My Wife Always Thought I Did Not Love Him

Xia's mother's second operation was very successful, Xia Yao was immersed in the joy that her mother was about to recover, and did not notice Xia's mother's eyes looking at him hesitant to speak.

This day Xia's mother finally transferred to the general ward, Xia Yao sat on the low stool next to her hospital bed, lowered her head and slowly peeled an apple for her mother.

Xia's mother turned her head to look at her son's head spinning, and opened her mouth. Before she could make a sound, Xia Yao seemed to feel her eyes, and quickly raised her head to look at her mother.

"What's the matter, Mom?" Xia Yao quickly stood up and went to her mother, pinched the corner of the quilt for her and asked, "What's wrong?"

Xia's mother shook her head silently, Xia Yao looked at the thermos cup she had put aside, so she picked it up and wanted to pour a glass of water for her mother.

Xia's mother shouted in a hoarse voice: "Yaoyao."

Xia Yao paused with the hand holding the cup, and glanced at his mother suspiciously.

"Sit down, Mom has something to tell you."

So Xia Yao obediently sat back on the low stool again, his heart beat suddenly a little faster, a hint of bad premonition reminded him that maybe what his mother was going to say next meant nothing to him good thing.

Sure enough, Xia's mother first asked about Xia Yao's situation at school, then changed the subject and asked, "Do you want to study abroad?"

Xia Yao suddenly opened his eyes wide, "Mom, why do you say that, I do well in this school."

Xia's mother hesitated for a while, then continued: "Yaoyao, why don't you go out to study for your mother's sake?"

There was a trace of pain in Xia Yao's eyes, he looked at his mother with difficulty, and said, "Why, Mom, yes, does Zhao Wenhua mean, he wants me to go out? Or does he want me to recognize him as a father."

Mama Xia slowly closed her eyes, and there seemed to be a gloomy cloud between her brows that could not be resolved.

"Yaoyao," Mother Xia begged with a bit of sadness in her voice, "Just think it's for your mother, okay?"

It was only then that Xia Yao realized that something was wrong with his mother's expression, as if someone had poured cold water on him from the beginning to the end, he couldn't help but chatter his teeth and said, "Yes, did Zhao Wenhua tell you something? Mom, You, don't believe the nonsense he told you, I, I..."

Mother Xia turned her head slowly, staring at her son intently.Facing her mother's piercing gaze, Xia Yao really didn't have the courage to continue fabricating lies.

"I don't want to go out, Mom." Xia Yao lowered his head as if he was going all out.

Mother Xia looked away from Xia Yao, her face turned pale, and her hands began to tremble uncontrollably.

Xia Yao lowered his head for a long time, saw that his mother was silent, looked up hastily, and found that his mother's face was as pale as paper, a tear from the corner of her eye slowly slipped into the snow-white pillow next to her, dyed an irregular dark tear drop.

"Mom." Xia Yao suddenly panicked.

"Yaoyao, mother is not stupid, not stupid." Mother Xia said with trembling lips, "I know why you don't want to leave, Yaoyao, why are you so confused, you are so confused." Mother Xia clenched her fists He hammered the bed board twice.

Xia Yao suddenly reached out and grabbed her mother's hand, choked up and said to her: "Mom, please don't be like this, please don't be like this."

Xia's mother never gave Xia Yao a look, she just stared blankly at the ceiling, motionless.

Xia Yao pressed her forehead against the back of her mother's hand, and Xia's mother firmly and slowly withdrew her hand from Xia Yao's palm.

For the next two days, Xia's mother didn't say a word to Xia Yao, nor gave him a look.She used this decisive way to tell her son that the path he wanted to take was absolutely not acceptable, and she would not agree.

Xia Yao held a bowl of sticky millet porridge in his hand, the dark circles under his eyes were terribly deep, and his face was pale.

Holding the bowl, he carefully stood beside his mother, and said softly, "Mom, let me feed you a bite."

Mother Xia turned her head to the side, but didn't look at him.

Xia Yao silently looked at his mother's back, Xia's mother was sideways, not saying a word, not eating or drinking.

Xia Yao knew how stubborn his mother was on this matter, he had learned it in his previous life.But at that time, he chose Zhou Du without hesitation. He would rather live in a strange city with Zhou Du than go back and see his mother.

But at the moment he learned of his mother's death, he regretted it, and he knew he was wrong.Without his mother's painstaking efforts to bring him up, how could he have the leisure to fall in love with Zhou Du.

Xia Yao slowly put the bowl in his hand on the bedside of his mother, and suddenly he knelt down beside his mother's bed.

