My Wife Always Thought I Did Not Love Him

The new year comes quietly in a soft snow that moisturizes everything.

Ever since Xia Yao could remember, it was only him and his mother during Chinese New Year.There is no need to visit relatives or friends, Xia Yao watched the Spring Festival Gala with her mother for a while after the New Year's Eve dinner.

Xia's mother went to bed early, and she didn't have the habit of watching the year. Before nine o'clock, she started yawning.

"Mom, you should go to bed first." Xia Yao said, looking sideways at his mother's side face.

Mother Xia stood up, patted Xia Yao on the shoulder and said to him: "Don't stay up too late, go to bed early."

"Ah."

Not long after Xia's mother entered the room, Zhou Du called.Xia Yao walked to his room, closed the door, and connected the phone.

"Happy New Year." Zhou Du's voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Happy New Year." Xia Yao whispered back.

"Have you eaten the New Year's Eve dinner?"

"have eaten."

Xia Yao could hear Zhou Du's voice on the other end of the phone.

"Wait a minute." Zhou Du said to Xia Yao, and then ran upstairs to the room clutching his phone.

"Grandpa and grandma are all here for the New Year today, and there are more people in the family." After going upstairs, Zhou Du quickly explained to Xia Yao.

Xia Yao was envious in his heart, he had no grandparents, nor grandparents, he seemed to have no other relatives besides his mother.

"Then go chat with the old man." Xia Yao said to Zhou Du.

"It's okay," Zhou Du said with a smile, "I'll chat with you."

Xia Yao's heart suddenly warmed up, his eyes were sore, and he couldn't help but whispered to Zhou Du on the other end of the phone, "Thank you Zhou Du."

Thank you for liking me, thank you for being willing to accept me.

-

The third year of high school is always the first group to start school, and the school has already started formal classes on the eighth day of the Lunar New Year.

The proprietress stood on the podium and said condescendingly to them: "Everyone cheer up, the year is over, and you are about to start the countdown to the college entrance examination. From this semester, the school will force all senior high school students to study by themselves in the evening. "

There was a burst of wailing in the classroom.

"Quiet!" The proprietress patted the table, "If you have special circumstances, you can ask for leave with me, otherwise, no matter whether you are a commuter or a boarder, you can honestly go to evening self-study."

The school did what it said, and left all the senior high school students for self-study in the evening that night.

When school ends at nine o'clock in the evening, the outside of the school is already surrounded by parents who came to pick up their children.Xia Yao knew the school's habits, so she greeted Xia's mother in advance.

Zhou Du was about to send Xia Yao home, but Xia Yao refused.

"It's so late, you go back, and you don't have to see me off every day for evening self-study." He was afraid that Zhou Du would be unhappy, so he added, "Didn't we agree to take the exam in city b together? There are only a few months left, let's do our best together."

"But does this have anything to do with me sending you home?" Zhou Du asked dissatisfied.

Xia Yao blushed and said, "After you sent me home, I'll always think about you, so I won't be able to study at ease when I go home, so I'd better go back by myself in the future."

When Zhou Du heard what he said, he felt elated.

"That's about the same." He muttered, and then said to Xia Yao: "That's fine, but you have to text me when you get home."

Xia Yao nodded in agreement.

Xia Yao knew that he was still a long way from W University, and Zhou Du's grades had always been excellent, so it was definitely a sure thing for him to go to S University.

But Xia Yao himself had no idea about taking the W University exam, so he had to redouble his efforts to bring himself closer to W University.

Time passed faster and faster, Xia Yao and Zhou Du seemed to have agreed on this period of time, both of them immersed themselves in their studies, and after checking their grades, Xia Yao actually got in the top five in the class.

Xia's mother was very happy, closed the stall early on Saturday afternoon, and said that she would take Xia Yao to the restaurant.

Xia Yao said: "Mom, what kind of restaurant is it? It's not good for us to make something at home."

"What are you talking about? Your mother is happy because you did well in the exam."

