gold master kidney is not good

(2) Jiang Qingzhe's episode

My youth and all my remaining blood.

——Jiang Qingzhe

Jiang Qingzhe's life was full of fog before meeting Jiang Suo.

His mother died young, and his father remarried. His stepmother was not amiable, but she was self-aware and had no intention of abusing her stepson. Later, after giving birth to his younger brother, he treated him as nothing. When he was still young, he looked at the whole family. The warm scene, but longing in my heart, I would rather have a vicious stepmother than this so-called home that is like air.

When I grew up and became a teenager, I was used to this way of getting along, but I realized the ridiculousness of my previous thoughts.

He no longer needs them.

There are many people who have experienced similar experiences to him, and many people have different choices in life, but when he was a teenager, he chose the worst path.

He drank, smoked, and made some friends. Although he knew in his heart that these people were not worth making friends with, it was because of an obsession that he didn't know.Later, he figured it out, what he longed for at that time was that his nominal father could pay a little attention to him, and it would be best to scold him for his self-indulgence.

Of course, he couldn't wait until the end.

The young Jiang Qingzhe felt as if he had been walking alone in a fog. He didn't know which direction he was going in the future and what it would be like.

Before meeting Jiang Suo, he had actually been paying attention to him for a long time. His group of "friends" often made fun of his life experience, and often turned to some pornographic topics while talking.

He didn't know why there was such a powerful force hidden in the body of such a weak person.

It's as if you can shake a tree with a mayfly, as if you can use the arm of a mantis as a cart.

Before he knew it, the amount of attention paid to this man was frightening.

So when he saw him fighting with a group of people with his head up, his first reaction was to rush to help him. He couldn't explain the terrible impulse at that time.

But he doesn't regret it.

Because of this, he got acquainted with the boy who was a little cold when his hands were a little small when he held them up.

When he pulled him and led him to run, Jiang Qingzhe felt that it would be a very happy thing to keep running like this, to any unknown place in the world.

One of Jiang Suo's favorite things to do is to raise his eyebrows and smile at him, muttering, "I've never seen such a fool as you."

What he didn't know was that every time he laughed like this, his blood would run wild, and he could hardly restrain himself from pressing the back of his head, kissing him until the sky was dark, and at the end he heard him curse inwardly, out of breath, "Jiang Qingzhe! You idiot Are you trying to kiss me to death? It's like you haven't had a boo in hundreds of years!"

At that time, he heard from a girl that if he wrote the same wish in the notebook of his crush with a red pen, then that wish would come true.

At first he scoffed when he heard the rumor, but in the end he secretly did what he scoffed at.

After successfully being with Jiang Suo, he felt that the folk prescription was really effective.

However, don't know what went wrong.

Later, he wrote over and over again, ruining countless red pens and several notebooks.

"Stay with Jiang Suo for the rest of my life!"

This wish did not come true in the end.

But he didn't even have a single object to vent to, because he was responsible for all of this.

At that time, he was tied back by his nominal father, who said that he was going to send him abroad, so he would not be held accountable for the fact that he had messed with a boy and ruined the face of their Jiang family ancestors. He kept his mouth shut and refused to answer. He was so beaten that he lay down on the bed and couldn't move. The next day, he was thinking about Jiang Suo who stayed in the party, so he just crawled out of the window, but he couldn't find him.

His "friend" told him that Jiang Suo left only the words "see you again" when he left.

Jiang Suo seemed to disappear in this world like a drop of water.

Jiang Qingzhe almost wanted to go crazy, and his sanity was exhausted. He never found any clues from the faces of those guilty friends.

Later, he was found by his father in name, and brought back to that home. He fainted unwillingly after not eating or drinking for several days and nights, and when he woke up, he was already sent abroad on a drip.

Jiang Qingzhe, who was isolated and helpless and was completely taken care of by his nominal father, didn't let himself down any longer, but stood up instead. One thought kept supporting him throughout the years, when he was hungry, when he was beaten...

He wants to go back and find Jiang Suo.

But what he found was a Jiang Suo who no longer belonged to him.

The Jiang Suo who raised his eyebrows and smiled and called him "idiot" in the memory that he took out time and time again has disappeared in this world, not even leaving a trace.

Why?he thinks.

Why?After the fight with Jiang Suo's "golden master", he was still thinking about the pain all over his body and drinking bottles of wine.

Until a "friend" who was drinking with him when he heard that he was returning to China got drunk and slipped his mouth.

"Hey, I don't know. What's so good about that Jiang Suo? At that time, each of us fucked once, isn't it just a little tighter than a woman..."

"..."

It turned out that it was all his fault... He endured all his injuries and smashed each of them to death with a stool, and the blood was drenched all over his head and face, and he didn't know whether it was his own or someone else's blood. the sky, think so.

It turns out that when a person feels desperate, there is always a deeper layer of despair waiting...

His Jiang Suo.

his treasure.

It turned out that it was all destroyed by him in the past.

All his youth and all his remaining blood were poured into this one person.

Jiang Qingzhe even felt that he had already given all his love to Jiang Suo, and he would never love someone so much again in the future, because he had lost all the energy to love.

Ginger, shuttle.

These two words seemed to be carved on his heart with a carving knife of time, filling his heart completely. If he wanted to peel it off, he would be connected with a large piece of flesh and blood, leaving an ugly scar in the end to accompany him for the rest of his life. .