"Mom," he said with a dry throat, "I really, really like him, I want to be with him..." Xia Yao didn't finish speaking.

Mama Xia's whimpering sound reached his ears, and Xia Yao couldn't even utter a single word.

He stood up slowly, and picked up the bowl that was placed aside, "The porridge is cold, I'll go get you another bowl."

Mother Xia was still silent, just crying there alone.

When Xia Yao reached the door, she turned around and said to her mother in a calm voice, "Mom, don't cry, I agree, I agree to study abroad."

Xia's mother lifted her teary eyes from the pillow and glanced at her son.

But Xia Yao only gave her a blurry back, and then slowly closed the door behind her.

He leaned against the snow-white wall outside the door, closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He originally thought that he could be with Zhou Du secretly for as long as he could by relying on his cautiousness. He thought that when he grew up, he could When he was alone, he would slowly persuade his mother, but he had no such opportunity.

It seemed that he was destined not to be with Zhou Du.

Whether it is past life or present life, he can't.

Xia Yao still had classes in the afternoon, after serving Mother Xia to eat some porridge at noon, he hurried to school with his books.

Zhao Wenhua specially sent a driver to pick up Xia Yao, but Xia Yao would rather squeeze the public car than take that spacious and comfortable car.

The driver dutifully followed behind the bus, and only watched Xia Yao enter the school gate before turning around and leaving.

Zhao Wenhua probably knew the news, so he specially watched Xia Yao's get out of class dismissal point in the afternoon, and drove to pick him up at the school gate.Seeing his face, Xia Yao was furious. He ignored Zhao Wenhua, turned his head and walked towards the bus platform.

Unexpectedly, Zhao Wenhua followed Xia Yao persistently. When Xia Yao walked to the bus platform, he just parked the car next to Xia Yao.

It was the weekend at this time, and there were many people waiting for the bus at the bus stop. Zhao Wenhua slowly opened the window, and said to Xia Yao, "Get on the bus."

The eyes of the people around were all focused on Xia Yao, Xia Yao clenched his fists angrily, he really wanted to punch Zhao Wenhua hard in the face right now.

Someone started pointing at Xia Yao, Xia Yao was already thin-skinned, he saw that Zhao Wenhua had no intention of leaving, so he opened Zhao Wenhua's car door and got in the car.

Zhao Wenhua saw that Xia Yao's face was dark, he crossed his legs leisurely, and tapped his knees rhythmically with his fingers.

"Do you think I was the one who forced your mother to let you go abroad?"

Xia Yao lowered her head and remained silent.

Zhao Wenhua continued: "Xia Yao, I'm not as despicable as you think. You probably don't know it. Your mother already knew about your relationship with Zhou Du."

Xia Yao looked up at Zhao Wenhua in disbelief.

Zhao Wenhua, as an old fox who has been in shopping malls for a long time, fooling Xia Yao is effortless.

"I think you must hate me in your heart now." He shook his head helplessly and said, "I really don't want you to be with that man, but it seems that your mother doesn't want you to go this way even more than I do. "

"Your mother took the initiative to bring up the matter of your going abroad." He didn't blush and breathless when he lied: "Actually, it's pretty good for you to go abroad for your major, but I still hope that you can talk to that girl as soon as possible." The boy puts the relationship aside, I think your mother may not have the patience I have, and you don't want her to be cut off from you by you one day."

His unintentional threat just hit Xia Yao's heart, he clenched his fists tightly.

Zhao Wenhua was very satisfied with the results he saw. He changed his posture and told the driver an address.

Then he turned his head and said to Xia Yao: "I see that you have lost a lot of weight in the past few days, so I will take you to eat something good tonight. No matter how you don't pay attention, your body can't be ignored."

Xia Yao suddenly felt a little tired, he didn't stay in the hospital for the first time that night, but planned to go back to his own dormitory.

At this time, he saw his mother had dinner, Zhao Wenhua was also sitting in the ward, no one in the room spoke, Xia Yao stood up and said to his mother: "I have class tomorrow morning, I will go back to school first tonight."

Zhao Wenhua also stood up and said to Xia Yao, "Then I'll take you back to school."

Xia Yao glanced at his mother, seeing that she didn't express anything, so he didn't say yes or no, picked up his things and left the ward.

The two got into the car again, Zhao Wenhua didn't miss any chance to express his kindness to Xia Yao.

"After you go out, I will take care of your mother." He took out a key from his pocket and said to Xia Yao: "I have a house in District xx, and when your mother is discharged from the hospital, you two will move there. Go, your mother's current situation should not be suitable for setting up a stall anymore."

Xia Yao stared at the key in his hand for a long time, and finally reached out slowly to take it.

