Yuzhou Destiny Love

This story is purely fictitious, and any similarity is purely coincidental.

I'm drowning in my dreams.In my dream, there is no sadness, no hustle and bustle, no past events.In a yellow-orange rapeseed field, I was like a newborn baby, blankly exploring this unknown world.Suddenly, a bird flew over my head, pulled a poop, and fell on my face; a wild cat jumped on my body, scratching and scratching; I pissed my face; a wild man came up and kicked and kicked at me.You savage animals, why do you treat me like this?Anyway, I have long since lost consciousness, lost all senses.I laugh at you creatures, you have endless joys and sorrows, but I always have peace and quiet.

Are you still refusing to let me go? !Where are you dragging my little body?It doesn't matter where I go, anyway, I'm just a newborn baby, letting the world abuse and rape me.What does death and life have to do with me?Maybe I am the test subject for you humans, just test my various organs and inject various liquids into my body.How have my wishes been listened to, and how have my emotions been cared about!

"Huang Jingyu! Huang Jingyu! Wake up...you've woken up soon! Huang Jingyu..." It seemed that someone was calling Huang Jingyu's name anxiously.Who is Huang Jingyu?Who is calling him?

"Big fool... big fool... Huang Jingyu... Jing Yu..."

Who is the big fool?Why is someone called a big fool again?But what do these people have to do with me.In my world, apart from the rape blossoms everywhere, only birds, wild cats, wild dogs, and wild men have appeared in my memory.Go back to sleep and stay away from these noisy people.

While my eyes were sleepy, a warm current slowly spread to my whole body.Like a hot spring, slowly melting my cold body, like a raging fire, gradually warming up my frozen heartbeat.I tried my best to grab this warmth and explore its source.Whose lips are constantly losing energy to me?Whose tongue is constantly messing with my heartbeat?Is it the angel who saved me?

I tried to open my eyes, and there was a familiar face in front of me.Even though it was in a dream, he still dazzled me, fascinated me so much.How far away and how close Xu Weizhou is.

I smiled happily, gently stroked his face, and begged with all my strength: "Zhouzhou, don't go anymore, stay in my dream forever, okay?"

Xu Weizhou in the dream kept nodding, crying while laughing and saying, "Okay! Jing Yu, I'm never leaving again!"

Still in a dream.Xu Weizhou in the dream is so obedient and cares about me so much.I smiled with satisfaction, closed my eyes gently, and continued to dream this sweet dream.

"Doctor, why did he faint again?"

"I guess I haven't slept or eaten for several days, just sleep well."

I don't know who is whispering in my ear, and I don't know who cares about whom.They are all people outside my world, and they will all disappear from my dreams.However, as long as Xu Weizhou is still in my dream, I will never wake up again.

I don't know how long it took, but I came to a park where the birds were singing and the flowers were fragrant.Xu Weizhou stood in the distance, waving at me.I ran over to hug him.But he ran away like a leopard. I chased hard, but I couldn't catch up.Looking at his disappearing back, I shouted in despair: "Xu Weizhou..."

I opened my eyes suddenly, looking at the strange room in front of me.I sat up, got off the bed, and dragged my exhausted body to the door.

A nurse blocked my way, "Huang Jingyu, you are awake! From now on, you must eat and sleep on time, or you will faint again."

"Oh, I see, thank you beautiful nurse!" I tried hard to squeeze out a smile.

"Drink porridge today, don't eat meat, let your stomach get used to it. I have already told the classmate who has been with you for the past few days. It seems that he is called Zhou. He just went out and helped you get today's medicine." The nurse sister explained Follow the precautions.

Xu Weizhou?Hearing his name, my body trembled!He came back and has been taking care of me, is he sympathizing with me?I don't need sympathy, I don't need pity!Xu Weizhou, even if I am heartbroken, even if I still love you deeply, I don't need your pity!In this life, I will never stop you from pursuing your happiness!

Trembling, I came out of the school doctor's office and walked towards the canteen in Rongyuan.My stomach is croaking, I should eat something.Hehe, it's not time for dinner, and the door of the dining hall is locked.I looked up at the position of the sun, it should be afternoon.Go back to the dormitory first, come back at night.

