dazai's eyes were not fixed on Hayashijiichiro in front of the church.He listened to Hayashi Luichiro's summary and nostalgia of Bei Naoliang's short life, and observed Bei Naoliang's eyes without leaving a trace when he looked at those colorful heads.
At this time, Hayashi Luichiro talked about what happened in Kitanoliang Junior High School, the little girl with pink head couldn't help crying, and the blue-haired boy next to her handed her a piece of paper, and then gently patted her on the back .The children in the other orphanages had already been crying softly, and the atmosphere in the church was sad and low.
But Osamu Dazai looked at Kitanoliang, she was the same as before, no matter whether it was the friends in the middle school or the children in the orphanage, she had no expression.
Osamu Dazai rolled his eyes under his bangs, and said in an unclear manner: "Miss Kitano is so popular, they are all very sad. If it was my funeral, those guys in Yokohama would probably celebrate with fireworks."
"No." Bei Naoliang said: "Although Mr. Dazai didn't bring me flowers, but if I were to attend Mr. Dazai's funeral, I would not put fireworks, and would only bring a bouquet of mourning flowers."
Usually when Dazai heard this kind of answer, he would blink his eyes and say to Kitano Ryo, "Thank you so much, Kitano-san" or "As expected of Kitano-san", but this time Dazai didn't say anything, just smiled lightly one time.
Bei Naoliang looked at him with some surprise, his expression was covered by brown bangs, so Bei Naoliang couldn't see his expression clearly, but she vaguely felt that Osamu Dazai seemed to be in a bad mood.
...Does he wish he could set off fireworks?
Bei Naoliang hesitated for two seconds, and then said tentatively: "If Mr. Dazai doesn't like it, I can also set off fireworks."
Dazai Osamu: "..."
He raised his eyes to look at Bei Nailiang, returned to his usual appearance, smiled and briskly rejected Bei Nailiang's words, "Let's mourn the flowers, maybe this is the only bouquet I will receive~"
Kitano Ryo was serious: "I believe Mr. Oda will also bring flowers to Mr. Dazai."
Dazai Osamu was stunned for a moment, and a smile flickered across his eyes, "Yes, Oda Saku too."
"Yeah." Bei Nailiang nodded.
After coming out of the church, everyone followed Hayashi Luichiro to a small piece of land in the backyard.It wasn't a formal cemetery, but Hayashi Luichiro still erected a tombstone for Bei Nailiang in the backyard, after all, this was her "home".
The weather was gloomy, everyone came to the backyard silently, and put the flowers they brought in front of the tombstone one after another.
Osamu Dazai looked left and right, he didn't bring flowers, Kitanoliang didn't care, after all he was the one who knew she existed.But for some reason, Bei Nailiang saw Dazai Osamu's whim, and also stepped forward to put a small morning glory in front of the tombstone.
It was a random flower he picked as he passed the limestone walls of the orphanage.
This small morning glory is very special among the bunches of chrysanthemums. Everyone glanced at Dazai Osamu intentionally or unintentionally. This is a strange man with bandages on him. Wearing a black suit on him does not feel like mourning. It's like a normal piece of clothing that matches him.
Only Hayashi Luichiro stared blankly at the morning glory, and then smiled at Osamu Dazai.
The funeral was simply over.
Bei Nailiang watched people leave the orphanage one after another, and only then did he feel a real sense of death.It seemed that they all stepped out of the orphanage one by one and completely left her life.
But that's okay, they didn't belong to her life in the first place.
Bei Naoliang withdrew his gaze expressionlessly, and looked at Osamu Dazai next to him, "Let's go, thank you today, Mr. Dazai."
Osamu Dazai ignored Kitano Ryo, and said to Hayashi Luichiro next to him, "Dean Lin, I want to stroll here alone, is that okay?"
"Of course." Hayashi Luichiro was very gentle to Osamu Dazai, "If you have anything to do, you can come to the dean's office to find me."
