My flesh hurts when I think of you

Like the laziness of the painter, the ceiling, four walls, floor tiles, sheets, quilts, pillows, and people who are like paper on the bed are all kept in a pure white background without color.

Probably no one would arrange their own bedroom so cold, only the ward.

The overwhelming bleak color made the gorgeous flowers on the bed fade.

His father lived in such a lifeless place, sleeping for many years.

Bits of water along the leather tube tugged his thin soul in vain. He didn't want to bring the dead back to life, but he just hoped that he wouldn't be annihilated in the wind.

It's a pity that those eyes have never been opened.

The traffic accident happened when Yan Rong was still a teenager.

Goofy is like a rotten stalk in a TV series, but art comes from life, which is not unreasonable.

For more than ten years, life-sustaining treatments have been expensive.Relying on the remaining property and the hard support of his mother in the early years, after Yan Rong embarked on the road of show business, the burden was handed over to his shoulders.

So although Yan Rong made a lot of money, he was actually very poor.

It's been a busy time, I haven't seen him for a long time, and he hasn't changed much.

Time is cruel and gentle, not wanting him to wake up, nor his life.

Even the living, after experiencing the bone-chilling despair and the faint hope, their hearts have gradually returned to peace.

"Dad, I'll see you again in a few days." Yan Rong said to the man who could never answer him.

He didn't expect to run into Shen Tan again on this occasion.

The annex building of this private hospital is the famous "Fugui Building". The people living in it are either rich or powerful, or both.

Think about it and feel relieved.

Just what is he doing here?Stuffed up that day?

Thinking of that day—even though it was not a few days ago, I can't help but think of the day after that.

Although Yan Rong's answer cannot be said to be very straightforward, it is no different from being straightforward.

Shen Tan still refused to leave.

Yan Rong didn't know how to treat him, but fortunately, he was like a wolf that had been dull for a long time and suddenly became enlightened. He suddenly hugged him, and when Yan Rong only had time to express his surprise on his face, he kissed him overwhelmingly. down.

Different from the superficial touch before, this time it was a passionate kiss.

To be honest, Shen Tan's technique is really not that good, but in many cases, what moves people more than skills is enthusiasm and love.

Yan Rong didn't push him away, and even indulged him to kiss him deeper and deeper, in a place that was kept secret but not secret enough.

Yan Rong felt a little crazy too.

After the kiss was over, Shen Tan was still hugging him, with his arms across his waist like irons, his eyes were astonishingly bright in the dim light, and his breath was full of passion.

Yan Rong didn't like it—maybe he just wasn't used to this "counter-offensive" posture, he struggled a bit, and immediately got twice as strong a counter-attack.

Just like a hungry wolf finally catching its prey, any sign of trouble will arouse his extra vigilance.

"Okay, let go." Yan Rong said softly.

For the first time, Shen Tan turned a blind eye to his words, and instead said what he had been holding back for a long time.

"You can't eat with other women." Probably thinking that this would make Yan Rong think he was too arbitrary, so he added bluntly, "Is that okay?"

"..." Yan Rong didn't know what expression to make, "That's my mother."

"Today it is, tomorrow it may not be."

Yan Rong: "..." Thinking about it, it actually makes sense, "Okay, okay." He surrendered helplessly like facing a cheating child, thinking that it's a pity that he likes men.

The corners of his lips curled up slightly, and Shen Tan immediately pushed forward, "You can't drive me away."

"..." This time I didn't even bother to add a whitewashing solicitation.

Needless to say after that, it was sticky and crooked for a while before Shen Tan reluctantly let him go.

Now that they meet again by chance, even Yan Rong's materialism and solipsism has to believe a little bit in marriage and fate.

Although it is still vulgar, as I said before, art comes from life and is higher than life.It might even turn lives upside down.

