Take an inch

Chapter 30

Fan Le sat in the car and stared blankly all the way outside without saying a word, nor did he look at He Yinghua.

He Yinghua drove to the cancer hospital, he looked at the side from time to time, Fan Le was surprisingly quiet, but he was very worried.

I remember when I first met Fan Le, he was so quiet sitting behind him, not saying a word to him, not even looking at him.Although it is still the same state now, the situation is different.

The brat who grinned whenever he saw him was now so stiff-faced that he didn't say a word.The cheerfulness seemed to be shattered by this news, as if the Fan Le these days was not the real Fan Le, but this Fan Le who never talked to him was the real one.

But He Yinghua didn't want him to be like this all the time. He wanted to make Fan Le happy, make him bear up, lean on him, and let him help.

Soon after arriving at the hospital, Fan Le still sat there without moving after parking the car, neither getting out of the car nor looking back.

He sighed, and stretched his hand back to snort Fan Le's hair, but when he was about to touch it, he suddenly withdrew his hand, got out of the car, and opened the door for Fan Le, "We're here, I'll go in with you."

Fan Le glanced at him slowly, "En." He replied, but it was very vague.

He Yinghua took him by the arm and pulled him out. When closing the door, he said, "Cheer up, there are only you and your dad here now. If you can't support yourself, your dad will probably be under more pressure. Lele, there are difficulties." Just say, I'll help you."

"Yes." Fan Le still vaguely agreed.

After He Yinghua asked about Fan Weiguo's location, he took Fan Le in.

"Thank you Yinghua, Lele competition..." Fan Weiguo was a little afraid to ask.

He Yinghua said: "I should have withdrawn from the competition. When I saw him, he was already waiting at the door. The competition team cannot participate without one person."

"Hey..." Fan Weiguo regretted it very much, "It's my fault, even if it's an hour later! Lele, do you want to go see your mother?"

"En." Fan Le said again.

"Where should I go?" He Yinghua asked.

Fan Weiguo said: "The mortuary. After completing the formalities in the afternoon, he has already notified the relatives at his grandma's side, and they may come one after another tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. Hey... It's a relief to finally leave."

"Where will I stay that night?" He Yinghua asked.

Fan Weiguo said: "It's okay, don't worry about us, just find a hotel nearby, and go back after dealing with this matter, if it is fast, it will be cremated in two days."

He Yinghua was very worried that Fan Le lived outside with his father at night, I wonder if he was hit, he has been so depressed, and he usually doesn't get along well with his father, "Don't rent uncle, sleep with me at night Go, what's the cost of a ready-made place, just come to the subway in the morning, it's also convenient."

"How can I trouble you with this matter, just find a place near here."

"The hotels around here are dirty and expensive, there are no rooms yet, and there are still places that will cost money, so I can save a little bit. Don't be polite to me, uncle, if you don't go there, my mother will definitely blame me. Besides Living in your own home is also comfortable, much better than a hotel.”

Fan Weiguo thought about the expenses, the cheapest one night was more than 300 yuan, and it would take four or five days to finish all these things at the fastest, which is a small two thousand.With this money saved, he could do a lot of things. He was moved, but he was still too embarrassed to bother He Yinghua, because he always troubled others.

"Well, Uncle, take Lele to see his mother first. I'll go back and change a car. I drove my colleague's car in a hurry just now. I'll go back and drive mine. Wait for me here, and I'll come pick you up. "He Yinghua made arrangements without any explanation.

He pushed Fan Le forward, and Fan Le stood beside his father, "Lele, you and your father are waiting for me here, don't wander around."

"En." Fan Le answered vaguely again.

He Yinghua returned the car to their boss, and then took a taxi home. Now that he didn't care about the unlimited number, the important thing was to drive to pick up Fan Le and his father.

It would be fine for Fan Le and his father to take a taxi back, but He Yinghua insisted that if he didn't pick him up, Fan Le would lose his temper.

So he didn't mind torturing, and let the father and son wait for nearly three hours before going to pick them up.

On the way, Fan Weiguo sat in the front, and Fan Le consciously shrank in the back seat.

Fan Weiguo took the initiative to say: "Actually, it's not a big deal. His mother has had breast cancer for several years, and she has already prepared for it. It's sad but not sad. It just feels relieved. I am relieved. From now on, the hospital bed will be really comfortable." It’s torture! All the work has been left behind, and there has been a lot of tossing back and forth in the past few years, and the money has also been spent. It’s better to leave quickly, and people will not worry.” Fan Weiguo sighed as he said.

Fan Le sat in the back without saying a word, He Yinghua didn't know if he listened or not.He hoped that Fan Le would listen, so that he wouldn't be too sad.