After finishing speaking, the two said goodbye to each other, and only Osamu Dazai was left standing in front of the tombstone in the backyard.There is a big tree next to the tombstone, the summer wind blows, and the leaves rustle.
Bei Nailiang stood beside him and asked, "Is there anything else?"
"There's a little thing here." Osamu Dazai glanced at Kitanoliang with a mysterious expression, and then walked behind the big tree.The grass was overgrown there, and as Dazai Osamu approached, the sound of rattling became more obvious.
When Kitanoliang and Osamu Dazai stood in front of the grass together, a white head was nestled in a patch of green.
Bei Nailiang was a little surprised, "Dun?!"
However, the boy couldn't see her, and naturally he couldn't hear Bei Naoliang's voice.It was Dazai Osamu who glanced at Kitanoliang, and then said, "Dun-kun."
The white head trembled for a bit, then lifted up tremblingly, a small face covered with mud was exposed in the air, and looked at Osamu Dazai cautiously.
"Please, please don't scold me, and please don't tell the dean! I just came to see Sister Ryo, I'll go back..." Atsushi Nakajima said and ran away, but was picked up by Osamu Dazai like a kitten up.
Nakajima Atsushi closed his eyes and apologized loudly, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry..."
"What a poor child." Osamu Dazai sighed, and then added, "Look at this face, crying like Teacher Cat's partner."
Atsushi Nakajima paused in Dazai Osamu's hand, "...Huh?"
"Oh, you may not know that a friend of Mr. Cat is a little tabby cat with a pretty face."
Kitanoliang: "...Mr. Dazai, please stop bullying Atsushi."
Osamu Dazai gave Kitano Ryo a look, then let go, and Atsushi Nakajima fell to the ground with a "slap".Osamu Dazai squatted down and smiled at Atsushi Nakajima, "Don't be afraid, I'm Miss Kitano's friend."
Atsushi Nakajima nodded cautiously. This man in black seemed to be from two worlds far away from him, "Hi, hello."
Osamu Dazai "hmm" for a moment, "I know you, Atsu-kun, I heard Ms. Kitano mentioned you. Are you also here to see Ms. Kitano?"
"Yes." Mentioning Bei Nailiang, Atsushi Nakajima's face darkened suddenly, and he was even more pitiful than a little cat. "I want to see Sister Liang again. Today is Sister Liang's funeral..."
Osamu Dazai didn't ask why he didn't attend the funeral with other children in a fair manner, but nodded knowingly, "Come on then, I'll take you to see her."
After saying that, Osamu Dazai walked towards the tombstone.Atsushi Nakajima looked at Osamu Dazai in a daze, he didn't know why this man appeared like this, but...
Atsushi Nakajima clenched his fists and followed Osamu Dazai to the tombstone.
He finally stood in front of the tombstone, in front of Sister Liang.
He heard about Sister Liang's death in the small black room, but the headmaster didn't let him know about it at all, and didn't let other children tell him about it.He exchanged a week's dinner with a child from the orphanage in exchange for the news that today is Bei Nailiang's funeral, and then ran over secretly at the risk of being beaten, just to take another look at Bei Nailiang.
Atsushi Nakajima fell to his knees on the ground with a "plop", then hugged Kitano Ryo's tombstone and sobbed softly.
Osamu Dazai glanced at Kitano Ryo who was next to her, and her gaze was on Atsushi Nakajima, with a somewhat unbearable expression.
He looked away satisfied.
The author has something to say:
In fact, this chapter is a relationship line, but it may be more obscure. It doesn’t matter if the babies don’t see it, I will make it clear later.
Daily question: Is Dazai a man today? (*?︶?*)
Roll for collection and comment~~~~~ I love you! ! !
But Bei Nailiang's expression didn't change at the moment.