After that day, they still "meet" by text message and have the occasional phone call.The content is no longer so lacklustre, at least it will talk about international current affairs-it still seems boring.Sometimes Yan Rong would tease Shen Tan, and if he pushed him hard, he could let out a few love words with a lethal force, which made Yan Rong blush with embarrassment.

Fortunately no one saw it.

After confirming the relationship, that guy Shen Tan became more reserved, and set a time to meet with him in a regular manner, instead of casually coming to "inspect work".

It seemed that it would be more solemn this way, and it was not stable like that at the beginning.

There are still a few days before the agreed time, but I didn't want to but unexpectedly ran into it.

It was also after the kiss under the moon that the two met for the first time, eye to eye, in an open and aboveboard manner.

This feeling is actually quite strange, like an old friend who was once very familiar but has not been in touch for many years. Although it was true at that time, it has been shelved for many years after all, and it is not a gully that can be crossed in a few seconds.

In all fairness, the personal relationship with Shen Tan is not deep, it can even be said to be very shallow, but they have both kissed and even talked about love.

Yan Rong does not engage in one-night stands.Of course, it hasn't been done yet, and it doesn't count as a night.

They naturally sat in the dining room together.It's time for a meal.

The Chinese restaurant was selected by Yan Rongxuan. He often comes here. The boss knows him well and will not reveal his whereabouts and privacy.In addition, western restaurants use less carrots.

Every time I come, the waiter may not be the same, but almost all of them will bow their heads and blush, and there is no request for a signature to take a photo, probably because the boss specifically ordered it.

"What do you want to eat?" Yan Rong asked the unhappy man on the opposite side—although no matter how his inner mood changes, this man has an almost unshakable expression on the surface, but maybe he was "passed through the fairy spirit" by him, and his feelings towards him Yan Rong didn't know what kind of radar he could perceive one or two.

Shen Tan looked at him—the advantage of having good eyes, as long as he looks at you, he will be focused and affectionate.

"I'll eat whatever you eat."

... The words that come out are more imaginative, even though they are the kind of relationship that makes people imagine.

The waiter has sneaked a glance at Shen Tan more than once, and probably has arranged their relationship in his heart a hundred times.

A private tryst between President Hua Tian and the film king of Han Du? ——If you pay more attention to entertainment news, Shen Tan is not a faceless person.

Yan Rong felt a little sour, after all, the Carrot Star is his now.Quickly ordered a few signs, but also privately added a plate that even ordinary families seldom make-carrot scrambled eggs.

Without giving the waiter a chance to hesitate to ask questions, Yan Rong said with a smile: "Just tell the boss."

The waiter left, Shen Tan looked back at her.

There are two kinds of people in this world that you will stare hard at, those you like and your enemies.

Yan Rong looked at him with a smile, "The quality of the waiters in this restaurant is good. You need to have a face and a figure."

"You said you liked men."

Yan Rong pursed his lips, showing a bit of flair, "I didn't say I don't like women."

Right now, Shen Tan was looking at him very hard, seeing Yan Rong suddenly couldn't bear it, and hastily continued the next sentence.

"But I really don't like it."

"En." Shen Tan lowered his eyes, like a child who got his wish, but because he has been silent all the time, he can only rest assured that his joy is reserved.

Yan Rong looked at Coke, "Hey, Mr. Shen, are you really Yan Rong's fan?"

Unexpectedly, Shen Tan raised his eyes again, and the overlord's personality came online strongly, "I want to call you by name."

Yan Rong "... Oh."

Shen Tan still looked at him stubbornly, Yan Rong: "... Shen Tan?"

"Yeah." He lowered his eyes again.

An unstoppable smile appeared on his lips, wondering if all the people on Carrot Planet are so cute.

The boss understood him, and the scrambled eggs with carrots came up first, Yan Rong pushed them in front of Shen Tan, and kindly told him, "Eat more."