He Yinghua wanted to change the topic that made him feel overwhelmed. He couldn't go along with Fan Weiguo, saying yes, it would be better to get rid of it sooner rather than later, and saying that it would be a pity to live a few more days. It's not right for outsiders.

"Did you remarry with Lele's mother later?" He Yinghua's method of diversion was to ask deeper questions.At least for him it is.

"That's it."

"You knew then?"

"Well, almost."

He Yinghua didn't understand why he insisted on remarrying Fan Le, who had breast cancer, after divorcing his mother, "Why?"

"What?" Fan Weiguo also felt a little tired, although he felt a sense of relief, "Oh, why did you remarry his mother? Hey... I can't explain it right now." Fan Weiguo sighed deeply, and put the topic to rest. Perfunctory.

He Yinghua stopped asking.

When they got home, Fan Le followed behind He Yinghua silently.

They didn't eat anything at night, He Yinghua said to Fan Weiguo: "Uncle, you take a rest first, I'll go downstairs to buy some vegetables and bring them up. I guess it's busy these days, we can't go hungry, or we won't be able to hold on."

As soon as Fan Weiguo came in, he really felt his body was about to go limp, "Thank you Yinghua, having you here really helped me a lot. I can't move my arms and legs after coming back. I'll rest for a while."

"Okay, you rest, I'll go downstairs and come back in a while. Just ask Lele for anything at home, he knows all about it." He Yinghua pushed Fan Le on the sofa, poured water for him, and went downstairs.

Before buying food, He Yinghua sat on the side of the road and called his mother, telling him what happened today.

After his mother said a few words regretfully, she asked He Yinghua to help them as much as possible.

He Yinghua didn't understand very much, and asked: "Mom, his father divorced you in order to remarry his ex-wife, why do you still take care of them like this?"

He Junfang said: "His father was also forced. In fact, he remarried his mother because of me, so I can't hate him. It's not too much to say that I like it, but after all, I have been a couple for several years, and there is no love. What a contradiction."

"His father said that all his work has been left there, did he quit or..."

"Here, it seems like I'm quitting. I heard that I have to support my ex-wife on my laurels. Hey, this person just can't be greedy too much. A healthy body is nothing better than anything!"

"Well, Mom, have you had your physical examination this year? Go to exercise every day. If you feel uncomfortable, go to the hospital in time. If you have any questions, feel free to contact me!"

"I know your mother can't die!"

After hanging up the phone, He Yinghua went to buy three home-cooked dishes, which were very good for dinner.There was nothing at home before, but now because Fan Le always comes, there are gradually more drinks and fruits in the refrigerator.

After returning home, the house was dark and the lights were not turned on.

What's going on here?He Yinghua felt a little abnormal, he tiptoedly turned on the light in the living room, and saw that there was no one in the living room.Then I went to the bedroom to take a look, and found that Fan Weiguo was lying on the bed and fell asleep.

Where's Fan Le?

"Fan Le said to go to the toilet..." Fan Weiguo suddenly said in a daze, "It seems that he didn't come out." After he finished speaking, he turned over and continued to sleep. He Yinghua was not startled, but felt sad instead.

He can respond to such a slight movement as turning on the light in the living room. This must be the habit of staying with the bed all year round. He dare not sleep too hard. He wakes up when there is any movement, and he also knows what the other person is thinking.

"The rice is in the kitchen, uncle, I'll go and see Lele."

"Well... I'll sleep for another 5 minutes." Fan Weiguo couldn't bear it anymore, and fell asleep again after a while.

He Yinghua came to the door of the bathroom and knocked lightly.

The bathroom light was off, and he pushed it but it wouldn't work, so he knew Fan Le must be inside.But the lights were dark, which made He Yinghua very worried.

"Fan Le? Fan Le!" He Yinghua called softly, "Lele, open the door and let me in."

Nothing happened inside.

He Yinghua tried to say again: "Lele, I'm holding back my urine, you open the door. I'll come out after I urinate."

With that said, after a while, the door can be pushed.

He pushed it open, squeezed in, and closed the door again.It was so dark inside that he couldn't see clearly, but there was something near his feet. He was going to turn on the light to see, but he heard Fan Le say: "Don't turn on the light!"

"Okay, I won't drive." He Yinghua still said softly, he tried to squat down, and reached out to touch what he touched just now, it turned out to be his leg.

He moved up his legs, until he touched his face, and found that it was wet.

"Le," He Yinghua was very worried, he felt sorry for Fan Le, no matter what, it was his mother, even if it was not right, it was still his mother.He didn't know how to persuade him, and he didn't know what to say.

