"Why don't you talk?" Shi Jinxing couldn't wait for Tao Ye's answer, thinking that he hadn't accepted his explanation in his heart, so he added: "I will take you with me on the next trip."

As for family activities like Eleven, Tao Ye can never be brought along.

"And then?" Tao Ye said to him on the phone: "Shi Jinxing, I feel really uncomfortable now, this feeling is really fucked." A person who used to be quite independent suddenly became different from himself, and became more than usual. Even more fragile, even I feel so hypocritical.

"Yeah." Shi Jinxing didn't want to laugh, but he wanted to make the atmosphere more lively, so he forced a smile.

"Why are you so happy? It's always fun not to see you." Thinking of his usual gourd-like, three sticks can't make a dull fart, Tao Ye was so angry that he said, "Why don't I see you tomorrow?" Go out for a walk, too, and go with your classmates."

Shi Jinxing immediately rejected his decision, saying: "No, we'll talk about it when I get back." He didn't want Tao Ye to go out.

"The vacation is over when you come back." Tao Ye didn't really want to go, he was just talking, with this thought in his heart, he didn't have to go.

"Well, I'll talk about it when I come back." Shi Jinxing repeated his insistence: "Next time I will accompany you, you can go wherever you want." He really didn't want Tao Ye to be with someone he didn't know at this time. go out and play.

That way there would be no way of knowing what he was doing and what was going to happen.

It was only later that Tao Ye realized that Shi Jinxing was lying to others?Also quite strange.

A person who was not even willing to say a word of good things before, his attitude today is so good that it is unbelievable.But Tao Ye was very useful. He felt that Shi Jinxing was slowly changing, which was a good thing.

"Then I won't go, I'll talk about it when you come back."

"Okay." Shi Jinqing in the hotel couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, and said with more obvious concern than usual: "Have you had dinner yet?"

"I haven't eaten yet." Tao Ye's indifferent voice came over the phone, causing Shi Jinxing to frown again, and he said, "Eat three meals normally."

"I understand this truth too. Forget it. I'll order food right now." Tao Ye didn't want to talk back and quarrel with him, it would be so boring: "I miss you a little bit today." I was alone, so I didn't even have an appetite for food. How come.

"When did you love me so much?"

"do not know."

The dialogue like child's play seems very natural between them.Because it has always been like this, either they are reserved with each other, or they all say they care casually.

Never refused to say a word, I want to spend the rest of my life with you or something.

"I'll be back soon."

With such a long distance, no matter how much emotion boils in my heart, there is no way to turn it into a strong hug.I can only say one thing and I will come back soon.

"Oh, hang up?" It seemed that he didn't know what to say to the phone, and he would only feel more lonely, wanting him to appear in front of him.

"Don't hang up, wait until the meal you ordered arrives." Although I can't see anyone, it's good to listen to the voice.

"Then tell me... what are you going to play tomorrow?"

"Okay." Finding out the plan made by his father, Shi Jinxing told him one by one, and after each place and event, he would promise: "Next time I will take you there too."

"You're so gentle tonight." Tao Ye was smiling while hugging his phone, as if he felt a lot better in his heart.

That feeling of longing and longing has been taken up by another feeling.

"I like you too." Angry because of missing too much, this will make Shi Jinxing want to fly back to him and hug him tightly.

"How?" Tao Ye was curious, and the other party was more willing to talk after a certain distance.

"You don't know how I feel, and you won't understand." Because there are still differences between the two, Shi Jinxing puts himself in the role of a caregiver and a dependent.

So he was thinking again, it would be great if Tao Ye was really so inseparable.

"I really don't understand if you don't tell me."

"Yeah." After a while, Shi Jinxing said, "Do you still miss me?"

"I still want to." Tao Ye closed his eyes and turned gently on the chair.

Yes, I really want to think about it, in fact, the seeds of love have germinated long ago, but it suddenly bloomed today.

"Ah Xing looks more and more like his father."

Shi Jinxing, who is tall and slender, is wearing a full set of light-colored casual sportswear today, holding a pink and tender girl in his hand.When one big and one small stood there waiting for their elders, they were noticed by the young girls coming and going around them.

He looks good and is the most concerned one in this generation of the family.

But because everyone accommodates him, he is also a spoiled one.

In fact, Shi Jinxing is very impatient when he travels with his parents every year. All he can do is to accompany him.Do what you should do along the way, such as helping the elders with their luggage, helping the aunt with the children, and helping to line up for shopping.

The expression on his face has always been calm, no matter what he is doing, he looks the same.

"Brother Ah Xing, are you unhappy? Why are you unhappy?" The little girl was bored and raised her head to chat with her cousin.

But the age gap between her cousin and her is too far, the two of them haven't chatted, and the cousin is also very desperate.

He's not interested in Barbie dolls, nor in ice cream: "So what do you like?"

"..." Looking down at the little cousin with big eyes, Shi Jinxing was also very desperate. The little girl always talked to him about very childlike things: "I'm not unhappy."

"Then why are you so stern?"

"You're worrying too much. Not smiling and keeping a straight face are two different things."