Seeing that Shen Tan's chopsticks were about to be delivered to him after they were dropped and raised, he hurriedly said, "No." After saying that, he felt too disgusted, and Shen Tan's sensitive little heart would probably be hurt.But it's better to be honest between boyfriend and boyfriend, otherwise the damage will be even greater in the future.Although it is a trivial matter, the details see the truth.

"Actually, I don't eat carrots very much."

The chopsticks paused halfway, then returned the same way, and fell into Shen Tan's mouth.Seeing that his face didn't look like he was hurt very much, instead he continued as if he was talking about current affairs, "Very few people like it."

"That's why it's precious and deserves more love."

Shen Tan looked over suddenly, his eyes were as deep as the sea, but it was a cloudless and sunny day, with the occasional breeze, the ripples on the sea surface reflected sparkling light.

Yan Rong turned his eyes and straightened Shen Tan's head, "Don't look at me, eat yours."

The hand was caught, the hot temperature was imprinted on the skin, and a kiss fell on the fingertips like a superficial kiss.

"..." Yan Rong's whole body froze for a moment, and a blush crept up half of his cheeks like a fiery sunset glow.

But that bastard surnamed Shen, after teasing him, went to eat his carrot as if nothing had happened.

Yan Rong: "..."

Yan Rong is unhappy, and if he is unhappy, he will make trouble for no reason, "Hey, tell me, who do you like, carrot or me?"

"I like them all." Shen Tan's voice was rarely vague.The chopsticks didn't stop and didn't even look at him.

"You can only choose one." Yan Rong said cruelly, indifferently and unreasonably.

Shen Tan put down his chopsticks, and looked over with those dark eyes again, staring at him for a long time, his eyes gradually gathered strong emotions, and everything fell into Yan Rong's heart, "You."

... so annoying.Yan Rong touched his hot ears, so he could flirt and pretend to be garlic.

Such an obvious answer cannot constitute a multiple-choice question.Shen Tan looked at Yan Rong who was blushing even more beautiful, and thought quietly.

Everyone, including Ms. Shen herself, thought that he fell in love with Yan Rong because of Shen Ying's subtle influence.

Actually no, as early as a long time ago, so long that Yan Rong hadn't made his debut, and so long that he was still a rebellious teenager, he had already fallen in love with him.

It's been many years in a flash.

Shen Tan thought.

Maybe you will never know, I loved you so long ago.

And like carrots, but also because of you.

I just love the house and the crow.

It just proves that what was once so annoying can become a favorite because of the one I love.

Yan Rong knew nothing about Shen Tan's rich inner activities.

He was still entangled in Shen Tan Mensao's seductive skills, the more he thought about it, the more he refused to accept it, so he simply grabbed the bastard and kissed him fiercely... Yan Rong felt disappointed with the unique thick fiber flavor of carrots in his mouth , wanted to leave, but Shen Tan held the back of his head and turned against the customer.

The phone ringing suddenly interrupted the deepening kiss.

Shen Tan tried to ignore it, but Yan Rong pushed him away very calmly and motioned him to answer the phone.

——I have known for a long time that if it is not the phone ringing, it will also be the waiter knocking on the door.

Uncommonly, Shen Tan's brows were clearly furrowed, showing his impatience.

Can you rejoice when you get interrupted mid-fuck?

Yan Rong felt the same way.

After talking there for a long time, Shen Tan replied expressionlessly, "Let's talk."

So it took a longer time to teach over there, and the sinking pool was shorter and cold, "Yeah."

With a "snap" sound, I hung up the phone.

Yan Rong has no intention of digging into other people's privacy. Although they are boyfriends who have just been released, they should have their own space.Just as the dishes were served one after another, Yan Rong was eating, so he didn't need to speak.

"It's my father." Shen Tan took the initiative to say, and Yan Rong looked over.It can only be seen from the comparison that when facing him, the frost between his brows has melted away, and he looks very pleasant.

