My Wife Always Thought I Did Not Love Him

Zhou Du stared at Xia Yao for a while, then walked to the sofa opposite him and sat down.

Xia Yao put the document on the table, but Zhou Du didn't go to get it.

At this time Zhou Tong stood outside the door and knocked on the door, then opened the door, holding two cups of tea in his hand.When she bent down to put another cup of tea in front of Zhou Du, Zhou Du frowned slightly and asked, "Have you been wearing perfume?"

Zhou Tong cleared his throat and explained: "Boss, I'll just spray it once today and go on a blind date tonight."

Xia Yao suddenly looked up at the two of them.

Zhou Du nodded and said, "I wish you success, how about it, you get off work early today."

Zhou Tong was overjoyed in his heart, but still thanked Zhou Du with a professional smile on his face, but the back of going out was extremely cheerful.

"That's my secretary." Zhou Du said suddenly, Xia Yao was stunned and nodded blankly.

Zhou Du turned his eyes away from Xia Yao's face, and flipped through the documents on the table.He crossed his legs, and his posture was leisurely.But he was nervous and apprehensive in his heart, he was afraid that Xia Yao would stand up and leave in the next second.

Xia Yao felt like he was sitting on pins and needles, he was entangled in his heart, although he looked down at the teacup in front of him, he kept watching Zhou Du's every move from the corner of his eye.

And Zhou Du is not like this.

I really wasn't looking at you, I just looked at each other silently for a long time, Zhou Du put down the document, and said with a straight face, "Yes, yes."

Xia Yao heaved a sigh of relief, and was about to stand up to say goodbye, but Zhou Du went on to say, "Thank you that day."

Xia Yao's heart tightened, Zhou Du suddenly talked about what happened that day, and he wondered whether to follow his lead and ask him how he was.

"It's all right. If Mr. Zhou is all right, I'll leave first." Xia Yao stood up, not because he didn't want to ask, but because he always remembered what Zhou Du told him, never to appear in front of him again.

"Wait a minute." Zhou Du also stood up.

Xia Yao looked at a corner of the office, but his eyes just didn't look at Zhou Du.

Suddenly, Zhou Du felt bored. He deliberately stood in front of Xia Yao and said to him, "Even if it's just to be polite, you should at least ask me how that day was."

Xia Yao pursed her lips and did not make a sound.

Zhou Du's tone suddenly turned cold, he stared at Xia Yao, gritted his teeth and said, "Are you so cold-blooded and heartless?"

Xia Yao turned her head to one side.

Zhou Du sneered: "It seems that even if I get terminally ill, you won't care at all."

Xia Yao was in a trance when he heard the word terminally ill, the blood on his face suddenly disappeared, and he stared at Zhou Du with trembling lips: "You, what are you talking about?"

Zhou Du saw that he had such a big reaction, and just wanted to explain, but he never thought that Xia Yao would suddenly grab Zhou Du's wrist and ask, "You, what's wrong with you?"

Seeing the concern in Xia Yao's eyes, Zhou Du couldn't help but soften his heart, and said, "It's nothing, just a little stomach problem, probably from drinking too much."

When Xia Yao heard him say that his stomach was not good, his first reaction was stomach cancer.He grabbed Zhou Du's arm and couldn't help but force, "It's okay, it's okay." He felt his throat choked and uncomfortable: "Now that medical technology is advanced, it can definitely be cured. You will be fine, you will be fine."

Before Xia Yao finished speaking, her eyes were terribly red.

Zhou Du noticed that Xia Yao was trembling slightly, he quickly held Xia Yao's shoulders to comfort him, "I'm fine, really, I just have a stomach ulcer, nothing serious."

Xia Yao seemed to have been frightened, shaking even more violently.

"Stomach ulcer?" He confirmed again in disbelief.

Zhou Du stared at him closely, reluctant to move away, and nodded with a hmm.

"Stomach ulcer." Xia Yao repeated unconsciously, he was really too scared.He lost his mother in the last life, but in this life he really can't lose Zhou Du, he can't bear such a parting of life and death.

Zhou Du didn't expect Xia Yao to cry, he lowered his head, and when his tears hit the light-colored floor, Zhou Du suddenly felt a pain in his heart.

"Xia Yao." Zhou Du flusteredly grabbed his shoulders and pushed him in front of him. Xia Yao didn't realize that tears were streaming down his face at this moment. He felt that he was too useless, so he quickly pushed Zhou Du away, and then Hastily left his office.

