Summer thoughts

"Do you know what time it is for evening self-study?" Xia Ting asked his roommate.

"It's been a long time since I went to study at night, how can I remember!"

"Wait a minute, I have work and rest time on my phone. Let me see... 8 o'clock."

The cell phone in Shi Nian's trouser pocket vibrated, "I'll be waiting for you when the evening self-study is over." Shi Nian was conflicted. Intuitively, he wanted to be with him, but when he thought about it carefully, he had too much contact with his roommate. He will be suspicious, and he has no plans to come out at the moment. The important thing is that he can't figure out Xia Ting's thoughts.I don't reject talking, if you talk, you need a sincere heart, talk well, and you can cuddle with each other for the rest of your life.

Shi Nian repeatedly revised his reply, but in the end he still didn't reply.

If there is no response, disappointment is inevitable. Of course, Xia Ting will not rush to Shi Nian's self-study classroom violently like the Golden Retriever Lion King, savagely pulling his collar and kissing him.He can wait.

The end of get out of class was approaching, and then the mobile phone that had been on the table moved again: See you on the balcony next to the classroom.

After reading the message, Shi Nian turned around and said to Li Hongze: "You guys go back to the dormitory later, my brother, I have something to do with me."

I believe that it is not calculated by the length of time, but built with heart.Although the time we spent together was short, Xia Ting believed that Shi Nian and others would stand behind him.

The light on the balcony was not turned on. If he hadn't known in advance that there was someone there, he would have been frightened into a ghost if he entered rashly. Shi Nian was terrified by his own imagination.Borrowing the yellow street lights in the distance, Shi Nian reluctantly saw the slender figure, bent over, lazily resting his arms on the railing, looking forward, not knowing what he was looking at or nothing at all.No one will not be moved by beauty, and no one will break beauty.

Xia Ting sensed a new breath flowing on the balcony, turned around, and his cold face in the past smiled intoxicatingly.But the laughter didn't stop, Xia Ting suddenly frowned, and slapped his thighs with both hands, "I'm about to be bitten by mosquitoes!"

The 360-degree change of painting style amused Shi Nian, "I can't find a bright and open place."

"There's a mood here."

"Is something wrong?" Shi Nian cut to the chase.

"It's okay." Anticipating that he would turn around, Xia Ting stepped forward to hold him back, "I miss you."

"ill."

"lovesickness."

Shi Nian was speechless, and his heart was beating wildly.

Taking advantage of his height, Xia Ting put his arms around his shoulders, "How is the new environment?"

"Row."

"How's your roommate?"

"Row."

"How are the teachers and classmates?"

"Row."

"How am I?"

"No." Shi Nian glanced at him, disdainful of his little trick, and broke free from the restraint sideways.It felt good just now, but I felt something was wrong.

"where to?"

"dormitory…"

Xia Ting trotted a few steps and caught up with him, "Go, I'll take you somewhere."

"The lights are about to turn off." Shi Nian couldn't find any other reason to refuse.

"You thought it was still high school... let's go."

Shi Nian thought that he would take him to a place where he deliberately created a certain atmosphere for breakfast, but when he arrived at the destination, he found out that it was a library, and his sullen face softened.

"Have you visited the library yet?"

Shi Nian shook his head, the library is a holy place for him.When looking up the school map, the first location I looked for was the library, but because of this or that, the field trip after entering the school has been delayed.

Looking up at the library, Shi Nian instantly felt that he had become very small, and he couldn't wait to blend into it.

"Go in and see."

There is a monument at the door, and only one word "Book" is inscribed by a famous alumnus.Going in, Shi Nian looked at the entire library, the vast ocean turned into a long blue belt, surrounding it.

"Let's go, I'll walk with you slowly in the future, let's go to the second floor first." Xia Ting pulled him up casually.Shi Nian shook it vigorously, looked around vigilantly, and was relieved that he was not noticed, "I will go by myself."

"Don't be shy." Xia Ting whispered in his ear.

Shi Nian didn't care, strode up the stairs to the second floor.