Osamu Dazai thought of the police officer who was at the police station that day.Because her sister died of illness, the sadness in Miss Police Officer's words and eyes can fill the whole room, it is a kind of strong emotional outburst, because she loves her sister, she cares about her sister, and she feels the eternal separation from her sister heartache.
Bei Nailiang didn't.
Her expression is not hiding sadness, but there is really no sadness.If there is a little emotion to be deducted from her eyes, it is probably a little sigh, like the occasional ripples in the black sea.
Osamu Dazai lowered his eyes, his eyelashes covered half of the shadows.
The two walked through this street intersection, and at the corner was a large black rusty iron gate.The vines climbed windingly on the gray-white lime wall next to the iron gate, with a few purple and white morning glory growing on it, which looked lifeless in the gloomy weather, and it looked even more lonely when paired with the old orphanage.
The big iron gate was open, and a red-haired boy also wearing a black suit came from the opposite street and happened to meet Osamu Dazai in front of the gate.
Both of them were wearing pure black suits, and the red-haired boy was holding a small bouquet of yellow and white chrysanthemums in his hands. They looked at each other, knowing that the other was coming to the funeral.
"This is a classmate from our middle school, Akashi Seijuro." Kitano Ryo said next to Osamu Dazai, "I didn't expect him to come too."
Kitano Ryo and Akashi Seijuro have an average relationship.The life philosophy of the two is very different. Kitano Ryo thinks that Akashi Seijuro's way of life is too tiring, and Akashi Seijuro thinks that Kitano Ryo's life has no pursuit. No agreement was reached during the discussion, but both of them are very polite people. They respect each other's ideas, but they don't mean to have a deep friendship.
Today is school day, and Akashi is going to school in Kyoto again, Kitano Ryo didn't expect Akashi to ask for leave and rush to Kanagawa to attend her funeral, feeling a little flattered.
Of course Osamu Dazai couldn't talk to Kitano Ryo in front of Akashi. He didn't respond to Kitano Ryo, and he nodded to Akashi Prime Minister, then staggered a step away, entered the orphanage one after another, and walked towards the church on the right.
There are already some people in the church at the moment, all of them are young faces, except for the children in the orphanage who are students who are about the same age as Bei Nailiang, which shows that Bei Nailiang's social circle was monotonous and boring.
Dean Hayashi Luichiro, also wearing a black suit, welcomed Osamu Dazai in, "Mr. Dazai, you are here."
Osamu Dazai seems to have switched to the mode of a Hong Kong gangster cadre, and he has lost the usual relaxed look of Kitano Ryo.He took out the cuffs from the black windbreaker, and lightly shook hands with Lin Luichiro, "Dean Lin."
Lin Luichiro smiled slightly, "Xiaoliang will be happy to see you coming."
Dazai also smiled back.Then, while the dean was talking with others, he looked at Bei Nailiang with a smile in his eyes, as if asking, are you happy?
Bei Nailiang: "...Happy."
When the funeral started, Osamu Dazai sat in the corner of the last row of the church. There was no one around that seat, and Osamu Dazai could secretly talk to Kitanoliang.He looked around, and saw that red-haired boy was sitting in the second row from the left, and beside him sat several heads of different colors, blue, purple, pink, and yellow, which looked particularly eye-catching in the dark church.
He said with a trace of exclamation: "Miss Bei Nai, the hair color of your friends is really foreign. Why didn't you choose another color? How about red? Just to neutralize Miss Bei Nai's cold personality."
"Their hair color is natural, and I am naturally black."
"It's really fun." Dazai Osamu praised again, but Kitanoliang always felt that this was not a compliment.
She raised her gaze to that side again, and several brightly colored heads sat together in a row. This is a scene that has never appeared again after graduating from junior high school.After graduating from junior high school, the basketball team fell apart, and everyone was admitted to different cities. Bei Nailiang felt a little sorry for the ending of the basketball team, but she always respected other people's choices.