Seeing Xia Yao running past her, Zhou Tong hurriedly called out "Mr. Xia." Xia Yao acted as if he hadn't heard it, and ran down the stairs without even taking the elevator.

When he got into the taxi, he covered his face and hid all the tears in his palm.

Only love and coughing in the world can't be concealed. Xia Yao knows that as soon as he faces Zhou Du, all his pretended calmness will fall apart in an instant.

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Zhou Du stood in the office, silent, not knowing what he was thinking.Zhou Tong walked lightly to the door of the office and knocked on the door.

Only then did Zhou Du turn his head to look at her.

"what's up?"

"That," Zhou Tong said after deliberating, "Ms. Xia's translation fee has not yet been paid."

"En." Zhou Du walked back to his desk again, leaned back on the boss chair behind him, and said to Zhou Tong: "I see, you give me the details of his expenses, and I'll handle it."

"Alright Mr. Zhou." After she finished speaking, she quietly backed out and closed the office door.

It seems that her guess is right, the relationship between the boss and Teacher Xia is really not simple.

Xia Yao was in a complicated mood and didn't want to go home directly, so he went back to school alone.

The school he is currently working for is the W University he was admitted to at the beginning. It is summer vacation and there is no one in the school.When Xia Yao walked to the school gate, he remembered that he had broken up with Zhou Du here.

He showed a bleak smile, this was his choice at the beginning, why should he put on such a posture now.Xia Yao raised his head, his eyes followed the long road, looking far, far away.

When Xia Yao came home, Xia's mother was preparing dinner.As soon as Xia Yao entered, Xia Yangyang jumped up and hugged Xia Yao's thigh.

He was only two years old, hanging on Xia Yao's lap like a koala, and his father and father kept yelling.

Xia Yao stretched out his arms with both hands, and hugged him in his arms.

During dinner, Xia's mother kept looking at Xia Yao.Xia Yao sighed inwardly: "Mom, if you have anything to say, just say it."

Xia's mother put down the bowls and chopsticks, and asked cautiously: "Yaoyao, one of my mother's friends - Uncle Feng, do you still remember?"

Xia Yao nodded.The Uncle Feng Xia Yao mentioned by Xia's mother has only met twice. It is said that he is a member of Xia's square dance army, and he seems to be a retired old Chinese medicine doctor.

I heard from Xia's mother that he was also a widow with his children abroad, so he felt a little sympathetic with Xia's mother.

"I plan to treat him to dinner tomorrow and introduce you to each other." Mama Xia's face was already stained crimson before she finished speaking.

Xia Yao immediately came to his senses, and smiled at his mother, "Of course, then let's prepare well tomorrow."

Xia's mother's eyes were a little red, she looked at her son, and said as if she had made a mistake: "Mom thought you would disagree."

"Mom." Xia Yao reached out to hold the back of her mother's hand: "As long as you feel happy, I will support you in whatever you do."

Hearing this, Xia Yangyang followed Xia Yao's example, stretched out his little hand to put on Mother Xia's other hand, and said in a childish voice, "This time."

Xia Yao and Xia's mother couldn't help laughing.

The next day, Xia Yao's meeting with Uncle Feng was very successful, and Xia Yangyang even hugged the toy that Grandpa Feng gave him.Xia Yao was well-mannered and thoughtful, without appearing to be out of touch, the family had dinner together happily.

Xia's mother was about to clean up, Xia Yao pushed her out of the kitchen and said, "Mom, you can accompany Uncle Feng down for a walk, I'll do it here."

Mother Xia untied her apron embarrassingly, and before she left, she suddenly said to Xia Yao: "By the way, Yaoyao, this weekend, Mom may go out to the neighboring city to participate in the square dancing competition with our team. Stay there for the night."

Xia Yao nodded and said to Xia's mother: "Mom, don't worry, I will take care of Yangyang."

Xia's mother wanted to say something more, Xia Yao put her shoulders on her shoulders and pushed her to Uncle Feng in the living room and said, "Uncle Feng, you are tired and accompany my mother to eat."

Uncle Feng smiled gently, turned his head and said softly to Mother Xia, "Do you want to go for a walk?"

Mother Xia shyly turned her head to one side and hummed.

After Xia Yao finished tidying up, he planned to call Xia Yangyang to take a bath, but our little friend Xia Yangyang was obsessed with bears, staring at the TV and completely ignoring his father.

Xia Yao looked helplessly at her son, walked up to him, hugged him on her lap and sat down, watched bears with him for a while.

