Summer thoughts

There are many people riding bicycles on campus, but this couple is especially reflected in the green painting.

On the eve of participating in the Qingzhi event, Shi Nian was inexplicably nervous. He was afraid of strangers, and this event was to visit the empty-nest elderly. He respected the elderly very much, because he could see the shadow of his grandfather.Shi Nian was worried that tomorrow he would be in front of the old man because he would not talk much and would not be polite enough.

Shi Nian told Xia Ting about his confusion, and Xia Ting taught him a few words in the local language and told him to go to bed early.

When Shi Nian and Li Hongze arrived at the school gate the next morning, Shi Nian saw the tall and straight Xia Ting wearing a windbreaker standing next to Zhou Xiaoqiao. Although he was talking to Zhou Xiaoqiao, his eyes were watching everywhere. .

"Brother, why are you here?" In front of others, they are brothers who are like brothers.

"Your brother called me in the middle of the night last night, afraid that I would eat you, and insisted that I add another quota temporarily. Then you and your brother will go to an old man's house later, and Hongze will come with me." Two sentences In other words, Zhou Xiaoqiao made complaints and division of labor together.

When he and Shi Nian went to the old man's house yesterday when he saw the list, Li Hongze began to look forward to it, and finally had his time.It can only be said that the greater the expectation, the more painful the beating. Li Hongze looked at the minister's back, and then glanced at the two people around him, his chest was tight but he had nowhere to vent, his face was flushed and helpless.

They came to an old community with a sense of age. Most of the elderly here are elites who have dedicated their lives to the glory of the city. The years are long, and the old age is accompanied by plants, time, and time, and the backs of disappearing in the alleys are heavy.

Xia Ting and Shi Nian took the fresh fruits that were distributed uniformly, and looked for the building number written on the list in their hands.They were visiting an 80-year-old couple, the father is a retired university professor.

The slump outside the community does not indicate the obsolescence of the old man's home. When Xia Ting rang the doorbell once, someone opened the door, and what greeted his eyes was rows of bookshelves, with a strong ink fragrance, calligraphy and paintings hanging on the wall, and the sun shines through Jinsong Light into the house, harmonious and comfortable.

The old man and the old lady were very polite. Fruits and tea were kept on the table. "Two days ago, the secretary informed you that you would come over, so we were looking forward to it. This place has a bit of atmosphere." The old lady smiled and said, "Hurry up Eat, you're welcome. The young man is handsome."

"Thank you grandma..." The two also slowly got up naturally, without the restraint they had when they entered the door.

The old man wore a pair of presbyopic glasses around his neck, squinting his eyes, "What major are you studying?"

"Old man, it's hard for me to come here, relax, and you asked about your studies again."

"It's okay, grandma." The two smiled naively and answered in unison, "Grandpa, I chose information and computing science", "Grandpa, I'm financial management."

"Hey, stop." The old lady stretched out her palm in front of the old man, "Don't make old mistakes, this is not your student." The old lady said to them, "He, when he sees young people, educate them, I haven’t gotten tired of doing it all my life, and my grandson doesn’t even dare to come.”

"Grandma, we love to listen, we will come back later, we can pull the hook." Xia Ting ticked his little finger.

"Okay, we welcome you." The old lady smiled and continued to do what she should have done in the kitchen but wanted to chat with the young man more, so she chose to do it in the living room. ——Choose dishes.

"How old are you?"

"I am a sophomore, and he is a freshman." Xia Ting seemed to introduce him to his family, and wanted to add, "He is my boy."

"Universities must be self-conscious and self-disciplined. There are no classes, libraries, gymnasiums, lectures...these places are often visited. These four years are the prime time to enhance your value."

Shi Nian listened very seriously, not only because the old man was old, but also because of the old photos hanging on the wall, the old man stood on the three-foot podium, and the classroom was full of seats, which made people awe-inspiring.

"Old man, if you read the child away, I will be in a hurry with you."

"No, no. Grandma." Xia Ting and Shi Nian looked at each other, "We wish we could sleep here and listen to grandpa for three days and three nights."

After a burst of laughter, the old man was very polite and asked them to eat, but the old man was not happy when he went back.In the afternoon, the old lady took out old photos from the past and introduced those years and things to them one by one.

Coming out of the old man's house, as if watching an old movie, Shi Nian couldn't help but approach Xia Ting, "Tell me, can I see you when you were gray-haired?"

"Of course!" Xia Ting replied without hesitation, "Look at those two clouds," he pointed to the two white clouds floating in the sky, "the one in front is you, and the one behind is me. The corner is the space I lack, when I catch up with you, we will be inlaid together, how can we still be separated."

Shi Nian smiled without saying a word, and moved closer to him.Xia Ting put his arms around his shoulders and walked in the direction of Yun.

After returning from the community, Li Hongze was about to lose his mind. His eyes were burning with raging anger, and with crackling noises, his whole body was ignited.He wanted to smash the table, the door, the wall... smash this world that made him unhappy, without love, the world was against him.

"Shi Nian!" Li Hongze didn't smash anything, the roar really shocked the people in the dormitory, "Come out, I have something to tell you."

Zhu Liangwei and Fang Shun's eyes shuttled back and forth like shuttles on their bodies. They didn't know what happened, but when they wanted to ask, Li Hongze still obediently blocked his mouth with such arrogance.

