[Comprehensive + Sword Dance] Warm Wind Story

Other people's lives are often complicated, but here in Akutagawa, everything becomes "simple".

Kill anyone who stops him.

Anyone who provokes him, kill him.

Those who hurt him, kill him.

——As long as you use "violence", everything becomes simple.

Until the day he was picked up by Osamu Dazai, he realized that his "violence" was not worth mentioning in Osamu Dazai's eyes.At the same time, he found his own value because of Osamu Dazai.

Also since that day, Akutagawa has worked hard to get the approval of Osamu Dazai.

But without exception, Akutagawa always saw the disappointed eyes of Osamu Dazai.

At this time, Matsumoto Kiyokazu, who can be recognized by Osamu Dazai, will be particularly dazzling in the eyes of Akutagawa... But, he always let go of his murderous intent because of her few words, and he has to admit in his heart that compared to him, Matsumoto Qinghe is more like a disciple of Osamu Dazai.

Everyone in Hong Kong knows how big a blow Dazai's defection is to Akutagawa.

When being denied again and again, because Matsumoto Kiyokazu finally no longer held a "special" position, and took the initiative to stand on the "same front" with him, Akutagawa's rampage was calmed down in a gentle way.

In fact, Akutagawa himself understands that, just as Miyabe Miyuki satirized him, he is just embracing the dream created by Matsumoto Kiyokazu to numb the fact that he was abandoned.

After seeing Osamu Dazai and Atsushi Nakajima getting along, Akutagawa woke up from his dream.

He realized that in the eyes of Osamu Dazai, he was still the same useless subordinate as before.

——This is a result that Akutagawa absolutely cannot accept.

"Failure and humiliation have always been with me."

When he received Mori Ogai's order to deal with the group members of Shanggang, Akutagawa knew that he was seriously injured, but he still agreed without thinking.

He just wanted to prove his strength, to let Osamu Dazai's eyes rest on him, and to allow Osamu Dazai to recognize his existence.

"You've grown."

He just wanted such a sentence.

——Because that was the only reason he persisted until now.

"I've always been a defeated soldier in the dark...so, just this level of despair...isn't enough to make me flinch!"

When he was restrained by the scarlet characters, when his sleeves were blown away by the wind, Akutagawa remembered the past that had been denied because of Margaret's words, unwillingness and anger made him break free from the suppression of the ability.

Rashomon turned into a thorn, and the black and red ability pierced the enemy's body for him again.

The injuries on his body prevented Akutagawa from taking advantage of the victory to pursue, but in the final competition, he was still the one who won the final victory.

Panting heavily, Akutagawa fell to the ground in a kneeling position, but he held on with his hands and refused to fall down.

He thought of what Renhu had said to him not long ago.

"Man, if you don't get told that you can live, you can't live. Why don't you understand such a simple thing!?"

Finally supporting himself to sit up, Akutagawa looked out of focus at the ruins caused by the Rashomon in front of him.

"...That kind of thing, even if you don't say it, I can understand it."

His consciousness was a little slack, but when he was about to lose his hold, someone hugged him falsely.

"Ha, I just said he's going to look like this loser."

Familiar with some annoying voices coming from his ears, Akutagawa subconsciously wanted to use his powers to teach those who dared to laugh at him. Rashomon had already turned into a reality, hanging in mid-air, and was about to stab the opponent in the next second.

But because Akutagawa suddenly realized who was holding him, the ability stopped halfway, and finally dissipated in compromise.

"Miyuki, as far as the result is concerned, Akutagawa won."

Qinghe's name for Akutagawa is different from the original one.

Back then Matsumoto Kiyokazu was just a child picked up by Osamu Dazai, but now she is strictly speaking half of Akutagawa's boss, so naturally it is not good to call Akutagawa a "senior".

It's just that these two people seem to have some kind of tacit understanding, obviously the relationship between the two is not tense, and compared to other colleagues, they are considered close, but they just stubbornly call each other's last name instead of using a more intimate name.

