Not measured

"There will be a competition in May. We are going to start a training camp here. Let's suspend the subject for a month. If you need anything, you can text me."

Shen Hao turned off the phone screen.

After poking the leak of "gay" to his seniors, he treated himself no differently than before—even closer.

This is a good thing, but for Shen Hao, the more he tolerates himself in this way, the easier it is for him to have unreasonable thoughts.

For example, that unscrupulous hug, and that concern for oneself everywhere——

The photo that Xiao Yanqi took for them was still stored in his mobile phone.

Shen Hao himself has never expressed much, but in that photo, he seemed to be infected by the people around him, and he smiled very sincerely - you must know that in his home camera, he always has a blank face, even if it is Laughing, the taste of posing is also very strong.

But this is also a bad thing—after the school sports meeting, Shen Hao felt more and more difficult to suppress the emotions in his heart, and almost blurted out several times.

But it can't - after all, they are good friends, the more friendly they are, the dirtier his thoughts will appear.

Not long ago, Shen Hao recovered freely and was able to walk freely, but he could not do some strenuous exercise.Last weekend they made an appointment to go to the city library to search for information. When they arrived at the peak station when they took the subway, they were squeezed into a group, and their chests were pressed against their backs with the people in the car. At that moment, the two of them were pushed out by a force of prehistoric power, and Tan Yicheng was stepped on, and he fell to the ground with his buttocks when he became unstable.

Shen Hao remembered that he immediately stretched out his hand to pull him up at that time, and Tan Yicheng was a little unsteady after taking two steps, so he forced him to the waiting bench beside him, trying to lift his trouser legs to see his injuries.

Tan Yicheng kept waving his hands and said no, no need, but Shen Hao still teased him—it was nothing serious, but he clearly felt that when his hand pressed Tan Yicheng's leg, the other party stiffened obviously.

I don't know if he thought too much, but when Shen Hao looked up, he always felt that there was some other emotion on Tan Yicheng's face.

... Nothing abnormal happened when he checked the book later, and it has also happened in the past few days, but he still inevitably thought a little more when he received this text message.

Are you avoiding yourself?

If you hide things in your heart that you are afraid of being known, you are prone to be suspicious.

What if he really knew... what would happen?

This weekend, Shen Hao was dealing with homework, when the mobile phone that was put aside suddenly rang.

It turned out to be Tan Yicheng's call.

Tan Yicheng and him have always been in touch by text message, but today they suddenly called, Shen Hao thought it was something important, so he answered quickly, and Tan Yicheng's voice came from over there: "Hi, Shen Hao——"

"Well, what's the matter?" Shen Hao grabbed the phone tightly.

"Actually, it's nothing... just want to call you."

"..." Shen Hao relaxed his grip and squeezed the pen holder in the other hand.

"Are you free now? Can you check the information for me by the way?"

"Are not you at home?"

"Well, I didn't tell you before... I'm staying overnight, and it will be like this for the next few weeks, so I can't go back for the time being."

"Ah." Shen Hao frowned, "...what do you want to check?"

"Wait, I'll text you."

Shen Hao looked at the time, it was nine o'clock.

"Okay. Do you have classes on weekends?"

"Yes, now during the break,... hey, I'm so sleepy. I don't want to do the questions anymore."

Through the receiver, Shen Hao could indeed hear a bit of fatigue from the voice coming from him.

"...you didn't sleep well last night?"

"Sleeping too late..."

"Then remember to sleep at noon."

"I usually don't sleep at noon..."

"Go to sleep if you are tired."

"……Listen to you."

The class bell rang through the handset.Shen Hao took a breath and said: "...Then you will send me a text message later, and I will send it back to you after I find it. You go to class first."

"Okay. Hang up."

Tan Yicheng did not say "thank you" as usual when Shen Hao helped him.

Isn't this a sign that he has completely regarded himself as a good friend?

After Shen Hao hung up the phone, he slowly put the phone back on the table, flipped off the pen cover, propped his forehead, and turned his eyes back to his homework.

... can't see it.

While trying to press himself into the topic, he was unconsciously writing and drawing something on the draft paper.

Still can't read it——Shen Hao squeezed the space between his brows, and glanced at his draft.

It's a person's name repeated over and over again.