"Okay." Shi Nian agreed without hesitation, "It's okay, you don't need to follow." He said to the two people around him.

Li Hongze took him to the balcony on the far side of the apartment, except for drying clothes, few people would come here.He couldn't control himself, turned around and hugged Shi Nian tightly in his arms, "Why did you choose him, why?"

From the beginning when he was asked to come out, and then all the way to the balcony, Shi Nian has been guessing the reason. In fact, when Li Hongze started to appear abnormal, he began to guess. It can be said that he guessed everything he could guess, but he didn't pin the reason on himself. Guess, and now when the "truth is revealed", he was in a daze for a short time, and he was held in his arms for a while before he realized that he was going to push him away.

"Boss..."

"Scared, yes, just like what you saw, I like you, I can't help myself, Shi Nian, I don't know how to face you, when I see you and Xia Ting together, I am dry wood, dry wood that will spontaneously combust!"

"Boss, don't, I don't deserve this from you."

"Can you stop me from liking you just by saying that? Do you know how many nights since I saw Xia Ting kissing you, I warned myself that I can't be a third party, and I'm not qualified, but I can't stop it I like you, why did you let me meet you, why."

"Boss..." The flattered Shi Nian didn't know how to face the current situation at this moment, he could only think that it would be great if Xia Ting was by his side, the arms Xia Ting gave him made him feel safe.

"Forget it, let's go back. I'll blow the wind for a while."

"you……"

"It's okay, there's nothing so hard to think about." After speaking, Li Hongze never looked at him again, leaning against the fence, his eyes were dark.

"What's the matter, what's the matter?" As soon as Shi Nian entered the room, Zhu Liangwei and Fang Shun rushed up, asking anxiously.

"It's okay, I'm in a bad mood, I want to vent."

"What about the boss?"

"Blow the air on the balcony. Let him be quiet first." Shi Nian tried his best to make his voice sound normal, not so trembling, lest the two of them see his discomfort, he hurriedly washed up and lay straight on the bed, He stared blankly at the wall.The phone in my hand is turned on and off, turned off and on again...

When Li Hongze came back, it was already past the time to turn off the lights, and the moonlight came in, and he could vaguely see his body, which was not as straight as before.Although in the dark, Shi Nian still closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.

"What's the matter, I have something on my mind." Xia Ting found that his eyes were not as flat as water in the past. Today, the corners of his eyes have been slightly wrinkled, thinking, and anxious.

Shi Nian looked into his eyes, wanted to tell the truth, but said: "You have a rival in love."

Xia Ting put down his chopsticks with a smile, "When did my rival in love break?" He stared at him carefully.

"I'm serious."

"I'm also telling the truth, there are mostly girls, but there are also boys."

"How do you know boys..."

"Is he the boss of your dormitory?"

Shi Nian was surprised, "How do you know?"

"It feels like, when I played basketball that day, I wanted to eat me up." Xia Ting had experienced it that day, and then he observed Li Hongze and saw that Shi Nian's eyes were full of dominance.But he didn't tell the truth, he knew the weight of his roommate in Shi Nian's heart, so he hoped that Shi Nian would go through it himself.

"Then why didn't you tell me."

"I said, you will be as unhappy as you are now."

"Then you can't stop it."

"How did you stop the relationship?" Xia Ting paused, "He confessed to you?"

"Why do I feel that you are not nervous at all, so confident. The boss is very good."

"I believe in you. I also know that your boss is fine, otherwise you wouldn't be anxious now. It's just that he was blinded by his emotions."

"Then what should I do?" Shi Nian finally took off the coat of self-improvement to the person standing beside him, looking at him with eyes full of doting, his voice was full of helpless loss.

"Xiao Nian, I am very happy now."

"Ok?"

"Because, now I feel that this is the real you, the one who needs me." Xia Ting smiled brightly, "My dear, don't worry, forget his confession to you, you don't have this experience in your memory, As always, face your boss."

"How can this be so natural?"

"That means I haven't filled your head." Xia Ting said seriously again, "Actually, this is another level of hiding, showing him that you can't bear his feelings and can only accept the old friendship. After a long time, I also believe that your boss will understand that it is a matter of time."

Shi Nian understood, and nodded thoughtfully.However, Xia Ting took advantage of the situation and hugged him into his arms, "Did you hear my heartbeat? Actually, I am very nervous, I am afraid that I am not perfect, I am afraid that a corner of your heart is not mine, I am afraid You're still on guard against me."

Shi Nian hugged him tightly, "I'll take you back to the countryside for the National Day, okay?"

Xia Ting clasped his hands on Shi Nian's shoulders, and looked at him with unbelievable and joyful eyes, "Really?"

Shi Nian nodded, raised his chin slightly, bit Xia Ting's lower lip willfully, then let go of his teeth, and licked the soft, sweet, sugar-like lip with the flexible tip of his tongue.The night is dark and the wind is high, the black figure blends with the black forest, this darkness belongs to them.

After that night, Li Hongze's state of mind calmed down a lot instead. He was no longer depressed as before, nor burned with anger later.Shi Nian still treated him as before. The stone in Li Hongze's heart didn't fall to the ground, but it didn't fall, and he didn't bump into it all day long.