[Bungo Stray Dogs] Yokohama Renka

I waited for Dazai at the door. I hoped that he would come, but also hoped that he would not come. If he came, I would not have to bear the responsibility of the president alone. If he did not come, I would not have to worry about his life. I was struggling There was a call, and when I picked it up, the uncle on the other side yelled in panic, "Mr. Kunikida, the members of your company are hanging on the tree in front of my house again!"

At that moment, my heart was turbulent, and after the tide receded, there was only one thought left: Dazai hanged himself again.

I asked for the address. Although the uncle on the other side was surprised that the person who answered the phone was a strange girl, he still answered my question seriously.Disregarding President Fukuzawa's orders for a while, I ran out with big strides.

Anger and self-blame, two emotions emerged alternately in my heart, and gradually the latter became the mainstream.

I was dazzled by the joy of my sweetheart connecting with me, thinking about the anxiety of being left behind, thinking about the four years of separation between me and Dazai, selfishly acting like a baby to my lover, and begging for his love .Dazai has always been hard to refuse me, even if he took the initiative yesterday, is it possible that he, who is careful, noticed my thoughts, took care of my mood, and acted like that to appease me?

I, who has been watching him all the time, know that every time Dazai is done, he is not superficially relaxed. Behind the behavior of chasing death, there must be something painful for him.

Different from his funny appearance, the Dazai in my eyes is actually a very delicate and sensitive person. Maybe for him, happiness will also become a sharp knife to hurt him?

Arriving at the scene as quickly as possible, Dazai was hanging from the tree in a terrified posture, not yet unconscious, struggling while clutching the knot around his neck.

I could see that I was covered in white sweat, but I still skillfully rescued Dazai from the tree. After he recovered, I apologized to the uncle who called.In a trance, I felt like I was back four years ago, when I was often on the road to save Dazai.

On the way back to the detective agency, I was rarely speechless, not because I was angry with Dazai, because the anger rising from his not cherishing life had completely disappeared when I saw him struggling.I want to comfort him, but I don't know where to start.

"As a member of the detective agency, you should pay attention to the image of the detective agency, Dazai!" Kunikida-kun would definitely say that, but I couldn't say anything to reproach me, I was silent and didn't know what to say to Dazai.

My unlucky boyfriend tidied up his messed up clothes and hair, and silently walked side by side with me on the road.

As if he couldn't bear the silence, Dazai took the initiative to speak to me: "Xiao Yu, I didn't actually want to commit suicide today, but I was walking on the road and saw a good tree that looked very strong. My neck was sore from so much work, I couldn’t bear it, so I went for traction therapy. It’s just to relax my cervical spine, don’t use this expression, a pretty face is not cute anymore.”

"...You might as well say that you want to grow taller by pulling your bones." I complained, stopped and turned my body to Dazai, looking at him deeply, as if I wanted to engrave this person in my heart Staring at him.

I cupped Dazai's right hand with both hands, it was an action similar to taking an oath.

"Master Dazai, whether you want to say that I am selfish or arrogant, I don't want you to die, and I don't want to see your body hurt, even if I know you have no expectations for this world, I will leave you behind."

I looked at him without flinching: "It's impossible to be hated by you. Before Mr. Dazai finds a thread that can keep you from the world, no matter how many times, no matter where you are, I will stop you." It's all over. It's not because I love you, my behavior is only for myself, so you can't stop me with any reason, because I am very egoistic."

"Wait a minute, Yuu, I—"

I clenched the right hand of my favorite person, and couldn't help but raise my voice: "I know! Dazai-sama is really happy when he is with me, but you are also very sincere when you are looking for death!"

He who wants to prove something with death is more gentle than anyone else in the world in my eyes. He must know that the world is stupid and sinful, but he still wants to find a hopeful answer.

"I want to tolerate your anxiety, I want to know all your weaknesses, I want Dazai-sama to rely on me," I put that hand on the side of my face, and rubbed it lightly, his hand was dry and warm .

"I'm Dazai-sama's lover now, so I have the right to exercise my rights, right? So it doesn't matter, you can escape when you feel pain, I will be by your side, so I won't let you die."

Dazai was speechless for a while, and I didn't care about his silence, but let go of his hand, and if he didn't respond to me, it was assumed that he had no objection to my words.As soon as he took two steps, he was hugged tightly from behind.The lazy and comfortable smell of the lover surrounded me, and the soft hair gently rubbed against the hollow of my neck.

At this time, no communication is the best communication.

"I want to walk back hand in hand with Dazai-sama, is that okay?"

After he let go of me, I stretched out my hand to him, and my lover obediently took my hand toward him, and we walked back slowly holding hands along the road where the cherry blossoms were about to bloom.

Hmm... Although I am very happy in my heart, I always feel as if I have forgotten something.

When Dazai and I returned to the detective agency, Kunikida-kun was crossing his arms and impatiently knocking on the concrete floor with his leather shoes. He seemed to see us—to be more precise, Dazai, and rushed over quickly.

"Where did you go to be lazy, you idiot—Miss Akagi?!"

Kunikida-kun ran over aggressively, and his previous rushing posture was petrified. I waved to him very naturally as a greeting, and Dazai next to him put on a kind smile on his face, and said to Kunikida-kun: "I'm sorry, Kunikida-kun, we still have something to do, so let's go upstairs first."