Xia Yao thought for a while and said, "The restaurant outside may not be clean, I'm about to take the college entrance examination, it would be bad if my stomach gets spoiled and my studies are affected."

Xia's mother felt that what her son said made sense, so she thought for a while and said, "Yes, don't worry about making it yourself. What do you want to eat at night? Mom will buy it for you."

Xia Yao reported some of her favorite dishes, and Xia's mother happily prepared to go to the vegetable market.

As soon as Xia's mother left, Xia Yao's phone buzzed in his pocket.

He took it out and saw that it was a message from Zhou Du——

"what are you doing?"

Xia Yao thought for a while and replied, "Write the test paper."

After a while, Zhou Du sent another message saying, "I miss you, do you miss me?"

Xia Yao stared at the text message for a while before replying with one word: "Think."

Zhou Du immediately sent another message: "How much I think about it."

Xia Yao didn't know how to answer for a moment, so he stuffed his phone back into his pocket, took out a math paper, and tried to calm himself down.

But the phone in his pocket buzzed and vibrated non-stop.

"Answer quickly."

"What about people?"

"Xia Yao!"

Xia Yao was annoyed by the vibrating phone, just as he was about to take it out to reply to Zhou Du, Zhou Du called back.

Xia Yao shook her hands, but her ears heard the door of the house being opened.

"Yaoyao." Xia's mother stood at the door and called out.

Xia Yao quickly hung up the phone, but within a second, it buzzed again.Afraid that his mother would find out, Xia Yao panicked and pulled off the battery on the phone.

"What's wrong? Mom." Xia Yao asked standing at the door

Xia's mother smiled and shook her head and said, "I'm getting older, and I didn't bring my wallet when I walked halfway. Did it bother you to study?"

"No." Xia Yao watched his mother go out before returning to the room.

Xia Yao reinstalled the electric board, turned on the phone and saw that Zhou Du had stopped calling.

He glanced at the math paper on the table, thought for a while, and stuffed the phone into the drawer.

Zhou Du was flying all the way, and he was still out of breath when he ran to the door of Xia Yao's house.

Xia Yao was struggling with a geometry problem when there was another knock on the door.He was curious, thinking that his mother had forgotten something, so he opened the door and walked out.

When he opened the door, he found that Zhou Du was standing outside.

"You, why are you here?" Xia Yao looked at Zhou Du in surprise.

Zhou Du gasped and said, "Why didn't you answer my call."

Xia Yao quickly pulled Zhou Du in.

"I'm doing my homework." As if to convince Zhou Du of himself, he walked into his room, pointed to the paper on the desk and said to Zhou Du, "Look."

Zhou Du stepped into Xia Yao's room in three steps at a time, then closed the door, pulled Xia Yao behind the door and said to him, "Quickly say you miss me."

Xia Yao was dumbfounded by him.

"Is that why you came to my house?"

Seeing that Xia Yao didn't say that, Zhou Du immediately pressed his lips fiercely, and said while kissing fiercely, "Say you like me."

"Zhou Du." Xia Yao called out vaguely, he pushed Zhou Du's chest and said, "Don't do this."

Zhou Du stared at Xia Yao with an aggrieved face.

Xia Yao's heart softened, he raised his hand to caress Zhou Du's face, looked at him obsessively and said, "I like you."

The corners of Zhou Du's mouth couldn't help but curl up. He lowered his head and kissed Xia Yao's lips, while asking in a hoarse voice, "How much do you like it?"

Xia Yao's face was blushing, he let Zhou Du kiss him, and then whispered to Zhou Du: "I like it very much, I like it very much."

"Me too." Zhou Du put Xia Yao's tongue into his mouth after saying this.

Xia's mother stood at the door of Xia Yao's room with a pale face, the plastic bag in her hand had already made her fingers turn red.

She heard clearly what Zhou Du said to Xia Yao in the room. At first she heard Xia Yao talking to Zhou Du in the room, and she wanted to knock on the door and ask Zhou Du if he wanted to stay and have dinner together.

But when he walked to the door, he heard Zhou Du say: "Say you like me."