"It's not a win if you lose both."

As a member of the assassination team, Miyabe Miyuki completely disapproved of this combat method of self-inflicted damage to eight hundred and one thousand enemies, but he did not refute too much.

Glancing at the way Akutagawa was hugged by Kiyowa to support his body, Miyuki Miyabe couldn't help but click his tongue, and turned his face away from him.

"But since Master Qing and Sir have said so, let me ignore his miserable appearance for the time being, and accept the result of his victory."

There was no mercy in his mouth, but Miyuki Miyabe took the initiative to walk over to share Akutagawa's weight for Kiyoka... Although Akutagawa directly slapped his hand away.

"...Are you still alive, Matsumoto?"

Akutagawa coughed a few times, and the bloody cough made Kiyoto subconsciously look serious, and also made the somewhat annoyed Miyabe Miyuki frowned, realizing the severity of the other party's injuries.

"Tofu, you're still alive and well. But you don't look very well." Qinghe replied to him, turning his head to look at Miyabe Miyuki, "Miyuki, give him pain relief first."

"Lord Qinghe, I'm not a member of the medical team."

Even so, Miyabe Miyuki still reached out and used the ability on Akutagawa, shielding him from some of the pain, "You better not move around, the healing ability is rare, I can't steal it for you... just Shielding your pain, lest you pass out on the road and embarrass Lord Qinghe."

Akutagawa just frowned, and didn't respond to his words, as if he didn't hear it.

The three of them were silent for a while before Akutagawa lowered his head and said to Qinghe, "...I saw that man."

Who that man was referring to was well known to everyone.

Miyabe Miyuki sneered silently, and when he mentioned Osamu Dazai, his eyes turned cold.

But in the end it was by Qinghe's side, he didn't say much, and he didn't tell Qinghe that Osamu Dazai had killed him in front of him, forcing him to tell him the news about her.

"Really?" Qinghe noticed Miyuki Miyabe's attitude, but she rarely used her powers on her own family, so she didn't know the secret that Miyuki Miyabe didn't tell.

So Qinghe just smiled, and after weighing the pros and cons, concealed Akutagawa's fact that she also met Osamu Dazai, "Isn't that... very good?"

After all, finding Osamu Dazai is their common goal.

"—He still doesn't recognize me!"

Qinghe felt Akutagawa's body tense, and the strength of holding her arm became stronger.It's just that he was seriously injured, and she let go of his hand weakly before it hurt.

"That person... how can he be inferior to him?!"

It seems that he knows that Mr. Dazai has accepted another apprentice.

Clear and clear, the mood is still calm.

Angry because Mr. Dazai "betrayed" them and found a new apprentice?

Qinghe doesn't think so.

She is probably the least qualified to reject new apprentices.

Because at the beginning, she was also in this position - after the Akutagawa brothers and sisters were picked up by Dazai Osamu, she stepped in and became the second disciple of Dazai Osamu.

Because of her, Akutagawa is no longer "the only one", nor is he special anymore.

And now, after recognizing the essence of Dazai Osamu, Kiyoka doesn't need to worry about the new apprentice.

"Are you still taking that traitor's words as the value of your existence?" Miyabe Miyuki stood aside with a cold tone.

Because the assistance was rejected, he no longer tried to help, but just kept an eye on Qinghe's expression, ready to knock Akutagawa out and take over if something happened.

"I haven't been recognized yet - he said that it will give me meaning to exist."

"Do you believe everything he says?"

Miyabe Miyuki pursed her lips. Both he and Akutagawa looked pale and thin, but compared to Akutagawa's straightforward sharpness, he was more like a poisonous needle hidden in the dark, with a creepy coldness, " You have also seen his attitude towards Renhu, even so, are you still attached to it?"

Akutagawa didn't speak, but the hem of his clothes began to change, revealing the phantom of supernatural powers.

"Okay," Qinghe sighed, stopping the confrontation between them, "There's nothing to argue about."

