My Wife Always Thought I Did Not Love Him

Xia Yao was leaning on the bed, holding an English book in his hand, originally planned to memorize vocabulary before going to sleep, but he didn't read a single word.

He folded the book upside down on his face, his face was calm but his mind was turbulent.

Zhou Du's family is probably immersed in the joy of the newborn's arrival, but they will soon stop laughing.

Because Zhou Du's newborn sister was sick, it was not long before she was confirmed to have thalassemia.

Zhou Du was in a bad mood.

Xia Yao learned about this incident by accident, it was the first time he took the initiative to go to find Zhou Du, in order to be able to go to the hospital for bone marrow matching.

What Xia Yao didn't expect was that he was successfully matched.

Zhou Du's mother held Xia Yao's hand and kept crying. Xia Yao originally planned to save Zhou Du's sister, but when he turned around and saw Zhou Du, he suddenly had an idea.

He told Zhou Du's mother that he was going home to ask for her permission, Zhou Du's mother expressed her understanding and asked Zhou Du to send Xia Yao home.

In a deserted alley not far from home, Xia Yao lowered her head, stared at her toes and asked Zhou Du: "Do you want me to save your sister?"

Zhou Du hummed.

Only then did Xia Yao look up at Zhou Du's face and said, "Then you promise me one condition."

"what?"

"be with me."

The air was silent for a few seconds, and Zhou Du asked back without any ups and downs, "What if I don't agree?"

Xia Yao didn't speak.

"You won't save my sister, will you?"

Xia Yao remained silent.

"Very good." Zhou Du sneered and said, "I agree."

Xia Yao finally got his wish. Every day after getting Zhou Du, he danced like standing on the tip of a knife, feeling pain and joy.

The first kiss was under the sycamore tree downstairs of the school teaching building, and the first time I went to bed was in the hotel next to the school when I was a sophomore.

Xia Yao never asked Zhou Du whether he loved him, not even the most tender moment between the two of them, he never asked.

Because he always knew the answer in his heart, after seven years together, Xia Yao let go.

In the first rebirth, Xia Yao decided to let Zhou Du go and herself. He will save Zhou Du's sister, but he will not ask Zhou Du to be with him anymore.

He knew he was wrong.

The next day, Zhou Du entered the classroom with a smile on his face. When he walked past Xia Yao, Xia Yao smelled a smell of hospital disinfectant.

Wang Hao had already sat in Zhou Du's seat, waiting for Zhou Du to tell him about his little sister.

Zhou Du was in a good mood, took out candies, chocolates and other snacks from his bag, stuffed them into Wang Hao's hands and said, "I'll show you after school."

Wang Hao cheered and ran back to his seat, Zhou Du curled his lips and shook his head, his eyes turned to Xia Yao's position.

When Xia Yao came back after class exercises, Xia Yao found a handful of candies in his seat.

The tips of his ears were a little hot, he pretended not to see anything, and gently closed the seat.

Zhou Du lay prone on the seat, seeing the man open the seat and close it as if he hadn't seen anything, he didn't even turn around to say congratulations to himself.

His beautiful mood suddenly became a little unbeautiful.

The next class was the proprietress's. As soon as she entered the classroom, she raised her chin at Zhou Du. Zhou Du held a piece of paper in his hand and walked up to the podium cheerfully.

"Read it." The proprietress snorted coldly through her nostrils.

Zhou Du cleared his throat and read a self-criticism aloud.

The proprietress had never seen someone who read the review and was inferior to the commendation meeting. She slapped the table angrily and shouted at Zhou Du: "Next time I find you fighting, it's not as simple as reading the review, you know?"

Zhou Du nodded obediently.

The proprietress had never seen Zhou Du who was so cooperative, and she was stunned for a moment. Usually when she talked to this kid, she either ignored him or seemed to be wandering away.

"Okay, let's go back." Time is precious, and Zhou Du has already wasted too much time reading the review.

"Do you need to paste it?" Zhou Du asked with a smile on his face.

The proprietress: "...Get out of here!"

"Oh." Zhou Du stuffed the self-criticism into his pocket, and returned to his seat unsteadily.

Xia Yao's heart was full of mixed feelings, Zhou Du's happiness would soon disappear without a trace.

After school in the evening, Xia Yao refused Xiaopang's request to go home together, and slowly packed her schoolbag in the classroom.

Wang Hao and Zhang Yang were standing next to Zhou Du, and the three were discussing going to the hospital to see Zhou Du's newborn sister.

"What do I need to buy to see a child? Dolls?" Wang Hao asked excitedly.

Zhou Du rolled his eyes at him and said, "She was just born, her eyes haven't opened yet, and she's in the incubator in the hospital now."

"That's right, she's still too young." Wang Hao nodded and continued, "How about I bring a pack of diapers!"

"You don't have to go."

"Come on, can't you just make a joke?" Wang Hao immediately posted Zhou Du like a bullshit plaster: "Take me, take me."

Zhang Yang stood aside, his eyes flashed, he pulled him away from Zhou Du, and said in a cold voice, "Stop making trouble."

"Let's go."

There were not many people left in the classroom at this time, Zhou Du threw his schoolbag over his shoulder, and followed Wang Hao and Zhang Yang to go out.

It's just that when passing by Xia Yao's seat, someone gently grabbed the corner of the school uniform.

