Zombie Memories

Listening to me saying it was cold, he finally came over slowly. I looked at this man with a stubble, ragged clothes and a thin figure, but I felt that he was so kind and warm.

He has the warmth that I don't have, and the rich emotion that I lack. These are a bit out of date in the last days, but he is for me.

I hugged him.He moved uncomfortably and let me hug him.I could feel his warmth coming through his clothes, and I guess he felt like he was hugging a piece of cold meat.

He put his head on my shoulder, like we used to always do.I said: "Don't think about it, you have never been a burden. At first you found food for me. Without your hard work, I would have become a wild zombie. There are a sea of ​​people eating, and the meat and brains are flying together. The result is either eaten or beaten. To die, it's not like being a domesticated one now, with clothes, love and hugs."

He was amused by me, and then muttered, "No, you're amazing."

I also smiled: "So don't think too much about it. You have done a good job. Don't be anxious, just do the things in front of you well. Instead of thinking about so many heavy propositions about the responsibility of guardianship, just care about what you will eat for this meal, and take your time. It's all good."

Qing Ze nodded, and poked his chin on my shoulder: "It will be fine, you see that you can even say things like this smoothly now."

After drinking the hot snake soup, Qingze's spirit improved a lot, so I discussed with him about going to the human gathering place.He objected at first, out of fear that I would be discovered and unable to protect myself, and insisted on waiting for me to fully recover before making any plans.

I gave him a detailed analysis, and his current situation is that it is difficult to continue to survive, not to mention other things, if there is no salt, he will become a white-haired man.And now my appearance is very close to that of a human being, with slightly bluish white skin, it can be said that I am sick. It happens that I have been groggy all the time, so it is said that I have been sick before the end of the world.

I can still speak, which can dispel other people's suspicions. It is estimated that no zombie can speak yet.The signature black nails can be hidden. The more troublesome thing is that I don’t have breathing and heartbeat, but this needs to be very close to find out. Fortunately, in the last days, no one will come to others for no reason, especially a patient, just pay more attention.

We hide in the human base and live in a remote place. He can find a way to exchange for food, and I can repair myself safely, which is actually better than this cave.

Qing Ze was finally persuaded, without him, this time the boa constrictor sister really frightened him, if there is another situation where he is too late, or if he has no strength to resist at all, the consequences will be disastrous.In the end, we decided to find a gathering place nearby, to stay temporarily and have a look, if we can, we can rest for a while, if not, we can change places.

If you want to go, you have to take care of your savage appearance.Qingze boiled water and scrubbed it, changed his clothes, at least he wouldn't show it everywhere, and roughly trimmed his long hair and beard with a knife.

After finishing myself quickly, he wiped it carefully for me. My hair never grew again. He also washed it with clean water and combed it neatly with his fingers.I released all the things from the space. Anyway, there are not many left, so it’s not good if you are not awake and can’t take them out when you need them.Qing Ze picked out a set of comfortable clothes for me to change into.

I have never lived in the mountains and forests, and I am clean, so it seems that I am more normal than him.We discovered this at the same time, and couldn't help but tease each other a few words.

When he took care of me, because of the relief after the tension, I already felt sleepy, and then I was almost in a daze.When he combed my hair, the comfortable feeling was even more drowsy.

When I almost fell asleep, I heard Qing Ze's voice whisper: "Lian Feng, I love you." Such a sudden expression of love, if I was awake, I would probably feel a little numb, but now I feel like It's the little bit of sugar sprinkled on the eight-treasure porridge, just the right amount of sweetness faints in my heart.

He probably thought I was asleep.So I said to him suddenly: "Do you remember washing my hair for the first time?" He was startled and didn't say anything for a long time.

Later, he scratched my scalp lightly, and said with a smile, "Why don't you remember? I haven't seen you for a few days and hooked up with a little girl. If I didn't find out in time and wash your hair to wake you up, I don't know what will happen."

"Just nonsense. Obviously you disappeared for so long." I hummed.

"I can't help it. I went to look for you as soon as I could see you, but it turned out that my heart was cold after seeing your attitude."

"Then why don't you leave?" I asked what I was confused at the time, and I didn't have anything to ask later.

"Don't go, it's cheaper for others to go! Besides, if you are taken in, you will also eliminate harm for the people." He paused, and then said: "I know you. I'm just afraid that you won't be able to wait too long and be abducted by others."

The corner of my mouth curled up: So he made a quick decision and rolled the sheets?Still closing my eyes, I recalled that summer afternoon in a half-dream and half-awake state.

It was a hot summer day, and I was in front of a small shop that made fences, doing the final welds on a few fences.Because of the heat, I wore a white elastic vest, and my skin was tanned when I went to the construction site every day.The welding is almost done, and I also feel that it is too hot, and the sparks seem to be shining continuously in front of my eyes.

So take a break.I took off the goggles and wiped the sweat from my forehead, but the sweat on my body continued, and the vest was half wet, so I wanted to wipe it in the store.