Bei Nailiang thought that he would have no chance to see them get together again, but he didn't expect to see this scene again at his funeral.
When Kitano Ryo looked at them, Osamu Dazai's eyes were not fixed on Hayashijiichiro in front of the church.He listened to Hayashi Luichiro's summary and nostalgia of Bei Naoliang's short life, and observed Bei Naoliang's eyes without leaving a trace when he looked at those colorful heads.
At this time, Hayashi Luichiro talked about what happened in Kitanoliang Junior High School, the little girl with pink head couldn't help crying, and the blue-haired boy next to her handed her a piece of paper, and then gently patted her on the back .The children in the other orphanages had already been crying softly, and the atmosphere in the church was sad and low.
But Osamu Dazai looked at Kitanoliang, she was the same as before, no matter whether it was the friends in the middle school or the children in the orphanage, she had no expression.
Osamu Dazai rolled his eyes under his bangs, and said in an unclear manner: "Miss Kitano is so popular, they are all very sad. If it was my funeral, those guys in Yokohama would probably celebrate with fireworks."
"No." Bei Naoliang said: "Although Mr. Dazai didn't bring me flowers, but if I were to attend Mr. Dazai's funeral, I would not put fireworks, and would only bring a bouquet of mourning flowers."
Usually when Dazai heard this kind of answer, he would blink his eyes and say to Kitano Ryo, "Thank you so much, Kitano-san" or "As expected of Kitano-san", but this time Dazai didn't say anything, just smiled lightly one time.
Bei Naoliang looked at him with some surprise, his expression was covered by brown bangs, so Bei Naoliang couldn't see his expression clearly, but she vaguely felt that Osamu Dazai seemed to be in a bad mood.
...Does he wish he could set off fireworks?
Bei Naoliang hesitated for two seconds, and then said tentatively: "If Mr. Dazai doesn't like it, I can also set off fireworks."
Dazai Osamu: "..."
He raised his eyes to look at Bei Nailiang, returned to his usual appearance, smiled and briskly rejected Bei Nailiang's words, "Let's mourn the flowers, maybe this is the only bouquet I will receive~"
Kitano Ryo was serious: "I believe Mr. Oda will also bring flowers to Mr. Dazai."
Dazai Osamu was stunned for a moment, and a smile flickered across his eyes, "Yes, Oda Saku too."
"Yeah." Bei Nailiang nodded.
After coming out of the church, everyone followed Hayashi Luichiro to a small piece of land in the backyard.It wasn't a formal cemetery, but Hayashi Luichiro still erected a tombstone for Bei Nailiang in the backyard, after all, this was her "home".
The weather was gloomy, everyone came to the backyard silently, and put the flowers they brought in front of the tombstone one after another.
Osamu Dazai looked left and right, he didn't bring flowers, Kitanoliang didn't care, after all he was the one who knew she existed.But for some reason, Bei Nailiang saw Dazai Osamu's whim, and also stepped forward to put a small morning glory in front of the tombstone.
It was a random flower he picked as he passed the limestone walls of the orphanage.
This small morning glory is very special among the bunches of chrysanthemums. Everyone glanced at Dazai Osamu intentionally or unintentionally. This is a strange man with bandages on him. Wearing a black suit on him does not feel like mourning. It's like a normal piece of clothing that matches him.
Only Hayashi Luichiro stared blankly at the morning glory, and then smiled at Osamu Dazai.
The funeral was simply over.
Bei Nailiang watched people leave the orphanage one after another, and only then did he feel a real sense of death.It seemed that they all stepped out of the orphanage one by one and completely left her life.
But that's okay, they didn't belong to her life in the first place.
Bei Naoliang withdrew his gaze expressionlessly, and looked at Osamu Dazai next to him, "Let's go, thank you today, Mr. Dazai."
Osamu Dazai ignored Kitano Ryo, and said to Hayashi Luichiro next to him, "Dean Lin, I want to stroll here alone, is that okay?"