Zhou Du was a little surprised, Wang Hao and the others didn't notice anything unusual, and when they reached the door of the classroom, they realized that Zhou Du hadn't followed.

"What are you dawdling about!" Wang Hao shouted at Zhou Du in the classroom.

"Go to the school gate and call for a car first, I'll be there in a while." Zhou Du waved his hand at them.

Xia Yao made a lot of determination to hold Zhou Du by the corner of his clothes. At this time, there were only the two of them left in the classroom.

Zhou Du raised his eyebrows and asked, "What?"

With her schoolbag on her back, Xia Yao explained in a nervous voice, "Didn't you say you want me to treat you to milk tea?"

A smile flashed across Zhou Du's eyes, he looked at Xia Yao who was half a head shorter than himself in front of him, lowered his head slightly and said, "Are you so impatient to drink milk tea with me?"

Xia Yao looked up at Zhou Du in a panic, "You said you wanted to drink."

That's what it feels like to be in love secretly, fearing that the other party will know and fearing that the other party will not know.

When she saw the gentle smile in Zhou Du's eyes, Xia Yao felt for a moment that she saw the Zhou Du who had been with her for several years.

He used to be like this too, looking at himself with a smile in his eyes.

"Of course I have to drink." Zhou Du put one hand in his pocket, "Not today, I'm going to the hospital to see my sister."

Xia Yao squeezed her schoolbag tightly with her fingers: "Okay."

The moment he turned around to leave the classroom, his arm was grabbed by Zhou Du behind him.

"Do you want to come with me?"

Xia Yao turned her head in surprise, thinking that she had heard wrong.

It was only then that Zhou Du realized that his invitation seemed a bit abrupt. Xia Yao and Wang Hao were different after all, one was a buddy he had played with since he was a child, and the other was just a classmate he didn't know very well in the class.

"Can I go too?" Xia Yao couldn't believe it.

Zhou Du didn't expect that he didn't refuse: "Why not." He pulled Xia Yao to his side and said, "Let's go."

When Wang Hao saw Xia Yao following behind Zhou Du, his eyes widened.

Zhou Du kicked him and said, "I asked you to take a taxi."

But Wang Hao pointed at Xia Yao and asked, "What is he doing here?"

Xia Yao was beaten by Wang Hao before, and before he was reborn, he knew that Xia Yao liked Zhou Du, so when facing Wang Hao, Xia Yao was always subconsciously nervous.

Zhou Du slapped Wang Hao's hand pointing at Xia Yao with a slap, and said unhurriedly, "Go and see my sister."

Wang Hao wanted to say something more, but was pulled aside by Zhang Yang.

Zhou Du stood next to Xia Yao, and stretched out his hand to hail a taxi. He motioned for Xia Yao to get in the car, and then followed him in.

After arriving at the hospital, Xia Yao followed Zhou Du with his head down. Because of his joining, no one spoke a word along the way.

Zhou Du's mother was lying on the hospital bed at this time, and the baby was neatly wrapped and was gently rocked by Zhou Du's father in his arms.

"Mom." Zhou Du called out standing outside the ward.

The people in the room raised their heads, and Wang Hao had already rushed to Zhoudu's father like a monkey, grabbing his arm to take a look at the newborn little beauty.

"Keep down, I just fell asleep." Zhou Du's mother was very beautiful, she was only 20 years old and Zhou Du was left, and she was not yet [-] at this time.

Zhou Du pulled Wang Hao away from his sister. He pulled Xia Yao and stood beside Zhou's father.

It was only then that Xia Yao saw the baby in the swaddling womb, she was wrinkled and curled up into a ball, and she didn't look cute when she grew up.

"Do you want a hug?" Zhou Du's father suddenly asked Xia Yao.

Xia Yao was taken aback for a moment, then blushed and said, "I won't."

"I will, I will." Wang Hao moved closer to them, "I'll hug you."

Zhou Du threw him out of the ward mercilessly, the noise finally woke up the baby, and her milky voice began to howl earth-shattering.

"Let's all go out." The Zhou family's nanny drove the young men out. Wang Hao grabbed the door frame and didn't want to leave, so he was dragged away by Zhang Yang.

A doctor stood at the door with a serious expression. When Zhou's father saw it, he hurried out and asked, "What's wrong, doctor?"

"Come to my office." After he finished speaking, he turned around and left, and Zhou's father quickly followed.

Zhou Du frowned and looked at the back of the two of them leaving.

"Let me take a look again." Wang Hao began to play tricks.

Zhou Du snorted coldly and said, "I want to see your mother give birth to you."

"You!" Wang Hao gritted his teeth and stared at Zhou Du aggrievedly. Everyone knew that Wang Hao was his parents' old son, so how could he give birth to a younger sister.

A few of them stood here making noise, but Zhou Du was a little uneasy.

Zhang Yang saw it, and said, "Why don't we go back first."

Zhou Du nodded. Just as he was about to send them back, Father Zhou stood in the corridor with a sullen face and said to Zhou Du, "Come here, Zhou Du."

Xia Yao's heart beat violently a few times.

Zhou Du looked serious, frowning and walked towards Father Zhou.

The author has something to say: I know all about thalassemia from Du Niang. If the writing is not rigorous enough, I hope everyone will forgive me.