At this time, the girl from the dry cleaning shop next door came out with a cup and handed it to me with a smile: "Brother Lian, let's have a cup of sour plum soup! I made it on ice in the morning, and the temperature is right now."

Ice-cold sour plum soup sounds very good when you are sweating profusely. I reached out to pick it up, but saw that my hands were stained with sweat and rust. I stopped and said, "Thank you, wait for me to wash my hands."

Her eyebrows and eyes were crooked with a smile: "Let's just wipe it off first." As she spoke, she handed over another wet wipe.I have to say this girl is so sweet.Not long ago, I helped her teach a few gangsters who came to find fault, and she was very enthusiastic when she saw me because she was grateful to me.

I was about to take the wet wipes when another hand came in suddenly, and a bottle of drink was stuffed directly into my dirty hand.Both the girl and I were taken aback, and then the girl blushed for no reason when she saw the person coming.

Tall and thin young man, simple clothes without any creases, fair skin and picturesque eyebrows, sorry for using this word for a man, mainly his facial features are distinct but gentle, and I have done my best for mediocre Chinese.Even if he doesn't look at his face, he still has the vigor of a student and the ability to enter the society, mixed with a rare refined temperament, which is also very prominent.

This person has been loved by aunts, grandmas and younger sisters since he was a child, and he was born "other people's child".I am very familiar with him, Yu Qingze.The person I hadn't seen for more than a year, and who I thought I would never see again, suddenly appeared.

I was thinking about the drink, and suddenly I lost the desire to drink. I only felt that the slight sweat in my hair was itchy and irritating.Shaking his head, he felt that this action was a bit like an animal, and he was even more unhappy.I asked him, "How did you get here?"

Seeing that the atmosphere was not right, the little girl hesitated holding the cup. Qing Ze smiled at her and said, "Thank you for taking care of my friend. It's so hot, you should go back soon to avoid heat stroke." A mouthful of white teeth successfully made her retreat.

What is this called!I know he's popular with girls, and he doesn't need to spray hormones here.

I turned my head and walked back to the guardrail shop.The house is in a mess all the way, and the light is very bad. Only those who are familiar with it can accurately avoid the sundries.I didn't turn on the light, and then Qing Ze who followed was a little stumbling, he couldn't help calling me: "Lian Feng!"

I didn't say a word, I walked to the innermost water pipe, took off my wet and sweaty vest, and rinsed it under the water pipe.There is a separate faucet, a simple cement pool, and no hot water, but I still have a good time washing, even leaning over my upper body, the splash of water washes away sweat and irritability, and even the waist of my trousers is wet.

When I wiped my head with a towel, I saw Qing Ze standing beside him silently.His originally extremely neat clothes were splashed with water spots, and after he fainted, the depths and shallows were very unsightly.I saw him frowning and sneered; "Why do you come here if you don't like it? Are you going to order a protective fence?"

Qing Ze frowned even more, he stretched out his hand to pick up the towel I finished wiping, and I handed the towel to him naturally, I was stunned once this action was completed.It's been more than a year, but these small intimate movements are still logical.

He said sadly; "You just rinse it with cold water?" He touched the towel as he said, "This towel is too old, it's as dry as sandpaper."

I took a cigarette in my mouth, took a deep breath to wash away the smell of welding in my nostrils, and said calmly, "It's not your fault."

Qing Ze suddenly hugged me; "Lian Feng, don't be like this, don't be so indifferent, I have already fallen out with my parents, and you are the only one left!"

His clothes rubbed against my skin, his head was buried on my shoulders, his breath sprayed on my neck, and his body that had just cooled down suddenly became hot.But I was facing the gate, where people would pass by at any time, and although it was difficult to see through the dark corridor, I still felt a little embarrassed.

I gently pushed Qingze away; "Why are you impulsive? You have successfully moved from a prestigious university to a big company, and I am used to my own small workshop. We have nothing to do with each other for more than a year, and I also found out that this is the case. Well, we can all get on with it."

He grabbed my shoulder excitedly and retorted: "It's not like that! I've been thinking about you all the time. My dad wants me to graduate and find a good job before I can be with you! I left a note for you!"

note?I did receive one. After I was persuaded to suspend my studies by the military academy and went home disgracefully, I couldn’t reach Qingze on the phone anymore. My father gave me a note from him: Don’t wait for me.A few ruthless words sneered at me: Falling out with my family, being expelled from school, embarrassing my hard-nosed father who has been in the army all his life, all these things have become a farce.

I couldn't believe it. I went to his school to look for him, but I saw him walking intimately with a beautiful girl. The girl talked and laughed with him and stuffed a piece of candy in his mouth...

I didn't show up again, and I haven't seen him for a semester. The discipline of the military academy is strict, and there are a lot of contacts in normal times. After the incident was exposed, the parents of both parties strongly opposed it, and the relationship has faded.He was originally a gentle and soft-tempered person, how could he resist all kinds of tricks from his parents?

