gold master kidney is not good

71.

As the saying goes, which little GAY didn't meet a few scumbag first loves when he was young and frivolous and blind.

But Jiang Qingzhe is such a scumbag, there is no excuse for it, it is so horribly scumbag, so until now, I still don't understand how crippled I was at that time, so I fell in love with this guy who has nothing but a face and a head The scumbag.

When I met this scumbag, I was just in the first grade of junior high school. At that time, I was vaguely aware of the difference between myself and the boys around me, but because no one told me what was wrong, I only thought that I was raped by a certain woman since I was a child. The large-scale work casts a shadow, consciously becoming an ascetic frigidity who has no obscene fantasies about white-flowered women.

Naturally, I wouldn't talk about my abnormality with that woman.

Because I inherited her face, I have never been MAN since I was a child, and I have been one of the victims of school bullying all the year round. However, I am not the kind of person who squats down and hugs my head. I always stand up and go back every time. Unarmed but just use tools cleverly, such as English dictionaries and school bags with bricks secretly hidden. Fortunately, the gangsters at that time were more honest, and they would feel ashamed if they suffered a dark loss. If the skin is broken a little bit, he will die or live. If he doesn't pay everyone to him, he won't stop.

When I met Jiang Qingzhe, I happened to encounter an unfair beating. Jiang Zha, who was passing by, didn't know what happened, but he came to help me beat him. Fortunately, he stood in front of me. I have to say that although he At that time, I was also a little kid, but because of his bluffing appearance, I still had a little heroism in him. In the end, I realized that the situation was not good, and I dragged him away.

When I recall this plot afterwards, I always unconsciously jump to a scene that is often played in TV dramas: the two protagonists do something bad and run away, then hide behind the wall and look at each other. laugh it out.

However, this scene did not happen to the two of us, because while running, I suddenly found that the person I was dragging was getting heavier and heavier, and in the end it was like dragging a huge rock weighing tens of kilograms.

Looking back, I found that the blood on the hero's head was like a waterfall, probably because he was hit by someone during the scuffle just now. After running for so long without saying a word, he even smiled at me when he saw me looking back, he was so scared I thought I was in a ghost movie.

Jiang Qingzhe hurt his head, I don't know the process, but the person came to help me after all, although it didn't help much, so I still feel that I should take care of his injured head out of reason. It is also cooked.

If you come and go again and again, you will see the right thing. I mean my one-sided.I thought about it and always felt that he looked pretty much to my liking when viewed horizontally and vertically, and the ignorant boy's heart fell on him.

It was also the presence of this person that made me realize and face up to my own sexuality.

But Jiang Qingzhe is a serious straight man, and a bit serious straight man cancer, and because of his good appearance, he changed girlfriends very often, but I was young and frivolous at the time, and I was still a person who thought I was very capable He is not afraid of young people, and has great confidence in the matter of breaking up straight men.

In fact, I think I have such great confidence, the main reason is that Jiang Zha treats me very well for no reason, not like being a buddy, even his other brothers said that he spoils me like a little wife, especially if he votes regularly Feed this mortal detail aspect.

But as a fledgling GAY, no matter what I say about how confident I am, my heart is still quite cowardly, so I hold the idea of ​​long-term flow, and have been so ambiguous until the third year of junior high school. I think it's time A decision was made, and Jiang Qingzhe was asked to have a talk, and he went straight to the point and confessed his love straight to the point.

As a result, although I also thought about several possible reactions he might have in advance, including the best "the accused has awakened to face his heart and live happily ever after", but forgive me, no matter how hard I think about it, I can't think of this person's reaction. He stayed for a while, then turned around and ran away!He even ran faster than the 50-meter physical education test!After chasing him for a while, I was so exhausted that I couldn't even see his shadow.

Well, the first confession ended in this kind of treating me as a scourge, and my fragile little gay heart was broken without even the dregs left.

72.

If it was just like this, Jiang Zha would not be called Jiang Zha by me.

He took two days off and came to class again after a few days. The most important thing is that he treated me no differently than before, as if that confession had never happened at all. I have repeatedly confirmed that Jiang Qingzhe does not have identical twin brothers. The one who teased me so much that I flew up was the same as the one who confessed.

I took the opportunity to question him angrily alone, but to my surprise, Jiang Zha said he wanted to try it with me.

He also said that he was not sure how he felt about me, and he was very confused.