Mother Xia didn't think much when she heard this, but her son's next answer made her freeze in place as if struck by lightning.

The two of them...

Xia's mother took a step back in a panic, and Xia Yao, who was separated by a door, lost herself in the kiss.

Mother Xia took the vegetables she just bought and exited the door of her house again.

She stood at the door, her mind blank.

In Xia's mother's impression, it's wrong for a man to like a man. It's a disease, and her son has it.

She was afraid to think, what to do.Her Yaoyao has been very good since she was a child, so why did she suddenly fail.

It must be Zhou Du.

There was a flash of resentment in Xia's mother's eyes, she was sure that he had spoiled her son.But now she can't rush in and separate them, Xia Yao is about to take the college entrance examination.

Yes, Xia's mother was relieved again, as long as Yaoyao was admitted to university and separated from Zhou Du, she would definitely become normal.

She seemed to have found a source of hope for herself, and a trace of blood finally returned to her face.

Mother Xia sorted out her mood, stood outside the door and shouted to the inside: "Yaoyao."

Xia Yao in the room panicked and pushed Zhou Du away, and quickly responded, "Mom, you're back."

He opened the door, ran to the door and took the food from his mother.

"Godmother." Zhou Du also came up and greeted with a smile.

Mama Xia forced herself to show a polite smile, and nodded to Zhou Du.

"Godmother, let me wash the vegetables for you." Zhou Du said enthusiastically quickly.

Xia's mother kept her eyes off Zhou Du, she looked at Xia Yao and said, "Don't do it, go back to your room and do your homework."

Xia Yao had no choice but to put down the dishes and planned to go back to the room.

Seeing that Xia's mother ignored him, Zhou Du was a little embarrassed for a while.

"Zhou Du." Mother Xia called out his name with difficulty.

"What's the matter godmother?"

"You, go home first, you are all about to take the college entrance examination, prepare for the exam with peace of mind, and come to play with Yaoyao in our family after the exam is over."

Seeing that Xia's mother wanted to drive him away, Zhou Du was stunned for a moment, then continued to smile and said: "Godmother is right, then I will go first." He purposely said loudly to Xia Yao's door: "I'll go back to Xia Yao first."

Xia Yao came out of the room and said to Zhou Du, "I'll see you off."

"What to give." Although Xia's mother had a smile on her face, the smile didn't reach her eyes, "You go to do your homework quickly, don't think that you can be cocky if you pass the exam this time."

"That's right," Zhou Du echoed Xia's mother and said, "It's not that I don't know the way, so I'll go home first, goodbye godmother."

When Zhou Du's figure disappeared behind the door, the smile on Xia's mother's face finally couldn't hold back.

Xia Yao feels that his mother seems to be too nervous about him recently. In the past, Xia's mother would never ask about his situation in school, but now she will inquire about him around the bush.

Xia Yao belatedly tasted something else, it turned out that her mother was worried about her puppy love.

"Mom, don't worry." Xia Yao assured her mother, "I will definitely not have a puppy love that will affect my studies."

Mother Xia looked at her son with a complicated expression: "Mom is actually not that old-fashioned. If you have a girl you like, mother will not object, but you are still young. When you go to college, mother will definitely not interfere." You were in love."

"Mom, I know, don't worry, I will definitely put study first."

How could Mama Xia feel relieved, but there were some things she didn't want to talk about, if she could pretend to be confused, then be confused.She treated him like Yaoyao was young and ignorant, and when he went to university and separated from Zhou Du, he would definitely be able to change it.

The time of the college entrance examination is like drawing paper. Before you know it, the countdown behind the blackboard changes from three digits to two digits and then to one digit.

The closer the college entrance examination was, the boss lady stopped pressing them all day long.

Xia Yao was under a lot of mental pressure. This time his three-model results were not satisfactory, which caused him to be a little depressed recently.

Taking advantage of Xiaopang's absence after class, Zhou Du deliberately sat in his seat to chat with Xia Yao.

"Why are you looking unhappy?"

