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Tan Yicheng called at the school gate, and Shen Hao was very glad that he still had one foot to use, and didn't let the senior reach out to hug him into the car.

After arriving at the hospital, Tan Yicheng left him on the chair in the lobby, and when he came back after registering, he helped him walk to the consulting room step by step.

Then I listened to what the doctor said and did it, dealt with the injured leg, wrote a list to prescribe medicine, and was finally sent to the pharmacy.

They didn't speak during this process, and it was almost eight o'clock now. Not only did they exude the "breath of youth" after exercising, but they were also very hungry.

Tan Yicheng always looked like "I have something to tell you", but every time he looked into Shen Hao's eyes, he hesitated to speak for a long time - at the same time, what made Shen Hao feel panic was the senior's "I'm very sorry" I want to beat you" look.

It is not surprising that it was Tan Yicheng who sent him to the hospital instead of his classmates. If you ask Xiao Yanqi and Zhong Xiaotian, everyone can feel that their relationship with Shen is "not bad", but not so good. To what extent, it's just familiarity - it's different if it's this senior Tan, they all feel that the relationship between the two is stronger than them, at least student Shen always went with this senior some time ago.

Shen Hao just had a ghost in his heart, and felt that the real purpose of Tan Yicheng's trip seemed to be to ask questions.

Now waiting for the pharmacy to pick up the medicine, Tan Yicheng sat down next to Shen Hao, glanced at his plastered feet, and said casually: "What do you eat? I'll go buy a box lunch."

When they went to play, neither of them had any cash with them. The little money spent in the hospital was borrowed by local tycoon Xie Minda, and now there are two hundred yuan left.

"……I also can."

"Oh."

Shen Hao watched him leave while thinking about countermeasures in his heart.

Maybe he discovered it—after all, his behavior has been a bit strange for a while.

Without Tan Yicheng by his side, it was rare for Shen Hao to calm down, thinking, with his senior's nerves, he might not be able to find out that far, and he should be able to find a way to get away with it.

Shen Hao spent [-] minutes contemplating his speech, and soon Tan Yicheng came back with a big plastic bag.

The man seemed very happy to buy the rice. After opening the lunch box in a hurry, he folded the disposable chopsticks and handed it over: "The last pork rib rice! Fortunately, I ran faster hahaha."

Although the appearance of the dishes inside was worrisome, Shen Hao still felt hot in his heart, belatedly thinking, his senior bought the food for him...ah, it was so hard to accompany him all the way here.

His senior is really... great.

It was in vain that he had been nervous until now, and finally felt a little grateful.

Shen Hao was blushed by this sudden touch, and couldn't help but glance at his senior while eating.

Tan Yicheng concentrated on the food in silence.

Just as Shen Hao was brewing some substantive words to express his gratitude, Tan Yicheng suddenly poked his arm with the tip of his chopsticks: "I want to ask you something."

"Ok?"

"Are you in a bad mood recently?"

"..."

This time there is no defense at all!

Shen Hao's face collapsed, and he began to search for the corresponding method in his mind before.

"...A little bit."

Tan Yicheng thought for a while, then slowed down his tone: "Well, is it convenient for you to say something? I don't think you are very focused on playing today."

He still didn't ask the question "Is it related to me".

And the sounds of drawers grabbing medicine in the surrounding pharmacies, the sound of horn calls, and low conversations are like the air of this night, lingering in a low-key way.

Shen Hao didn't make a sound for a long time. When Tan Yicheng looked over, he only saw the side face of the other party—hidden in the shadows, and the emotion in his eyes could almost be said to be painful.

Tan Yicheng's heart trembled when he was shocked by that look, he frowned and thought, this seems a bit serious.

At this moment, the other party suddenly turned his head to look at him——Shen Hao's face was tense, as if he was trying to suppress something.

Tan Yicheng hardly dared to look him in the eyes - it was really very wrong.

Although he felt that his junior was hiding a lot of things in his heart before, he didn't expect that there were such deeply suppressed things, which made him suffer so much.

However, once he thought that the other party would not tell him even if he was hiding, Tan Yicheng couldn't hold back his breath, and suddenly stretched out his chopsticks and hit him on the head: "Will you tell me!? No matter what you say, I will Wouldn't mind."