It's just me being stupid.It's just stupid, who is young and hasn't loved a few scumbags?I crushed a cigarette, turned around and set foot on the way back.

My father asked me to admit my mistake and find a relationship to return to the military school.Make Lao Tzu bow his head?I don't!It's unlucky enough, no matter how wrong it is, it can't be bad enough?Thanks to my father's exercise since childhood, I have a good body.I left home to support myself, started as a small worker in the construction team, and slowly pulled the team by myself.Later, my father got angry and threw me a sum of money, and I happily accepted it.

Later, I heard that he graduated, found a good job, and officially entered the ranks of the elite.so what?We don't see each other anymore.

But today he found here and said that he did not blame me.I have no intention of exploring what is going on, and I don't want to stir up trouble.

Qing Ze stared eagerly into my eyes: "You have to believe me, my parents and the teacher have put me under control, and there is no way to call you, so I finally got someone to bring you a note. I wrote De: Don't forget me, I will find you later. As soon as my job is stable, I will come to you. Your father said you are here. "

I let out the smoke lazily: "But what I saw was don't wait for me, it's absolutely your words. What's more, I saw you feeding sugar with a beautiful girl, just for fun..."

Qingze said angrily: "Are you stupid! The difference between the words written by the gel pen and the copied ones is very small, the note must have been manipulated by your father! I don't know which girl you saw, but if at that time , is the teacher's daughter, she is my relative, she is a cousin! Otherwise, why would the teacher help my parents take care of me?"

I suddenly felt a little cold on my body, which really looked like something my dad did.

But it's already like this... I threw away the cigarette butt, leaned against the dilapidated wall, looked at Qing Ze and said, "This is the end of the matter, let's just go back to the road, we are still friends and classmates, but don't disturb each other How does life look to you?"

"It's not good! I have always recognized you alone! I listened to my parents and didn't come to you until I was working, but you were dropped out of school and left home to work. I am sorry for you, but I also have to take care of my parents' upbringing." Ah! Now that I have fulfilled their request, if they still don’t agree, I will not owe you any more, as long as I am responsible to you.”

I was so happy: "Responsible to me? What are you responsible for? Besides, look at my current environment, it is incompatible with you."

Qing Ze bullied him and gritted his teeth: "What kind of environment? No matter what kind of environment you are in, it won't prevent you from flirting with girls. If I hadn't come today, you would have kissed them indirectly!"

My throat felt dry: "Where is it?"

Qing Ze kissed me softly: "She used her own cup for you, and called her brother affectionately... Lian Feng, you can't just wear a vest, it's too attractive."

What with what?I took a look at my upper body and said shamelessly: Well, it is indeed fit!

He pecked at my Adam's apple: "You want me, I'm really worried... Let you be responsible for me, okay?"

Even though we used to be together, we were afraid of being seen and shy, and we only held hands and kissed lightly. His behavior like this suddenly became very tempting.

I feel dry and hot all over, and the unfamiliarity that I haven't seen for a long time has disappeared.I kissed him hard, and said in a hoarse voice, "If you take it seriously and don't regret it, then follow me."

Qing Ze nodded without hesitation, then looked at the simple and dirty single bed inside and asked, "Do you not live here?"

I knocked on his head: "Do you really think I'm such a waste? This is a friend's shop and I came to help. We are a small contractor now, and we still have a place to live."

That night, we tossed and tossed jerky for a long time, and Qingze really gave it to me.

He said he had no regrets, and neither did I.

It's just that he works in another city and cannot meet every day.Later, competitors in his company learned about our relationship from nowhere and spread rumors in the company and even in the industry.He simply resigned. When he came to me, he couldn’t find a suitable job, so he did everything. After he finally settled down, he worked hard with me to set up a company for me to earn money, save money, and live in a rented house.

Did I ask him if he regretted it?He said no.

He said: "I only regret that I didn't make it clear to you earlier and let you endure a lot of pain. I dragged you to this road. I hope you don't regret it."

In order to show my attitude, I can only forcefully enter the depths of his body, and tell him personally, stupid.

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In fact, between Lian Feng and Qing Ze, Qing Ze took the initiative emotionally, he was born and fell in love first.

Lian Feng was passive and moved.So subconsciously, Qingze would feel uneasy, feeling that he had brought Lian Feng to bad, and also affected his future and family, and was even more afraid that he would realize that he liked girls and run away one day.

But although Lian Feng's appearance is rough, his feelings are single-minded, and he is actually carefree by nature, and he doesn't like to think so much.Lian Feng does more and talks less, and he doesn't care about gains and losses, he pays when he gives, wants what he wants, and has a manly air.

He often teases Qing Ze subconsciously, such as taking a shower with his upper body naked, rubbing his muscles and so on, but he doesn't know it.Then Qingze teased him back, but he thought it was Qingze who was tempting him.