After waiting for Tan Yicheng's text messages, I checked him again according to the requirements, and after sending them back one by one, Shen Hao felt that he really couldn't learn anymore.

Almost self-defeating, he dug out the basketball at home, greeted his parents, and walked off the community basketball court in his arms.

There are still quite a few people on the basketball court at this point, and it is better to come out and wake up Kobe's soul than to stay at home and waste time.

In the end there were only two hoops left, Shen Hao went over to pick one, and started to shoot, the shadows became shorter and shorter, and the sun gradually moved closer to the top of his head.

Suddenly someone called him from behind: "Shen Hao?"

When Shen Hao turned around, the boy looked familiar...but he wasn't from the same high school as him.

The boy came from under another hoop, holding a bottle of mineral water in his hand, and approached: "Senior?"

Shen Hao remembered. ... This is the elementary school boy who confessed to him.

He wiped his sweat, picked up the rolled basketball and put it away: "Do you live here too?"

"No, I came here with my friends..." The junior named Yue Xin, who was born fair and clean, wearing glasses, looked so gentle that he almost wrote big characters on his face saying "I can only study hard". "He seems to be in the same high school as you, and he also lives in this neighborhood."

Shen Hao remembered that he seldom contacted him after graduation. It was hard for him to know which high school he was in——he could not help but pay more attention to him, and saw him pointing to another boy who was drinking water under the basket and said: "But he's graduated."

After speaking, Yue Xin smiled lightly: "...It's actually my boyfriend."

Shen Hao was slightly startled, as if he had heard something, the boy over there glanced sideways, and after noticing him, he didn't look back, and twisted the bottle cap to look at him.

Shen Hao and Yue Xin were actually quite far away, and he didn't think he posed any threat, so he didn't care too much.Yue Xin also just smiled: "Senior, thank you very much at that time. You didn't have time to thank you before you graduated, and it seems that you haven't gone to school for a long time. Fortunately, I met you by chance today."

Yue Xin discovered his sexual orientation during the summer vacation of the sixth grade. He didn’t dare to tell anyone. In the first grade of junior high school, there were one or two girls he knew well who understood him. The tall, thin and thin senior who loves to play basketball has been around for a while, and he confessed his confession in a bout of anger when others provoked him. Thinking about it afterwards, he was in a cold sweat. He didn't expect to keep a secret for him, and directly stabbed him out as a joke, and a group of junior high school students spread the word without knowing the importance. With his face, it would be difficult to stay in school any longer.

Yue Xin really didn't know about Shen Hao's secondary illness, so he was really grateful to him, but he never said the words of thanks.Later, Shen Hao would ask him some questions on the Internet from time to time—most of them were about their class, and some were about his identity.Yue Xin didn't think he was impolite, and he answered every question. Although the frequency of chatting was not high, and he didn't say a few words in reality, he could still nod and smile when they met.

Shen Hao didn't really want to face up to the memory of his sophomore period, so he gave a vague "hmm", thanked him, and changed the subject, "You are now in the third year of junior high school, right?"

Think about his boyfriend... He has graduated from high school, and this little guy is even more daring than him.

"Oh, yes." Yue Xin nodded, "The high school entrance examination will be in two months."

"Well, where do you want to take the test?" Shen Hao really couldn't find anything to say, and didn't want to be embarrassed, so he asked this clichéd and common question.

"As far as your school is concerned, if I work hard, I should be able to get in." Yue Xin laughed again, "My boyfriend and I met in the volunteer team outside, and he also told me a lot about Y High. I heard that Y There are quite a few handsome guys in Gao, haha."

Shen Hao's eyebrows trembled, and he thought of Tan Yicheng almost instantly.

Thinking of him, Shen Hao couldn't speak properly, so he nodded slowly, and Yue Xin smiled happily at him: "Senior, you are also one of them!"

After speaking, he stuffed the water in his hand into his hand, turned around, waved his hand and walked back.

Shen Hao froze in place, thinking that his obedient junior has learned to moleste others? !

Yue Xin walked back to his boyfriend, who hugged him without hesitation, lowered his head in an affectionate gesture and began to ask him something.Yue Xin didn't dodge or dodge, let him hug him, and answered every sentence.

Shen Hao looked at them from a distance, and the desire in his heart almost boiled over.

He wants...he wants his senior.