"Akutagawa, you and Rentora are two people. Just as you and I are different, Mr. Dazai's education method is also different...Although Renhu has experienced shadows, he still lives in the sun. In order to control him, Mr. Dazai naturally has methods. changes." Qinghe said very seriously, his tone still gentle, "You can be concerned about this, but you cannot deny that it is precisely because of your cruelty that you have created your force, which is second only to cadres."

The lone wolf, who used to only attack, has now learned to protect itself with a more roundabout defense.

"But the same..." Qinghe's tone became lighter, "You should also think about what meaning should be given to your life—except for the matter of chasing Mr.

No more words along the way.

When bringing Akutagawa back to Ganghei, Qinghe and his party handed over Akutagawa, who was on the verge of coma, to his younger generation and sent him to the medical team.

"It's an interesting thing."

Seeing Ichiyo Higuchi taking Akutagawa carefully, Qinghe suddenly felt emotional.

"What is Master Qinghe referring to?"

"Mr. Dazai and Akutagawa, Akutagawa and Higuchi... aren't they very similar?"

They are all chasing the person they yearn for, and they can endure all suffering just for a word of approval.

"It's just a bunch of idiots." Miyabe Miyuki commented, and then asked her seriously, "What about Kiyoka-sama? Don't you care about that person too?"

Are you chasing him too?

Probably, that's what he wanted to ask.

"I care, but there's a little difference."

It is true that for Qinghe, Osamu Dazai is a very important existence.

Ke Qinghe is not Akutagawa.

Akutagawa regards Osamu Dazai as the value of her existence, while Qinghe believes that Osamu Dazai is an existence she cannot lose.

What's the difference?

Probably the meaning is different.

Akutagawa who cannot be recognized by Osamu Dazai has been unwilling and suffering, but as long as Qinghe knows that Osamu Dazai has lived a good life, she will accept it calmly no matter whether he will have intersection with her in the future.

Besides, she promised her mother that she would live happily ever after.

...Or maybe, it's more of a responsibility.

Matsumoto Kiyoka took Dazai Osamu's life as his own responsibility.

The author has something to say:

(700 collection plus update)

The real-name authentication is over, and the red lock is finally gone... Sigh.

One or two more chapters to solve the Q incident, without the CP line, you can end up entering the CP line!

I feel sorry for Akutagawa, but it's also because of my personality (it's all the fault of the original author's bad taste).

Although Akutagawa is used to referring to himself as "the next", he still uses "I" when he is familiar with people, or when he is emotional (unreasonable).

[About Akutagawa and Kiyowa]

The setting that came to mind suddenly, so whether you read it or not does not affect the text.

The author Sang has been thinking about the relationship between them, and then decided on the way they get along—from the beginning, Akutagawa was hostile because Qinghe was praised, and Qinghe was secretly proud of being praised, until Qinghe "sensible" guided Akutagawa to use the correct Dazai's way was recognized by Dazai, but Akutagawa went his own way, and in the end they were all "abandoned", and they accepted each other because of their sympathy.

There is no doubt that the only intersection they have is that they are both disciples of Osamu Dazai.

Because of this, the relationship between Matsumoto Kiyokazu, who was recognized by Osamu Dazai, and Akutagawa Ryunosuke, who has not been praised for a long time, is definitely not good. Even if it wasn't for Matsumoto Kiyokazu, their relationship might be very bad.

Because Osamu Dazai recognized the "later" Seiwa from the very beginning, their moods were different from the beginning.

Akutagawa is repulsive to tolerant towards Qinghe, while Qinghe is complacent and tolerant towards Akutagawa.One is because the ability knows the "innocence" of the other party's ferocious appearance, and because of seeing through the teacher's essence, the impetuous complacency fades away; Take the other person into your acceptance circle.

They must not be called friends, so they have not changed the relatively distant address, but they accept each other, and even at some special moments, they can understand each other's meaning faster than others.

Although their lifestyles are not the same, and they can't say they fully understand each other, they won't deny each other's way of life... Probably this is the kind of relationship where contradictions can be harmonious.