"If you don't smile, keep a straight face, and you won't be handsome if you have a straight face!" the little girl said with her eyes blinking.

"Oh." The chat killer Shi Jinxing went online.

In a nearby duty-free shop, Shi Jinxing's mother and aunt saw the two of them through the glass window, and one of them shook his head: "It looks like his father, but not in personality."

My aunt said, "Have you found someone to look at it?"

"How dare you, it's not a problem." Zhang Yunhui lowered her voice, and whispered to the eldest lady: "I suspect he has found a girlfriend."

"That's good. I guess it's more useful to talk to someone than to enlighten you." The aunt patted the back of my sister's hand and said, "But don't be too anxious. Wait for them to stabilize before you talk about it and get to know the girl."

"I know."

Zhang Yunhui nodded, thinking of the years when Shi Jinxing was particularly serious when he was a child, the doctor said that it was not entirely autism, and it could not be classified accurately at present, and it might be confirmed when he grew up and was able to communicate.

Because the diagnosis could not be made, the doctor suggested that they communicate more and participate in parent-child activities together.

But then when people grow up, the situation is still the same.

He is unwilling to communicate, no one knows what he is thinking, even his parents are not the object of communication in his heart.It feels like everyone is not recognized by him, and the relationship between relatives is very weak.

"It's also because we were too busy to be good parents for him." The son was taken care of by a nanny when he was young, and when he grew up, he didn't need his parents anymore.

"Oh, he's so old now, don't blame yourself, and care more in the future." My aunt just had a daughter in her middle age, and she never had a child before, but now she is full of love for her child.

Seeing his nephew like this, he also blamed his sister a little bit, but that was all in the past, and it's useless to blame now.

"Let's go, go check out."

After the sisters checked out, they walked back to the children.

The little girl let go of Bingshan's cousin and threw herself into her mother's arms to act like a baby.

"Mom, mom, why is my cousin unhappy all day." Of course, she knew how to bite her ear in the second half of the sentence.

"Mom doesn't know, why don't you ask your cousin?"

"I don't want to ask." She didn't say anything after asking, the little girl pouted, and complained all the way about her brother who didn't talk to her.

Shi Jinxing could occasionally hear his little cousin's complaints, but he just smiled and didn't have any thoughts in his mind.

"Shall I talk to my mother?" Zhang Yunhui walked up to him and gave him a bottle of mineral water at the same time.

"Thank you." After taking the palm-sized water bottle, he glanced at the lady beside him, waiting for her to speak.

"Do you feel reluctant? Does getting along with your family make you feel no warmth?"

"No." Of course there are feelings, but there are more responsibilities.Shi Jinxing is fulfilling his responsibilities as a child according to his own ideas, giving them all he can give.

"What about that, what do you think of your family?"

"Why are you talking about this all of a sudden?" Shi Jinxing frowned lightly, showing a little bit of resistance and bewilderment.

"I want to exchange ideas, what's wrong? You don't want to chat with me?" Zhang Yunhui felt that her son was very good within a certain range, but there was a feeling that she couldn't get close to him.

"..." Shi Jinxing pursed his lips, he really didn't want to, he always hated being probed.

"The older I get, the more I feel that our family doesn't have enough laughter." Zhang Yunhui said in a half-joking tone: "Maybe it will be better when you get married in the future."

When there are more babies in the family, the whole family will be different.

"I probably won't marry a woman." Shi Jinxing gave Zhang Yunhui a shock and said, "The person I like now is not a woman."

"That is to say, there is someone you like now?" Zhang Yunhui suppressed her surprise and incomprehension, and tried to use a guiding tone: "Then we can talk, why do you like that person? What are your thoughts?"

These questions were too pointed, and she had no hope of being answered.

"Because we get along well." Shi Jinxing answered her, looking forward a little far away, as if he was about to cross the horizon: "It's the first time I like someone, but he is a man, at first I thought it was a girl .”

"Looks like a girl?" Zhang Yunhui was quite restrained, with a calm face.

"No, we met through playing games, he plays female number."

After listening to her son's narration, Zhang Yunhui nodded. It turned out that it was still an online dating, which was very fashionable: "Then what happened next?"

After waiting for a while, he didn't hear his son's voice, but when he looked sideways, his face was very serious, as if he was thinking about some serious issue.

"Later I asked him to meet and found out it was a man. I told him that I don't like men."

"That's it." Zhang Yunhui breathed a sigh of relief, it's fine if you don't like it.She was glad that she was able to hold back her breath and didn't directly quarrel with her son.

Homosexuality is indeed a bit serious, and there is only one child in my family.If so, it's a big blow.

"But one night later, I asked him out for a second time and asked him to stay with me." Shi Jinxing was lost in memory, and the corner of his mouth curled up.

"..." Desperate mother.

"He didn't like me, and he broke up after a month." Thinking of that depressing past, the corners of his mouth pressed down.

"..." The mother who came back to life.

"After half a month later, he asked me to get back together, and we continued to be together." This is a little sweet, after all, the other party took the initiative.

Zhang Yunhui said: "Tell me directly, what is your situation now?" Can you finish it all at once?She could no longer bear such ups and downs.

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