Yuzhou Destiny Love

This story is purely fictitious, and any similarity is purely coincidental.

On the third day of the Lunar New Year, after a night of light snow, the window was covered with a touch of silver.I got up early, dressed neatly, and went to the temple fair in a hurry.

The temple fair was crowded with people, and everyone's faces were full of joy.Northeast folk culture traditions such as shadow puppets, sugar figurines, paper-cuts, and clay sculptures are interspersed among the stalls of modern handicrafts and various snacks.I scoured every booth, eagerly locating the gift I wanted.

After walking around half a temple fair, I finally found my goal in front of an inconspicuous stall - rings of various colors.The dazzling array of styles makes me dizzy.Considering that it was worn by two big men, I couldn't buy too fancy ones, so I thought and weighed before a few simple-looking rings.Ultimately, I settled on a pair of titanium and steel shell rings.The sky blue and seaweed green shells make me feel that this is the meaning of me in you and you in me.

After haggling with the boss, I got the pair of rings.It will be Xu Weizhou's birthday in a few days. Although it is still early to talk about marriage, let's get engaged first.Taking a step back, even if Xu Weizhou is unwilling to get engaged so early, this pair of rings can still be used as a token of love.When I thought that Xu Weizhou might be so moved that he would act like a baby to me in various ways, I couldn't hide my excitement, and I covered my mouth and laughed to myself, regardless of others.My continent, in this life, I will recognize you!

February 2th is Valentine's Day, and February 14th is Xu Weizhou's birthday. I want to stay with Xu Weizhou on these two special days.So, I booked a train ticket from Dandong to Shanghai on February 2 early, planning to give Xu Weizhou a surprise on Valentine's Day!Hahaha... Husband and wife, please... Hey, I don't dare to think about it, I have to keep swallowing when I think about it.

In the early morning of February 2th, I went into battle lightly, with only a backpack on my back and a shell ring I had already bought, bid farewell to my parents, and boarded the green leather train heading south.After more than a day's nurturing of stinky women and stinky shoes and stinky socks, I finally arrived at the Jing'an District Railway Station in Shanghai on the afternoon of Valentine's Day.

I walked out of the station with the flow of people, walked to a relatively quiet street, and planned to call Xu Weizhou.As a result, as soon as he smelled his own body, uh...almost smoked himself to death.I have to find a hotel to stay in first, clean myself up before going to Xu Weizhou.Not long after walking around the streets, I found an express hotel in a small alley.

This fast hotel is newly opened, clean and tidy, with new facilities, and the price is also favorable.I asked for a room, asked the waiter which park was the nearest, and hurried into the room I reserved.

I picked up the phone, calmed down my excitement, restrained the corners of my mouth from rising, and dialed Xu Weizhou's number pretending to be calm.

"Hello! Jing Yu." Xu Weizhou's voice always exudes masculine strength.

"Zhouzhou, guess where I am now?" Hahaha...Xu Weizhou, I have a big surprise for you!

"I don't know." Xu Weizhou didn't even bother to guess, hey, he must be depressed!I think I've already thought of this, but luckily I'm here, otherwise, my life would be so miserable!

"I'm not going to play tricks on you! I'm in Shanghai now!" I was so excited that I was about to jump!

"Ah!... Where are you now?!" Xu Weizhou's surprised voice reached my ears.

"Is your home far from Jing'an Sculpture Park? How about we meet at the gate of the park?" Although Xu Weizhou and I have known each other for almost two years, we have never inquired about each other's home address and other private information.Where is his house, I really don't know.

"My house is very close to there. I'll be there in 20 minutes. See you at the door!" After speaking, Xu Weizhou hung up the phone hastily.

I go! We'll be there in 20 minutes!I haven't showered yet!Uh uh uh, if I knew it was so close, I should have taken a shower before calling.I quickly undressed, rushed into the bathroom, took a shower in a hurry, changed into clean clothes, and ran to Jing'an Sculpture Park.

Since I was not familiar with the place, I asked several passers-by and took a few wrong roads before arriving at the gate of Jing'an Sculpture Park.From a distance, I saw a familiar figure hovering anxiously at the door.

"Xu Weizhou..." I shouted at him from a distance, beckoned, and ran over in three steps at a time.

When a lover sees a lover, both tears are in tears!We hug each other tightly, like long-lost lovers, unwilling to separate, enjoying the warmth and comfort of the moment.

After a long time, my heartbeat finally returned to normal.I rubbed against Xu Weizhou's neck, held up his face, and wanted to ask for a passionate kiss.Unexpectedly, Xu Weizhou turned his head 90 degrees, unwilling to kiss in public in the park.I understand him very well. After all, he is near his house now. If he is seen by acquaintances, he will inevitably gossip.

Just as I was about to hold Xu Weizhou's hand, his hand was pulled far away in an instant.That's right, kissing is not appropriate, and holding hands is actually not appropriate.In public, you still have to keep a little distance, so as not to be chewed by others for no reason.

"Zhouzhou, go over there." I pointed to a secluded place in the distance, with few people and dim light.

The two of us walked side by side to an adult old tree in a tacit understanding.The street lights have already been turned on, and occasionally a few sweet couples pass by.Even if the sky is dark, the blood-red roses in the hands of the girls are still eye-catching.Well, I made a mistake, I didn't buy roses for Xu Weizhou.This is our first Valentine's Day together and I've made such a huge mistake!I originally wanted to take out the pair of rings at dinner time, but judging from the current situation, I have to use my trump card in advance.Otherwise, my Zhou Zhou would definitely pout and lose his temper.

