A Doctor's Zombie Feeding Diary

I stayed in bed for the next two days, and Gerald never left the room.Conordo will come to change my medicine regularly every day and do some necessary inspections. He seems to take this incident very seriously. When he came to change my medicine, he always emphasized that he wanted to personally analyze the composition of the poisonous gas .

I can also understand this. After all, he put almost all his efforts into researching the HLM virus. Now that there is a poisonous gas that can greatly affect people infected with vicious viruses, it is only natural that he would pay so much attention to it.This kind of poisonous gas is indeed aimed at those infected with a vicious virus. The female researcher was able to survive being wrapped in the poisonous gas, but once the infected person touched the poisonous gas, his whole body seemed to be on fire.When the poisonous gas samples arrive in a few days, I guess I'll have to go and see for myself.

There are also those two rows of liquid delivery pipes. As Gary Miville mentioned before, the corrosive liquid in the pipes does not belong to any military research and development base, but only those capable of producing such corrosive liquids in large quantities Only the military can do it.So this should be specially provided by the research and development department of a certain area to the northern research institute. This is a very serious matter for the entire army and the government. Relevant government departments have received orders to search every military research and development department. Base, see if you can find the source.

All these things piled up together, and Jiali Miweier was so busy these two days that he didn't even have time to rest at night, let alone come to my place to chat.Niyo did come here sometime, but he just told me the latest developments and left in a hurry.His task is to record this incident completely and perfectly. Since he is the person involved, the responsibility is even heavier. His superiors have high requirements, and his recent pressure is probably quite high.

Apart from paying attention to these things these days, I have nothing to do. I can just rest in peace and recuperate. After the arm injury has recovered, I can devote myself to these things with all my heart.

But I'm not completely idle.Gerrard is recovering well and I'm more pleased to see him in that form than to see my own arm recovering.He listened carefully to every word I said, and tried hard to understand these words, which is much better than when he listened to it some time ago, but he could only leave a superficial impression.

After I taught him how to apologize that day, when Conordo came to check me again, under my guidance, he bowed seriously to Conordo and apologized according to what I said.Although there is only a short sentence of sorry, it can at least prove that he understood some meanings of apology after I finished it-although this behavior once again made our conscientious and law-abiding Dr. Conaldo suffer a lot. frightened.

"Your recovery is very good, Dr. Leotir." After today's examination, Conordo said to me with a smile, "According to this recovery speed, it is estimated that the bandage will be removed in two or three days." But you still have to be careful not to let your arm come into contact with the air and water that is too cold or too hot suddenly, otherwise if you irritate the new skin, it will affect the recovery of the injury."

"Thank you." I also nodded with a smile, "Thank you for your hard work these days."

"It's not hard, it's nothing." Hearing my thanks, Conordo quickly waved his hand and patted the back of his head honestly, "Although my task is to study the HLM virus, my job is still a military doctor. It is a responsibility I absolutely cannot shirk to see each patient's body."

I nodded again.Gerald sat on the chair next to my bed, watching us quietly until we finished the conversation, then turned to Conordo, groping to learn my tone and pronunciation, trying to say: "Thanks... Thanks."

Conordo was stunned for a while, then smiled embarrassingly again, shook his head, waved his hand to Gerrard to say no, then faced me and said helplessly: "Sorry, I still can't react well, he was too scary that day Well, Captain Garry Millville's gang of lads are still complaining about his behavior."

"I will find time to apologize to them these days." I also felt a little helpless, turned my head to look at Gerald's innocent expression, sighed, and asked, "Are they seriously injured?"

"The injuries are fine. None of them need to rest for a long time. Most of them are just traumatic injuries. There are two injured muscles. I temporarily fixed the parts of their hands. I also removed the fixing plates in the past two days. Free activities." Conordo thought about it and said, "Now they have all returned to the army, and they can participate in daily training on time as usual, there is no big problem."

"That's good." I took off the detector on my arm and handed it back to him, "Thank you for your hard work, let's have lunch early."

