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Chapter 184 The First Half of My Life+Ode to Joy

"Are you awake? Are you feeling better?" Zhao Qiping asked with concern, and helped Xu Nian up, and put a pillow on her back so that she could rest comfortably.

Xu Nian has been in the hospital for the past three days, and Zhao Qiping has been taking care of her. She feels much better today. Last night, she secretly drank Lingquan water. This body has many hidden diseases. She wants to recover from illness for a month. , Take good care of yourself from the inside out. Tang Jing is already 32, but she still has a good temperament and a good figure. Although she is a little thin, she can take care of herself and have a good rest of her life waiting for her. "It's much better, Thank you, Zhao Qiping."

"You're welcome, just call me Qiping. Speaking of which, we're still college alumni, and I'm a year older than you." Looking at the pale Xu Nian, Zhao Qiping smiled warmly, and he raised his hand and rubbed gently Rubbing Xu Nian's hair, not letting Xu Nian see his expression, "When you were in college, you were the goddess in the hearts of many boys in school."

"Really?" Xu Nian smiled slightly, pale and fragile, like an orchid in the empty valley swaying in the wind, amazed time.Both of them graduated from Fudan University, the best university in Shanghai. The same school has different departments and different grades. "The school is too big, and there are so many campuses. The classmates couldn't finish it."

Zhao Qiping touched the tip of his nose, thinking it's no wonder, I have been sitting in the same study room with you for three years, and you don't remember me at all, every time you see her, you are always in a hurry.

The two were chatting when the door of the ward was pushed open suddenly. He Han and Luo Zijun walked in. Luo Zijun wanted to pounce on Xu Nian, "Tang Jing, you..."

"Tang Jing?" He Han couldn't believe it. He always thought that Tang Jing didn't love him that much. Looking at the pale and fragile Tang Jing, at this moment, his heart was confused. He remembered that when Chen Junsheng asked him, he swore Thinking about what she said now, I can’t wait to slap myself, "I know Tang Jing, she is a very independent woman, she will not be too hard on it, maybe just find a place to take a two-day vacation, wait for her to calm down, When you figure it out, you’ll be back.”

"Qiping, let them go out, I don't want to see them, not even a single glance." Xu Nian turned her head to one side, her falling hair covered her expression.

Zhao Qiping dragged the two of them out and closed the door. Luo Zijun looked tearful, and He Han also expressed remorse. In the past two days, Zhao Qiping also learned about the affairs between the three of them from the side. Disdainful of the character of the two people in front of me, their faces were cold and serious, and their tone of voice was very cold, "Tang Jing's body is very weak and cannot withstand a little stimulation. If I hadn't discovered that she cut her wrist at home in time that night, what you see now is Her corpse, no matter how much you confess and blame yourself, she won't hear it anymore."

"I sent her to the hospital, and the doctor issued critical illness notices several times, but she didn't even have a relative or friend who could sign for her. Where were you at that time?" Zhao Qiping was not polite to the two of them, and he really felt for Tang Jing Distressed.

As if recalling He Han's confession to her that night, Luo Zijun subconsciously avoided Zhao Qiping's gaze. Zhao Qiping is such a smart person, he is simply a genius. He guessed the content of the story immediately, "I can't wait Are you going to tell each other your heart?"

Seeing the unnatural expressions of the two, Zhao Qiping confirmed his guess, and felt that Tang Jing was not worth it, "She was lying in the intensive care unit for two days, and no one came to see her. You didn't know until today that she had Friends like you are such a great irony, you should leave quickly! Don’t come again! If she is willing to see you after she is discharged from the hospital, let’s talk about it. Her current physical and mental condition can’t stand a little stimulation, so you should leave first! "Zhao Qiping unceremoniously issued the order to evict the guests, and the two left the hospital without a word. He Han's fiery heart was also extinguished at this moment.

Looking at He Han's silence, Luo Zijun felt heartache unbearable. She really didn't expect things to develop like this?

Every day after that, the two would come to see Xu Nian, but they just stood at the door and didn't go in. Xu Nian just pretended not to know. Although Tang Jing didn't want to take revenge on the two of them, Xu Nian didn't want them to live too well. , she is not an angel, she does not have such a good heart, she will not let anyone who hurt Tang Jing easily.

On this day, the weather outside was fine, and the warm sunlight shone into the ward from the window. There was a bouquet of lavender gypsophila stars on the cabinet, which was sent by Dr. Zhao. Xu Nian was sitting in a wheelchair, blowing The breeze blowing from the window, mixed with the sweet scent of osmanthus, lifted the hair around her ears, revealing her fair and delicate skin. The dilapidated look on the sofa is much better.

"It's so quiet!" Xu Nian looked at Zhao Qiping, who was sitting next to him reading a book, and suddenly had the desire to confide in her. The depression had been stagnant in her heart, making her feel heavy. She wanted to release this emotion because of He Han and Luo Zijun are standing outside the door of the ward right now, "Do you want to hear my story?"