However, after entering the door, I suddenly thought of something I had just forgotten - the president and his old man are still waiting for us! !

"Too, Dazai-sama," I said with a trembling voice, "you must hide behind me at critical times. Although you are much taller than me, I will definitely protect you."

I'm sorry, if I hadn't been misunderstood by the chaos routine in the morning, the situation you were facing would definitely not be so severe.

Dazai didn't look particularly surprised. He patted my head and said to me: "It's okay, the president is not unreasonable. Just explain clearly."

"Oh……"

Although I really believe in Dazai's judgment, but thinking of the scene when I was captured by the president these two days, I made up my mind: Sure enough, I still want Dazai to be in the back position!

As if I was facing a big enemy, I rushed to open the door of the office before Dazai like a chicken guard. This door has never been heavier for me than it is now.

The president was sitting behind the desk with a stern face, and Luanbu also moved a chair to sit beside him. When he saw us coming, he immediately entered the mode of watching a movie.

I looked secretly, the president didn't seem to be as angry as in the morning, but this was just an appearance, following his sharp gaze, I saw the hand that Dazai and I were still holding together.

I immediately wanted to let go, but Dazai held on tightly and refused to let go. His small movements could not escape the eyes of the president. In the corner of my vision, my guardian's face darkened slightly.

"Dazai, let go." The president said, "What you have done these two days is too inappropriate."

Dazai let go of my hand obediently, but what he said was not very pleasant.

He said to President Fukuzawa with 12 points of sincerity: "President, we really love each other. I will definitely take responsibility for Xiaoyou in the future."

Eh?We didn't do anything out of the ordinary, did we?It's just first base.

With a click, I saw a little crack on the edge of the desk when the president's fingers pressed it on the desk.

Thinking of getting along with the president these years, he is not a grumpy person who can control Chaos in an orderly manner, it is better to say that he has a good temper. This is the first time I have seen a president who can't control his inner fluctuations like this.

Just as I was about to explain, I saw that Luanbu showed a meaningful smile.

He got up from the chair and shook his head: "Dazai is such an idiot. You are too anxious to stay overnight on the first day of dating, aren't you?"

"Wait a minute, Mr. Ranpo, you—"

"...Dazai, she is not yet of age," the president said calmly, and I noticed that he held the hilt of the sword that he usually wears for self-defense, "You have already realized that you will be punished for doing these things. Bar?"

"So... that's why I told you to wait!" I was about to cry, and I didn't care about the fear of the president's anger. I strode forward, patted the table hard, stared at the president, and tried to let the president He calms down.

"We didn't do anything except kissing and hugging! I haven't had time to attack Dazai-sama, so listen to me first, President!"

The president didn't calm down at all, he shook his body in shock: "Do it?"

I took a deep breath, and before the president had time to think of pulling out his sword and slaying the mackerel, I said loudly: "I said before, there is a person who wants to see you again and wants me to live well, right? That person is Dazai-sama!"

"President, I know you care about me," I lowered my voice slightly, and said as calmly as possible: "Yes, Dazai-sama has a very unscrupulous style, and he likes to play tricks. In addition to the face and head, there is also that stupid ability that can be used. , almost useless..."

Dazai let out an injured gasp behind him, I pretended not to hear it, and continued talking to the president.

"But there's nothing I can do if I like it. Except for this person, no one else made me think like this," I said seriously and seriously, "Only Dazai-sama made me have such a strong desire to protect. I now Can't leave this person."

The president's face was expressionless, and he seemed to be in a state of rigidity. I groaned inwardly, it was clearly my truth, but why did it feel like I stabbed the president several times? ? ?

"...Yu, you go out first, Luanbu you go out too, I'll have a chat with Dazai alone." The president said, in that calm tone, I was stunned to see a little bit of fatigue.

Dazai put his hands on my shoulders, and he said to me in a gentle voice: "Xiao Yu, get out. I'm fine, the next thing should be a conversation between men."

I wanted to stay, but seeing Dazai's disapproving eyes, I had no choice but to leave the office resentfully.

"Hey... Mr. Ranpo," I asked dejectedly, "did I mess something up?"

Ranbu took out a pack of chocolate biscuits out of nowhere, his eyes narrowed into a line, and his mouth was chewing loudly.

Daxian still gave me those four words: let nature take its course.

The author has something to say:

Ah... I am dying and I climbed up to update. Do you feel that the last chapter is sweet but unreal?Everyone just saw the car and didn't even notice that I said that it will take a while for Butei to really release sugar, so this chapter is the real sugar duck!The reason for this article is to listen to Nakajima Mika’s [I once thought about it too], so the theme must be around this song. In the future, youmei and the partners of the detective agency will definitely become the "thread" to tie Dazai .Be assured of this.

Compared with Chapter [-], girls in this chapter should be more gentle and troublesome. The so-called love is to accept all the good and bad things of the other party. Dazai is Dazai after all, and I can't accept GE easily.

Thanks to Mingzhe Chiyun Juju for feeding the nutrient solution, I suddenly felt the happiness of being nurtured!Thank you very much for your support and the comments that have been accompanying me to update, and I am very tolerant of my willful plot direction, otherwise I will definitely not be so diligent////In fact, it is a very happy thing to be able to communicate with you , don’t give me so many resources, thank you!