After watching two episodes, Xia Yao took out the remote control and turned off the TV.

"Okay, I can only watch so much today, will dad accompany you tomorrow, okay?"

Xia Yangyang's greatest strength is his obedience, he didn't get angry when he saw his father turned off the TV, he turned around and put his arms around Xia Yao's neck, and nodded obediently.

After Xia Yao washed Xia Yangyang clean, he poured a glass of milk into his feeding bottle, then carried him to bed.

Xia Yangyang has her own small room, but Xia's mother loves her grandson, and she sleeps with Yangyang most of the time.

Xia Yao carried Xia Yangyang to his own small room, put him on the bed, and stuffed the bottle into his arms.

"Father." Xia Yangyang hugged the bottle, looking at Xia Yao with bright eyes.

Xia Yao naturally knew what he meant, smiled at him, took out her phone and planned to read some bedtime stories on Baidu.

Xia Yangyang quickly stuffed the pacifier into his mouth, then lay down, obediently waiting for his father to tell him stories.

Xia Yao just clicked on the browser, but found that the WeChat on the mobile phone showed that someone had added him.He clicked on it and saw that it was someone he didn't know.He was afraid that some student would add him, so he agreed.

After he agreed, he quit WeChat, intending to continue looking for stories to lull Yang Yang to sleep.

Unexpectedly, the person who just added him on WeChat sent a sentence——

Haven't slept yet?

Xia Yao frowned, and replied——

May I ask you are?

Zhou Du looked at Xia Yao's rhetorical question, paused for a while, typed two words slowly, and then clicked send——

Zhoudu.

Xia Yao choked for breath, looked at the man's name for a long time without any response.

"Father." Xia Yangyang's pupils are a jewel-like blue, his eyelashes are very long, the outline of his face is not Asian at first glance, and his skin is snow-white.He reached out and touched his father's face.

Only then did Xia Yao come back to his senses, he stroked Xia Yangyang's hairy little head and said, "You drink the milk first, then Dad will tell you stories, okay?"

Xia Yangyang puffed her cheeks, Xia Yao lowered her head and kissed him gently on the forehead.He nodded reluctantly, leaned on the pillow and drank milk with his eyes closed.

Xia Yao knows Xia Yangyang's habits, he usually falls asleep after drinking a bottle of milk.

Seeing that Xia Yao hadn't replied to him for a long time, Zhou Du felt uneasy, he suddenly had an idea, and sent another WeChat message, saying, "I'm looking for you on business."

Xia Yao has been staring at the phone's WeChat in a daze, thinking about how to reply Zhou Du, but Zhou Du sent another message.

He quickly replied and asked, "What's wrong with the document I translated?"

Zhou Du said with a guilty conscience, "Well, there may be a small problem."

Xia Yao: "Then can I trouble you to re-send me the problematic part?"

Zhou Du: "I can't explain this on WeChat for a while, so we probably need to talk face-to-face."

Xia Yao was silent again, he didn't know what Zhou Du meant.

Seeing that Xia Yao didn't speak again, Zhou Du had no choice but to admit his fate: "I will let my secretary contact you."

Xia Yao looked at the message for a long time, and typed a "hmm."

Seeing Xia Yao's reply, Zhou Du angrily threw the phone on the bed,

And after that day, Xia Yao has been waiting for Secretary Zhou Du to contact him, but there has been no news.Later, when he went to ask Zhou Tong, Zhou Tong told Xia Yao that there was no problem with the translated document.

Xia Yao thought that Zhou Du was just trying to find fault with him, so he didn't ask any more questions.

Xia's mother gathered together on Saturday morning and took the bus to the neighboring city. Seeing that she was fine, Xia Yao prepared to clean the house.

Although Xia Yangyang is not tall, he has a lot of ambition. He also imitated his father, wiping the table in the dining room diligently with a rag.

Zhou Du was racking his brains to find an excuse to meet Xia Yao, but he was called out by Wang Hao's phone call.

When Zhou Du arrived at the bar, Wang Hao had already drunk it himself.

Seeing his dying look, Zhou Du raised his brows and asked, "What's the matter? Arguing or breaking up in love?"

Wang Hao glanced at Zhou Du resentfully, and drank the wine in the glass in one gulp.

"Okay, I won't force you if you don't want to say it." Zhou Du sat next to Wang Hao, Wang Hao sighed and said to Zhou Du: "My parents urged me to get married."