I slowly crawled back to the dormitory, sat down on the chair, and didn't want to move.There was no one in the dormitory, but there was a faint smell of porridge.Looking around the dormitory for a week, I soon found that Zhao Peng's pot was full of porridge, and there was a pair of clean bowls and spoons beside it.

snort!Zhao Peng, you really are a buddy, and you still want to help me cook porridge.I filled a bowl of porridge and drank the porridge whole.Still not full, I filled another bowl and drank it in big gulps.

Suddenly, the door was pushed open vigorously, and Xu Weizhou ran in panting.

As soon as I saw Xu Weizhou, I immediately put down the spoon and stared at my desk quietly without looking back at him.

Xu Weizhou gently put a bag of medicine on my desk, put one hand on my shoulder, and stroked my face with the other.

I pushed him away as if I was frightened, and said neither humble nor humble: "Thank you!" I didn't dare to look into Xu Weizhou's eyes, I was afraid that my emotions would collapse, I was afraid that I would shamelessly beg him not to leave, I was afraid that I would His dignity will be lowered to dust for Xu Weizhou.None of this matters!The important thing is, I don't want Wei Zhou's sympathy!

In order to hide my embarrassment and anxiety, I picked up the spoon and continued to drink the porridge as if nothing had happened.

Xu Weizhou didn't say anything, took a glass of boiled water and put it on my desk.He sighed softly and said, "After finishing the porridge, take the medicine." After speaking, he didn't walk away from me, just stood there silently.

This time, I couldn't even say thank you, my voice was choked in my throat, and my tears flowed silently onto the porridge in the bowl.I lowered my head and scooped the porridge into my mouth mouthful.Xu Weizhou!Why are you so gentle with me!Can't you be more cruel? !Why do you still care about me!Haven't you hurt me enough? !Why do you keep pouring salt into my wounds!

The bowl was too small, I drank the porridge in a few sips.I held the spoon, lowered my head, held back my tears, and sat motionless like a dummy.

Xu Weizhou put another hand on my shoulder, waiting for my reaction.How else can I react? !I can't look up, so I don't want Xu Weizhou to see me in tears; I can't speak, so I don't want him to hear my crying voice.Maybe, just like this posture is good, at least I can still feel the warmth of his fingertips.

Why am I so disappointed that even the snot dripped into the bowl in strings.

Xu Weizhou touched my chin with his other hand.Like a frightened bird again, I scrambled to the balcony with the bowl in my hand, and closed the balcony door heavily.Taking advantage of Xu Weizhou not catching up, I quickly turned on the faucet to wash away the tears and snot all over my face, and then rinsed off.

I secretly looked into the house, Xu Weizhou was still standing there, staring in the direction of the balcony.

Please, Xu Weizhou!Can it disappear from my eyes!If you torture me like this again, I'm going to lose control!If you sympathize with me so much, I might as well die!

"Huang Jingyu, take the medicine! I'll go out after you finish taking the medicine!" Xu Weizhou yelled at me.I really hate myself, why Xu Weizhou still understands me as always.

I bite the bullet and walked into the house, picked up the water glass, and put the prepared pills on the table into my mouth.

"Until you fully recover, you must listen to me. Now, go to bed!" Xu Weizhou ordered me in an unquestionable tone.

OK!you can do it!Xu Weizhou, I can't afford to offend you!I will be like an obedient child, at your command.When you get tired and tired of playing, you will let me go like a toy that has fallen out of favor.

I climbed into bed, covered myself with the quilt, and fell asleep.In his sleep, he smelled Xu Weizhou's unique scent of lemon hair and hormones.Alas, only in the dream is he fully mine.

For two days in a row, Xu Weizhou prepared breakfast, lunch, and dinner for me on time, and urged me to take my medicine on time, while I enjoyed the last tenderness he gave me.When I'm fully recovered, he and his damn gentleness should have completed their mission of taking care of the patients.