"Of course." Hayashi Luichiro was very gentle to Osamu Dazai, "If you have anything to do, you can come to the dean's office to find me."
After finishing speaking, the two said goodbye to each other, and only Osamu Dazai was left standing in front of the tombstone in the backyard.There is a big tree next to the tombstone, the summer wind blows, and the leaves rustle.
Bei Nailiang stood beside him and asked, "Is there anything else?"
"There's a little thing here." Osamu Dazai glanced at Kitanoliang with a mysterious expression, and then walked behind the big tree.The grass was overgrown there, and as Dazai Osamu approached, the sound of rattling became more obvious.
When Kitanoliang and Osamu Dazai stood in front of the grass together, a white head was nestled in a patch of green.
Bei Nailiang was a little surprised, "Dun?!"
However, the boy couldn't see her, and naturally he couldn't hear Bei Naoliang's voice.It was Dazai Osamu who glanced at Kitanoliang, and then said, "Dun-kun."
The white head trembled for a bit, then lifted up tremblingly, a small face covered with mud was exposed in the air, and looked at Osamu Dazai cautiously.
"Please, please don't scold me, and please don't tell the dean! I just came to see Sister Ryo, I'll go back..." Atsushi Nakajima said and ran away, but was picked up by Osamu Dazai like a kitten up.
Nakajima Atsushi closed his eyes and apologized loudly, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry..."
"What a poor child." Osamu Dazai sighed, and then added, "Look at this face, crying like Teacher Cat's partner."
Atsushi Nakajima paused in Dazai Osamu's hand, "...Huh?"
"Oh, you may not know that a friend of Mr. Cat is a little tabby cat with a pretty face."
Kitanoliang: "...Mr. Dazai, please stop bullying Atsushi."
Osamu Dazai gave Kitano Ryo a look, then let go, and Atsushi Nakajima fell to the ground with a "slap".Osamu Dazai squatted down and smiled at Atsushi Nakajima, "Don't be afraid, I'm Miss Kitano's friend."
Atsushi Nakajima nodded cautiously. This man in black seemed to be from two worlds far away from him, "Hi, hello."
Osamu Dazai "hmm" for a moment, "I know you, Atsu-kun, I heard Ms. Kitano mentioned you. Are you also here to see Ms. Kitano?"
"Yes." Mentioning Bei Nailiang, Atsushi Nakajima's face darkened suddenly, and he was even more pitiful than a little cat. "I want to see Sister Liang again. Today is Sister Liang's funeral..."
Osamu Dazai didn't ask why he didn't attend the funeral with other children in a fair manner, but nodded knowingly, "Come on then, I'll take you to see her."
After saying that, Osamu Dazai walked towards the tombstone.Atsushi Nakajima looked at Osamu Dazai in a daze, he didn't know why this man appeared like this, but...
Atsushi Nakajima clenched his fists and followed Osamu Dazai to the tombstone.
He finally stood in front of the tombstone, in front of Sister Liang.
He heard about Sister Liang's death in the small black room, but the headmaster didn't let him know about it at all, and didn't let other children tell him about it.He exchanged a week's dinner with a child from the orphanage in exchange for the news that today is Bei Nailiang's funeral, and then ran over secretly at the risk of being beaten, just to take another look at Bei Nailiang.
Atsushi Nakajima fell to his knees on the ground with a "plop", then hugged Kitano Ryo's tombstone and sobbed softly.
Osamu Dazai glanced at Kitano Ryo who was next to her, and her gaze was on Atsushi Nakajima, with a somewhat unbearable expression.
He looked away satisfied.
The author has something to say:
In fact, this chapter is a relationship line, but it may be more obscure. It doesn’t matter if the babies don’t see it, I will make it clear later.
Daily question: Is Dazai a man today? (*?︶?*)
Roll for collection and comment~~~~~ I love you! ! !
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