Zhou Du frowned.

"I was found out by Zhang Yang, and we had a quarrel about it."

Hearing what he said, Zhou Du also picked up the wine glass in front of him and took a sip.

Wang Hao seemed to be a little drunk, and he was not very good at drinking.

"Zhou Du, what do you think I should do?"

Zhou Du remained silent.

Wang Hao didn't seem to expect Zhou Du's answer either, so he continued to pour himself a glass of wine.

"It's impossible for a person not to get married, right?" He murmured into the wine glass, "I didn't say to go back and get married now, why is he so angry."

Zhou Du looked at Wang Hao's profile, and suddenly said, "What do you think? Go back and get married?"

"I...I don't know." Wang Hao sighed, "I have only one son in my family, and my parents will definitely force me to get married."

"Then you should break off with Zhang Yang as soon as possible, so as not to delay him from finding another one."

"No." Wang Hao was suddenly agitated, "I won't break with him."

"Then what do you want to do? Let Zhang Yang be a mistress, and be your secret lover when you get married? You're thinking of the pretty Wang Hao."

Wang Hao pursed his lips and did not speak.

"If you can't hold back your parents, break up as soon as possible, and don't procrastinate and torture each other."

Seeing Zhou Du say this, Wang Hao turned his head and stared at him intently, and said, "So you broke up with Xia Yao so quickly?"

Zhou Du's face darkened, and Wang Hao continued: "It's strange to say, I only heard that you and I broke up, but I didn't see you mention the reason for breaking up. Why, Xia Yao also didn't want to procrastinate with you and torture each other. Did you get it right?"

Zhou Du suddenly yelled at Wang Hao, "Shut up."

Wang Hao hooked the corner of his mouth, and continued to take a sip of wine, "You can't do it yourself, aren't you still waiting for Xia Yao to come back and find you?"

Zhou Du clenched his fists tightly, and he pursed his lips without speaking.

"But I think Xia Yao doesn't like you at all."

Zhou Du grabbed Wang Hao by the collar and stared at him fiercely.

"Do you want to beat me up, come on!"

Zhou Du reached out his hand and took out his mobile phone from Wang Hao's pocket, "Don't you just want to provoke me to punch you twice to make you feel better." Zhou Du shook the mobile phone in his hand, and then dialed Zhang Yang's phone call.

"What are you doing!" Wang Hao reached out to snatch it, but was stopped by Zhou Du.

The phone rang once and was picked up by Zhang Yang. Zhou Du took the phone away, and Wang Hao kept shouting at Zhou Du: "Let go, give me back the phone!"

The person on the other end of the phone listened to Wang Hao's voice without saying a word. Wang Hao stretched out his hand and slapped the phone on the ground. The screen shattered on the spot.

Zhou Du bent down and picked up the phone, and put it back into Wang Hao's pocket.

"If you can't bear him, tell him well, and the two of you can discuss a solution together, otherwise it's useless to die drunk in a bar."

Wang Hao stared at the wine glass in a daze, and suddenly he asked softly, "Zhou Du, aren't you afraid?"

"What are you afraid of?"

"When you and Xia Yao first got together, you said, why can't two men be together. I think you are quite stupid. How could two men be together? It's not in line with common sense at all. ridiculed."

"Sneaky? Common sense?" Zhou Du curled his lips indifferently and said, "What does this have to do with me? Why should I care about other people's opinions? Could it be that I can't do things that they think are unreasonable? I just want to go. If they dare to come to me and say it, I can't beat them to death."

"What about your parents, don't you care what your parents think?"

Zhou Du looked down at his fingers and was silent for a while before he said, "I had a showdown with them the night before I went to report at the university, and I said I like Xia Yao."

Wang Hao's eyes widened in disbelief.

"You, didn't your father beat you?"

Zhou Du smiled indifferently and said, "I was slapped, and my mother stopped me." Zhou Du drank the wine in the glass, and then poured another glass.

"At that time, I thought, even if I get beaten, I still want to be with Xia Yao. He will never beat me to death. As long as I have a sigh of relief, I will tell them that I just like Xia Yao, and I just want to be with him Forever." Zhou Du slowly clenched his fists.

Wang Hao stared at him without moving.

"At that time, my mother said, whoever I like is my freedom. Just like studying, you only have to bear the consequences of what you choose and do now. As long as you don't cry and regret it in the future, then she will not go. Tube."

Wang Hao opened his mouth, wanting to say something.

