My Wife Always Thought I Did Not Love Him

"What?" Zhou Du seemed unbelievable, "How is that possible!" He quickly denied, "Xia Yao and I are purely in love."

Wang Hao sighed, and said to Zhou Du unrequitedly, "I feel like I've been raped."

Zhou Du: "..." He felt that he might not be drinking tonight but Wang Hao.

"What is it like?" Zhou Du rolled his eyes at him and said, "Don't you know this kind of thing?"

Wang Hao's expression darkened and he didn't speak.

"Tell me what's going on."

Wang Hao was silent for a long time before he said slowly: "That day, when I woke up in the morning, I found myself at Zhang Yang's house."

Zhou Du recalled it for a while, and replied: "Oh, weren't you drunk that day? I was afraid that you would be beaten by your father when you went back, so I asked Zhang Yang to pick you up. But don't worry, I told your mother. "

"It turned out that you killed me." Wang Hao said to Zhou Du with a mournful face, "I woke up in the morning and found that I was raped by Zhang Yang, that grandson!"

Zhou Du widened his eyes in disbelief and said, "You're crazy."

"I hugged each other naked, Zhang Yang woke up in the morning and told me I'm sorry he didn't control you and you said I wasn't fucked by him, so what else is going on!" He said a lot, "If it wasn't for the sake of Zhang Yang being my buddy, bah! Ex-buddy! From today onwards, I'm going to make a clean break with him, and I'd beat him to death long ago!"

Zhou Du was dumbfounded.

"Are you thinking too much, maybe you just took off your clothes when you fell asleep because it was hotter, why would Zhang Yang want to fuck you when he has nothing to do?"

"Who said that! He!" Wang Hao glared at Zhou Du fiercely and said, "That kid said he liked me for a long time, so if you don't fuck with Xia Yao, will you strip him naked when you sleep!"

Hearing what Wang Hao said, Zhou Du felt that it was quite reasonable.

"Then what are you going to do?"

"I'm going to break up with him."

Seeing his look about to explode, Zhou Du suddenly asked, "Then did you have pain in your butt when you didn't come to class?"

"What?" Wang Hao asked inexplicably, "Why does my butt hurt?"

Zhou Du coughed lightly, his ears blushed slightly, and said, "Oh, I just looked it up on the Internet when I was free, and it seems that it hurts a man's buttocks if someone fucks him. You didn't come to class for a few days, could it be because this?"

"That's not true!" Wang Hao jumped up and said, "I don't want to see Zhang Yang, anyway, I'm going to America, it doesn't matter whether I go to school or not. I have nothing wrong with my ass!"

Zhou Du thought for a while, frowned and said, "Could it be you who raped Zhang Yang?"

"I... I won't! I was drunk at the time and didn't know anything."

"That's right, you raped Zhang Yang when you were drunk." Zhou Du drew a conclusion to this matter.

Wang Hao was shocked, he opened his mouth but didn't know what to say.Thinking about it carefully, Zhang Yang's face was indeed pale that morning. Could it be that I fell for him?

"Look, Zhang Yang was raped by you, and he confessed to you for fear of your guilt, but in the end you wanted to break up with him." Zhou Du shook his head and said, "I sympathize with Zhang Yang."

"Fart!" Wang Hao blushed immediately, and he hastily defended: "Even if I fucked him, it's his fault, doesn't he know how to resist! I can't beat him."

"Didn't you say it all, Zhang Yang said he likes you, if you want to fuck him, can he still beat you up?"

Wang Hao felt that he was almost convinced by Zhou Du.

"No, it's impossible." He still couldn't believe it, "I have to go back and think about it."

Wang Hao left Zhou Du's room with a messy face.

After he left, Zhou Du finally realized, what did Wang Hao say just now?Zhang Yang likes him?I do not know how?

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The phone in Xia Yao's pocket vibrated many times, but he didn't pay attention to it.

The woman in the room was sitting on her own bench, with a glass of water on the table.She picked it up, put it to her mouth and blew, then took a sip.It seems that what you are drinking is not the boiled tap water, but the expensive coffee in some high-end coffee shop.

She gracefully put the cup back on the table, and smiled just right at Xia Yao.

"Is the exam over? How do you feel?"

Xia Yao pursed his lips, there was both doubt and a trace of hostility in his eyes, he always felt that this woman was not like what his mother said, she was her friend from out of town.

"It's okay." Xia Yao slowly spit out two words.

"Oh?" The woman raised the corner of her eyes and asked, "Is there any university you want to go to?"

Xia Yao didn't even want to give her two perfunctory words this time, so she stood up and said to her mother beside her, "Mom, I'm tired, go to the room and lie down."

"You go." Mother Xia glanced at her son with a complicated expression.

Xia Yao gave a "hmm" and entered the room without even looking at the woman.

"You go." Xia's mother lowered her voice and said to the woman, "I don't want to see you anymore."

The woman had a sad face on her face. She looked around Mama Xia's dilapidated house and said, "I remember he placed this place for you back then."

Mother Xia's face turned pale.

"After so many years, it's true that we didn't think carefully. You should think about what I said. After all, he followed his father and followed you. I think you know the gap most clearly."

Xia Yao was lying in the room, he could hear the conversation outside clearly.