Suddenly he was embraced by Fan Le, and a head appeared on his chest.

He Yinghua had to kneel on the ground and let Fan Le hold her. Fan Le was getting stronger and stronger, and he didn't want to let go at all.He reached out and touched his head, the hair was soft and felt hairy.

Fan Le buried him in front of his chest, and said in a muffled voice with tears: "My mother doesn't want me anymore... She really doesn't want me this time... Am I just so annoying! She left us before, so she doesn't want me anymore. I once, but at least I knew she was alive. When I was a child, I thought that she might want me again when she came back! Now it’s impossible, she’s gone, and this time I don’t want me completely... No one likes me, no one likes me. Don't want me! She hates me so much that she wants to leave me with death. She doesn't like me so much, why did she give birth to me in the first place!"

Fan Le complained repeatedly, and hearing He Yinghua's heart ached to death.

He wished he could hold Fan Le in his arms, and wanted to stop him from thinking, "The breast cancer has nothing to do with you. Before your mother left, she said that she regretted not seeing you. Didn't your mother abandon you?" , she is also difficult." He Yinghua could only forgive him in this way.

"No, you don't understand!" Fan Le hugged him tightly again, and said in a nasal voice, "She really doesn't want me... She used to say that I was in the way, if it wasn't for me, she would never have lost her job, look at me Dad's face! She just hates me, I have known it since I was a child! No one can lie to me, I am unwanted, and I don't know where I should go. I don't want to go back when I am at home, let alone go to someone else's house. When I entered the door, I realized that my mother abandoned me, and now...she really left me behind, where will I go after graduation, and who else can keep me!"

"Why do you think so far away! Isn't my place big? If you come to me after graduation, you can still sleep on the street? Don't think about it, no one wants you, and your father, and me!" He paused. He kept touching his head, comforting him and making him feel at ease.

But the consolation didn't work. Fan Le kept burying himself in front of his chest. Although he stopped talking, his sobs became louder and louder.

He Yinghua couldn't move his whole body, so he could only continue to kneel there and let him hug him.

Fan Le cried silently, but his body twitched.

He Yinghua hugged his back as much as possible, giving him support and support.

Fan Le couldn't help crying, he buried his head on He Yinghua's shoulder, wiped all his snot and tears on his shirt.But He Yinghua figured it out, "Cry, it's better to cry, don't hold back, cry if you want, I'll be with you."

Fan Le was unwilling to let go of He Yinghua as if he was holding a life-saving straw. He hugged him hard, fearing that He Yinghua would also run away, so he didn't want him either.

How can he tie He Yinghua, hold him firmly, he can't let him appear in his life for a while like everyone else, and then leave.Especially if people with such a blood relationship as his mother can say to leave him and leave, then it is easier for He Yinghua to leave!

Fan Le didn't want such an easy thing to happen, he had to find a way to keep him!

He hugged He Yinghua tightly, opened his mouth and bit his mouth.

He Yinghua was taken aback, why did Fan Le bite him and cry stupidly?When you are a puppy?

But then he immediately felt that Fan Le took some strength, and the bite turned into a kiss, but it was very disorganized and indifferent.

His mouth was wet, he rubbed against his face, rubbed against his eyes, and finally got into his mouth, bumping around.

He Yinghua seemed to be stupid, why is this guy crazy!

go Ape?

It occurred to him that some people deal with stress differently.Do something that you don't usually dare to do, or do something that you don't do often, and your emotions will be much more stable when you vent your emotions.

Like his colleagues in their company, Da Chuaner’s way of relieving stress is to call it a day and put together things, sometimes parts, and sometimes a small room with a view.

Any kind of thing can drive He Yinghua crazy, but Da Chuaner enjoys it.

Like other colleagues in their company, some of them are relieved by throwing their schoolbags, some by crying, some by eating, and some by quarreling.

There are so many ways, just like Fan Le relying on kissing him.

But Fan Le seemed to be more serious.

He hugged He Yinghua tightly, while sweeping his mouth, gnawing and biting at the same time, He Yinghua felt a little pain.

I don't know how long it took before Fan Le let go of He Yinghua out of breath.He turned around and slammed the door to leave. He Yinghua touched his lower lip, which hurt.

Turning on the light and looking in the mirror, he found that there was a cut under the lip, a little blood oozing out, and a small piece was bitten purple!

He followed him out and saw Fan Le sitting on the sofa watching TV with his lips pouted.He walked over and knocked Fan Le on the head, "A dog? It hurts to chew everywhere!"

Fan Le didn't look back at all, as if he didn't hear it.

The author has something to say:

I forgot to update on Saturday, sorry, this is to make up for Saturday.Continue on Tuesday.