I took this reason because I personally thought it was the only way for a straight man to become a curvy man.

After being promoted from a buddy to a couple, there is no big difference between me and him, the only problem is those things between the two young people.

When I first realized that he was coveting my little ass, I refused.

Why should I be below!Obviously I understand it better, I have watched a lot of expansion packs, and I said that it is better for experienced people to do it?

To this, Jiang Qingzhe responded by comparing the heights of the two of us, then pinched my arm, showed off the muscles on his arm, and finally looked at my lower body.

I was speechless by his series of actions.

The trial between the two young people was a bloody lesson.

Who would have known that this person's parts didn't match mine at all. I died once afterwards and thought I was wrong in the first place. I should have made my parts smaller, bah, the smaller ones should come first!Such a move is not considered a cannon at all, but a murder!

After I tasted the pain, I never agreed to Jiang Zha's sex again, and I have been a pair of pure mutual masturbation babies ever since.

Then came the day like a nightmare.

I got together with Jiang Zha and his brothers when I was preparing for the high school entrance examination. After singing a K, I went to drink and have a party. I didn’t know how to drink at the time. Jiang Zha got involved.

Even if I'm too afraid of pain and let him hold it for too long, I'll let it go.

Why did I faint and pass out, and when I woke up, I saw someone else on my body?Why didn't he show up no matter how I called him to drive them away?Why doesn't he show up no matter how much I complain?

Extremely painful, extremely cold...I curled up again and again and were opened by them again and again...

In a daze, for some reason, a memory fragment flashed in my mind: a figure of a young man kept walking in front of me, faster and faster, and the little me called A Jiang brother, chasing desperately, but also Can't catch up with his back...

Brother Ajiang? ...Or Ah Chiang? ...

The faces of the two of them were almost overlapping in my mind, and I suddenly found that Jiang Qingzhe's side profile was very similar to that of the boy named A Jiang in my memory. No wonder I had a twitch when I first saw his face. I can't even describe how I feel about it...

In the end it was like this, I was the only one left, no matter how painful I was, no one would come...

It hurts so much... I have lost all the strength to resist, I only know that I have lost a lot of blood.

But I couldn't see my own blood, because I was in a terrible darkness. Although it was dark and cold, there was no pain that hurt the bone marrow.

Being in this darkness, I couldn't clearly understand what was happening outside, but when I woke up from the coma again, I found that I had been thrown like garbage in the corner of an unknown street.I lick my wounds here alone, and I dare not go back to that home like this.

I should thank them for remembering to throw my clothes on me after the fuck. I took the money and went to the small hotel to wash and wash for a night. Fortunately, when I came out to play, I told the woman to go to classmate She lives at home, otherwise she will not be scared to death with this ghostly appearance.

73.

Later, the first thing I did when I got home was to tell the woman that I didn't want to go to school, so there was a scene where she locked me in the door and the light shorted out. I haven't seen Jiang Qingzhe since then. The intersection of the two was at the school. Fortunately, I did not tell Jiang Zha where I lived because of my self-esteem as a teenager.

Later, I heard intermittently from others that he went abroad, and I never saw him again. After removing the trace of this person, he gradually disappeared from my memory and the world. Who would have thought that I would still meet here after so many years? .

My heart is extremely complicated, I don't know if this is a bad fate or what.

Hearing my curse words, Jiang Qingzhe didn't seem to take it seriously, instead he smiled, making me want to poke holes in his handsome face.

"It's really you," he said with a smile, his voice was inexplicably mixed with gnashing of teeth, "Long time no see, Jiang Suo."

I was silent.

"Why are you getting worse and worse? When I saw you just now, I couldn't believe it. Are you working as a waiter here?"

Look, does this speak human language?

Well, I was wrong, can I still expect the beast to spit out human words?

So as a new and new human being, I will take his words as if they bark like a dog from now on.

Listening to the barking dog while wiping the cup was quite interesting. I recognized the barking dog, but I could hear a bit of resentment in it. I must have been lame in my ears after my eyes were lame before.

Originally, I felt comfortable listening to the dog barking and wiping the cup. Who would have thought that the room would leak and it would be raining all night. When I looked up, I saw the golden lord at the door moving towards me.

I couldn't help but widen my eyes. I looked at the scumbag of my first love who kept barking, and then at the handsome face, long legs, and big head of my current parents and lover.

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