Once again, I lamented how good it is to be young. I ate and slept on time. After only two days, I recovered and became a lively Huang Jingyu again.

But Xu Weizhou didn't let me go.When I was sick, he treated me like a parent.Now that I have recovered from my illness, I have become a tool for him to vent his desire.From time to time he squirmed on me and tortured me with his sexy body.I know that he and Fang Jian are living apart in two places, and I'm just Xu Weizhou's ultimate venting object.No, I'm just a tool for him to vent.Xu Weizhou, I know my identity, I will try my best to play the role of a toy, without any emotion, without any response, like a piece of wood, let you play.Xu Weizhou, I will satisfy you if I can do it!Only my heart can no longer be given to you.

"Huang Jingyu! Sit on a chair!" Taking advantage of the fact that there was no one in the dormitory, Xu Weizhou felt very lonely again.It's been 7 days, I don't know how long this toy of mine will keep you fresh.

I obediently sat down on the chair, closed my eyes, and closed my mouth.Xu Weizhou sat on my lap with his legs spread apart, rubbing all parts of my body with his hands and body.I know, you just like to watch me make a fool of yourself, watch my desire being aroused by you, watch my distorted facial features cater to your movements, and listen to my heavy breathing to show your charm.Isn't that enough?Xu Weizhou, why do you still want to pry open my lips and my gums? !This is my last stand, don't you know that I have no resistance to your kiss? !I can give you my body, and I don’t need my dignity, but can you just let me keep the last bit of my heart?If you trample on my only heart, how can I survive!

I stuck to the last position, no matter how hard Xu Weizhou tried, I kept my lips tightly shut.

This time, Xu Weizhou was no longer gentle and patient. He opened my mouth with both hands, trying to stick his tongue in.

I am angry!Push Xu Weizhou away!Shouting loudly: "Xu Weizhou! How can I make you satisfied?!" These days, the tightness in my chest is going to blow me away.

Xu Weizhou looked at me with an angry expression on his face, and stared at me with big eyes!

You are still angry!Are you mad at not being your marionette anymore?Why don't you ask me how I feel? !Xu Weizhou!I hate you! ! !I want to tear you to pieces!But I'm such a bitch, why now, I still can't bear to touch a finger of yours!

My eyes quickly scanned the things on Xu Weizhou's desk, judging what could be thrown with my minimum rationality.The computer is not good, he still has to use it for study.The water glass is not good, he still needs to drink water.

"Ah!" I roared vigorously, shouting out all my troubles!Then he put the books on Xu Weizhou's bookshelf one by one under his feet.I am mad at myself!Why am I so reluctant to step on his book!

Anyway, I have already lost my dignity, face, and love, so what am I afraid of? !I'm going all out today!

"Xu Weizhou!" I yelled at him, "You said you told me to wait for you, and I'll wait for you! In the end, you ran away with someone else!"

"Xu Weizhou!" I pointed at his nose and cursed, "You told me to believe you, and I believed you! In the end, you got back with your first love!"

"Xu Weizhou!" Thinking about what happened next, I became angry, "You said you wanted to break up with me, but I didn't bother you! I'll just let you go!"

"Xu Weizhou!" I controlled my choked voice and lost all face, "You used me as a tool to vent your desires, and I didn't say a word of objection! I satisfy you! Why do you still want to take out my heart and lungs together? Go? Don't you want me to live?!"

"Huang Jingyu! You're such an asshole! Have you finished talking yet?!" Xu Weizhou not only refused to admit his mistake, but he justified it!

"I didn't finish! From now on, I won't play with you anymore! If you want to, go find that bitch! I won't be his backup tire!" I just want to die!I just don't want the warmth of Wei Zhou's charity!

"Huang Jingyu! When did I say I was going to break up with you? When did I say I don't want you anymore?" Xu Weizhou still stared at me angrily.

good!You don't want to take the initiative to admit it, right? I'll be the bad guy!Listen carefully, "Xu Weizhou! I want to break up with you! Xu Weizhou! I don't want you anymore!" I finally said what you want in your heart, you should be satisfied now!I abandoned you, all right!