[Entertainment] seek love

Feng Luan didn't stay at Bai Yan's house for a long time, after the washed clothes were quickly dried, he borrowed the taxi fare from him and left.

After returning home, Feng Luan took out her mobile phone and the wallet that was said to have been left in the taxi from her pocket, hesitated for a while, and then called Jiang Ruicai.

"Doctor Jiang."

"I want to know how long it will be until the next time 'him' comes out and the worst is possible."

"...6 days? Okay, I see."

After hanging up the phone, Feng Luan stared at the mobile phone in her hand, her eyes were out of focus, and she caressed lightly unconsciously. After a long time, she fell back on the sofa, covered her eyes with her hands, and let out a long sigh.

The days passed quickly, and soon it was the day when "Lin Tian" would start broadcasting. Recently, although Feng Luan seemed to behave the same as usual, Bai Yanluo always felt that there was something strange about him. , Just like a prisoner who is about to die, he is anxious and hesitant when the execution date is approaching day by day.

'I always feel that something is different. '

Whether it is him or himself.

In his spare time, Bai Yanluo put down the script in his hand, stared at Feng Luan, there was nothing wrong with it at first glance, but there was always a pale smile on closer inspection, thinking so in a trance.

In fact, just as Bai Yanluo noticed, Feng Luan is really having a hard time these days, the kind of confusion, fear, and nervous tension that may not be him at any time and be replaced by another self It's hard to understand the pain if you don't experience it yourself.

Counting down the days, but the sense of powerlessness that could still be replaced at any time almost made him collapse!

He hadn't had a good night's sleep for a long time.No matter how exhausted the body is, the frightening feeling that he will be swallowed as soon as he closes his eyes often wakes Feng Luan from his sleep, and then he cannot close his eyes all night long.

Although she was reading scripts and filming work as usual, in fact, Feng Luan had already started to suffer from a nervous breakdown. Fortunately, the broadcast of "Lintian" was on the right track, and her role in "Into the Bone" was coming to an end. Under the constant communication with Jiang Ruicai, the two also set a date for risky treatment early.

In two days, my role will be over, and whether I will live or die, it is time to end it.

Gently pinching the center of her brows, Feng Luan let out a breath of foul air, a figure flashed in front of her eyes, and she took a closer look at the back of Bai Yanluo walking in a costume. Steamed Pu-erh tea.

Dazed for a second, he held up the teacup cherishingly, took a sip, felt the fragrance of Pu'er tea diffuse in his mouth, and looked at Bai Yanluo who had entered the drama with more gentle eyes.

He lowered his eyebrows, looked at his own reflection reflected in the tea, and couldn't help but smile at the corner of his mouth.

【Luo, don't worry,】

[I won't lose. 】

Taking another sip, letting the warm and fragrant tea slide down the esophagus, Feng Luan solemnly swears in his heart.

******

"Doctor Jiang, let's start."

Feng Luan loosened his tie, leaned on the chair, took a deep breath, and said to Jiang Ruicai.

Jiang Ruicai nodded, lit the calming incense and lavender incense prepared in advance, pressed the remote control button on the chair and lowered the back of the chair, let Feng Luan relax on the back of the chair, and then sat opposite him.

"Gently close your eyes, relax your muscles, and slowly slow your breathing..."

"Yes, inhale...exhale..."

"Yes, very good."

"Sink your mind and listen carefully to what I have to say."

"You are very sleepy now, very sleepy..."

Jiang Ruicai's slow and soft tone rang in Feng Luan's ears, and he followed what he said, and his consciousness slowly sank.

"who are you?"

A deep voice rang in his ears.

【I am Feng Luan. 】

he answered.

"who are you?"

【Feng Luan. 】

The other party asked him again, and he answered.But the other party did not let him go, asking in his ear over and over again.

"who are you?"

"I am Feng Luan."

He frowned, a little impatient, but still answered.

"No, you are not."

【I am. 】

"No, you're not. Think about it, who are you?"

【I am……】

!!!

【"Little bastard!"

"Go away! You bastard! Humph, Meimei, we won't play with him."

"Ha, hello! Little beggar!"

"He's just a fool, an idiot, a wild child, hee hee..."

"He is a broom star. He killed his parents and his adoptive parents. Let's stay away from him!"

"He, tsk, looks like a mouse, and he loses his appetite when he sees it, and he blinds his skin for nothing."

"Can you sing? If you can't sing, go down! Step down! Step down! Step down!"

...]

The chaotic memories exploded in his mind. The unforgettable scenes, the helpless crying again and again, and the piercing words made him lose himself. He couldn't help but immerse himself in the darkness and fell silently. shed tears.

Jiang Rui, who was staring nervously at Feng Luan, clearly saw Feng Luan curled up in the chair subconsciously, the corners of his eyes were red, weeping silently, his mouth curled up aggrievedly, and he objected in a low voice.