Walking under the tree, I carefully took out the ring box, and began to say the words I have practiced many times, "Zhouzhou, meeting you is the greatest blessing in my life! You are the love of my life, and I will always be with you!" I took out the ring, pulled Xu Weizhou's right hand, and put one of the shell rings on his middle finger.

Under the shade of the tree, I couldn't see Xu Weizhou's expression clearly.He didn't say a word, just kept turning the ring with his left hand, and licked his lips with his tongue from time to time.

I nervously waited for Xu Weizhou's response.Am I in too much of a hurry? !Is it appropriate to give rings at this time next year?I regretted my recklessness.

Xu Weizhou took out an envelope from his pocket, handed it to me, and finally spoke, "Jing Yu, I thought I could pretend nothing happened, but I couldn't convince myself. This incident is like a nail ...I have already written it in this letter. If you want to part with me, I..."

"Break up?!" Before Xu Weizhou finished speaking, I was already gnashing my teeth in anger, my head buzzing like a frying pan. "You want to break up with me?! Tell me clearly now! If I don't read the letter, I will listen to you tell me! Tell me! Xu Weizhou! Tell me now, why?!" I tried my best to endure Emotions that were about to explode, every word was squeezed out of my teeth with difficulty.

Xu Weizhou's shoulders began to tremble, and tears fell silently, looking so poignant under the light.My heart aches and hurts.

"Jing Yu, I was put to sleep by someone else." Xu Weizhou finally said these words trembling, choked up.

I hugged Xu Weizhou, and tried my best to comfort him, "Baby! Don't cry! Don't cry! It's not your fault to be raped. Are you hurt? Where are you hurt? Don't be afraid! Zhou, don't be afraid! I will protect you from now on, I won't let you be wronged again!" My heart ached like a drop of blood, like being pricked by a needle.My favorite Zhou, can you let me bear these pains for you!

Xu Weizhou raised his head, and said with difficulty, "Jing Yu, I don't want to lie to you. It's not...it's me...I voluntarily."

A thunder!a bolt from the blue!I looked at Xu Weizhou in front of me in disbelief, staring at Xu Weizhou who once said he loved me!Could it be that you betrayed me and our love so easily because of your unbearable loneliness? ! □□Is it that important to you? !Can't you bear it? !Perhaps, Xu Weizhou never loved me!right!Xu Weizhou has never loved me!All words are lies!

Xu Weizhou shook me and continued crying, "Jing Yu, it's not what you think. I was forced! Jing Yu, I was forced! Can you forgive me?"

forced? !Didn't you just say voluntary? !After only a few seconds, it started to lie to me again!I really am the biggest fool in the world!No wonder Xu Weizhou calls me a fool all day long.Xu Weizhou, I don't blame you, and I don't hate you either!I blame myself, I blame myself for being so stupid!

My voice was stuck in my throat, and I wanted to speak but couldn't.I had no choice but to tear up the letter in my hand in front of Xu Weizhou, and threw the other ring in my hand into the darkness.Turn around and leave.

Xu Weizhou grabbed my arm tightly and begged me, "Yu, don't go! I was wrong! Don't go!!! Please, don't go!!! I was wrong...I was wrong... I was wrong……"

I looked back at Xu Weizhou's face, which was full of tears, but it still fascinated me, broke my heart, and still made me deeply attached to it.I can forgive you this time, forgive you for being playful, forgive you for being young, forgive you for being confused for a while, but if there is a first betrayal, there will be a second time, and if there is a second time, there will be countless times!Xu Weizhou, I'm sorry, my love is too fragile to withstand beatings like yours.

"Jing Yu, I love you! Jing Yu, I love you!" Xu Weizhou was about to kiss me as he spoke.

I pushed him away and looked at Xu Weizhou who was lying again.He does not love me!I remind myself, Xu Weizhou doesn't love me!I would rather love Xu Weizhou silently than be played like a monkey by him again.In order to prevent my heart from softening and becoming his slave again, I made up my mind and said a lie that would make Xu Weizhou never pester me again for the rest of my life, "Xu Weizhou, I think you are dirty!"

Xu Weizhou's whole body trembled a few times, and he let go of my arm.

I ran without looking back, into the night, into the darkness.

In the middle of the night, I went back to the hotel and extended the room to the 20th.On the day of Xu Weizhou's birthday, I want to personally bury and commemorate our love, no, it's my own love.

On February 2, I checked out of the room early and headed to Shanghai Sheshan National Forest Park with my simple luggage and things I had prepared for the past few days.

When I arrived at the park, I found a secluded forest, took out a shovel, and dug a hole.This pit is the grave of my love.I took out the diary, which contained the bits and pieces about me and Xu Weizhou that I had recorded in the past few days.When I was writing this memoir, I also suspected that maybe Xu Weizhou loved me.But all the past can't make up for him voluntarily lying under another man.Just this one is enough to judge that he doesn't love me!

I buried the diary in the soil and inserted a small wooden strip into it.On the stick was written with an oil-based pen, "The love of the old fairy Xingxiu, signed on February 2004, 2." I struck a match and lit the money.I wrote "Love of the Old Immortal of Xingxiu" on each Mingqian.

Doing all this, I have no sadness, no pain, as if it's someone else's business, I'm just sex.Xu Weizhou, thank you for all the happiness you have brought me, and thank you for making me a zombie.

No joy in life, no fear in death!