Xia Yao glanced at him, sighed and said, "According to the results of the three models, I will definitely not be admitted to W University."

What Xia Yao didn't expect was that Zhou Du actually comforted him: "It's okay, if you don't pass the exam, you won't pass the exam." He lowered his voice and said, "It doesn't matter if you're not in the same city, at worst I'll visit you every week, I don't want you to be unhappy every day."

Xia Yao was moved in his heart. He looked at Zhou Du and said, "Actually, entering W University has always been a dream of mine. I haven't had the college entrance examination yet, so everything is still unknown."

Zhou Du especially wanted to touch Xia Yao's face at this time, but there were still people in the classroom, so he put his hands in his pockets, stood up and said, "Just take the exam."

Xia Yao nodded to him.

Wang Hao has not been in a high mood recently. His grades have been bad all the time, so it is reasonable to say that he would not be depressed because he did not do well in one or two exams.

Zhou Du finally realized his conscience, and divided the concern on Xia Yao's body a little bit to his own.

"Why are you dying recently?" He stood behind Wang Hao and kicked his stool.

Wang Hao glanced at him resentfully, then sighed.

"Ah~"

Zhou Du couldn't stand him like this, so he took back the concern that was not as big as a fingernail, and went to his seat alone.

"Wait." Wang Hao grabbed Zhou Du's arm and said to him, "Let's skip class tonight."

"Skipping class?" Zhou Du frowned. "What do you want to do."

"Get drunk." Wang Hao looked out of the window pretending to be deep, but Zhou Du refused mercilessly, "I won't go."

"You're still not a brother." Wang Hao immediately hugged Zhou Du's arm relentlessly.

Zhou Du originally planned to throw him away, but Zhang Yang was walking in from outside the classroom.

"What are you two doing?" He glanced at Wang Hao and Zhou Du, and then pulled away Wang Hao who was holding on to Zhou Du like a sloth.

"Zhang Yang." Wang Hao put his gaze on Zhang Yang and said, "Will you accompany me to get drunk tonight?"

Zhang Yang glanced at him calmly, "What do you want to buy to get drunk, to be broken in love, or to fail an exam."

"None." Wang Hao lay on the table like a deflated ball and said, "My dad is going to send me abroad."

Zhou Du and Zhang Yang were taken aback for a moment.

-

At this time, it was the second class of the evening self-study in the third year of senior high school. Next to a roadside barbecue stall, Wang Hao took a bite of the meat on the bamboo stick, and then took a big gulp of beer.

"Going abroad with your English level?" Zhou Du sarcastically said disdainfully.

Wang Hao swallowed the mouthful of meat with the beer, looked at Zhou Du with grievances and said, "I don't want to go either, but my dad insists that I go."

Zhang Yang has been silent ever since he heard the news that Wang Hao was going abroad.

Wang Hao bumped Zhang Yang with his elbow and said to him, "Aren't you usually the most resourceful? Help me out."

Zhang Yang glanced at Wang Hao with complicated eyes, and said awkwardly: "Your father sent you abroad simply because your grades could only be admitted to a low-ranking university in this country. Instead of this, going abroad is a good way. "

Wang Hao didn't expect that Zhang Yang would not help him to think of a way, but also vented his anger with his father, and immediately said out of anger, "I can go to a good university when I go abroad? Isn't it a low-level pheasant university?" .”

Hearing what he said, Zhang Yang didn't refute, but just picked up the wine on the table and took a sip.

"Anyway, I don't want to go out," Wang Hao continued, "What's so good about going abroad, you all stay at home and leave me alone abroad, so I won't do it."

Zhou Du glanced at him and said, "Back then Zhang Yang dragged you to make up lessons every day, why didn't you cherish it?"

Only then did Wang Hao turn his head and look at Zhang Yang, then lay on his shoulder and pretended to cry: "I was wrong, brother Zhang, you are still wise, I regret it so much."

Zhang Yang's hand on the table curled into a fist, and he squeezed hard to restrain himself from embracing Wang Hao.

"Which country are you going to?" He asked hoarsely.