"Hmm." Yan Rong didn't know how to respond.Even if the relationship between father and son is not good, if you can still call "Dad", it always seems that there is still affection, and "Father" is a textbook-like title, which is cold and unfamiliar.

I can only say casually: "Is he looking for something with you?"

"Tell me to go back." Without waiting for Yan Rong to speak, "He is hospitalized."

That's probably why he was in the hospital.Obviously Shen Tan's parents—that is, Shen Ying and her husband have indeed divorced, and it is unclear whether Shen Tan will follow his father or mother, the latter is more likely.Shen Tan has an average relationship with his father.

And sick people are always bad tempered.

"Ah." Yan Rong spoke few words as if infected by the sinking pool.Some things are inconvenient to get to the bottom of it.

There was no words for a while, only the crisp and soft sound of chopsticks and plates occasionally colliding, and silence flowed in the air.

"Bradycardia, second-degree atrial block." After a while, Shen Tan suddenly said, "It's a heart attack."

Yan Rong: "." Look, there is only one punctuation mark in the end.

Many times just listen.

"It's impossible for a person to be heartless, but a heartless person's heart beats a little slower probably because of his cold blood." Shen Tan finally concluded.

Naturally, Shen Tan talked to him about his "life experience".

His mother, Shen Ying, was once a popular actress, and his father, Zou Mingzheng, came from a wealthy merchant family.The combination of the two is also a "beautiful story", Yu Shenying is "married into a wealthy family", and Yu Zou Mingzheng is "married into a movie queen".

There are feelings, but no matter how pure the feelings are, they are somewhat mixed with money, let alone such a big family.

The life after marriage is not harmonious, conflicts and frictions are constant, and it is nothing more than a movie queen stepping down from the altar. The so-called Confucian businessmen are even more in vain.

Emotions are worn away in the day after day of discord, becoming more and more dull, and the only thing left is boredom.

They divorced when they were in Shentan, and there was no scene of cheating on the mistress, just because they couldn't make it through.

——On this point, Zou Mingzheng did a good job.The number of mental derailments is uncertain, but at any rate, the body abides by the final moral bottom line.

Only two years after the divorce, he remarried.This wife also has a strong family background, but due to the bad times, she is a little shaky, and urgently needs Zou Mingzheng, a solid tree.And Zou Mingzheng is the heir to the family business, because Shen Tan awarded it to Shen Ying.

The two hit it off.He supports her and she bears him a son.

Mu Shiwen struggled with her stomach, and was shot within a few days, and her first child was a boy.The son is actually only seven years old, but because of rich nutrition, the burden of age has been increased.

The couple were quite harmonious after marriage, Mu Shiwen was not so competitive, and Zou Mingzheng had exhausted his quarrel energy from his first marriage, so even though the three views rarely overlapped, the two did not quarrel much.

Now Zou Mingzheng has been found to have a heart disease. His heart rate is only above 40, and he still has blockage. He needs to be ablated and fitted with a pacemaker.But at this moment, he unexpectedly discovered that the heir who was still in childhood was not his own.

In an instant, only one single bloodline remained.

So the ex-father rushed forward in a panic, pretending to be connected with blood relationship, but in fact he just wanted to distinguish the real from the fake.

What Shen Tan said was rough, but Yan Rong's rich associations, coupled with the expo's strengths, can also complete the details of the plot.

——But that was also the time when Shen Tan talked the most since we met.

It was also at this time that he suddenly felt a bit of sympathy for each other.

Losing a father in different ways...

So Shen Tan used to be called Zou Tan?It's ugly.

If a man doesn't drink or talk nonsense, he can eat very quickly.

"Go back?" Yan Rong asked, "Let's go together."

Shen Tan looked at him, slightly bent his lips, "Okay."——this was an expression of extreme joy.

...In fact, Yan Rong originally intended to go to the parking lot together and then part ways, but Shen Tan obviously misunderstood.

Either way, you might as well be wrong.