Shen Hao's eyes became hot when he hit him with the chopsticks, and he opened his mouth, thinking that if I really say everything, why don't you stick it in your throat?

I already know this is wrong, but I still like you, like your willfulness, like the way you look in front of me, I want to kiss you, hug you,...

In the end, he held back the whole truth, only picked a part of it, took a deep breath, and finally said it:

"Tan Yicheng, I'm probably gay."

Tan Yicheng's chopsticks stopped in mid-air, but this time he was the one who was stunned.

But within a few seconds, he quickly put down the chopsticks and said lightly, "Oh, that's it."

In fact, he doesn't know what "this" is. The term "homosexuality" is very strange to him-he always thinks that it is far away from him, only the TV news is broadcast occasionally, and the class likes to pretend to be gay. The man jokes from time to time.

But this is undoubtedly a group that is not well received by the public. Even when they chatted at night in the dormitory, they all agreed that "homosexuality is a bit disgusting and unacceptable"-he didn't express his position at the time, just as acquiescence.

He used his nails to pick the wooden splinters on the disposable chopsticks in his hand, thinking, no, his junior may be falling into pessimism and despair, no wonder the look in his eyes was so scary just now——

The amount of information in this news was so large that he completely forgot about "most of the previous students' wrong attitudes were aimed at him".

Only now did Shen Hao feel his own violent heartbeat, and at the same time he carefully observed Tan Yicheng's expression - no disgust, no shock, only a whitewashed calm - this is good, at least he didn't turn his face, maybe he accepted it This identity—he probably succeeded in coming out.

For a moment, Shen Hao thought that it would be good to treat him as a bosom friend who recognized his identity, and to maintain such a relationship all the time.He shouldn't have taken the senior's idea at all.

"That," Tan Yicheng felt that the most urgent thing to do was to appease his junior, "Are you okay?"

"I'm fine." Shen Hao felt that his IQ was slowly coming online, "I just discovered it recently, that's why I was like that, it may have caused you some trouble... Actually, I have already figured it out before, I just want to find out Tell me personally."

Tan Yicheng raised his eyes, looked at him seriously, and said softly, "I'm very happy if you are willing to tell me."

Shen Hao's eyes widened and his pupils shrank - this time, he almost cried for real.

About the same, he had also talked to Tan Yicheng before——

It's better, it's better to be like this.As a close friend, you can joke around on weekdays, and you can also talk about what is in your heart, and you will never exceed the rules, and you will be passionate and polite——

"...You are willing to accept, and I am also very happy."

Tan Yicheng felt that he had made an extremely correct decision, and even had the illusion that he had saved his junior's fragile heart—at the same time, a sense of responsibility as a "senior" welled up in his chest, He almost pulled the other person to lean on his shoulder.There was a smile on his lips, and he patted Shen Hao's back reassuringly: "Don't think too much about it. I'm here."

When I got back to school, there was still a while before the evening class ended, and the moon was covered by the clouds at night, and it was already the season when there were cicadas faintly singing.

Tan Yicheng pushed the heavy wheelchair and walked slowly on the school road.

"The doctor said it would take a month or so... but you should be out of the wheelchair after a week."

"Ah."

"By the way! Will you not be able to participate in the school sports meeting then!"

"...Ah. Indeed."

"What did you plan to report?"

"100 meters and relay."

"I'm the same as you... Tsk, what a pity your class."

"I can watch you run then."

"That's true. But it's not enough to run with me, you'd better wait for me at the finish line hahaha."

……

"Well, when did you...discover it?"

Shen Hao lied without changing his face: "I have always had a feeling, and I only confirmed it some time ago."

"So, you only told me one person?"

"Ah."

Tan Yicheng felt that he had a greater sense of responsibility.

……

"Then do you have... someone you like?"

"……No."

……

"In the next few days, you will have someone send you back to the classroom..."

"Xiao Yanqi shares a dorm with me. He said before that he would see me off, but he still has to accompany his girlfriend, so he may not always be free."

Tan Yicheng almost said "I'll see you off".

"But Zhong Xiaotian said that if he is not free, he can help."

"Ah That's good."

"Tan Yicheng."

"Ok?"

"Thank you."

"..."

Tan Yicheng pushed the wheelchair with one hand, raised the other hand and rubbed his nose.

He was a little happy, and there was something else, which tickled him lightly in his heart.

What it is, he doesn't want to care about it.