"Okay, doctor, someone will bring you lunch in a while. You'd better take a rest in the afternoon after eating, which will be more conducive to the recovery of the wound." Conordo explained a few words, and then as usual He gave me a military salute, and then walked out of the room with his inspection equipment and documents.

After he went out, I took the coat from the side and put it on, sat on the side of the bed and put on my shoes, intending to move my body properly.After I slowly got out of bed, I heard Gerald's voice from beside me: "...Doctor?"

"Huh?" I turned my head to look at him, not quite understanding what he meant, "Is this calling me?"

"Doctor." Gerald looked at me and repeated, then looked at me in silence for a few seconds, and asked again: "What do you mean?"

Only then did I understand that he was asking about the meaning of the word doctor, so I laughed, sat down on the side of the bed again, and slowly explained: "It's a profession, or status. You may not know these two words very well." meaning, but you can think about what I have done in your memory." I pointed to myself, "I am a doctor, and my duty is to heal the sick, and I would like to make the suffering people no longer suffer, or Let them at least not be so painful. But people who will do this are not only doctors, but also ordinary people or relatives, so in a broad sense, you can understand it this way for the time being.”

"Why?" Gerald asked again. "Why the pain?"

I froze for a moment, grabbed the lower end of his chair with my left hand, pulled him closer, looked into his eyes and asked, "Did you feel pain when I passed out?"

The color around Gerald's eye sockets suddenly darkened, but soon returned to normal. He nodded and said, "Painful."

"The moment you saw me wake up a few days ago, were you happy?" I smiled and continued to ask, "Do you feel that you are no longer in such pain?"

"...Yes." Gerald looked at me in a trance, but answered me without much hesitation.He stretched out his hand and grabbed my sleeve tightly, his expression couldn't tell whether he was nervous or relieved.

"Probably that's why we feel pain." I took his hand that was gripping my fabric, pressed my thumb on his palm, rubbed it gently, and showed him a soothing look, "If we didn't Having experienced pain, then happiness will be as flat as ever, and we will not notice it, let alone cherish it."

Gerald looked at me a little confused, as if he didn't quite understand what I was saying.

"My wish is to protect the only person I want to protect. In the past, it was only my younger brother." My tone was as slow as a stagnant river, and it seemed that even the stones in the river bed were no longer rolling. have you."

"I?"

"Of course there are Jiali Miweier and Niyo." I kept smiling, and my voice was extremely peaceful, "My happiness is to see that you are safe and sound, so that I can help more people as much as I can. People——but there are also some people, even though they have experienced incomparable pain, they have not gained real happiness. Jiali Miweier and I hope to help these helpless and hopeless people,” I gently rubbed of his head, "Like I helped you."

Gerald watched me, his thoughts clear, but still confused and puzzled by what I was trying to say.But I don't mind if he doesn't get it right now, he's getting more sane by the day and all he needs is more time.And time and knowledge is one of the things I can bring him now, one of the things I can help.

"...you're not happy." Gerald said suddenly, and then he withdrew his hand and grabbed the wrist that I was stroking his head, with a puzzled expression, "Are you... worried, worried? Tight..."

He spoke these words indistinctly, even a little incoherently - but I suddenly felt as if my heart was hit hard, my heart beat violently a few times, and then stopped suddenly, after a moment of delay, Only then returned to normal.

I suppressed my smile, looked at him silently, and his palms were tightly held by him. After a long while, I sighed softly, and said again: "It is impossible for a person to be carefree forever, even if I I think I am calm enough, but there are still many things I need to worry about."

"You're not happy." Gerald grabbed my hand, repeated the sentence again, and then gently rubbed my palm with his wrist, "I want you..."

He didn't finish his words, but every change in his expression and subtle movements were all captured by my eyes, and every word of concern and expression of his care was deeply engraved in my mind and memory.I felt as if I had gradually become transparent in front of him, looking at him and thinking about certain things more thoroughly.

I felt so relieved at this moment, I smiled again and said, in the gentlest tone I could possibly have, "Thank you."