Father, he heard those two words again.

He turned sideways, with one hand under his head, but there was no expression on his face.

After the woman left, Mother Xia sat outside alone for a long time.When it was too dark to see, she stood up and turned on the light in the room.

"Yaoyao." Xia's mother's voice was a little hoarse, "You're hungry, mom is going to cook now."

Xia Yao opened the door, and the lights in his room were not turned on. It was pitch black, and mother Xia couldn't see her son's face clearly for a while.

When Xia Yao walked to a place with lights, Xia's mother realized that Xia Yao had a smile on her face.

"I've been hungry for a long time, Mom, I'll help you wash the vegetables. I want to eat braised pork tonight."

Xia's mother's nose was sore, she looked at her son's back, but a different emotion arose in her heart.

Her son is so outstanding, is it really too much to follow her... But she is unwilling, she is not reconciled, why?Why should she take away her own son if she can't give birth to a son.

After dinner in the evening, for the first time, Mother Xia did not go back to her room alone.

Xia Yao seldom enters his mother's room, but his two rooms have the same layout.The space is small, with a bed and a table, nothing can fit.Things like clothes should be packed in cardboard boxes and stuffed under the bed.

Fortunately, they don't have much clothes.

Xia Yao sat side by side with his mother on the bed, Xia's mother rummaged through the cardboard box under the bed, and found an old yellowed photo.

She put the photo in Xia Yao's hand and said to him: "This one was taken when I was young."

The photo was in black and white. Mama Xia was indeed very young at that time, wearing the two braids that were unique to that era, smiling shyly at the camera.

The man standing next to her was a head taller than her.Even in this blurry photo, Xia Yao can still find that this person is very handsome, very fair, and he can see a little familiar shadow between his eyebrows and eyes.

The man in the photo is stretching out his hand with the back of his hand, while the other hand is holding Mama Xia's shoulder vaguely.

"He's me, Dad?" When Xia Yao mentioned those two people, he paused because of his lack of proficiency.

Mama Xia nodded silently.

"Why, died or abandoned us?" Xia Yao's tone was very flat, Xia's mother gave him a surprised look, and then slowly said: "He, I am not married."

Xia's mother was pregnant before marriage, and Xia Yao's father, Zhao Wenhua, was the only college student there.

"When I fell in love with him, my family didn't know about it. Later, he was admitted to university and went to the city. I thought he would never come back, but I didn't expect him to show up again during the next winter vacation."

"He said he wanted to marry me." Xia Yao's mother gave a wry smile when she said this: "At that time, he probably really wanted to marry me."

"I took him to meet my brother. I grew up with my brother since my parents died early." Xia's mother paused and continued: "My brother does not object to our marriage, but he said that when we get married in the future, Let him bring me into the city as well."

"At that time, he made a promise to my brother that he would take me over as soon as he graduated. Then he left after the new year. It was almost three months after he left that I found out that I was pregnant with you."

"My brother asked someone to write to him, asking him to come back and marry me, but there was no reply, so I told him that I would go to the city to find him. Even if I don't want me, I still have to give me an answer."

"I was brought into the city by an acquaintance and found his school, but he didn't seem happy when he heard the news of my arrival." Mother Xia couldn't help turning her head away when she said this, she was silent for a while It took a while to continue: "I asked him if he didn't want to admit it anymore, and he said no. He was busy with graduation recently, so he didn't reply urgently."

"He found me a small hotel and let me live there. I wrote to your uncle saying that I found him and he promised to marry me. However, I lived in that small hotel for almost three months, and he He didn't say anything about going back to marry me."

"My stomach is getting bigger every day. If I go back to the village at this time, I will definitely be found. I begged him to go back with me, but the next day he brought a woman over."

"It's the woman sitting outside just now. He said she was his fiancée." Xia's mother chuckled slightly, but there was a hint of sarcasm in the laughter and said, "I'm still pregnant with him." child, but he told me that he has a fiancée."

"What can I do? The woman said that as long as I want, the child can be born. However, the child born has nothing to do with Zhao Wenhua. I am just a distant relative in his village. I hid in the city to ask him for help when I was unmarried and pregnant. "

"Retribution, it's all retribution." There was a trace of hatred in Xia's mother's eyes, "Now that woman can't give birth to a child, but she wants you to recognize Zhao Wenhua back. Yaoyao, do you think mother can let you go back?"

"I'm not reconciled. Why, in the past ten years, besides giving us a place to live, has he asked you a question? Why are you going to be his cheap son?"

"Mom." Xia Yao suddenly reached out and pulled her mother into her arms, "Mom, don't worry, I will stay by your side and I won't go anywhere."

"Yaoyao, isn't mom selfish? You followed me and suffered so much. That person married a rich lady, and now that he is well-off, he wants to take you back to be the young master of a rich family."

"Mom, no matter whether he has money or not, no matter who he is, I only have you. I have grown up so much, and you have worked so hard to raise me up. In the future, when I develop, we will live a good life. If I am a fool It’s useless, and I won’t let you starve to death, we’re done with the hard times, and I believe we’ll get better and better in the future.”

When Xia's mother heard her son say this, she finally couldn't help but lay on his slightly thin shoulders.

In her sobbing and crying, she didn't know whether it was more grievances or more relief.