"I don't know. My dad means to send me to the United States. I can't even spell Goodmorning in English. How can I live there? What can I do without you?" Wang Hao cried this time. A lot more sincere.

Finally, Zhang Yang couldn't bear it anymore, reached out and patted Wang Hao's head lightly, and said, "It's okay, you are doing well there, maybe we will have a chance to meet again in the future."

Wang Hao was overjoyed immediately, and said happily, "Are you going to America too?"

Zhang Yang shook his head and said, "I heard that universities have the opportunity to do exchange students in various countries. I can only say that it is possible, but I cannot guarantee it."

Wang Hao lay down on the table like a piece of mud again.

Zhou Du couldn't bear his dead dog's appearance, so he kicked him under the table and said, "Why don't you just stay for a few years and come back, as for being so desperate."

"It's easy for you to say, then let Xia Yao go to the United States to stay for a few years, I see if you are happy!"

"Wang Hao!" There was a trace of anger on Zhou Du's face.

Only then did Wang Hao realize that he had slipped his tongue. He glanced at Zhang Yang guilty, but Zhang Yang just said calmly, "You and Xia Yao have been together for a long time."

Wang Hao and Zhou Du looked at Zhang Yang in surprise, and Zhou Du seemed to have reacted, and quickly glared at Wang Hao.

"I didn't say it," Wang Hao quickly swore, "I really didn't say it."

"I discovered it myself." Zhang Yang still had a calm expression, "Xia Yao has always been introverted, and now he is so close to you all of a sudden, I can't think of any other reason. Besides," he paused Then he continued: "Every time you look at Xia Yao, can you restrain your eyes a little bit, then not only I will notice, but I think others will also suspect."

Zhou Du's ears turned red when he said it, and he said disdainfully: "If Xia Yao didn't want others to know, I wouldn't bother to listen to other people's opinions. I like whoever I like, and do their shit."

"That's right, do their shit! Come on, cheers!" Wang Hao raised his cup and took another sip.

"Ah~ Cool!" He said after a break.

Zhang Yang drank the wine in the glass silently, and buried all his envy for Zhou Du in his eyes.

Without any suspense, Wang Hao got drunk.

Although Zhou Du looked disgusted, he still put him on his shoulders.

"Send him home?" Zhang Yang asked Zhou Du.

"His father will have to skin him when he goes home like this, so let's go to my house." He paused and said, "No, if my father finds out about going to my house, his father will know about it too. Forget it, let's go to your house." let's go home."

Zhou Du put Wang Hao's hand on Zhang Yang's shoulder and said, "Just take him in for one night, it's getting late, and I have to go back."

Zhang Yang put his arms around Wang Hao's waist, nodded to Zhou Du and said, "Well, fine, be careful on the road."

Although Wang Hao was drunk, he kept muttering: "I don't want to go to America, I don't want to go to America."

Zhang Yang leaned close to his ear as if coaxing a child and whispered, "Okay, we're not going anywhere, follow me home."

Xia Yao found out about Wang Hao's going abroad after hiding under the covers and texting Zhou Du at night. He couldn't help but sigh, "Oh, did Zhang Yang say anything?"

Zhou Du wondered why Xia Yao would ask about Zhang Yang, but he answered Xia Yao honestly, "Zhang Yang said that he supports Wang Hao's going to America."

Hearing what Zhou Du said, Xia Yao admired Zhang Yang.At the very least, if Zhou Du were to stay abroad for a few years, he would definitely not be able to bear it.

"Anyway, I won't be separated from you. We're going to City B together, you know." Zhou Du's text message popped up again.

Looking at this text message, Xia Yao's heart suddenly warmed up.Replied to him——

"understood."

He and Zhou Du should not be separated.Xia Yao put the phone aside, looked up at the ceiling in a daze, it was only on the mother's side...

Xia Yao turned over and looked in the direction of her mother's room through the wall.

He will never quarrel with his mother and ignore her like in the previous life. If his mother disagrees, he will wait forever. He believes that his mother will understand him one day.

After all, that was his mother, wasn't it?