The corners of Zhao Wenhua's mouth ticked slightly, and he said softly, "Don't worry, your mother will never suffer again in city b. You should study hard and come back to me when you graduate..."

"I'm here." Xia Yao interrupted Zhao Wenhua expressionlessly.

Zhao Wenhua withdrew his voice, and the driver got the car ready to drive into the school.

"Just stop here." Xia Yao said suddenly.

Zhao Wenhua didn't want to have any friction with him over such a trivial matter, so he said to the driver: "Then stop here."

Before the car stopped, Xia Yao pushed the door and got out of the car without looking back.

Zhao Wenhua stared at his back for a long time, then showed a determined smile, and said to the driver in a good mood: "Go back."

Xia Yao didn't expect that he would run into Zhou Du who hadn't seen him for several days at the school gate.

Zhou Du probably just came over from the bus. He wondered if he saw Xia Yao getting off that black car. The moment Xia Yao saw Zhou Du, his heart suddenly felt infinite grievances. They all told Zhou Du all at once.

He doesn't want to be separated from him, doesn't want to go abroad, he likes Zhou Du, and he really wants to be with him for the rest of his life.

But just like what Zhao Wenhua said, if he is really like this, then what is waiting for him is another break from his mother.

Xia Yao forced himself to smile at Zhou Du, but he didn't see Zhou Du's dark and terrifying face.

"Why are you here?" Xia Yao stood beside Zhou Du and asked softly.

Zhou Du stared at him for a long time before slowly asking, "Can't I come?"

Xia Yao froze for a moment, "That's not what I meant."

"Then what do you mean?" Zhou Du asked aggressively: "Xia Yao, how long have we not been in touch, have you called me or sent me a text message?"

Xia Yao opened his mouth, not knowing how to explain it.

"Maybe I'm here at the wrong time tonight," Zhou Du laughed sarcastically, he couldn't control himself from hurting others: "Or, you've already found someone who can come to accompany you every day, and you don't need me anymore."

Xia Yao's face turned pale, only then did he realize that Zhou Du had misunderstood, "I, it's not like this, I just..."

"Just what?" Zhou Du took a step forward and asked forcefully, "Say it yourself, this is the first time I've seen you get off that person's car. Xia Yao, people's trust is limited. Are you behind my back?" what are you doing!"

The last sentence questioning Zhou Du was yelled out.

Looking at Zhou Du's angry face, Xia Yao was suddenly in a daze.

Why is this so?Why did he just want to have a good relationship with Zhou Du, it's so difficult.

Originally, he thought that it would be fine even if he went abroad to study for a few years, so he explained it clearly to Zhou Du, maybe——

Xia Yao suddenly laughed in his heart, maybe what?Why did he think that Zhou Du would wait for him, why did he leave when he wanted to, and come back when he wanted to.

Maybe he should let go, just like he once persuaded Fatty.It is impossible for a person to like only one person in a lifetime, he probably has no fate with Zhou Du.As long as his mother disagrees, he will not be able to be with Zhou Du for a day.

Then how long will he make Zhou Du wait for him, one year?two years?ten years?Still 20 years.

Why, why did he ask Zhou Du to do this.

Maybe without him, Zhou Du would look at ordinary people with a gentle wife, lovely children, and a happy family like his parents.

He should have lived in the dark, just watching Zhou Du.

Seeing that Xia Yao didn't answer what he said, Zhou Du couldn't help but squeeze his arm tightly.

"Why do not you speak."

Xia Yao looked up at Zhou Du, and said flatly, "What did you say? Didn't you say everything for me?"

Zhou Du seemed to be in disbelief. He watched Xia Yao open his mouth, but he didn't know how to refute.

Xia Yao pulled his arm out of Zhou Du's hand and said, "Since you don't believe me, then what's the point of us being together? We." Xia Yao paused, then said with difficulty: "We're just like this Bar."

"What do you mean?" Zhou Du opened his mouth, but found that his voice was hoarse and terrible.

"Let's forget it." Xia Yao took a step back and said.

"What do you mean? Forget it, you, do you want to break up with me?" Zhou Du said those two words tremblingly.

Xia Yao's heart seemed to be cut by a sharp blade, he stiffened his neck and didn't say a word.

Zhou Du panicked immediately, the anger on his face disappeared without a trace, he looked at Xia Yao in a panic, and quickly apologized to him: "I, I didn't mean that. I'm just, a little angry. I miss you so much Xia Yao, I, I don't want to break up with you."

He frantically took out a bank card from his pocket and stuffed it into Xia Yao's hand and said, "I've been working part-time all this time, this is my part-time salary, I, I just want to come here tonight to give you this. I will work hard to make money in the future, put this card with you, and put all the money I earn in the future on this card."