"Wait for me...you must like the place I'm taking you to." Before Shi Nian had time to stop to appreciate the retro decoration on the second floor, Xia Ting dragged him through the many bookshelves, and stood on a bookshelf with the same proportion as a gun forward.

"Cultural Bitter Journey", "A Millennium Sigh", "A Traveler Without Boundaries", "Shan Nan Shui Bei", "Watching Off", "Wild Fire Collection"...the books I like are listed one by one, I can't hide my joy, I can't help but look at them Shi Nian, who had been watching him from the side, cast a grateful look, "How do you know?"

"Your bookshelf is full of this kind of summer vacation." Xia Ting smiled.

"Thank you..." For Shi Nian who was thirsty for books, it was like a treasure.

A warm breath came from my ears, "Beautiful handsome guy, can I invite you to spend a happy time together?"

"Yes." Shi Nian readily agreed, regardless of his special title.

"Then you pick the book, I've reserved a box."

"Box?"

"Ah."

Shi Nian looked in the direction of Xia Ting's eyes. There was a cubicle next to the floor-to-ceiling windows, made of green bamboo strips, with the quiet and elegant charm of the ancients' study.

Picking out "Wildfire Collection" that I just finished reading recently, Shi Nian has the habit of reading it over and over again, like an old friend chatting about a new topic.

The "box" is actually a seminar room, decorated in a unique way, with a small plaque on the door engraved with "Liaozhai".Scrolls of calligraphy and paintings are hung on the indoor wall, and a few rattan chairs surround a rattan table, as if time-traveled.

"Won't the seminar affect the students who study outside?" Shi Nian whispered, worried about disturbing the students who read outside.

Xia Ting closed the door gently, "No, the sound insulation effect is very good. You can let go and say..."

Shi Nian nodded, standing in front of the wall, looking at the calligraphy on the back of the paper, and the Chinese paintings of ink and blue, if they entered the wonderful realm of poetry, how could the sound be destroyed?

The two sat facing each other, Xia Ting stared at Shi Nian with his chin resting on his hands.Shi Nian was horrified by his stare, "Don't you read?"

"I'll just see you!" Xia Ting didn't have the slightest playfulness on his face, only a man's taste.

Shi Nian didn't have the patience to watch it after being stared at by him, "Xia Ting, let's talk."

"Huh?" Xia Ting sat up straight and continued the topic of the morning, which also made him understand his own intentions.

"Why did you do this?"

"I like you."

"Do you understand me? You are not responsible for yourself if you do this."

"Understood. I'm doing this on my own responsibility."

"That was impulsive."

"No, it's action."

Shi Nian cast an expression of disbelief.

"Let time tell."

"It's not worth it. I'm from a rural area. It's boring."

"I'm lively and funny, and we just complement each other."

"It's just your wishful thinking."

"Then tell yourself, have you ever had a heartbeat?"

Shi Nian was silent, he didn't have the habit of lying, but he didn't want to admit it either.But in Xia Ting's eyes, he already had the answer.

"I have to be responsible for myself, and I hope you are also responsible for yourself. Please think twice, the future is not a child's play."

"I said that time will tell, and I also hope that you can give me a chance for that heartbeat."

"But we're both men."

"Are you afraid?"

Shi Nian's feelings are empty flowerpots, and they also need soil and seeds.But when he thought of his family, he didn't dare to think deeply about how his son, whom his parents are proud of, actually likes men, and how to make them face the world, "No, no, you can find someone else." He bit his lip and endured the pain when he got to the table, and fled the seminar room.

Looking at Wu Wuli's back, Xia Ting, who was full of confidence, was at a loss for what to do. "Wildfire Collection" was still spread out on the table, Xia Ting took it and got up and chased it out.

The author has something to say:

Today I found that revision is more tiring than writing. In the past, typos were corrected.Today, every word and every sentence is considered, whether the embellishment is reasonable, whether the dialogue is long-winded, a lot has been deleted, and a lot has been changed.I really hope to get your comments, thank you.