Zhao Qiping closed the book in his hand, looked at Xu Nian tenderly and smiled, "I'm a very good listener."

"I was born in a small city, and my parents got married because they loved each other. But within a few years, the two lost their enthusiasm for each other and started looking for lovers, but they could still sleep on the same bed. They didn't want to be separated. It became that excuse, they said that everything was for my own good, so even if they were at odds, they still insisted on being together, how ridiculous."

"Since I was young, I have watched them treat their feelings irresponsibly like this, so I didn't believe in love and was afraid of marriage. Until I was 21 years old, I met He Han. He was my catastrophe, my hopeless love. I fell in love with him, but I was so inferior that I was afraid of losing him. In the past ten years, I was ready for him to leave me at any time. In fact, I was just afraid that he would leave. I tried my best to live my life as he liked. Oh, it was me. I think he likes it, our relationship is very complicated, we are lovers, partners, relatives, friends, mentors and apprentices, competitors, so many relationships that are difficult to let go, I thought we will always be like this until we are old Go, still can never leave each other, but he told me that he fell in love with my best friend, my best friend, and my only relative in this world. At that moment, heaven and earth are not enough to describe my love Mood." Xu Nian's voice was full of sadness.

"In my sophomore year, my parents died in a car accident. How ironic, the two divorced after I was admitted to university, but they still said it was because of me. They have been in harmony for so many years, and now I have grown up When they grow up, they are finally free. But after the divorce, the two have been disconnected, dating secretly behind their lovers’ backs. On a rainy night, the car skidded and their car fell into the lake. The police showed me the photos of the scene. The two held each other's hands tightly until their deaths, I really don't understand, what brought them to the current situation step by step?"

"My parents passed away suddenly, and I lost my source of income. I could only earn tuition and living expenses by myself. I studied hard, won scholarships, worked outside school, handed out leaflets on the side of the road in hot weather, worked as a restaurant waiter, corrected copywriting, and tutoring."

"I still clearly remember that the winter was extremely cold that year. I supplemented mathematics and English for a girl in the third grade of junior high school. The salary was settled every month. The money could support me until I started school, but on the day the salary was paid, that The girl's father touched me. At that time, I was terrified. I rushed out of her house without my coat on, and ran towards the school in a panic. I don't know how long it took me. I could clearly hear my breathing and The heartbeat, the cold wind swept me wantonly, at that moment, I felt cold, bitingly cold, and I understood that in this world, the only thing I can rely on is myself."

Zhao Qiping took Xu Nian's hand and held it gently, giving her strength and comfort.

"I had a fever after I went back to school, and I didn't dare to ask for salary anymore. At that time, Luo Zijun appeared. She was very kind to me, cared about me, and took care of me. Slowly, we became chatting about everything. For her friend, I will go to her house to eat, and I will order it for her, write papers for her, and be happy to reap love for her."

"After graduating from university, I became an intern under He Han. He took six or seven students at the same time, but he treated me differently. It was very different, so we were together not long after. At that time , Luo Zijun has married her ex-husband. After working for half a year, she resigned at home and became a full-time wife. She likes her life and is proud of it. I introduced them to each other, but they both look at each other and hate each other."

Following Xu Nian's words, both He Han and Luo Zijun outside the door fell into memories. The past that they thought they had forgotten appeared clearly in their minds again. Did you say no?Luo Zijun cried like a tearful person, at this moment she regretted it, she knew that she would completely lose her good friend Tang Jing.Seeing Luo Zijun crying, He Han had no intention of comforting her, the two just stood quietly outside the door.

"He Han said that Luo Zijun was a boring housewife, and he despised him; Luo Zijun said that He Han was able to pretend and pay attention, and he was extremely contemptuous. The two slandered each other in front of me more than once. I even joked that Luo Zijun and him are the same. People from two planets will not meet each other in eight lifetimes, but it was the two whom I trusted so much who united and gave me a fatal blow."

"People can always hurt those who trust him." Zhao Qiping echoed Xu Nian.

"After Luo Zijun got married, whenever there was anything, he would always call me. I never refused, and would rush to her as soon as possible to comfort her and help her. Because of this, I don't know how many times I have rejected dates with He Han." , How many jobs have been turned down, just because I have always been grateful for her help. She suspected that Chen Junsheng was having an affair, and I would investigate for her and keep an eye on Chen Junsheng for her; , Chen Junsheng was on a business trip, and I was the one who took her to the hospital at night; for so many years, I trusted her and relied on her, she found out that Chen Junsheng and Ling Ling were cheating, I taught Ling Ling for her, made things difficult for Chen Junsheng at work, and stood up for her everywhere , left work to comfort her, pulled her out of the quagmire, fought for her son's custody, and sent the reluctant He Han to help her. I thought, I was safe, how could they fall in love? But the truth That is, my unconditional trust made me the one who was abandoned."

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