"I'm not, I'm not, I'm not..."

That cowardly and gloomy expression is obviously the main character of this body.

My heart tightened and I said badly, and hurriedly reminded: "Think about it carefully, who are you?"

【who I am? 】

【who I am? 】

【who I am? ! 】

【"Mongrel", "Fool", "Breed", "Crazy", "Hey"]

The chaotic and malicious voices called out to me, but no, no!I'm not!I'm not!

"then who are you?"

【I, I am, I am...】

Feng Luan began to struggle violently, clasping his hands tightly, breathing rapidly, biting his lower lip tightly with his teeth, dripping ferocious blood.

【Feng Luan? 】

A cold voice rang in his ears, awakening his somewhat confused mind.

【who?who is it?Who is talking? 】

【Feng Luan. 】

【Why are your hands so cold? 】

【How are you? 】

[Why don't you hold an umbrella? 】

【Feng Luan? 】

【Feng Luan. 】

【Feng Luan. 】

One after another, it was that person who was talking, that cold and familiar voice, it was me who was calling...

【Feng Luan. 】

The one calling me is...

"fall."

"fall."

"fall……"

Feng Luan's demeanor began to relax slowly, but he kept calling that person's name, like a drowning person grabbing the last piece of driftwood.

And the name that is constantly evoked in the mouth is the last salvation that the sad desperado who lost his way in the desert holds tightly to.

Constantly calling Bai Yanluo's name, Feng Luan felt his heart slowly return to calm, and his strength slowly returned to his body, spreading to every muscle and every cell.

In the darkness, he felt that he had touched that barrier, and he had a premonition that if he broke that barrier, he would be free and see what he was thinking of...

【Light. 】

Exhausting all his strength, he rushed towards the barrier and smashed it open with his body. Finally, the barrier cracked open, and the crack made a piercing sound. The cracks continued to increase and expand, and finally all shattered. open.

But with the shattering of the barrier, a flood of memories flooded into his brain. At the same time, Feng Luan could clearly feel that another self was fighting with him in the end. He wanted to...

devour yourself!

Feng Luan tightly closed her eyes, her veins were bulging, her face was ferocious, and the blood vessels in her temples were throbbing violently, as if they would burst unbearably in the next second!

On the other side, Jiang Ruicai had already stood up nervously, surrounded Feng Luan and stared at the other party's reaction, his finger bones were clenched white, and he made a toothache sound.

He knew that Fengluan had already entered the last, most important and most important step at this moment, success or failure depended on it!

In the sea of ​​consciousness, Feng Luan tightly strangled the neck of the other self, and "he" was also struggling in his arms. As time passed bit by bit, Feng Luan felt that his strength was rapidly increasing. Lost, but the opponent is still struggling as if he has endless strength, and he almost escapes!

'Is this the difference between the main personality and the secondary personality? '

'Even if I try my best, is it still inferior to the master personality? '

'Yeah?Yeah! '

Feng Luan felt her body on the verge of limit screaming!There is a monstrous hatred in the chest!

'Why?Why! '

'Why does the sub-personality exist for the main personality!Why should the secondary personality be wiped out at will!Why can't the secondary personality live upright! '

'Just because I'm a sub-personality? '

'Yeah?is that so! '

'Heaven!How unfair you are! '

While feeling sad for herself, Feng Luan only felt unwilling and resentful!

[Even if it is death, I will never let you stand in front of Luo instead of me! 】

【no way! 】

Xu Shi broke out with his last strength in a desperate situation, Feng Luan finally choked the throat of another self, and the whole sea of ​​consciousness finally turned into pieces...

"!!!"

Feng Luan suddenly opened her eyes, gasped for breath, stared blankly at the ceiling with dilated pupils, her face was pale, her body was covered in cold sweat, as if she had just been scooped out of the water.

Covered in a mess, but with the light of victory.

With the gradual return of consciousness, Feng Luan's eyes gradually regained focus, but the roaring in his ears was still inaudible.

But there was one sentence that he heard very clearly.

He heard Jiang Ruicai say, "Congratulations."

"Welcome back."

Feng Luan wore his first smile since "rebirth" on his face.

'fall……'

【I live】

【came back. 】

The author has something to say:

I don't feel like writing that feeling...

【Hide face and cry】

Speaking of it, the sub-personality is generally split and exists in order to bear the pressure or pain that the main personality is unwilling or unable to bear.

The attack in the anime "Like Is Like" is that I can't stand the pain of the experiment or something, so I split my personality. Although I don't make science and unscientific [Tan Shou] Yes, can you tell me where Ni Meng found this article? What about text?

Anyway, I don’t believe it was crawled from Weibo, because no one likes me on Weibo 〒▽〒