Zhou Du went on to say: "But what I didn't expect was that Xia Yao would break up with me." He smiled wryly: "I hated him very much at that time, you know? For the first year or two, I thought about it every day, but But I couldn’t figure it out. Then I missed him very much, so I worked hard to make money, and I just wanted to make him regret his original choice when he saw me again.”

"But when I saw him, I only had one glance, and all the hatred and regret in my heart were all forgotten. I only had one thought, which was to hug him fiercely."

Zhou Du continued to drink a glass of wine, and his throat rolled up and down, "I don't know what kind of feelings you have for Zhang Yang. If you are like me, you also want to be with him forever. Then go tell your parents , as long as you don't regret it, even if you are beaten to death, you two will face it together, at least, Zhang Yang will not break up with you."

After listening to Zhou Du's words quietly, Wang Hao was about to pour himself some wine, but someone grabbed his wrist.

"You've had enough." A familiar voice came from his ear, Wang Hao didn't turn his head, the man's chest was pressed against his back, his familiar breath made Wang Hao recognize him immediately.

Zhang Yang snatched the wine glass from Wang Hao's hand, he nodded to Zhou Du, and then the landlord Wang Hao's waist wanted to help him up.

Wang Hao was already standing staggeringly at this time, Zhou Du waved his hands at the two of them and said, "Take him back, he has a drinking capacity like shit, and he came here to drink away his worries."

"You drink less, too." Zhang Yang told Zhou Du.

"Whispering." Zhou Du turned his head away and stopped talking to the two of them.

Zhang Yang walked out the door with Wang Hao half in his arms.

Zhou Du waved to the bartender, asking him to bring up another bottle, and he drank slowly by himself.

The night at the bar is always so lively, the beautiful and handsome men around Zhou Du who come to strike up a conversation come and go, but he never says a word, drinking dull wine alone.

When his stomach began to feel unwell again, he held onto the bar and stood up unsteadily.But before he could stand still, he fell back to the chair again.

The bartender was nicer, so he helped him quickly and said, "Sir, why don't you call your friend to pick you up."

"Pick me up?" Zhou Du looked at the bar with drunken eyes, and smiled at him: "No one came to pick me up. I'm alone. I'm not like Wang Hao, who didn't let anyone come. Zhang Yang can find me." Try to find it, even if I deliver it to your door, others may not even look at me."

The bartender saw that Zhou Du didn't go to the village or shop before he started talking, he sighed and said, "Why don't you give me your phone, and I'll call a car for you, and let him take you home directly?"

"Mobile phone?" Zhou Du seemed to have reacted, touched his pocket, and took out the mobile phone.

"Yes, I should call him." He said to himself: "I want to tell him, I regret it, and I don't agree to break up." He murmured, and opened the phone with his fingers dangling contacts.

He stared at the 'Huanhuicao' on the screen for a long time, then suddenly smiled softly, and then dialed that person's number.

"I regret it, can you take me back?"

Xia Yao tightly squeezed the phone in his hand, his heart suddenly tightened.

Zhou Du turned over and over and said, "I don't agree to break up, I regret it." The bartender couldn't stand it any longer, so he took Zhou Du's cell phone and gave Xia Yao the address on the other end of the phone, telling him to hurry up Come here and bring them back.

Xia Yao just put Yang Yang to sleep, he picked up the keys and wallet on the table, walked into Xia Yangyang's room, kissed him on the forehead, and then closed the door lightly.

Summer nights don't look so cool, the car exhaust mixed with the smell of melted asphalt roads produces a unique taste of modern summer.

When Xia Yao supported Zhou Du upstairs, that man was already drunk and unconscious.

He supported Zhou Du with difficulty, and helped him into his room.

Xia Yao put Zhou Du down on his bed, and planned to get a towel to help him wipe off his sweat.But just as he left Zhou Du's side, Zhou Du suddenly reached out and pulled Xia Yao into his arms.

"Don't go." His lips slid gently from Xia Yao's earlobe: "I beg you." For the first time, Zhou Du showed a little weakness, and his arms around Xia Yao became tighter and tighter.

Xia Yao raised his head slightly, and met Zhou Du's eyes. With a choked voice, he said with difficulty: "Didn't you say that you don't want to see me anymore, I..."

Before Xia Yao finished speaking, Zhou Du kissed Xia Yao's lips suddenly, turned over and pinned him down.

Zhou Du's breath was mixed with the smell of alcohol, soaking in Xia Yao's whole body.