Looking at Xia Yao's unresponsive face, Zhou Du said incoherently, "Didn't you say we'll buy a house together after graduation? I'll start working hard to make money from now on, I..."

Xia Yao interrupted him suddenly and said, "How much money do you have here?" He held up the bank card in his hand.

Zhou Du said with difficulty, "More than 3000."

"More than 3000?" Xia Yao curled his lips, took out the house key that Zhao Wenhua gave him from his pocket, waved it in front of Zhou Du and said, "But I already have a house."

Zhou Du's eyes widened suddenly, and he looked at the key in Xia Yao's hand in disbelief.

Xia Yao bit her tongue tightly, put the bank card in her hand back into Zhou Du's hand and said: "Zhou Du, I don't want to live a hard life anymore, maybe you can buy a house in city b, but why should I After waiting for so many years in vain, I can now live in my own house and enjoy a better life."

Zhou Du lowered his arms weakly, staring at Xia Yao's face, and said with a pale face: "I don't believe it, you, you are not this kind of person."

Xia Yao smiled and said, "Zhou Du, have you ever thought about why there are so many people in the whole class and school, but I just like you and put that diary in your seat."

"Is there anyone in our school who is richer than you?" Xia Yao said slowly: "You have never understood what kind of person I am, what kind of me do you like? Poor, down and out, you will still Selling miserably? You never knew exactly what I needed, now that I have spoken, I will tell you clearly, I, Xia Yao, am a person who likes money and is greedy for pleasure, do you understand now?"

Zhou Du took a step back and looked at Xia Yao unacceptably.

At this moment, Xia Yao could already taste the faint smell of rust in his mouth, he let out a breath slowly, turned around and prepared to go into the school.

He knew that it was probably over between him and Zhou Du.

But what he didn't expect was that the person behind him suddenly stepped forward and grabbed Xia Yao's arm.

"Yaoyao," Zhou Du's face was not bloodshot at all, but he still pulled out a smile: "You, you don't have to say that about yourself." He took a deep breath, and then said: "If you really want to If I want a house, I can, and I can also buy a house in City B right now."

Xia Yao cruelly pulled his arm out of Zhou Du's hand: "Zhou Du, what I want is not just a milk doll who can only reach out to parents, you are too childish, we are not suitable."

Zhou Du was deeply stimulated by this sentence. He knew that he had lived a reckless life since he was a child. He knew that his emotional intelligence was not high enough to be considered mature. He knew that his family was hesitant and never had to worry about his future life.

But after being with Xia Yao, he has been working hard to change himself.

Xia Yao didn't like him being angry and jealous every now and then over a little thing, so he changed it.Xia Yao felt that he didn't know the sufferings of the world, so he was willing to follow him to make money and fight hard. Xia Yao felt that he was not mature enough, so he tried to make himself able to give Xia Yao space to trust.

But he has made so many changes, but Xia Yao can't see it at all, he still doesn't want himself anymore.

Why should I do this?Zhou Du looked blankly at the person in front of him.

"Let's break up, you look so ugly, don't make it difficult for me, okay?" Xia Yao's tone was still so gentle, he slowly but firmly pulled his arm out of Zhou Du's hand again.

Zhou Du stared blankly at Xia Yao for a long time, as if he had come to his senses.

"I don't agree, I don't want to break up with you." He shook his head and took a step back.

Xia Yao felt that it was becoming difficult for her to breathe: "Zhou Du, you look so stalking, it's really ugly."

Zhou Du stared at Xia Yao with red eyes, but Xia Yao continued to add fuel to the fire: "If you don't give up, then I can bring you to meet that person next time, and you probably know the relationship between you and him. gap, but I don't advise you to do that because it would be too self-defeating."

"Shut up." Zhou Du growled in a low voice.

"Look at your appearance, why, do you think I will change my mind just by stalking you? Zhou Du, we are not children anymore."

Zhou Du suddenly raised his head, and stared at Xia Yao fiercely, "I don't like you anymore." He stepped back slowly, and said, "I don't like you anymore."

Xia Yao pinched her palm tightly with her fingers, and when his ears were buzzing and he could no longer hear Zhou Du's voice, and only saw his lips move up and down, Zhou Du had already retreated three meters away.

"I hate you."

Xia Yao saw Zhou Du's lips slowly open, and then the man ran away without looking back.

Xia Yao's eyes were dry and uncomfortable, but the strange thing was that he couldn't shed a single tear.

Zhou Du, don't hate me.

He held on to the school gate, his lips trembling.

don't hate me.